Re-edit:Chapters 20 -26 were chapters 20 - 23 now cut in half to make them easier to read.
Re-edit Note: Hello everyone, so as I've mentioned, I cut the original chapter 20 into three chapters. Fifty-five pages is way too long for one chapter and important details got lost in the clutter.
Chapter Summary: Gon discovers some things about himself and Killua is not happy about being made to have lunch with the one person he doesn't want to see.
References: Hunter x Hunter 2011 Ep. 3 where Tonpa's laxative trick failed on Killua.
Hunter x Hunter anime 1999 Ep. 46 Killua HATES peppers
Hunter x Hunter anime 1999 Ep. 54 Killua watching porn (haha)
Warning: Rated M...for bad language, extreme fluff, the mention of the sexual aspects of Voyeurism, Exhibitionism and detailed descriptions of sex. Kanakoyuki, this has the phone scene you asked me for many chapters ago...
Disclaimers:
Plot mine! Characters not!
Now come, let's get started!
Chapter Twenty-Two: Discovering Who I am
NB: Day 11 continues...
Urgh
I hate this.
I really...really hate this...
Killua appeared as if he was trying to bore a hole straight through the wall of their apartment. With his eyes. Occasionally he moved, but only to take a deep breath or blink, but generally he remained in that position, hand propped under his chin and cerulean blue eyes fixed on the miniature patterns composing the Victorian-style wallpaper.
"Why are you sulking?"
No answer; Killua just continued to focus his gaze on the wall while absently pushing aside the tomatoes on his plate without even looking down at them.
"There are no red peppers in your food so you should try to eat something."
"Not hungry," he lied.
"It's always good for family to eat together," Illumi said in his usual monotone, stoically observing him. "Mother has always taught us that."
"Yeah…while poisoning our food," Killua grumbled.
"That was a very important part of our training Kil – I'm sure you know that." Illumi's voice was subtly reprimanding. "If it wasn't for your poison tolerance, it would have been difficult for you to have made it this far. That's a mother's love."
"Hmph." Killua had to admit that Illumi was right though; if it wasn't for the copious amounts of laxatives (as well as other unmentionable chemicals) he'd ingested over the course of his young life, he'd never have been able to withstand Tonpa's laxative trick in the first phase of the Hunter's Exam.
But I would never go as far as to describe what I've had to endure throughout my childhood as a 'mother's love'.
No way.
What mother would do that?
Killua paused in his thoughts.
His mother would.
The persistent frown tugging his lips downward deepened.
Hmmm… Illumi was silent as he studied the play of emotions that flashed across his brother's face. Killua was picking up his cell phone again to check it and he did not seem pleased.
"You seem agitated…" Illumi started as Killua pushed the phone away. "Is it in fact something else that's bothering you? Are you still worried about Gon?"
This time Killua looked up as if debating whether to answer or not. "Yes," he said honestly. "Gon hasn't returned my calls yet…"
Illumi seemed relieved that the issue, to him was that minor. "Oh, well that's not bad at all."
"Not bad?! What the hell Illumi, you're an asshole but I can't believe that you'd say something like that!"
"Hmmm?" Illumi was genuinely confused. "Why shouldn't I say that?"
Killua growled. "Whatever, we're done talking about this. It's no use talking to you."
"Really?" Illumi smiled peacefully and Killua suppressed his shudder. "That's not a very nice thing to say to your brother…"
"Whatever."
"Killua."
There it was, that chill again, but Killua, (his bad mood having drained the last of his patience) was not feeling to play the obedient otouto Illumi always wanted him to be.
"Aniki, I'm going back to my room," he said firmly. "Now."
The chair made a soft grating noise as he got up but with the tension in the room, it was like the screeching sound of nails raking across a chalkboard.
"Killua." Illumi's voice was neither rough nor coercive but it made Killua freeze. "You will sit down and finish your lunch."
Killua remained in that half sitting, half-standing position and his hands gripped the linen tablecloth, knuckles a sickly white from the force of his grip. He was really tempted to disobey but he couldn't follow through with that desire.
As much as he wanted to challenge him, it would be unwise to start a fight right now. For one breathless moment he stared straight at Illumi, his eyes defying him but eventually, slowly...he sat back down and turned away from that hypnotic gaze, pouting.
"Now tell me," Illumi tried again. "Why are you sulking?"
"I already told you!" Killua ground out through clenched teeth. His glare was resolutely fixed on the bamboo shades to his right, and the urge inside of him to rip them apart was strong.
"Killua."
"What?!" He really wanted to punch something right now.
"Watch your tone."
Killua gritted his teeth, swearing under his breath. "Whatever."
"What was that?"
"I said 'okay'," he lied.
"Great." Illumi smiled, oddly cheerful. "Now are you ready to have a normal conversation?"
"Why are you doing this?"
"What?"
"This…"—Killua extended his arms to indicate their entire seating area—"…eating with me, talking with me…you've never cared before."
"I've always cared," Illumi paused momentarily, one finger to his chin. "But back then I had the duty of being your mentor, teacher and disciplinarian. Not to mention I was busy most of the time with work. There was very little room to be a brother to you."
"And right now you're my brother? More like a bully," Killua grumbled.
"How so?"
"I don't want to sit here and eat and you're forcing me."
"You've been avoiding me for almost two days now so what else was I to do?"
"I've been avoiding you within good reason…" Killua mumbled moodily, remembering the kiss. His cheeks tinted pink and he folded his arms across his chest in obvious dissatisfaction. Who wouldn't avoid you after something like that?
"What was that Kil?" Illumi asked, studying him.
"Nothing…"
"Anyway, mother had insisted before we left, that I make sure you eat regularly because she did not want you losing any more weight. Neither do I."
Killua looked down at his plate. It felt like forever since he'd last eaten. The pesto lasagna looked (and tasted) amazing and he was only able to restrict himself to two bites. He'll never admit it out loud, but Illumi really was a great cook and the only reason he was not licking his plate clean was because he wanted to spite him. There was no way he would make his aniki feel as if he'd succeeded in doing something he liked.
Killua sighed. This is torture. I'm really fucking hungry…
At the sound of his sighing, Illumi frowned. "You know, I can promise you that Gon is alright."
"What? You don't know that!"
"Yes I do. If something was wrong with him, I'd have known already."
"How so?"
"Have you forgotten that he's travelling with Hisoka?"
