Hey guys, this is the first update for the weekend, i am going to post the next one probably on monday so keep your eyes open for it. I thought that for the next update that it would be good to have all this time that Dean is looking for Cas to be from Cas' point of view. Anyway, i hope you guys enjoy it and i hope i don't break your feels to much!

Love Vinny!

Finding the Missing Piece ( Chapter 12)

Dean came home on Tuesday after work with Bobby. He walks in to Ellen cooking dinner and Jo and Sam sitting on the couch. He set his bag down and walked into the kitchen.

"Hey Ellen." Dean greeted as he grabbed a cup to get some water.

"Hey Dean, how was work?" Ellen asked.

"It was good. How was trying to find an apartment?" Dean questioned getting a little annoyed of having everyone in his house.

"Not bad, found a couple that I am going to go look at tomorrow." Ellen answered as she went back to cooking.

"That's good. Have you seen Cas?" Dean asked.

"No not yet, he hasn't come home yet." Ellen replied.

"Hmm, maybe his promotion gave him a bit more work that he expected." Dean said as he pulled his phone out.

To:/ Cas

Hey babe where are you?

From:/Dean

Dean put his phone away and sat down on the couch next to Sam and Jo.

"What are you guys watching?" Dean asked.

"Torchwood. This show is oddly addicting." Sam replied.

"What's it about?" Dean questioned.

Dean's phone went off so he pulled it out while Sam was explaining what the show was about.

To:/ Dean

I'm still at work sweetheart. I'll be home late tonight because I have so much work to do now.

From:/ Cas

"And pretty much the Jack guy is fucking the butler dude." Sam finished.

To:/ Cas

Alright I'll see you when you get home.

From:/ Dean.

"Dean?" Sam asked.

"Hmm Yeah?" Dean answered.

"Did you hear anything I said?" Sam asked.

"Yeah, I heard you." Dean lied.

Dean sat watching the show with Sam and Jo for a couple hours, completely lost about the show was actually about. All he knew was that they were hunting aliens or something.

Dean got bored and got up and went to his room, which now smelled of girly perfume and fancy lotions. His room was destroyed with clothes spread all over the place. Jo…Dean thought to himself, knowing that she was behind destroying his room. He walked over to his night stand and opened the drawer to see everything spread out and messed up. Jo stop going through my stuff! Dean thought as he walked away from the drawer and walked into the bathroom.

He looked in the mirror and saw that he still had grease on his face. He stripped down and turned on the shower. He was about to step in warm water when Ellen called for him.

"Dean! Where are your pans?" Ellen yelled.

"In the cabinet!" Dean yelled back.

"I can't find them!" Ellen yelled again.

"Fuck." Dean muttered to himself as he wrapped himself in a towel and walked back to the kitchen. He walked in and grabbed the pans and slammed them on the counter and walked back towards the shower.

"Hey Dean?" Sam called.

"What?" Dean said angrily.

"Maybe next time you should put a towel on that actually fits." Sam replied.

"Fuck off." Dean replied as he walked into the bathroom.

After Dean's shower, he put on some fresh clothes and walked out his bedroom and into the dining area for dinner. Ellen prepared a home cooked meal for them.

"This esh real gewd." Dean complimented as he stuffed his face

"Thank you?" Ellen accepted.

Dean finished eating and did the dishes for Ellen while they sat and finished their show. After that he went to bed because he had work in the morning.

He sat in bed for a while, waiting for Cas to come home, but eventually he drifted off to sleep.

He was standing in a graveyard, looking at the headstones. The field was covered in a thick layer of fog, Dean could barely see where he was walking. He tripped over a fresh grave right towards the headstone. He looked at the headstone of the grave of who he tripped over.

"Here lies Castiel, the angel who's God refused to save him." Dean read aloud.

"What?" Dean said confused.

"Deeeaaaannnnn." A voice said quietly.

Dean turned his head and moves closer to the sound. It whispered again, he started to run to the sound.

