A/N:

(1) Finally! I hope you guys are ready for this. I think that this is one of the few times I've written a chapter entirely composed of smut. But it was fun...and you know what happens when I have fun writing a chapter right? Hope you enjoy XD

(2) To my reviewers of the last chapter, you awesome people, this chapter is for all of you. Thank you for all the support and encouragement. Yesterday I went to my niece's bday party and there I was on the 2-hour drive with my notepad writing content for a new chapter in this story...*awkward laugh* I think I need an intervention LOL. But I love this fandom & you guys too much to stop writing soon. Thanks goes out to the returning and new reviewers for taking the time to leave me a message! As you know, just knowing that you are enjoying this really does help me as I write!

(3) Question me and I shall answer XD

Panda Master X: haha yeah, Gon should have known not to tell Hisoka that he's meeting Killua, but Hisoka sort of played him into telling him the reason why he was there haha. To Hisoka, Killua's appearance in York Shin was unexpected and he knows that Killua is the one that helps Gon to have a level head and that if they reunite, there is no way he'd get to claim his fruit so he's making his move here in this chapter to basically claim what is his (in his opinion) before Killua could help Gon out lol.

Disclaimer: Can you imagine...a Hunter X Hunter episode with this kind of content? No? Well that just means that these are Togashi-san's characters and not mine. I'm merely borrowing!

Warning: This is super M-Rated for suggested anddepicted scenes. These two need to get a room...oh yeah, they have one lol.

RIP Strawberry Jam Sandwich...

Let's get started! Hunter x Hunter (2011) Opening Theme Music plays... (lol)

Chapter Ten: The Sweetest Struggle

NB: Day five continues...

At the slight touch, Gon paused mid-struggle with his hair to look over at him. Their eyes met, the hand still lingering in his hair, and he felt his heart skip a beat.

What?

He turned away abruptly, the movement causing Hisoka's hand to fall and their electric eye contact to be broken.

But that was not to be how things would end that morning.

At the corner of his eye, Gon saw Hisoka stand and walk around the table. He was now standing to the left of him but Gon refused to turn to meet those eyes; unsure as to whether he was ready to face what was reflected in those golden depths.

This time though, Hisoka did not wait for him to come to a decision.

Placing the pad of his index finger under Gon's chin, Hisoka turned his head so that he could meet those hazel eyes. He brought his other hand up to brush aside his hair once more and when those cheeks reddened, he slowly traced the color with his thumb.

Gon's heart was beating rapidly. It was undeniable. He could no longer ignore the pull that he felt. It was as if his body was heating up just as his face was.

And then it happened.

Hisoka's face was just a few inches from his and Gon couldn't fight it anymore. Especially after all that the man had just told him. There was no ground of hate for him to hold on to right now and his spirit was in turmoil. It felt as if the rug had been pulled out from under him and he was on his back and vulnerable.

Gon didn't even know what he was doing when he started moving forward. He closed the distance between them, shyly meeting Hisoka's lips in a chaste kiss. His face flushed with embarrassment but he didn't have time to think about it because the moment his lips touched the other's, they were engulfed in a hungry kiss that stole his breath.

Hisoka moaned, plunging his tongue deep into that hot mouth, tasting the sweet, mildly tart flavor of the jam sandwich that Gon was just eating.

He couldn't believe it.

Gon had actually initiated their kiss.

This knowledge made it hard for him to control himself and he leaned in even closer, prepared to take all and more than what Gon could possibly give him.

Bombarded by the intensity of his body's response to Hisoka's touch, Gon felt like he was transported back in time, caught up in that storm again during the Hunters' Exam, mercilessly pummeled by the rough waves until he felt as if he was going under – about to be swept away in an instant. Unable to breathe. Losing consciousness. And the only one who could save him was the one pushing him beneath those fathomless waves of passion right now.

There was no way that he'd be saved. Not this time.

And honestly, he did not want to be.

His arms came up to circle Hisoka's neck and the man groaned in approval of this final surrender.

Gon soon found himself seated atop the table, with Hisoka standing between his thighs, their lips still joined in a passionate embrace.

[[Crash]]

As Hisoka bent him backwards, a loud, crashing sound jarred his senses, cutting through the grappling fog in his brain and Gon turned to investigate.

Was that the flower va—

"Ah!"

Hisoka suddenly pressed himself against his body, bending him further backwards with only a steadying palm at his lower back. Gon yelped as he felt his nipple being pinched roughly through his vest and then in an instant, those lips met his again: hungry, impassioned, insistent and burning.

Everything was moving too quickly and too slowly all at the same time.

And Gon couldn't get enough of it.

Touches burned. Kisses stung...and clothes were in the way.

Hands were everywhere and soon clothing became less of a problem as he vaguely noticed his vest being pulled off and tossed to a corner.

Another crashing sound.

Hungry lips met his again, causing Gon to moan at the reunion as Hisoka pulled him roughly to his chest. And that's when he realized that Hisoka was still fully dressed as the buttons of the magician's shirt were rubbing against his achingly sensitive nipples.

"Ahnnnn..." he moaned at the sensation, wriggling uncomfortably.

Pulling away from the kiss, Gon focused his attention on removing the obstructive material – hands fumbling with the small buttons until finally they were undone and Hisoka's shirt was open.

Soon that shirt was joining his in the corner.

Anticipation caused his hands to tremble slightly but soon those eager hands had found their way to the man's lean, muscled chest, and Gon marveled at the feel of the pale, smooth skin under his fingertips.

He watched intently, memorizing every detail as his palms smoothed over the firm skin, brushing over hard nipples, ribs...dipping lower still to trace the well-defined, rippling outline of the abdominal muscles...only to be stopped eventually by the waistband of Hisoka's pants.

Hisoka smirked, looking down at the curious, tanned hands currently resting on his waistband. The other seemed to be weighing the decision of whether or not to go that far but his mind was already made up.

Bringing his own hands to the front of his pants, Hisoka was soon rid of them and standing proudly before Gon in all his naked glory.

Gon looked at him as if it were the first time he was seeing him completely naked. Of course he'd seen Hisoka nude before, when he, Biske, Killua and Goreinu had stumbled upon him bathing in the lake next to the City of Love.

But this time it felt different somehow.

"Touch me," Hisoka commanded and Gon complied eagerly, moving to grip the already erect member, pumping slowly. Hisoka moaned and their lips met in a fiery kiss once more until they were forced to come up for air.

"Ummmm...ahhhhhhh...!" Gon arched his back suddenly as he felt Hisoka's hand grasp his erection, stroking it slowly and firmly through his boxer shorts. Before long his hips were being lifted to remove those shorts and Gon was completely naked.

Hisoka bent to kiss his neck, loving the feel of the pulse beating erratically against his lips as he teased the flesh with countless bites and kisses.

Bending even lower, he took a nipple into his mouth, flicking his tongue over the hard nub and causing Gon to cry out. He loved the way Gon raked his hands through his hair, pushing his head even closer to his chest, needy and seeking more of that exquisite surge of pleasure.

Looking up, Hisoka met Gon's eyes with a stare filled with lascivious intent and before the other knew what was happening, he'd gathered him up in his arms.

"H-hey...what are you doing?" Gon hated the feeling of being carried like this because it reminded him of how short he was for his age.

"I'm taking this to a more comfortable place ~" Hisoka replied smirking. "Unless you don't mind having back pains tomorrow after we're done... ~"

'Done'?

Gon blushed; soon finding himself nestled among the silky sheets on the large bed, Hisoka hovering over him. But the magician made no move to touch him and Gon suddenly felt as if he was laid bare, exposed – the hot desire thrumming, burning in his veins, making him feel as if he'd combust if Hisoka did not touch him soon.

"Please..." he moaned, reaching up to touch his own nipples. He bit his lip from the sensation, panting, "...I feel so hot..."

Hisoka smirked internally as he looked down at him. Gon was so sexy, touching himself like that when he wouldn't touch him. And just hearing his pleas...it was just as he'd imagined they would be…just as he wanted.

Shuddering in anticipation of what was to come, Hisoka couldn't help but acknowledge the fact that his efforts had paid off.

The wait was worth it~

Hiding the victorious smirk that came with that thought, he reached up to touch where he'd marked Gon previously – placing his index finger on the hickey that stood out proudly against the tanned skin of his neck.

"Mmm!"

Gon trembled as if the slightest touch set him off and Hisoka's smirk widened.

The finger slowly trailed a line from that red spot to the nipple that wasn't being held. It lingered there a moment until it was joined by his thumb and – looking deep into those hazel depths – he pinched the nipple hard, watching hungrily as Gon's eyes widened at the sensation.

Gon felt his back arch off the mattress as the pain coursed through his body, followed quickly by an addictive rush of pleasure.

"Mmmnnn...urgh!" He clenched his teeth as Hisoka grabbed his erection roughly, squeezing it. He couldn't explain it, it all hurt yet felt so good at the same time. And he wanted more.

More of that intense feeling, more of the pain, more of...

Hisoka...

"Mmmm...I like that look... ~" Hisoka praised as he stroked him, his thumb ghosting over the tip of his phallus.

Gon gasped, arching wordlessly into his touch once again and Hisoka bent to meet his breathy gasps, taking his lips in a possessive kiss that made him feel as if he was losing himself.

Or maybe he was already lost.

When Hisoka released his lips to stare down at him, Gon directed drunken eyes to his face. "More..." he pleaded, wriggling uncomfortably among the distressed sheets.

"Oh really? ~" Hisoka grinned, intrigued. He loved seeing Gon like this, his headstrong nature engulfed by the heat of passion – wanting...demanding.

He had introduced him to the pleasures of the flesh and was more than willing to teach him more. Resting a finger on those moist lips, he commanded softly, "Lick it." And Gon did just that, licking the digit until it was slick with his saliva.

"I'm going to give you exactly what you're asking for... ~" was the only warning he gave, before placing his wet finger at Gon's entrance and pushing in.

"Ah...ah...ouch...!" Gon complained, arching his back and trying to move away but Hisoka pulled him back to attack his lips with a greedy kiss once more, taking those protests into his mouth and returning them with passionate kisses.

"Mmmmm...uhhh..." Gon continued to groan as Hisoka pushed at his entrance. When Hisoka stopped kissing him, he turned away and clenched the sheets, his expression pained.

"Relax...you're too tense ~" Hisoka whispered soothingly over his dewy, parted lips.

Eventually, he got the finger in and after moving around a bit, curled it into the spot he had been looking for.

He pushed into that spot repeatedly and Gon cried out against his lips, the strange, pleasurable feeling rocking his body and causing him to grip the soft, smooth sheets tightly.

Oh-oh-ohh...it feels so...so—! Gon's hips lifted to meet the hand pushing repeatedly against him, shuddering under the intensity of the assault.

Hisoka withdrew his finger, only to reinsert two - stretching him, increasing the pressure and Gon twisted at the sensations wrought by the intrusion until those fingers were moving easily inside of him, the pain hardly present and the pleasure making him dizzy.

Gon felt the fingers leave again but then something much bigger was probing at the same place, trying to enter. Dazed but curious, he looked down between their bodies and saw that Hisoka was poised to enter him, but this time with his cock. His lips went slack at the sight of the tumescent member and a worrisome look descended upon his features.

That...he's going to put that in there?

Hisoka saw Gon looking at him and he grinned, thinking to himself that this was the moment that he'd been waiting for – the moment he'd get his prey to finally surrender on its own. Raising one slim eyebrow, he whispered huskily, "Do you want it? ~"

Gon gasped, a look of consternation arresting his features as he peered up at him through eyes blurry with unshed tears. He was silent for a while – momentarily worried at how much it would hurt – but eventually overpowered by his desire and curiosity, he uttered in a low voice, "Y-yes..."

"Beg me... ~" Hisoka commanded, not taking his sharp gaze away from Gon's face.

Those innocent, watery eyes strayed a bit as if overwhelmed by the intensity of that glinting, expectant, golden stare and Gon took a deep breath, flushed and trembling just a bit. "P-please...Hisoka can y—!"

Hisoka's nostrils flared and a feral growl escaped his lips. He could hardly control himself anymore and pushed in harder, breaching him and forcing his way in with a few harsh strokes until he was buried to the hilt.

"Ahhhhhhrrrghh...no!" Gon panted, nails digging into his back, drawing blood but Hisoka smiled, enjoying the pain and the pleasure.

"Hisoka...stop...oh..."

So full...so full...

He's stretching me so much...

It hurts...I don't know if I can...

"How wonderful... ~" Hisoka moaned, enjoying the pressure of being buried so deep inside of Gon. The tight resistance against his hard shaft was inexplicably amazing, intensified by the hot pain from Gon's nails digging into his back.

Hisoka looked down to see that Gon's eyes were squeezed shut, a single tear running down his cheek. The younger man was a limp, panting mass below him, barely holding on to his powerful shoulders but Hisoka smiled.

When he felt like it was time and Gon was ready, he started to move, pulling out slowly, only to push back in with everything he had.

Gon's eyes flew open and his nails dug deeper. Oh fu—!

"Ah...ah...ah...ohhhhhhhh…!" He closed his eyes tightly against the intensity of the pain and the pleasure.

"Like it? ~" Hisoka asked in a strained voice, looking down at Gon writhing beneath him. The young man seemed completely out of it, hair messy and eyes slightly open but disoriented.

So beautiful~ Hisoka thought, fighting to maintain his waning control, fighting to tame the primal urge that demanded that he overpower Gon completely and inflict more pain...

Wow~

Sweat beaded on his forehead at the effort to keep his strokes slow and steady and not give in to that inner desire.

As if his brain had only just caught up to the fact that Hisoka had asked him a question, Gon's lips parted in an attempt to respond and he choked out, "H-hisoka...ahhhhhhh...um...y-yes...ahhhh…it-it hurts but feels so good..."

"You...haven't felt anything yet...~" Hisoka smirked, right before grabbing unto the thighs on either side of him so hard that he bruised them and angling his hips to push in roughly.

This new angle hit Gon directly in his most sensitive spot and he cried out in surprise.

"Uhhhh...ahhhhhhhhhhhh...!" Gon's cries were loud and his body was pressed into the mattress under Hisoka's weight, as he felt himself constantly stretched by that thick, hard shaft.

The pain…the pleasure…everything...had melded into one intense feeling and it was overbearing, accompanied by the feeling that he could take no more.

Hisoka smiled down at him, enjoying the way he was so sensitive to what he was doing to him and to the pleasure that wracked his body. Gon was proving to be one of the most expressive lovers he'd ever had and Hisoka's smile turned into a grin when he realized that he should have known that Gon would be like that, considering how heightened all of his senses were.

This is going to be fun...~ he thought as he continued to thrust into him, momentarily stopping to once again pinch Gon's reddened nipple as the other hand pumped the erect phallus.

"Ohhhhh..." Gon brought his hands up to hide his face as he reeled from the pleasure bombarding him. He didn't know how long he could hold back.

"What did I tell you about hiding your eyes? Look at me~"

Gon moaned as he removed his hands from his face, placing them instead on the strong chest bearing down over him. His eyes were already glazed over and he felt as if the only way he could breathe was by panting.

"Oh..."

Sensing that he was going to cum soon, Hisoka started to move faster, moving his hand over Gon's member at the same rhythm and pace that he was moving inside of him.

"Ah...ohhhhhhh...ahh…!" Gon cried out, feeling as if he was once again experiencing something familiar yet different.

It felt so good– something building up inside of him and slowly bubbling to the surface – but in the midst of it all he was still hesitant to let himself go completely...too afraid to fall to pieces before this man.

He didn't have a choice in the matter though.

"Don't fight it... ~" Hisoka whispered breathlessly in his ear as he felt himself about to explode.

"You will cum with me... ~" At that Gon felt a sharp pain in his shoulder as Hisoka bit down hard, the taste of blood sending him over the edge as the pain had Gon cumming hard in Hisoka's hand.

XXX

Minutes passed and they were still lying on the bed, neither even attempting to move.

That was amazing... Gon thought, his mind hazy in his post-orgasmic bliss. All that he was conscious of was the weight of the body partially slumped over his and the throbbing member still inside of him.

"Come on~" Hisoka said, lifting himself up completely and pulling out of him. Looking down, Gon was surprised to see that he was still hard. "I'm going to take a shower, want to join me? ~"

Gon looked up at him, entranced by the dark passion and silent promise in those eyes – knowing that it was going to be anything but a simple shower.

And he was right...

It wasn't.

Re-edit Note (2015): I need to take a shower to wash away all this sin... I didn't believe that it was possible to make this any hotter, but somehow I did *fanning*

2nd Re-edit note (2016): This is one of my favorite smut chapters. I just love returning to it to make it even smuttier and sadistic lol.

A/N: *blushes* I-I'm speechless…Hisoka is such a sadistic lover and proofreading this made me feel like I was looking in on something I shouldn't be seeing…

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