"Urgh. Why did you have to remind me?!"
"Well you did ask," Illumi replied simply. He continued, "And Hisoka's not all bad you know."
"That's what you say. What if he's the reason Gon isn't answering his phone?"
"I doubt."
"You don't know that."
"I do."
Killua's frown deepened even more. He did not like the confidence in Illumi's tone.
"And besides, Hisoka is too fond of Gon to hurt him…permanently that is." He laughed but Killua wasn't finding that funny at all. Illumi leaned back in his chair and added, "I had realized that fact from the moment he spoke of Gon's potential and about not letting anyone else touch him."
"Well if he cares so much, he sure did a poor job of protecting him during the Chimera Ant situation," Killua said bitterly.
"Oh yeah, Gon did almost die…" Illumi put down his fork. "I guess Hisoka's lust for a good fight with Kuroro almost indirectly made him lose Gon. But I assure you that he's learned from that and is never going to let Gon out of his sight this time. Especially since he cannot use his Nen now."
"I can protect Gon."
Killua's voice was low and possessive and Illumi raised an eyebrow.
Getting carried away again I see…
He got up to clear the table and as he did, his hand brushed Killua's, causing him to flinch. "Don't forget what I told you about getting too close to Gon,"—Illumi smirked, bending low enough to whisper—"You've been sulking in your room since yesterday but just do as I said this morning and wait till 4pm before involving Milluki and you'll see that Gon is alright."
As soon as Illumi left the room, Killua inhaled sharply, only realizing then that he had been holding his breath.
"And one more thing Kil," Illumi started, poking his head back through the doorway. "We're having Tiramisu for dessert." He smiled but Killua just continued to stare blankly at him until he disappeared into the kitchen again.
"Fuck," Killua muttered when his stomach growled loudly at the mention of one of his favorite desserts.
Tiramisu...
His mouth watered as he thought about the ecstasy that awaited him in each bite; its light pudding-like texture, the explosion of chocolate on his tongue, that forbidden hint of liquor...those delectable—
His nostrils flared. "My gods..." he sighed dreamily, dropping his face into shaking hands.
He had not been eating anything much since the evening before, confining himself to his room in an effort to keep avoiding Illumi and he was quickly nearing his limit. There was no way he would be able to resist this course.
"Why...why am I so weak for chocolate...?" he almost sobbed, groaning as if in pain and biting his bottom lip.
Illumi had obviously made the delectable dessert with the intention to win him over, since, as his brother, he was knowledgeable of how important chocolate was to him.
Illumi was playing dirty.
Killua's brow furrowed in frustration as he continued to fight his desire.
Illu-nii you jerk.
Now he was even being denied of his right to be passive aggressive. He slammed his fist on the table, causing the flower vase to shake but not fall over.
His frown deepened as he glared at the fresh arrangement of green-flowered orchids and hydrangeas that Illumi had put there just that morning.
"Damn you Illumi," he groused in defeat, finally accepting the fact that Illumi was going to win today's battle of willpower.
XXX
"Hurry up Hisoka," Gon prompted as Hisoka leisurely swiped the keycard in the lock.
Hisoka watched as Gon bolted in as soon as the door opened, quickly removing his sneakers in the foyer and immediately racing for the bedroom.
"Where are you off to in such a hurry? ~" he asked as he put their shopping bags on the dining table.
"My phone! Remember I told you that I'd lost it!" Gon shouted before he disappeared into the bedroom. He poked his head back out of the doorway, looking at Hisoka with an admonishing expression. "And don't forget you'd promised to help me look for it!"
Hisoka smiled as the young man disappeared again; Gon just knew how to get worked up over the smallest things.
He casually walked into their bedroom to see Gon sitting on the ground, legs spread wide and bending forward as he reached under the bed.
Intrigued, Hisoka stood there for a moment, watching the awkward pose that Gon was in. Just then, Gon flattened his body even more, sinking further into what appeared to be a side split, his face almost touching the ground. Hisoka cleared his throat as he felt a familiar stir in his loins at Gon's flexibility. "Um...Gon...are you sure it's under there? ~"
"It has to be!" Gon's voice was muffled and he sneezed, but his arm kept stretching, easily pushing aside one of the large dark brown woven storage boxes under the bed. He added, "I looked all over the bedroom but it's nowhere! And the last place I remember it was, was when you had it while you were...wer—um..." He stilled.
Hisoka grinned, remembering. "Yes Gon, while I was...what? ~"
Gon straightened up from his awkward pose, standing and dusting off his knees. He met Hisoka's expectant eyes, still waiting for him to complete his sentence and hesitated, turning instead to walk over to the other side of the room.
"Um...nothing..." he replied, looking out at the city through the open sliding doors as he started removing his clothes. "I think...I'm going to take a shower, I'll look for it after..."
"Ever thought that it might still be on the bed? ~" Hisoka asked, moving to straighten the messy bed he didn't have time to fix that morning before they'd left.
Gon paused, now in his boxers and vest. "Oh yeah, I didn't think of that!"
"Found it~" Hisoka held out the phone to him with one hand as he finished putting all the pillows back in place.
Gon threw his t-shirt in the corner and rushed over to grab his phone, quickly powering up the device. "Thanks Hisoka," he mumbled, his voice filled with quiet relief but then his eyes widened as he scrolled through the log.
"What the..."
So many missed calls...
Ah...there's a voicemail too.
Killua.
"Oh damn..." He sat on the edge of the bed and brought the phone to his ear to listen to the voice message.
[[ You have one new voice message. Main Menu. To review your messages now, press one...to send a message, press tw— Hey Gon. What's wrong man?! You called me like three times, three times... and then you don't answer your phone! Are you okay?! Now your phone is going straight to voice-mail. I'm really worried! If I can't get on to you by this afternoon I'm coming to find you, wherever you are. I'll ask Fatso to trace your number – even if that means I'll owe him a favor – I can't have anything happening to you while there is a fucking psycho on the loose in York Shin draining people's blood. Did you hear there was another murder last night? Anyway, just send me a message by 4pm today because right now I'm just telling myself that you forgot to charge your phone. Illu-nii says that you're okay and that he'd know by now if something had happened to you but I don't believe him... End of message. To delete this message press—]]
Gon ended the call and looked down at the time. 3:56pm. His eyes widened even more.
I hope he really doesn't think that something is wrong with me!