"DDDDEEEEEEEEAAAAAANNNNNNNNN!" The voice screamed. Dean covered his ears, the voice was so loud that Dean felt like his ears were bleeding. When the sound had dissipated, Dean looked at his surroundings and saw he was outside some building with vines growing up the side of it. Dean opened the door and walked into the building and down the stairs, he almost slipped down the steps as water from the outside dripped down the steps. When he was at the bottom of the steps, he couldn't see anything, the room was pitch black and filled with a horrible stench.

"Dean…" a voice whispered.

Dean looked over to see something moving in the dark but couldn't make out who was making out the sound.

*BEEP* *BEEP* *BEEP*

Dean sat up in his bed, wondering what the dream was all about. He decided not to think much of it and walked over to get ready for work. When he walked out of the bathroom after his shower, he noticed that the other side of his bed was empty.

Dean checked his phone and saw that Cas never text him or called him. Now, he was getting worried. He tried to call Cas.

*beep* *beep*

"Hello darling, little Cassie can't come to the phone right now, please leave a lovely message and I'll make sure he gets it." The machine said in a voice that Dean didn't recognize.

What the hell? Dean thought to himself. He called the number again and listened to the message.

He walked out to the living room and grabbed his keys and got in his car. He drove to the garage, the whole time thinking about what the message said. I don't understand why didn't Cas come home, and who changed his voicemail? Dean thought as he pulled the Impala up to the garage.

Dean got out and walked up to the entrance.

"Hey Dean, how's it going?" Bobby replied.

"Not so good. Cas didn't come home last night and his voicemail was changed to some guy I don't recognize." Dean admitted.

"Hmm, let me listen to it." Bobby replied.

Dean tossed his phone to Bobby and let the message play.

"Huh, that is strange." Bobby answered.

"Right. I don't know what to make of it." Dean replied.

"I'm sure he is fine, nothing to worry about." Bobby stated.

"Yeah." Dean said doubtfully.

A couple hours had passed since Dean arrived at the garage. He tried to keep his mind off of everything but he was having difficulties doing even that.

"Dean, don't worry I'm sure that Cas is fine." Bobby reassured Dean.

"I hope so." Dean replied.

"YOU'VE BEEN… THUNDERSTRUCK!" Dean's phone rang.

"Hello?" Dean answered.

"Dean… It's Bella." Bella replied.

"What do you want?" Dean said angrily.

"I made a mistake. I am trying to repent. "Bella stated.

"What are you talking about?" Dean asked.

"Aren't you wondering where Castiel is?" Bella explained." I know where he i-" the phone went dead.

"Bella? Bella?!" Dean yelled.

"What the hell was that?" Bobby asked.

"Something is wrong. We need to find Cas." Dean said as we walked out of the garage.

"Dean. Dean!" Bobby yelled as he chased after Dean. He finally caught up to Dean and grabbed him by the arm.

"We need to keep a level head and find where he is before we just start rushing around town." Bobby replied. "Now, why don't we call the cops and let them handle it."

"No, this is my fight, I'm not gonna have anyone else get hurt because of me. " Dean replied as he stormed off.

"Dean!" Bobby yelled for Dean as he walked away again.

"Aren't you wondering where Castiel is? I know where he i-" Bella tried to say as she was hit over the head with something, she collapsed to the ground losing consciousness.

When she came to, she was sitting on a slab in the mausoleum. Her head was splitting; it felt like someone took a sledgehammer to it.

"Well Bella, isn't this a turn of events?" Crowley asked.

"I don't know what you are talking about." Bella responded.

"Don't play dumb with me sweetheart. I heard you on the phone with Dean." Crowley started, "Now the real question is what to do with you?"

"What we are doing is wrong! Don't you know that?!" Bella yelled as Crowley got closer.

"You act as if I care." Crowley replied. He pulled a knife from his coat and slid it across her face, slicing a cut across the lower cheek. Blood ran down her face, dripping onto the table behind her.

"You fucking bastard!" Bella yelled.

Crowley slit another cut across the other side of her face.

"Now dear, tell me what you said and I will get this over with as quick as possible." Crowley threatened.

"I didn't say anything." Bella stated adamantly.

"Fine, looks like we are going to have to do it the hard way." Crowley said as he walked over to the tabletop and grabbed a cattle prod.

