Disclaimer: I do not own Big Time Rush or anything to do with it.

Weeks flew by and Celia and Kendall grew even closer. Kendall knew he was acting different around his family, and he hated it. Ever since that night he snapped at his friends he had been trying to keep them at a distance. He knew that if he really let his friends in that he would tell them about Celia. He promised Celia that he would not tell anyone even though he knew that eventually someway this secret would come out.

Celia was sitting on her bed reading a bed when Calvin barged in without knocking.

"Cecelia I need to talk to you" said Calvin.

"What about?" asked Celia nervously scooting back on her bed until her back hit the wall.

"We are going to visit my mother tomorrow" said Calvin.

"Oh" said Cecelia relaxing some. Calvin's mother was as friendly as Calvin, and all but told Celia that she hated her. Calvin's mother did not understand why Calvin married a woman with a 'worthless bratty child' as she called Celia.

"Alright sounds fun" Celia lied putting on a fake smile.

"Actually you are going to stay here. I am taking Olivia and Madison with me and we will be gone overnight and be back by eight the next morning. I figured you would have more fun staying here with your friends" finished Calvin.

"Alright, thank you" said Celia hesitantly.

Calvin just let out a grunt before leaving her room; Celia just stared after him she knew Calvin was up to something.

Kendall collapsed on the couch in frustration. They had finished recording for the day, and it had not been a good day. Gustavo kept yelling at them because they were off and there was tension between the guys. Kendall knew it was entirely his fault the guys were just trying to help him and he kept pushing them away.

"So what is going on big brother" said Katie sitting beside him.

"Nothing baby sister" said Kendall unable to meet her eyes.

"Sure" said Katie not believing a word he was saying.

"Trust me Katie if I could tell you I would" said Kendall, before Katie could respond Kendall's cell phone rang.

He saw it was Celia and answered the phone smiling "hey Celia."

"That's my cue to leave" muttered Katie leaving the room.

"Is everything okay?" asked Kendall concerned once his sister was out of ear shot.

"Yeah everything is fine" said Celia reassuringly "I was just calling to see if you were busy tomorrow night?"

"Nope I am free, what did you have in mind?" asked Kendall.

"Actually Calvin is taking my mom and sister out of town for the night. This house gets creepy when I am all alone so how about we just hang out here" she said.

"Sounds good I can be there around seven" answered Kendall.

"Good see you then, love you" said Celia sincerely.

"Love you too" said Kendall with a smile.

"Good-bye Cecelia we will see you tomorrow morning by 8am" said Calvin sincerely as he was ushering her mom and Maddie out the door.

"Alright see you then" said Celia uneasily she still had a feeling Calvin was up to something.

Celia managed to find stuff to do around the empty house for the rest of the day. She was relieved when 7 o'clock came and she heard the doorbell ring, sometimes staying in the house by herself could get creepy.

"Hey" said Celia smiling giving him a kiss.

"Hey yourself" he said smiling coming into the house "I brought some movies we can watch."

"Sounds great" she said leading him into the living room.

Celia was snuggled up against Kendall as they were watching the movie. She looked over at Kendall and she smiled she had come to a decision and she was ready.

Her heart was pounding she leaned over and a deep heartfelt kiss. He kissed her back and she felt herself relax into him. "What was that for?" he asked with a smile as they finally broke apart.

"Kendall I am ready" she said with a small smile.

"Are you sure?" he asked taking her hands "I love you and I don't want to rush you into anything you are not ready for" he said sincerely.

"I love you too, and I am sure" she said squeezing his hand.

"I don't have any protection" he admitted.

"I do" she answered "my mom bought us some just in case" she finished with a shrug.

"So are you sure you are ready?" he asked her again, he really did not want to rush her into anything.

"Yeah I am" she answered with a smile as she led him to her bedroom.

Later that night Celia could not keep the smile off her face. They were laying in her bed together her head resting on his chest. She had never felt more comfortable.

"Are you sure you can't stay?" Celia asked as lay in Kendall's arms, she loved how happy and content she felt.

Kendall let out a small laugh "the guys and my mom and sister might notice if I don't come home. You could always come stay with us; you know you are more than welcome my mom loves you."

Celia let out a sigh "that sounds great, but my mom and Calvin will be home very early tomorrow and I do not want to risk not being home before them" she said. Kendall could not help but notice that as talked about Calvin her whole body became tense. Kendall didn't say anything he just pulled her closer and kissed the top of her head. He tried to soothe her by gently rubbing her back until he felt her muscle relax.

After a few minutes Kendall let out a reluctant sigh "I really have to go" he said sadly. "I know" said Celia untangling herself from him. They quietly pulled their clothes back on; she could feel his eyes on her. "Stop staring" she said knowing he was staring at the nasty hand shaped bruise on her arm, a souvenir from when Calvin grabbed her a few days earlier.

Celia turned to face him and cut him off before he could say anything "I am happy, genially happy and at the moment safe. Please just let me be happy, don't make me talk about it" she said taking his hand and squeezing it. She knew that he knew 'it' meant Calvin.

Kendall just stared at her for a few seconds before slowly smiling "alright" he said leaning down and giving her a kiss. "Make sure to call me tomorrow after Calvin gets back, just so I know that everything is alright" he said seriously.

"I will, come on I'll walk to your car" she said as they walked out of her room.

"I thought it was the guy's job to walk his date to the car" Kendall joked. Celia just let out a snort as she rolled her eyes.

"I'll call you tomorrow, promise" said Celia as they reached his car.

"You know I love you right?" asked Kendall with his famous lopsided grin.

"I know I love you too" she said giving one last kiss. She stood there and watched him drive away, a big grin still on her face.

She felt to giddy and happy to go to bed so she decided to lay in the backyard and just watch the stars. She could not remember the last time she felt this happy and relaxed. Celia slowly drifted to sleep with thoughts of Kendall on her mind.

Celia woke with a start and realized that she had fallen asleep in the yard star gazing. She pulled out her phone and saw that it was all but one am; luckily she had only been outside for about an hour. She made her way into the house still smiling and feeling giddy.

Celia made her way up to her room to wrapped up in her own thoughts to realize something was off. She opened her door and choked back a scream; there sitting in a chair beside her bed was Calvin. All the blood drained from her face "wh-what are doing back so soon? Where are mom and Maddie" she managed to choke out as her body began to tremble. She knew he knew.

He did not answer her for a few seconds he just stared at her with his cold dead eyes. "I left them at my mothers and came back because I knew you could not be trusted" he said in a dead calm voice as he rose from the chair. Celia began backing up until her back hit the hallway wall.

"I was right" he said walking closer to her "you where here whoring around with that boy!" he screamed reaching for her. Celia quickly turned and started to run, she almost made it to the stairs when she felt him grab her arm so forcefully she was almost yanked off her feet. Petrified she turned her head to face him and saw a furry in his eyes she had never seen before. For a second they just stared at each, and then with all his might he pushed her.