I need to call him...
Hisoka came closer to where Gon was sitting and looked down at him fiddling with the phone, his face clearly panicked. "What's wrong Gon? ~"
"Killua must have thought that I was dead or something!"
"Why would he? ~" Hisoka asked nonchalantly.
Gon raised the phone and Hisoka bent to peruse the log. "Just look at all these missed calls!"
"Hmmm...thatis a lot~" he agreed, straightening up again and removing his belt.
"But yesterday, when it was ringing, didn't you say that no one important had called? Why didn't you tell me that Killua had been trying to call?"
"Hmm?" Hisoka shrugged. "Maybe I forgot~"
Gon's voice lowered suspiciously. "And it was turned off too..."
"I guess I turned it off~"
"Why would you do that?!"
"Would you prefer if I had answered it for you while I was finger-fucking your ass? Maybe then your friend, on hearing my voice and your sexy, pleading moans would know just how close we are~"
Gon frowned at the excited look on Hisoka's face. Knowing Hisoka, he probably had seriously considered doing just that yesterday. Gon swallowed hard but then sighed, deciding to ignore the redhead standing a little too close to him – it was no use arguing with Hisoka about this. He had to return Killua's phone call first before his friend decided to tear York Shin apart hunting for him.
As he listened to the ringing on the other end, he felt Hisoka's breath on his neck and goosebumps erupted all over his skin. "Mmmmmm..." His eyes closed as the lips started moving slowly over his neck but then his eyes flew open.
Oh no, what if Killua answers?!
"Wait...Stop it! We can't!" (Hisoka though, didn't pause like he normally would have to ask him why they couldn't proceed). Gon's hand came up to stop him but ended up stroking the crimson mane, fingers playing with the smooth strands as Hisoka continued moving downwards to kiss his exposed collarbone.
"Stop it..." Gon moaned as Hisoka pulled on both nipples through his vest. "This is dangerous...!" he gasped as those fingers rolled then twisted one sensitive nipple, then the other.
"I love danger~" Hisoka whispered against his skin, licking the spot just above his collarbone and dipping boldly into the groove.
Gon moaned desperately, gripping the phone tightly and already feeling the heat gathering in his core. Killua's voice-mail picked up.
That was close.
Thank goodness. I'll call him later. At least he would see that I called and know that I'm okay...
But as he put the phone down on the bed, his other hand moving to thread through Hisoka's hair again, it started ringing.
Gon froze, eyes focused on the vibrating object and a look of consternation plastered on his face. That was definitely Killua returning his call.
"Answer it~" Hisoka breathed against his neck.
"But..." He gripped the phone nervously, slowly flipping it over to watch the flashing display screen.
"Do it."
"W-will you behave?" Gon asked, unsure.
His voice was filled with wariness but Hisoka, (still busy giving him a hickey on his neck) only smiled naughtily, truthfully responding, "No~"
"I..."
Hisoka stopped, looking up to meet his eyes. "Listen Gon, we're going to play a little game...can you keep your friend on the line? ~"
"...what?" Gon's hesitation was obvious and he chose to err on the side of caution as his instincts were telling him to take care not to fall into Hisoka's trap. "I don't know if I want t—"
"Are you going to ignore your friend's phone call? ~" Hisoka asked, his voice deceptively concerned.
Gon panicked and in his doubt answered the phone, quickly pressing it to his ear.
He looked down at the mischievous grin on Hisoka's face and realized that he had indeed fallen into his trap after all.
Oh gods...he really isn't going to behave...
[[...Gon? Are you there?]]
"Y-yes Killua, I'm here..." Gon's eyes narrowed.
What the heck is Hisoka planning…?
[[Sorry I missed your call before, I was cleaning up after having lunch with Illumi]]
"Oh you were having lunch with Illumi? That's okay, if you want, I can call you back later."
[[No problem, I can talk, I'm done]]
"Are you sure that's alright? I won't want you to miss lunch..."
[[Focus man, I said I HAD lunch, meaning I'm done, I'm free to talk with you]]
Hisoka pinched his nipple hard.
"Ah! I-I mean well I guess we can talk now." Gon looked down at Hisoka, whose expression clearly said, 'Nice try Gon'.
[[Yes...you sound distracted...are you busy?]]
"N-no I'm not busy...how was...lunch?" Hisoka's hand was trailing over his torso and he fidgeted, suddenly feeling very hot.
Ah...not here...not now. I can't be turned on at a time like this!
He pressed his thighs together.
[[Oh it was okay, I ate with Illumi and we had Pesto Lasagne. Dessert was Tiramisu. It sucked that such good food had to be spoiled by being forced to have it with bad company.]]
Gon took a deep breath, trying to keep quiet even as the fingers trailing lazily over his skin fired up his arousal. There's no way he could let Killua find out what was happening to him at the moment. He forced himself to keep his voice level.
"I see, I'm sorry you had to be forced...into doing that."
He gasped softly as he tried to continue, "But Killua, it...couldn't have been that bad, your lunch sounds like it was...amazing."
[[What?! Of course it was bad! Didn't you hear who I had to eat with?!]]
"Huh? Ok, ok...I'm sorry, I didn't mean to say that, yes the experience must have been very bad..." Gon could barely keep focus as Hisoka's hand glided back up to skim his side and he trembled under the touch. "But you'd said before that you guys were cool now so I thought—"
[[Illumi has his moods and he's been acting up lately, suddenly being all nice and wanting to get too close and I'm not sure how I feel about that.]]
"I see..."
[[Anyway, enough about that jerk. I was really worried about you and I have to give you an earful! How dare you not answer your phone yesterday?! I was so worried I felt sick!]]
Just then, Hisoka's other hand tugged on his waistband but Gon grabbed hold of his boxers in time, holding it in place with his free hand. Hisoka smirked, looking up at him.
"Yeah...I'm sorry I made you worry Killua, my phone was off last night..."
[[In any case, you okay? Did everything go...as planned yesterday?]]
"Yes, I'm alright, nothing happened..." Gon looked down to see that Hisoka was now crouched low in front of him, lifting his vest with one hand, while the other was still on his waistband. He watched helplessly, unable to stop him because his only available hand was busy keeping his boxer shorts up and he didn't dare let go, lest Hisoka win their silent tug-o-war and pull the garment down.