He turned the prod on and shoved it into Bella side, her body convulsed and almost fell off of the table. Crowley pulled the prod away and her body relaxed against the straps that were holding her.

"WHAT DID YOU TELL DEAN?!" Crowley yelled.

"I didn't say anything!" Bella repeated.

Bella knew that the prod was coming and looked over in the direction of Cas. His body was limp, but he seemed to still be conscious. She mouthed the words sorry to him as the cattle prod was stabbed into her body again. She convulsed until the prod was removed.

"Well, your will is much stronger than I thought, looks like we are going to have to step it up a notch." Crowley complimented as he walked back to the table.

Bella looked over at Cas again, this time he was looking at her.

"I'm sorry." She whispered to him.

Cas turned away from her and faced the wall. Bella felt tears running down her face from the pain. Her tears mixed with the blood that was already flowing down her cheek.

When she turned back, Crowley was in her face with butcher's knife. She tried to scream but Crowley put a gag in her mouth before she could say anything.

"Now, we are going to try this again, and for every time you lie or don't say anything I am going to cut off one of your fingers. And then once your fingers are gone, I'm going to move on to your toes. " Crowley said.

"Now, what did you tell Dean?" Crowley asked.

"I said I knew where Cas was. That's it!" Bella finally cracked.

"I don't quite believe you." Crowley said as he swung the knife down on Bella's finger, severing it from her body.

"YOU MOTHER FUCKER!" Bella screamed as her finger fell to the floor.

"Tell me the truth this time or I'm just going to cut the whole hand off!" Crowley screamed back.

"I told you already. I told him I knew where Cas was, I didn't get the chance to tell him where before you knocked me out." Bella explained.

"See was that so hard?" Crowley said as he walked the knife back to the table. Bella looked over from slab at Cas, who had a concerned look on his face. Bella mouthed something to Cas again.

"I'm sorry." Bella mouthed.

Bella saw Cas' mouth move but couldn't tell what he said. She had a smile on her face as she assumed he had forgiven her.

Bella was looking over at Cas when Crowley plunged a knife into her gut. Sharp pain flew throughout her whole body. He coughed as blood began to fill her lungs.

"If you wouldn't have had to have a big mouth than you wouldn't be in this situation." Crowley said as he turned his back on her.

Bella tried to say something but she couldn't as the blood began to pour out of her mouth. She couldn't breathe and the pain from the knife was unbearable. Bella slowly slipped into oblivion with Crowley laughing as her final goodbye.

"Dean you need to slow down and think." Bobby tried to comfort.

"No, we need to find him now. Something isn't right." Dean replied.

"Well right now we don't even know where to start So we might as well stop and think about what our next move is." Bobby stated.

"Fine, what should we do?" Dean replied angrily.

"Maybe we should go to where Cas works and see if anyone knows anything?" Bobby suggested.

"Fine, let's go." Dean replied as he walked over to the Impala and started the engine, Bobby got in soon after and they drove off towards the whole car ride was dead silent. Dean was worried sick about Cas, it was the only thing running through his mind. I have to save him. I have to save him. Dean thought to himself. Bobby sat there, not quite sure of what to do.

When they finally pulled up to the library, Dean shut the car off and walked up to the door. He went up to the front desk.

"Hey, I need to talk to Pam." Dean stated.

"Sure, let me go get her." The assistant said.

A few minutes passed before Pam showed up.

"Dean! It's good to see ya."Pam greeted as she gave Dean a hug. He didn't really want to be touched but she closed the gap before he could do anything.

"You too Pam." Dean responded.

"And who is this handsome Devil?" Pam asked to Bobby.

"Bobby Singer, pleasure to meet you." Bobby said as he shook Pam's hand.

"Is something wrong with Cas? He didn't show up for work today?" Pam asked.

"We were hoping you would be able to tell us. He didn't come home last night." Dean answered.

"Well, he left at about 6:30." Pan stated.

"Do you know where he went after he left here?" Bobby asked.

"I think he went to the bus station. I always offer him a ride but he "doesn't want to inconvenience me"." Pam motioned with her fingers.

