here is chapter 20! sorry it's a day late.

Hope you like it! ENJOY! *Warning- Smut ahead!*

Chapter 20

They were laughing as they walked into the lobby.

As they waited for the elevator, Emelina turned to him, "I still can't believe you remembered about the Ben and Jerry's Choc-Chunk ice-cream." They had got it for dessert, the taste still lingering in her mouth.

He smiled and pulled her close, "I remember everything you tell me." She giggled as he started placing quick, random kisses all over her face.

She thought back to when she had told him-

They were sitting on the Safe-House bed and were eating pizza; they were playing a random 20 questions.

Christopher took a bite out of his third piece of pizza, his face was stuffed, "ohhkayy, mah turm." He swallowed and thought for a moment, "Oh I know! What's your favourite flavour of ice-cream?"

"Well considering I've only ever had ice-cream once in my life-"

She was cut off by Christopher saying in a disbelieving tone, "Wait- you've only had ice-cream once in your whole life?!"

"Yeah well my father wouldn't let us have it so we never got any. Anyway my brother had entered an Easter colouring compition at the local IGA. He won and as a prize they said he could have any tub of ice-cream he wanted, the shop was trying out Ben and Jerry's Ice-Cream so he chose Choc-Chunk. He brought it back here and we shared it. So I'd have to say Ben and Jerry's Choc-Chunk Ice-Cream is my favourite flavour.

She snapped back from her memories as she heard the elevator doors open. They walked in holding hands.

"What floor sir?"

"Penthouse."

A jolt of excitement went through her; she still wasn't used to it. They spent the whole ride up in comfortable silence. They exited the elevator and entered the huge penthouse once again. Jonathon was thinking they'd just go to sleep but he was stopped outside the bedroom door. Emelina stopped him and pulled him to her, kissing him passionately. She entangled her fingers into his hair as he grabbed her hips pulling her closer to him. Their body's expelling heat from each other's touch. She pushed him against the door and into the bedroom. They made their way over to the bed, never breaking from their passionate kiss. Jonathon sat down on the bed, Emelina's legs either side of, straddling his hips. She felt her hands across his shirt covered chest and into his jacket, pushing it off and discarding it to the floor. She knew what was going to happen and her heart started racing.

She broke away from the kiss and climbed off him, "Wait right here."

She ran into the bathroom, shutting and locking the door behind her. She leaned on the sink, staring at herself in the mirror, her heart and mind was racing.

She started arguing with herself internally,

'Calm down!'

'I can't!'

'Why not?'

'Because of what was about to happen in there!'

'What's so bad about it?'

'I'M A VIRGIN THAT'S WHY!'

'OK LISTEN UP! You love him, don't you?'

'Yes.'

'Who would you prefer your first time to be with?'

'...'

'That's what I thought! Now Man-UP and go out there and do it with THE MAN YOU LOVE!'

She couldn't help but smile at her internal voice, she whispered to herself, "Ok."

She looked at herself in the mirror for a moment and decided she should brush her teeth... three times. Once that was over she undid her hair and brushed it out so it was wavy and hung around her shoulders. She stripped herself of her clothes, she reached over and picked up a white fluffy bath-robe and wrapped it around her naked body, tying it at the front. She fixed her hair once more and took a deep breath to steady her nerves.

As she reached for the door handle she kept whispering to herself, "I can do this. I can do this. I can do this!"

She unlocked the door and stepped back into the room, Jonathon was lying on the bed playing on his new phone, his shoes were off, but he sat up immediately as she stepped into the room, discarding the phone to the bedside cupboard.

Jonathon heard the door open and immediately sat upright. Emelina was standing there in nothing but a bathrobe, her hair was loosely hanging around her shoulders. She was staring at him almost nervously, her hand was fiddling with the side of the robe. He loved it when she was nervous; she looked so innocent and adorable. He didn't want to ruin the moment, so he walked over to her and brushed his lips against hers.

"Are you sure?" He asked softly.

She nodded slowly, her eyes, never leaving his gaze. He leaned down and kissed her once again; he ran his hands down through her golden hair and down her back, resting on her waist. He gently slid his tongue into her mouth, entangling with her tongue once again. She gently ran her hands down the front of her chest, unbuttoning his shirt buttons. She ran her hands across his now exposed chest, pushing his shirt off and onto the ground. They slowly made their way across the room, never breaking their passionate kiss. They stood next to the bed, Jonathon pulled away from the kiss, looking into her beautiful blue eyes. He ran his hand across the front of the robe; he slowly untied it and let it fall open. He reached up and pushed it off her shoulders, letting it fall to the ground. She looked away as he looked down her bruised and scar covered body.

He reached over and softly turned her head back to his gaze, "You're beautiful."

He leaned down and kissed her again, she ran her hand down his back, pulling him closer to her. Their naked chests heating at each others' touch. He felt her shaky hands at the top of his pants; he placed his hands over hers and pushed them off along with his briefs. They wrapped their arms around each other, pulling themselves closer. Jonathon slightly lifted Emelina up and laid her down on the bed. He laid on top of her still kissing her and slowly started trailing soft kisses down her body; she let out a little moan, at his hot pecks touched her burning skin. He wanted to remember every part of her, every mark, every dint, every perfection and imperfection even though to him she didn't have any imperfections. He started trailing kisses back up her body, to meet her lips once again. He ran his hand up the side of her body and gently started rubbing her aroused breast. She moaned against their kiss. He took that as a good sign. He moved down and started sucking on her pulse, causing her to moan louder.

She whimpered out his name, her voice breathy with desperation, "Christopher... I need you."

He moved his lips back up to hers, she moan against their kiss, "Chris... please..."

He broke away from the kiss and looked deep into her eyes. She nodded once reassuring him, he ran his hand down her side, slightly lifting her thigh, positioning himself. He slowly pushed into her tight wet folds. She let out a little a tiny gasp of pain, he stopped halfway inside her and looked at her cautiously; her eyes were watery. She wrapped her hands around his neck and pulled him into a loving kiss, she pushed herself onto him, deepening himself into her.

She let out another gasp of pain; he hated that he was causing it. She put her head into the nook of his neck, "m... move... its okay."

He lovingly trusted himself into her completely and continued thrusting softly. He couldn't hold back the groan that escaped his throat from the feeling of her being wrapped around him. After a few more thrusts the pain turned into pleasure. The pain started to dim, as he rubbed against her spot, he noticed the pain on her face being replaced with pleasure. A tiny moan escaped her lips as he hit that spot each time, she threw her head back as he leaned down and sucked on her throbbing pulse. He could feel her skin burning as their bodies pushed together. He groaned with each thrust. He could feel his stomach tighten as he felt himself about to release. She felt sensational as her muscles tightened around his member. She arched her back and gasped his name as she exploded, which was immediately met with his bursting into her hot core as he moaned her name.

He collapsed on top of her neck. She put all her energy into reaching up, cupping his cheek, lifting his head and brushing her lips against his, "I love you."

"I love you."

Jonathon cautiously pulled out of her and fell onto the bed next to her. Emelina rolled over and laid her head on his sweat laced chest. She fell asleep to listening to his soothing heart beat. Jonathon fell asleep listening to her steady breathing.

Everything felt right.

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