His breath hitched and he felt like a voyeur, watching as Hisoka leaned forward to kiss his belly, tongue delving into his navel. Trembling suddenly in response to the wet caress, Gon had to bite back a moan. He felt the smirk against his skin and resisted the urge to curse out loud.
[[Oh, I see...unfortunately, Illumi came back pretty early after those two went out. I ended up spending all evening in my room. Can't even remember when I fell asleep.]]
"Wow Killua, that's tough... but maybe you shouldn't avoid him so much..." The hand holding up his vest moved further underneath the cotton fabric to grasp his nipple between thumb and index finger, pinching it. Gon bit his lip at the contact, writhing a bit as Hisoka's kisses moved steadily downwards.
[[What are you talking about? Of course I have to. Do you know what it's like to have an argument with someone yet you can't be rid them? And then they constantly insist on being all up in your face even though you don't want to see them?]]
Gon managed to laugh awkwardly at what Killua was saying. He looked down at Hisoka and frowned. "I've felt like that before..."
[[You have?]]
Hisoka looked up at him and grinned.
Gon's eyes widened. *Don't you dare* he mouthed at him.
Hisoka ignored the warning glare sent his way and pulled down harder on the waistband, enough to free the trapped member and Gon hissed, almost sobbing in pleasure as the rough waistband skimmed over his sensitive cock.
[[Gon you okay? Something wrong?]]
"No...I'm okay Killua. Yeah."
[[Ok then...]]
Gon tried his best angry look. *Damn you Hisoka*
Hisoka grinned, looking him straight in the eyes as he grabbed his erection. Gon's hand flew to his mouth as the hand tortured him, first moving slowly, languorously, then faster, and his hips jerked upwards suddenly.
He gripped the sheets hard. "Oh shit! Stop it!"
[[What happened?!]]
"N-nothing Killua, s-sorry..." He almost moaned into the phone as Hisoka's mouth closed over his weeping cock, the man's skillful tongue twirling around his shaft and taking him deeper.
[[Anyway, so yesterday I managed to call Al—]]
"Holy f-fuck!" Gon gasped as Hisoka sucked him hard.
[[What did I do?!]]
"No...Killua...i-it's not y-you..."
"Ah..." Gon's eyes widened and he was biting his lip so hard that he tasted blood.
What...how can he do that with his tongue...?
Hisoka was driving him crazy with everything he was doing and Gon knew that very soon he'd...
[[Are you sure?]]
"I'm...ah...I'm sure...it really isn't you Killua, it's...it's just something here that's...bothering me..." Gon looked pointedly down at Hisoka but all he saw was the top of the crimson head – the man was too busy to bother looking up at him.
He groaned, falling back onto his elbows.
Panting softly, his hips started moving reflexively to push his cock farther into Hisoka's wet, teasing caress.
[[Ok, so I spoke to Alluka yesterday and she's doing great. She's really close to Canary now, so much so that they're like best friends]]
"W-wow Killua...that's great that...that she's no longer alone..." His face burned with embarrassment and pleasure.
Everything was so wrong about this moment, yet the feeling was so right. The lips tightened around his base and Gon did not know how long he'll be able to keep quiet, especially with all that Hisoka was doing him.
It did not take long at all.
[[I agree, since I'm on this job I can't be there for her right now but it's good to know that she's in good hands. Even Amane takes her out sometimes a—]]
"Ahhhh! Oh gods!" Gon's hips bucked as Hisoka came up to lick the oversensitive tip, teeth purposefully grazing him as he took the entire cock in again.
[[Are you okay Gon?!]]
"I-I'm o-okay Killua..."
He was audibly breathing heavily now, fighting the force of his arousal so much that he felt like crying.
[[You don't sound okay!]]
"I...I...ahhh!" Teeth grazed him again and the adept tongue laved at his cock, eagerly dipping and twirling. "Oh fuck!"
[[What just happened ?!]]
"It's nothing... a-a mosquito just b-bit me..."
[[Are you sure that's what it was? It's not even peak season yet...]]
"Mmmmmmm...ah, Killua..."
[[Yes...Gon? What's wrong?]]
"N-nothing's wrong with me...mmmm..."
[[But you just called my name. Wait...was that...are you...moaning?]]
"No, I-I'm not moaning...mmmm..."
[[So why do you soundlike you're moaning?!]]
"Must be because I'm eating..."
[[Oh...well...ok. So...what are you eati—]]
"Oh god Killua, it feels so good!" His hand flew to his mouth but it couldn't suppress the moan – he was too close.
[[Gon?! Don't you mean it TASTES good?]]
"Ah..."
[[What's wrong with you man?!]]
"Ah fuck! If you only knew..." His hand clenched the red strands in his grip tighter as his hips started moving on their own. Hisoka parted his legs even wider and Gon couldn't tear his heated gaze away from the lewd scene before him – from the face of the handsome man buried between his thighs. His desire was peaking, coiling tighter and tighter inside of him and he was finding it harder to restrict himself verbally.
"Mmmmm..."
"Ah..."
[[You sound completely out of it!]]
Gon was practically chewing into his bottom lip and distantly he heard Killua's voice but he was no longer coherent enough to respond. The only responses that Killua got were soft moans and Gon really didn't care anymore, deciding that he'd somehow find a way to explain it to his friend later.
[[Gon...?! You there...?]]
"Killua...oh god Kill—ua I can't...I can't take it anymore...I'm about to cu—ah!"
[[...Gon! What are you about to—]]
Gon fumbled to keep the phone by his ear just like Hisoka had told him to, but he accidentally hung up.
He didn't have a chance to worry about that though as Hisoka's skillful mouth continued its delicious torture and he bit his lip, eyes rolling back as he climaxed.
"Oh gods Hisoka! Oh yes...!"
The phone started ringing again and Gon could barely breathe, much less answer the device.
Hisoka came up from between his legs as Gon fell back on the bed. He towered above him, licking his lips. "That was a great performance Gon-kun, but you failed~"
"What?" Gon's mind was blank and he just continued to stare up at Hisoka while still trying to catch his breath, overwhelmed by his orgasm.
Hisoka pointed at the phone as it started to ring again, buzzing violently on the bed. "You failed to keep your friend on the line."
"But—" Gon's head swam and he put a hand to his forehead.
"Sit up and answer your phone," Hisoka commanded.