"Thank you Pam." Dean said as he turned around to go to the bus stop.

"Dean…" Pam called, Dean turned around. "I hope you find him." Pam finished as she turned back to what she was doing.

Dean and Bobby rushed to the bus stop to see if there was anything. When they arrived, they saw that nothing was out of the ordinary. Dean, in frustration, kicked the bus stop sign.

"Mother FUCKER!" Dean yelled.

"Dean, relax, we're gonna find him." Bobby said trying to calm Dean down.

"Yeah? And what if we don't?" Dean asked angrily.

"We will." Bobby replied.

"Whatever, I'm going to call Bella and see if I can get her to tell me where Cas is." Dean said as he turned and pulled his phone out and started walking to his car.

*BEEP* *BEEP*

"Dean…" a voice whispered into the phone.

Dean froze as he recognized the voice immediately, it was Cas.

"Cas?" Dean panicked.

"Don't call again or i'll kill your little angel." The voice that was Cas' voicemail said.

*BEEP*

The man hung up. Dean was frozen, he couldn't move. Things just got about 10 times more serious than he thought they were. Dean fell to his knees not knowing what else to do. Bobby rushed over to his side,trying to comfort Dean but he couldn't hear any of the words that Bobby was saying. The ringing in his ears was enough to make him go deaf. His mind was racing with thoughts of what was happening to Cas. Dean stood up and rushed to the impala and turned on the car.

"Don't call again or I'll kill your little angel." Crowley said into the phone. He closed the phone and went back to call people.

"Balthazar, I need you to come here ASAP, it's urgent." Crowley said into the phone.

Cas was only semi-conscious as Crowley had taken his left over rage out on him before he called Ruby and Balthazar to help him move Bella from the table. Cas couldn't tell why Crowley needed Ruby and Balthazar to help move the body. The only thing he could focus on was the sound of Dean's voice from the phone call. Cas? Cas thought to himself in Dean's voice. Cas decided that it would be for the best if for the time he was here he focused on the good instead of what they were going to do to him.

"What was so fucking urgent that you needed me to show up already?" Ruby said as she came down the stairs.

"That." Crowley said as he pointed to the corpse of Bella.

"What the fuck Crowley?!" Ruby yelled.

"She called Dean and tried to tell him where we had feather brains here. I caught her just as she was about to spill the beans. " Crowley explained.

"But did you have to kill her?!" Ruby yelled again.

"She knew all of our plans, she was a liability." Crowley stated, trying to convince Ruby that it was for the best that he killed Bella.

"Alright fine. So why do I gack," Ruby gagged at the smell of blood on the floor and on the knife, "why do I have to be here?" She finished.

"I need you and Balthazar to help me move the body. I dug up an old grave not far from here that we can put her in and no one will know what happened." Crowley stated.

"Fine. Did Balthazar say how long it would take him to get over here?" Ruby asked.

"He said he would be here in an hour." Crowley said.

"Well, looks like we have some time to kill." Ruby said as she turned towards Cas.

Dean pulled up to the apartments; his only goal was to find Sam. He ran into his house to find Sam sitting on the couch, no one else was around.

"Sam, your good with computers right?" Dean asked out of breath.

"Yeah I suppose, why?" Sam answered.

"I need you to trace a phone call that was made on my phone; do you think you could do that?"

"Maybe, it will take me a bit but I think I might be able to do it. "

Dean sat for an hour, anxiously waiting for his brother to finish his computer stuff so that he would know where Cas was. Dean knew that it was a shot in the dark, as to if the phone would actually lead them to where Cas was. Dean explained to Sam why he needed the phone traced as he worked.

After Dean had explained everything, he was sitting there quietly, not wanting to disturb his only chance to find Cas. Bobby was sitting next Dean on the couch watching while Sam worked. Sam and Bobby were talking while Dean was trying to keep from exploding, he tried the whole count to five thing and it didn't work. So he turned his attention to all the good times he had had with Cas. He thought of all the night that they spent siting on the couch watching movies together, or the first time they had met.

"Got it!" Sam yelled, snapping Dean back to reality.

"Good, where did the call come from?" