Authors note: ok ok 5h chappy up on in a roll! :D Jayzmyin gets little insane and David wants to know what she's up to after... You know ;D

Chapter five: Jayzmyins Scene:

Tempted to Break

Reality:

I stared at Crane as he explained his story, I sat in shock. His blue eyes met mines and I flinched in fear. He… Shaking my head I turned the camera off and walked around towards him, my hand raised as Dr. Arkham can in and,

"Misses Newport what are you doing?!"

His face instantly reddened by my auctioned and I could not snap from my trance. I landed the blow slapping him as hard as I could. Another was adding, and I grabbed the scruff of his shirt balling my left hand into a fist as she continued to launch face blows towards him. He smirked as blood cornered his mouth. He damn near laugh as I let out a strangled scream as my waist pulled me away.

"Y-you bastard! You stupid son of a-"

I continued to scream profanity. I was not scared. Oh no, I was angry. I was pissed beyond I had ever been. You son of a bitch. "Told you it would've been a bad idea! I tooold; you!" I listened to Jetta laugh at me as I was forced into a padded room. Attacking anything and everything my eyes set on. I screamed and hollered throwing myself against the padded walls. Scratching at the door, slamming the cot into walls and the door, I cried louder and louder.

I did not feel tired that night. And I did stay within the room until Harleen came to see me. She was behind the door. I was under the window holding unto my knees and hugging my chest. I was lost. Angry lost.

"Sweetie… I heard what happened."

I said nothing.

"Don-Don't worry, you'll be out by tomorrow. Dr. Arkham is talking with your professor. You need to relax. Take a break. What I needis to kill Jonathan. I thought bitterly as I formed my escape and placed him within my mind. He would be taken care of for losing the dream life I had. I did not even want to be a therapist! Tears filled my eyes and the soft echo of Harleens' heels went down the hall. Never had I ever been so unprofessional.

~:Next day:~ 9:45 am.

"Dr. Newport?"

I was hand cuffed as I stood patiently to be let go standing tall and straighter then I ever had. My green eyes darkened, but I did not let my sanity be tested.

"We've looked over your recording and it seemed that you had a passed with this man?"

I said nothing and he looked back down, I notice he had a bit of files on my and I glowered at him. This is irritating; let me go so I can form this Master plan. Dr. Arkham sighed and rubbed his face.

"Why did you take it, if you knew this would happen?"

That is the thing I did not even know he was the blame for our break up. I grinded my teeth, and tensed. He looked me before beckoning the guard to un-cuff me and leaves.

"Look sweetie, I need you to take a week off. I can't have you breaking down from the pass."

If only you knew.

"So, with that, you're getting paid, but I'm changing your patient. You'll be working with…"

He looked down at a folder pull of the patients before shaking his head. I notice the bags under his eyes. I felt sympathy for the man. I did not mean to be another nuance towards him. I shifted in my heels, remember sleeping in them and having a angry fight with Jetta. She was quiet for the day. I whooped dat ass. Smirking slightly, Dr. Arkham frowned.

"Are you listening Jayzmyin?"

"Yes Sir"

He frowned before waving his hand off.

"Get out my facility."

I walked towards my car and notice the patients were out. Looking at my watch it was Friday. Assert your Dominance day. I watched from the back of my car as the more, demented patients picked on the regulars for a laugh. My eyes scanned of patients that probably might be my next one. Maybe I should let it go. Forget. Like…

Flash back~:~~~! :D

Jayzmyins pov, (Just in case)

I had woke up in Davids Office. I had only been in it like twice. I always got bored right away because David would go straight to his computer and start working from the inside. Then he would get on the phone for hours at a time. While I laid on the couch or the floor with one of his boring ass books. Holding my throbbing head, I tried to recall what happened in the events.

David!

Looking around and finding him on the floor, he was still breathing when I listening to the silence outside. Getting up and looking out the window I notice few was outside pasted out…

"David?"

I walked back towards him and shook him lightly as I would when he over slept for work or to take me to school.

"David wake up."

He didn't budge, but twitched. I sighed and went into his bathroom getting a towel and wetting it. I was still trying to recall a conversation he had. It was talking to some male and the male asked about other females. David would never cheat on my. He told me so. Coming back David was sitting up looking groggy. My heart flew in ecstasy. He was not badly hurt.

"Oh David! We survived! I am not sure how, but we did. Um, whom were you talking to earlier? Had I fallen asleep?"

