4. What did I just DO?

I hope you can all forgive me for what's happening next! But I promise this won't last forever. FYI, this is (very) roughly 2 months later. And Spencer and Toby are official! Yay!

I sat on my bed, staring up at the ceiling. It was only five, and I had nothing to do. I'd finished my homework, studied until my eyes fell out, and Hanna was… I'm not sure were.

I rolled over. Toby was taking a late class today, so I couldn't meet up with him. We actually hadn't been meeting up much lately. He'd been having a series of tests he needed to study for. Suddenly, there was a knock at the door.

I stood up, frowning. There shouldn't be anyone coming tonight.

I opened the door, and there stood Alex. My ex-boyfriend. The one who had broken up with me over nothing. He kissed me one day, and ditched me the next.

"Hey Spencer," He said, having the decency to look uncomfortable. "Can I come in?"

"Sure," I said, holding the door open wider. He walked in, and stood uncomfortably in the kitchen. "Oh, these are for you by the way," he said thrusting a bouquet at me.

I sighed. "Alex, why are you here?"

He put down the bouquet on the counter, and held his hands out to me. "I miss you Spencer. I miss us. I came here to see if you wanted to give it another try."

I sighed, and sat down at the counter. "Alex, I have a new boyfriend. And…I really wouldn't want to get back together with you anyway. You broke up with me, remember?"

He reached out his hands and took mine. "Spencer, I made a huge mistake. Please, will you take me back?"

I smiled at him and squeezed his hands. "Alex, I'm in a relationship right now, and I think it's much better than what you and I have. I don't want to give it up."

He glared at me. "But I love you!"

I sighed. "He loves me too, and I love him. Alex, I don't have any feelings left for you." This wasn't strictly true. I did have some feelings left for Alex, but I couldn't let him know that.

He looked even angrier.

I got up and held the door open. "I think you should go." He stalked over to me, and grabbed my face, and before I knew what was happening, he was kissing me.

And me?

I was kissing him back.

I was standing there, making out with my ex-boyfriend.

Crap.

But I'd been so lonely lately, and I did kinda still like Alex, and he was such. a good. kisser!

Dammit.

He moved his hands from my face to my hips, pushing me against the open door. I hooked my arms around his neck, not even realizing what I was doing. He ran his tongue along my bottom lip, and I opened my mouth in return.

What the hell was I doing? I knew it was wrong, I KNEW that, but that didn't stop me. I kept kissing him and kissing him, until my mouth was swollen and sore. He kissed along my jaw, and I gasped, digging my hands into his back. I grabbed his face, and pulled it back from mine, he looked into my eyes, just as beautiful as they had been the first day I'd met him. And I made my worst mistake ever. I kissed him. Again.

So. Short. And just so you know, Toby SAW THEM. He was walking by the door, intending to surprise Spencer, and he SAW THEM. Did you catch that they never shut the door? And it's probably terrible. Sadly, I have never kissed anyone, much less made out with anyone, so I can't base this off experience. I just had to wing it. Ah. Poor Spencer.

Hope you enjoyed it, and Toby is indeed going to break up with her. But, I promise, the story WILL NOT end there.

Love all,

Layla

And enjoy the premiere in a couple days! SOOOO excited!