Gon obeyed, answering the call and pushing lax, reluctant muscles into a sitting position as Hisoka dropped his own pants. "W-what...are you doing?" he asked him dazedly, his voice full of suspicion.
[[What do you mean 'what am I doing'?! What the hell are YOU doing?!]]
"Ah Killua, I'm sorry... I didn't mean what you were doing..."
[[Is someone there with you?!]]
"No one's here with me..."
[[And you hung up on me!]]
"Ah...yes, yes I'm so sorry to have hung up on you, I got carried away..."
[[Carried away? Man you sounded like you were moaning or some shit like that! If I didn't know better I'd swear you were—]]
"No, I was not moaning..." Gon could barely pay attention to what Killua was saying when Hisoka was directly in front of him, stroking his hard cock. He looked up at his face to see that the man was looking down at him with a wicked smile, eyes clouded with lust.
*What are you doing?!* he mouthed but Hisoka's grin only widened, his teeth sinking into his bottom lip. He groaned.
[[What the heck is that sound?!]]
"That sound? You must be hearing things..."
[[I guess...anyway, are the mosquitoes still biting you?]]
"Yeah...the mosquitoes are still here..." Gon trailed off as he saw Hisoka's eyes darken. His own eyes narrowed; the man was obviously turned on by his distress. In the silence of their bedroom, another groan permeated the air, a little louder this time.
[[Who's there with you?! I heard a groan!]]
"No, no one's here with me. That was me."
Another groan, hand moving faster.
[[Stop lying!]]
"I'm not lying Killua..." Gon lied.
[[But if no one's there...and mosquitoes are biting you... Uh Gon, are you sexually aroused by mosquito bites or something?]]
"No, I'm not sexually attracted to mosquitoes!"
A longer...deeper moan than the one before.
[[So what was that sound then? Are you watching some porn? Don't be embarrassed, it's okay if you do. I was wondering when you'd start! And to believe you were the one preferring to go to bed rather than watch it with me when we were last here. Now look at you haha.]]
"No, I'm not watching porn!" Gon gasped as the man in front of him seemed as if he was about to cum at any moment.
Gon pressed his index finger to his lips, indicating to Hisoka to keep it down but Hisoka moaned again, eyes now fixated on his lips.
Gon looked around frantically. *Don't you dare!* he mouthed as he figured out what Hisoka was about to do. His protests were met with a wide grin as the man before him suddenly stilled.
[[You know t—]]
"Yesssssss...! ~" Hisoka hissed and Gon's eyes widened but he had to quickly close them to avoid being blinded as he was splashed with Hisoka's cum. He felt it hit one closed eyelid, both lips, the side of his face and the hand tightly gripping his phone.
[[Whoa! Not watching porn? Then what was that? I don't even need to tell you what THAT sounded like! You're so busted my friend, that was a clear giveaway. What's your excuse this time?]]
"It...it's a video game..." Gon lied, trying to keep up with Killua's questions and opening the eye that wasn't covered in cum. He saw Hisoka, fully clothed again, bend toward him.
[[Whoa you're hardcore! I thought it was just porn but you're into eroge? ? Haha they always say that the innocent ones are the most outgoing!]]
"An eroge?! N-no...it's not that type of video game, I swear..." Hisoka's hand was on the side of his face, thumb wiping away the cum there and on his eyelid. The finger then moved to wipe the rest that was on his lips and then plunged into his mouth, forcing him to suck it clean.
[[Personally, I've never played an eroge before, you'll have to lend me yours a—]]
"Mmmmph!" Gon almost choked on Hisoka's finger when the man pushed it deeper.
[[What's wrong now?!]]
Hisoka withdrew his thumb, now coated only with Gon's saliva and smiled down at him.
"A-ah, yes, it was the mosquito again..."
[[I'm beginning to worry about you Gon...]]
"Don't worry, I could handle it...I guess."
[[Well if you say so...but just promise me you'll at least wear some repellant or something.]]
"Yeah, I'll try some repellent, but I'm not sure if that would work though..."
[[It will be better than nothing. Anyway, we definitely have to meet up tomorrow! Maybe...10AM? Are you cool with that?]]
"Yeah we can meet for that time, tomorrow's good." His eyes followed Hisoka as he left the room, leaving for their master bathroom.
[[Well I've got to go, as much as I hate to admit it, that Tiramisu was amazing and I'm really feeling for more. I hid the last piece in the fridge. But I've got to hurry before Illumi finds and eats it. I think I just saw him go into the kitchen and he might eat it just so that I'll ask him to make more...]]
Gon laughed, "I'm sure he would. Alright then, bye Killua!"
As soon as Gon hung up the phone, his face was serious again and he jumped off the bed to head to the bathroom where Hisoka had disappeared.
He froze as he entered, seeing Hisoka already inside the shower, soapy suds running down the length of his naked body.
His naked...chiseled body...
So handsome...
Gon shook his head to break the spell.
Okay, focus!
"What the hell Hisoka, at least close the shower door!"
Hisoka pushed back his wet hair to look at Gon. "Why? Didn't you come here to talk to me? And besides, this is nothing you haven't seen before and it's definitely something you'll see again...and again~" he replied calmly.
Gon's frown deepened. He was determined to keep the conversation on the subject and not let Hisoka distract him.
I'll get straight to the point.
"What was that about?!"
"What was what about? ~" Hisoka asked innocently.
"You know what I'm talking about."
"I thought you would already know what that's called...I performed fellatio on you...also known as a blow job," Hisoka explained slowly, smirking. "And then I masturbated and came all over your face~"
Oh, so it's called 'fellatio'... Gon thought, storing the word to memory.
"..."
Wait...
Belatedly he realized that Hisoka had succeeded in steering him clear from the topic.
That trickster!
"What...? No! Not that..."
"Then what? ~"
"Why did you go down on me while I was on the phone?"
"Why not? ~"
"But now Killua thinks I'm some freak who's turned on by mosquito bites!"
"At least he thinks you're a freak...he thinks I am a mosquito... ~"
"...what?" Gon looked at him blankly but then burst out laughing when he made the connection. He wanted so badly to be angry with Hisoka for what he did to him but he couldn't. And he couldn't fight the desire that continued to build as he stared at the handsome man in front of him.
"Come~" Hisoka beckoned to him. "Let's get you cleaned up~"
Gon did not refuse, quickly shedding his clothes and eagerly getting into the shower with Hisoka.
