The Rise and Fall of Dark Fire and The Elements of Disharmony

by Shady pillow

For Twilight Sparkle, making friends was tough. So when a new unicorn comes into Ponyville, she naturally tries to show him kindness and friendship. However, when Twilight's new friend constantly distracts her from preventing a warning from the future and an assignment from the princesses, things can be said that weren't meant. Can Twilight and her friends stop this new threat?

67. No more BS

Alright, enough stalling. I'm not going to sprinkle or add frosting to this anymore. No I'm not quiting, don't think that. I've just been ignoring the fic and practically anything else because I'm just lazy and inconsiderate. Actually, no. I keep promising things and then give excuses. This is going to be my 100% honesty.

i don't feel like writing right now...or at all.

NO IM NOT QUITING...that would be stupid after 2 years of work. Would I like fanart or something like that...yes...let's just put that out there. It annoys me that people can make cliché stories and stuff and get so much love with simply one chapter. How many do I have...like...72 or so after 2 years. Not nearly as many views or things of that nature.

Am I jealous...yes, so very much. Should I stop complaining, yes. I'm thankful for everyone that gave my story a chance. But I feel like I did something wrong or that no one appreciates my work. Cause if it was perfect I would be on Equestria ]*[+} Daily right!

No, clearly not or I wouldn't be sitting here in front of my computer wondering if I should even continue. I want to write just for fun, I really do. BUT THIS IDEA OF NOTIFICATION OR FAME TEARS MY EMOTIONS TO SHREADS!

It's so ironic how me and Night Shadow relate. We try so hard to find happiness when it's simply staining right at our face. Why is this consent so hard to get. Be the best you can be, who cares what others think. My problem is I don't know what they're thinking at all. If I did noting wrong then I would have been noticed, but at the same time if I did horrible I would have been chewed out.

I can't seem to figure out which one I am...

i love the comments you all leave, it encourages me to go on and write more. So why do I act like it's not enough? Two years...two years I have put into this project...and I still feel like it's not worth it. I have no intentions of ending my life, that is not the propose of this rant, neither is it for attention, this is simply how I have felt since the creation of this story and you, as my readers, have a right to know.

I need people to talk to, people I know that are on my side. Help me understand that I don't need thousands of followers to feel like I've succeeded. I don't want to feel like I've failed.

I'm sorry for the grim rant, I will do the best I can in the future.