I know it was too many questions at first, but I needed answers. David turned and looked at me in confusion. I frowned and he turned my way,

"Are you Jessica? Or Apral?"

I was taken back at his name-calling and tilted my head holding the wet towel in my hands.

"Who the fuck is Jessica and Apral?"

He stared at me before a grin slanted his face.

"My wives."

The word hit me hard and I growled. The fuck did he mean wives? Had he really been cheating on our three fucking years?!

"What are you talking about Wives? I should be the only bitch you're fucking."

"Oh, but you're not. See, I had this idea, what if we mix poly into our relationship."

My eye twitch and I wind up the towel snapping it at his face. It connected with his nose and recoiled back in pain. I winded up again and thwacked his neck. My angry slowly watched him in pain as he howled scooting back.

"David if you're talking about your secretary."

I ran over to him and punched him in the face, grabbing his collar as he took a moment stunned by my movements.

"What bitch didn't think I'd ever raise my hand to you?! I knew it! I knew you could not be perfect as I thought you were! You just like everyone else!"

I screamed, and repeatedly punched him in the face and he grabbed my waist squeezing it in a powerful grip. I whimpered and he grabbed my wrist kicking my legs from under me. I fell and he tumbled on top of my nibbling up my neck as I moaned softly. My body betraying me. I could feel him grin against my skin and tugged softly. I arched as his hands let my wrist go as he pushed my waist back down.

"I'm going to enjoy this"

His voice was different. Deeper, Darker, I shuttered and moaned louder. His fingers dance along my skin in a new way. A hot, burning way. Like teasing. David does not tease.

"St-stop please.. David let me go. Who are you talking about Slut!"

He chuckle and pulled at my sweats. I whimpered and wiggled as he pushed my knees above my chest. Smacking my ass with one movement, he growled.

"Stay still slut."

I whimpered again and moaned as his fingers danced over my ever so growing wetness.

"Let's see why David was so in love with you for?"

I frowned slightly when he lightly dug his finger into my tightness and I arched. I always hated fingering. This was my form of punishment. I was always so tight, even in my wetness I still hated fingering. I wiggle as gasped and he smacked my thigh as I started to lower my legs.

"What did I say?"

"Don't move"

I whispered and turned my head as he dug his fingers deeper into my and ravished my poor kitty. Tears escaped from my closed eyes when he finished. David pulled his raging cock out, looking down at me as I was a slut. Not his slut, but a actual prostitute slut. Tears begun to fall more freely as he shoved himself inside and thrusted roughly. I couldn't' stop the small mewling moans as he raged and pumped into me.

He has never been so rough with me, and hour later I was on all fours my hair begin pulled and his left smacking hand prints over my ass and thighs. I cried out as another orgasm exploded throughout my body. I groaned and he forced my face into the carpet grunting in his pleasure. He was a monster. I clenched my teeth together as he pulled out and forced his way into my ass. My eyes widen and I let a screech at the top of my lungs.

There was a bang at the door then the police kicked inside,

"Freeze police!"

The female gasped and rushed over to kick him off of me. I cried as he was ripped from my fresh ass and sobbed as I begun to piss on myself. The male officer and three others came in to grab David whom only smirked at me.

"You shouldn't be smiling buddy; this is going on your record."

"If you ask her we're together."

I sobbed in the woman's chest shaking my head and shivering visibly. My body ached and I could feel Davids frown as he was hauled up to his face and out the door.

Flash back over:~ but still in the past

I had gone back to school the next day. I had not heard from Cinnyiia, but I guess she was out of town with her boyfriend. I had not seen David in over a week, and when I did see him, he was out of jail and was being hugged with two other bitches. My guess would be Jessica and Apral. The sight destroyed my heart, and I went to therapy for the good rest of my life. Knowing that I had to pack his stuff and have him come over and retrieve his shit, it killed me.

I had no other friends' cept for study group associates. They were no help. They continued to talk on this idea of Scarecrows identity. I notice Crane stopped coming to work and soon I passed the class because no other teacher could teach it. I continued with my psychology career. If I was going to help this world, then it might as well be mentally. Physically I was shit. Did not even bother to keep my hair up. Jake kept up to date and would try to make passes at me, but he only received Icy glares and cold shoulders.

Soon he gave up and I felt alone, I had to move, get out for a while, I would come back eventually. Shaking my head, I pushed hair from my face and looked at myself in the mirror. David and me were really done. In addition, he thought nothing of it. Packing a mini retreat duffle bag, I booked a first class flight to New York. Maybe I should burn the extra cash I had. I stepped outside going towards my car seeing David across the street from my apartment. His eyes were different, but something was behind them. I glared at him as he tapped his cheek.

"Forgetting my goodbye kiss?"

I set my bags on the ground of my car as he walked to the middle of the street. I was dressed up and knew I looked good. I smirked at him as I stood mid-chest level and leaned upon my tipy-toes.

"I hope you catch something."

I whispered as I kneed him in the groin. He huffed and wheezed falling over and two females exited his car glaring at me and screaming.

"What the fuck are you doing?!"

"Bitch do you know who he is?"

"You can go to jail for this!"

I looked at them, and their overly smutty dresses and heels. My eyes casted over their almost flat chest and I looked around them at their tiny asses. Tching and I turned throwing my bag in the back of the car getting in the driver seat and pulled off 0-50 in three minutes. I actually felt great; better now that I got my revenge. You will rue the day you ever left me David.

"Sluts."

Past over with:~

Here I was, finished with school, damn near lost my job, and plotting revenge. I would need to get crane out the Asylum so I could kill him personally. I looked over at the door and watched as he stared at me. My heart flared, but I could not all blame him for what David did to me. He just pushed the lies into the light. I turned on my heels as joker came out pushing Crane from the door. Something about that one terrified me.

I pulled out and screeched my wheels as I pulled out of Arkham driving at 60 mph and blasting Beautiful Monster by Neyo. I would need back up and firearms. I knew exactly who to go to too. Pulling up the main entrance of a large complex house and getting out without so much as turning off my car. I had never been so Brutal with Mavorick before. I knew my baby would understand. Bangging on the large door I growled until someone answers. Apral.

"What do you want?"

"Where the fuck is David?"

"Why should I tell you?"

I grabbed her face, covering her mouth and gripping her chin tightly forcing her to her knees and glowered down with my iciest stare.

"Where. The Fuck is David?"

She pointed down the haul, fear within her eyes and I let her go as she scrambled to get up and run through the halls. David was coming out and she grab into his grip as he lifted her off the ground and slammed her into the floor. I heard her cry out as my heels clicked against his beautiful marble floor.

"David so nice to see you again."

He was growing a beard, neatly trimmed. It was kind of sexy. I shook the thought from my head, as he looked at me the smirked.

"Have you come to join my poly?"

"No. Still fuck you, I need information and fire arms."

He walked towards the kitchen as I followed, Jessica was preparing breakfast, and I looked over her slutty nightie. It was one of mines. My favorite one. I glared at David who only shrugged his shoulders drinking from the orange juice carton. I shook my head and walked over to him pulling the carton from his mouth and snapping my fingers for a cup. Jessica jumped and gave me one as I pour his juice into a cup and handing it back to him. Sipping from the cool liquid, I sat at his island that dominated the middle of the kitchen.

"What do you need fire-arms for? And what information?"

"The need a empty space, like a warehouse were no one can hear anything and I need guns, knifes, maybe that knock out liquid stuff."

He looked at me as if I was insane. I raised a perfectly arched eyebrow then tilted my head to the side.

"What?!"

"Nothing, As for the place, I think there's one in Gotham's slums towards the west villie where old people stay at, but they're so frighten of anything they won't come out of their homes for anything."

I noted the Gotham slums west Villie and nodded.

"As for weapons?"

He stared me down before walking towards me I tensed as he nuzzled my hair and wrapped his arms around my waist picking me up. I let him, feeling his warmth and comfort of a hug as he walked away from the kitchen leaving Jessica and Apral to glare at our backs. Mainly at me, but him as well. He set me down face first into the door before opening it and picking me up once more.

"Can you set me down now?"

"Why worry those pretty little feet when I can take care of you?"

"David…"

It was a warning growl and he sighed setting me down and pressing his hand against the right side of the wall next to a large bathroom, and another door opened into a walk in closet. He stepped in grabbing a duffle bag and throwing it towards me.

"Pick whatever you want then get out. I have guests coming along."

I nodded saying nothing as he walked back out and begun to sort throw his rows of guns, grenades, knives, and other dangerous things. (I will list them at the end or the beginning)

"On second thought, Jay, maybe you shouldn't go through with whatever you're doing."

I raised a gun and pointed at him, his eyes widen as he raised his hands and backed out turning back to leave out the room. I chuckled and set the gun on safety in the back of my business skirt. My wedged heels supporting me, and I never felt so I am powered before. "Looks like someone's going to enjoy their first kill on their own." Oh yes. I will.

That was all I wanted to hear from her. I was still angry. Angry that she hid the memory from me and angry that she would think I would never find out. Could I have lived with David if I had never known? He should be the second one I kill if I go through with his. Hauling the bag over my shoulder and walking out I took the back door as his doorbell rang and importantly looking people came in. I was silent, maybe I should be an assassin.

Getting in my car and screeching off, I wanted them to feel scared. I wanted people to start fearing me. Pulling unto the highway I speeded pass expertly the commoners. They were just too slow. Chuckling madly I went home grabbing the duffle bag and hauling into my apartment. My neighbor Ms. Bicker. I think she might have known mother before I did. She always talks to me as if I was one of her own.

"Jayzmyin? Sweetie you need anything?"

"No Mrs. Bicker; how's Mr. Bicker? "

"Girl getting on my nerves. Oh some men came by your house, but notice you were gone so I took the liberty of checking your mail for you."

My eye twitches as I looked at my open mailbox. I am sure she was being nice, but Dammit, do not touch my mail. I have issues when someone touches my mail. Walking across the street I grabbed my mail and nodded at her,

"Thanks."

She smile and went back inside. Sweet woman; nosey as hell, but sweet all in all. Jumping back to plan, I began to plot his escape from Arkham. I needed to get him alone to clarify a few things. Knowing that the Asylum will not let me in I begun to working remembering my map of the asylum so I would not get lost, but now so I can get in. Then thinking back to Harleen and how she helps me, I wonder if she would help me again. Smacking my lips, I did not have her number so I would have to wait. This is the hard part. The weekend and a new week, I plotted Wednesday to make a scene, Thursday I would kidnap him. Friday I would report to the Asylum and make sure they knew I was on my break, coming back on Monday. Faking that I had no idea where the little bastard was. I grinned devilishly.

My only problem was Monday and Tuesday. Well Monday was going to check out the Warehouse, so Tuesday I'll have a little pampering day. I sat back behind my desk, where the…Black room uses to be. Shaking my head I looked around the room, my insides turning and I felt the need to fuck something. Getting up pulling my uncombed hair into a high pony tail and getting in the shower I knew just the person.

I had stopped by a liquor store to get two boxes of Spliterillos strawberry and pineapple flavor and three bottles of Amsterdam Berry, Straight, and peach. I began drinking before I got to jakes place. Knocking on his door with my goodie bags he opened pointed at me with a gun. I was sort of glad I places the small Female semi-automatic pistol behind me. I didn't reach for it. Jake set the gun down and looked at me before pulling me into a hug. I notice he was a bit distressed.

"Jake whats going on?"

"Nothing… I just… Nothing, was sup where's David?"

"Hopefully catching something."

We laughed and he let me enter. That night even though I knew he was going through something and he knew as well, we chilled like best friends watching my favorite Disney movie Aladdin. The coiling inside my stomach tightens and looked over a Jake who was constantly watching me throughout the night. I blushed thinking of what I wanted to do to him, but I was never good at Top. I was always clumsy and needed hands to guide my hips. I let my bangs over my eyes as I leaned towards him pressing our lips softly together.

It was sweet, more passion in it. I lifted myself from my spot and straddle his lap. He tugged on my button down sweater releasing my breast from the front claps bra. I moaned when his cold hands touched them. My nipples peaked and I pressed harder against him grinding and lacing my tongue along his. He wasn't much of an expert when it came to me. I pulled away when his grunted as I bit his tongue. I could always be a bit brutal back myself.

He started to push me away and I slapped him. Shocked by my sudden abuse I glare at him getting up and pointing at his pants.

"Drop them"

He did as told like a little slut. I felt pride in the Dominance I had over him. Stripping myself I switched places with him and spread my legs pointing,

"eat, Slowly. Softly. I'm very sensitive, so watch how you turn your head against me. And go deep with that cute little tongue of yours."

I knew it was mean the way I said it, but I needed release via sexual or not. Who knows I might kill him for the hell of it. "You wont." Shut up and leave me alone! "Fine fine" She left.