"Want to get in the Jacuzzi after?" came the sultry voice next to his ear.
"Yes..." His response was breathless as Hisoka's hands followed the path of the soap suds and water, all the way down his body to cup his already hardening erection.
"Now this I like~" Hisoka said as he stroked him, nibbling his ear.
Gon felt the hard cock press against his back and moaned in response.
"How badly do you want me to touch you? ~ "
"Mmmm Hisoka, don't tease me..." Gon pleaded as Hisoka glided the loofah down past his butt. The thumb and index fingers of his other hand moved up to pinch his nipple and Gon bit his lip.
He couldn't deny it, he was really turned on, especially after being forced to have Killua experience his orgasm and he knew that Hisoka was aware of this. But it made him feel uneasy to be turned on by something like that.
What would people think if they knew?
"H-hisoka..."
"Mmmm? ~"
"A-ahhhh...maybe I am a freak...after all," Gon said as his body writhed shamelessly under Hisoka's touch.
"And what's wrong with that?" Hisoka asked, pushing one, then two fingers past his tight ring of muscle. "Are you afraid of how others will judge you? ~"
"..." Gon did not respond, only arched his back and pressed his hands against the Quartzite tiles.
"If that's the case, then there is no problem, other people can say whatever they want..."—Hisoka bent to kiss the back of his neck— "but since it's just you and me in this...other people don't matter... ~"
"But..."
"There's nothing wrong with enjoying the thrill of what happened on the phone...or kissing in public. You're just a little bit of an exhibitionist, that's all. Nothing serious."
"And...what are you?" Gon asked, twisting subtly against the fingers moving inside of him.
"I transcend all the boundaries of exhibitionism whenever I feel like it~"
"Mmmm...what's the difference?"
Hisoka removed his fingers, smiling. "I have no shame~" he replied with a confident smile as if it was something to be proud of.
Gon didn't reply, only turned in Hisoka's wet embrace to look up at him as the water washed away the suds covering them.
"Ready to go in the Jacuzzi now? ~" Hisoka's voice was barely a whisper but heavy with excitement.
Gon nodded and before he could give his verbal agreement, Hisoka swept him up easily to hold him in his strong arms. Gon gasped in surprise but did not protest this time to being carried 'bridal style' as Hisoka walked toward the Jacuzzi. Instead, he leaned towards the man's wet, muscled chest, feeling comfortably loved and anticipating the pleasure to come.
XXX
"I can hardly believe this~" Hisoka said, golden eyes scanning the nude, lithe frame of the young man before him.
"…" Gon was kneeling on the bed, close to its edge, legs tucked under his butt as he sat back on his heels. Hisoka was directly in front of him but he did not...could not look at him. Instead, he kept his eyes trained on the white silk sheets, keeping his head down so that Hisoka would not see how affected he was by his presence.
There was a soft sound, a slight shuffle as if feet were moving closer and his breath hitched in expectation…but nothing happened.
He has to be doing this to me intentionally, Gon thought, taking a deep breath in an effort to calm himself. Despite making no moves to touch him or say anything more, those astute eyes were on him – he could feel them – observing, studying and assessing his subtle reactions. It was as if Hisoka was stretching out the moment…relishing in the shallow breaths escaping his parted lips and the rapid beating of a heart that was too excited by the thought of what was to come.
The anticipation was killing him.
The atmosphere was thick with his excitement and Gon swallowed hard, continuing to keep his gaze averted.
"Shameless~" Gon could practically hear the smirk laced within his tone as Hisoka continued, "Do you actually think that you can hide your excitement from me?" The voice almost sounded gentle. "Look at me Gon. Let me see how much you want this~"
The smooth command washed over him like an immense, awe-inspiring wave and slowly, Gon lifted his hazel eyes to meet that deep, golden stare.
Hisoka trembled with excitement, feeling his cock grow harder as he met that hungry gaze. "Mmmm…I like that look~" he said.
Gon bit his lip and Hisoka's eyes were drawn to those lips – red, bruised and plump from all the passionate kisses they'd shared not too long ago.
"You've become absolutely insatiable haven't you? ~" Hisoka asked, smirking openly now. "Didn't I just fuck you? ~"
Gon nodded meekly, squirming on the bed as he remembered their recent encounter.
The memory of wet, tightly embracing arms assailed him. Arms that were holding his trembling body close as impatient bites, licks and searing kisses trailed…
"Ah…" Gon folded his hands over his lap in an attempt to hide his already turgid erection. Just thinking about how Hisoka had fucked him without mercy was enough to make his cock so hard it hurt. Gon couldn't understand it; they'd just had sex in the Jacuzzi yet here he was, secretly longing to be fucked again.
"I have something for you…~" He heard Hisoka say and his eyes were drawn to the tumescent cock now being pushed in his face.
"Suck it~" Hisoka commanded, holding his cock up to those plump lips.
Tentatively, Gon stuck out his tongue to taste him, licking at the blunt tip of the swollen cock until it was wet with his saliva. While he did this, his hands traveled up the muscled plane of Hisoka's torso, playing with the still-healing scratches there and he heard Hisoka moan even harder. Gon opened his mouth wider and Hisoka took that opportunity to thrust all the way in, smiling as he heard Gon gag at the unexpected invasion.
His hand moved to grip the back of Gon's head and he pulled back to slowly reenter. Gon's mouth felt great and as Hisoka watched his cock disappear into that accommodating warmth, he moaned.
"Yes...Gon...~" Teeth grazed him with every entry and exit, tongue undulating along the length of his shaft and Hisoka smirked at how well Gon knew exactly what he wanted every time without being told. The pain, the pleasure – that was exactly what defined their relationship and that was what he loved.
"Unnnnnh!" Gon choked as Hisoka's cock hit the back of his throat again. The man's pace was slow, but his thrusts were deep and probing as if telling him just how deep he was going to fuck him soon.
"Hnnnn...!"
Gon endured, even though his eyes were now watering with the intensity of Hisoka's callous thrusts and he moaned as the neatly trimmed tuft of crimson hair at the base of Hisoka's cock tickled his nose.
"Good job, you've done well~" Hisoka praised him, withdrawing from his mouth. "Time for your reward~" When Gon looked up at him he made a circular motion with his index finger. "Turn around, get on your knees and lift your ass. It's about time I feed that craving of yours."
"…"
Hisoka admired the plump butt that Gon was doing his best to lift just how he knew he liked. But it wasn't enough. He moved closer.
[[Smack]]
Gon jerked forward in surprise at the slap. "Ah!"
"Wider~"
He moaned as he obeyed the subtle command to spread his legs further apart.
Hisoka's hand was on his lower back, pressing downwards.
"I want your ass high and your legs wide~"
"..."
[[Smack]]
"Oooooh..." Gon wriggled his hips, pushing his butt higher as if wanting to be spanked some more.
Hisoka smirked.
"Very nice, but they're still not wide enough; spread your legs like you did earlier…"—Hisoka grinned as he remembered—"...while you were looking under the bed for your phone~"
"..."
"Yes...that's it Gon. Now hold on tightly~"
Gon's hands struggled to gain purchase on the sheets, while doing his best to mentally prepare himself for the moment the man would enter him.
But as usual, he was always overwhelmed by being stretched by Hisoka's thick shaft.
"Ah gods Hisoka!" he cried out as the engorged member penetrated him in one thrust, filling him to the hilt.
"Perfect… ~" Hisoka muttered under his breath, looking down. His hands smoothed over Gon's skin, still slightly damp from their recent shower.
"Hnnn…go easy on me Hisoka…" Gon complained as Hisoka impaled him roughly again.
"Why…should...I?"
"Ah!" Gon struggled to find his words. "It…I ….mmm…w-we just did it in the Jacuzzi…"
Hisoka stopped, pulling him flush against his hips and letting his hands ghost over his trembling body. "So you're a little too sensitive? Is that it?" Hisoka asked. He bent close to his ear, whispering seductively, "Gon...do you really want me to go easy on you? ~"
When he received no response, he ground his pelvis against Gon's butt, smiling as the younger man moaned and fisted the sheets. "Well, do you? ~" he prompted.
"N-no..." Gon stuttered truthfully, burying his face into the smooth sheets in embarrassment.
The pain, the pleasure...I want it.
He felt Hisoka lift off of him but the man did not move. Instead he angled and rocked those hips against his, stimulating his sensitive spot. Gon shuddered. "H-hisoka..." he huffed. "Please stop teasing me..."
But of course Hisoka ignored him, grinning as he began to move excruciatingly slowly, purposefully teasing him even more.
"Oooooh…"
Hisoka watched attentively as Gon's body shook with pleasure and he smiled sadistically, slowly withdrawing from him, only to maliciously bury his entire length inside of him again.
"Fu—!" Gon gasped. "Ahh!"
"Mmmm…great~"
" Ah...ah…mmmmmm...ooooooh..." Gon mewled, panting lightly. "Hisoka..."
Hisoka looked down at Gon, who was subtly wriggling his hips to get the most out of each thrust. His eyes took in every response Gon's body made to his thrusts and how whenever he withdrew, Gon would back his ass up in an attempt to savor every inch.
Hisoka's eyes shone in the dying light of their Condo. "Absolutely...shameless… ~" he muttered, smirking as he kept thrusting into that tight orifice.
"Hah…hah…hah...oh…"
"Yes Gon...that's it, keep those legs spread like that~"
Gon's legs were spread so wide that the entire length of his shaft rubbed against the sheets every time he was impaled. It was exhilarating but he wanted more. He wanted Hisoka to take him higher. "Please..." he begged.
Hisoka pulled him close and held him there.
"No...don't do that," Gon complained.
"What then?" Hisoka asked in a mocking voice as if he did not know what Gon needed. "I want to hear you say it Gon-kun ~"
"I...I want you," Gon muttered impatiently.
"You want me?" Hisoka asked. "How? ~" He ground his hips against Gon's pelvis.
Gon gasped. "Please fuck me hard..."
"I just love it when you ask nicely…~"
Gon barely had time to adjust before Hisoka started fucking him so vigorously that their sturdy bed shook with the force of his movements and Gon panted as each hearty thrust only made him crave more.
"O-oh...oh...y-es!"
The harsh grip of Hisoka's fingers bruised the unblemished skin of Gon's butt and he spread those cheeks to get a better view; smiling as he watched his cock disappear with each forceful thrust. "Mmmm I like this view... ~"
"Ah...ahh...oh...H-hisoka...st-op...watching me...there!" Gon protested, his face beet red. "Oh...oh...oh!"
"Okay… ~" Hisoka replied, pulling out and flipping him onto his back. "I'll watch you from here then~"
"Ah, no Hisoka!" Gon's hands came up to hide his face from him, but Hisoka held his wrists, pinning them back on the bed as he penetrated him again.
Hisoka watched Gon's eyes roll back as his cock filled him repeatedly. The pretty blush on those cheeks was a persistent stain, and accompanied by large watery eyes, bruised lips that parted periodically and the occasional pleading moan, it made for quite the sight. "This really is a beautiful sight... ~" he whispered.
"No..." Gon's body shook, hips heaving up off the bed to meet each thrust despite his mental panic.
"Too bad…~" Hisoka smirked, releasing his hands to hold his waist. "Now I can see all of you~"
After a while, Gon's embarrassment faded with each successive movement of their hips, only to be replaced by a feeling of wanton abandon, a desire to be watched, admired more by those compelling golden eyes.
Hisoka, seeing this, pulled out and Gon immediately lifted his hands up, beckoning him, wanting to feel him again.
"Please..." he begged.
Lying amidst the rumpled sheets, legs spread wide; Gon was alluring and irresistible. Hisoka almost went back to him but stopped himself. There was still more he had to teach him and today they were going to work on his voyeuristic and exhibitionist tendencies some more.
"Please..." Gon repeated, his lilting tone bearing a hint of impatience.
"No," Hisoka replied, moving further away from his reaching arms. "If you want me so badly, show me." His grin was fox-like as he looked down at him and Gon was heated, confused and annoyed at the same time, so much so that he started to touch himself. "That's it, show me what you want me to do to you~"
Gon, understanding what Hisoka wanted to see, bit his lip as his own caresses started to feel even more pleasurable from being watched.
"Pull them harder," Hisoka ordered, stroking himself as he watched Gon pulling on his own nipples and looking up at him.
"Ahh..."
"Umm...that's good Gon," he said, smirking. "Can you see my excitement? Can you see how much I like looking at you?"
Gon definitely saw, and being the object of Hisoka's attention made him even more brazen in his efforts.
"Ohhh…" One of Gon's hands traveled down to his hips to grab his neglected member, stroking it while he alternated playing with his nipples.
"Now fuck yourself like you want me to fuck you~"
Gon was confused for a moment but figured that Hisoka could only mean one thing. He'd never done something like that before and was excited, but nervous at the same time.
Hesitantly, the hand that was playing with his nipples slid downwards, deserting them for more risqué territory. Gon was unsure but was so aroused that that he was willing to try anything.
All uncertainty left him the moment his fingers brushed against the puckered skin. The contact forced him to elicit a surprised little gasp and as his body shivered deliciously he pushed in boldly.
Since Hisoka was just inside him, it wasn't difficult to work one finger in and eventually it was joined by another. "Mmmm..."
Gon's gaze was hazy and his fingers were determined as he fingered his own asshole while moving the other hand up and down his shaft.
He licked his lips. "Ahhh…"
It was good but not as good as when Hisoka did it to him. Or was inside of him. He moaned harder. Just thinking of Hisoka's thick shaft stretching him made Gon's face flush even more and he opened his legs wider, knowing that he was being watched with rapt attention.
Hisoka looked on, impressed by his dedication to cum at any cost and moved closer to him.
Gon trembled, feeling himself close to completion but he did not want it to end like this."Now, please!" he demanded, lifting his arms up once more and Hisoka did not deny him this time, hips surging forward to impale him.
"Oh yes Hisoka!" he shouted, arms locking behind Hisoka's neck.
Hisoka braced himself with one arm, the other holding Gon's hip so that he could thrust in freely. And as Gon's tightness engulfed him with each movement, he muttered, "Don't…be embarrassed by what we do...by me looking at your body..."
Gon could barely keep his eyes open, but he tried his best to keep up with what Hisoka was saying. "Ah! Y—uh...! Y-yes…"
His nails dug into Hisoka's upper back, so hard that they must have broken the skin and he heard the man moan in response.
"Ahh…ah…H-hisoka…" It was starting; that inherent, indicative tremor that preceded the moment he literally fell apart.
Gon's breaths were shallow and forced as he matched Hisoka's rapid pace, his body caught up in the throes of his orgasm.
"Ohhhh... ~" Hisoka moaned close to his ear, pushing up against Gon's hips one last time and cumming hard inside of him. "Hnnnn… ~"
"Guh!" Gon's body shuddered and twisted in Hisoka's grip. "Ah! AHHH!" he cried, gasping for air. He was rocked so violently by his climax that stars danced behind his eyelids.
This...this is a—
Arching, his body trembled in prolonged, sheer ecstasy and Gon felt dizzy, his vision blurry and unfocused but he smiled happily as he fell back on the bed, finally satiated but numb.
Hisoka felt Gon's body go limp and looked down at him, concerned and confused for a moment.
"Did he pass out?" he wondered with one raised eyebrow as he looked over him. "Interesting...~"
Pulling out, Hisoka smiled, carefully propping Gon up against the pillows and pulling the blankets over them as he moved closer to lie next to him.
After a few minutes, Gon stirred, curling into the fetal position. He nuzzled his chest and Hisoka draped one arm over him protectively, pulling him closer. "I guess it really was a long day for you..."—he stroked his disheveled black hair, combing out the tangles—"and your body's still getting used to all this...you're still discovering yourself~"
They lay like that for a while, with Gon occasionally uttering nonsensical phrases and cute little sounds in his sleep. Hisoka just continued to hold him close, one hand smoothing casually up and down his naked back.
It was all surreal, especially with the setting sun casting its mystical, orange glow on their bed and Hisoka smiled, looking up through the glass doors, at the resplendent view of the city, bathed in that mesmerizing glow.
Hisoka's attention was drawn to Gon again as the young man shifted, still sleeping. He kissed his forehead gently, fingers idly ghosting over the fine, peach fuzz hair littering his arm. The fine hair was an unusual shade of orange and so light, wispy and delicate that it was practically invisible. A smile tugged at his lips.
"Hnnn...I really...like you Hisoka," Gon mumbled in his sleep, repeating the words he'd said to him for the first time the day before.
Surprised, Hisoka's hand stilled on his arm. He was silent for a moment but eventually he smiled again, looking down at the peaceful, happy face of the young man slumbering against his chest. "I really like you too Gon," he replied, saying the words that he couldn't say then – although he knew that Gon could not hear him.
16/05/16 2nd Re-edit Note: This was so hot I almost combusted... I can't believe I wrote this...wow now it's re-edited and even better. Viva la HisoGon xD
A/N: Awwwwwww damn it... what am I doing to myself with these feels...
So in other news:
Killua's resolve was shaken by tiramisu - he was acting like an addict lol
Illumi's a great cook
Poor Killua had no idea what he was a third party participant of
Gon is becoming more corrupted by Hisoka
Gon had amazing sex (when has he not =.=)
Why does Hisoka even bother to make the bed?
LOL
You know what's interesting? The day started with Hisoka telling himself that he intended to take better care of his "fruit" but before the day ends, his "fruit" was knocked out cold lol. Hisoka must have been one of those kids whose toy-box consisted of doll parts and other broken toys...good thing Gon is resilient.
( I'm telling you, this part right here - "At least he thinks you're a freak ...he thinks I am a mosquito..." made me laugh so hard while editing that people must have thought that something was wrong with me haha. Sometimes I forget what I write until I see it again lol )
As for Illumi, honestly, I can imagine him going through the trouble of learning how to cook really well just so he can make Killua happy. He seems like the type. (Especially since their mother asked that he ensure that Killua eats)
Finally: I love you guys for sticking with this story and would love to hear what you think or of your favorite parts etc., in the reviews (I view it as our little comment section). Thank you! I hope that I helped to brighten someone's day with this update :)
Next Chapter Preview: The morning of Gon and Killua's day together arrives!
* See you in another update, which should be somewhere in May...I don't know. I can't concentrate fully on planning this story because I'm so anxious these days. My school keeps stressing me out, pushing down the date for my finals (since last year April) until there is no date now. They've decided to announce it at any moment. So it's like I don't even know when it is anymore or when I have to prepare for. It's a miracle I actually wrote this much for our story in such a state lol. Anyway, have a good day / night! Now that I've finally completed my edit I can go sleep! I feel like a zombie haha...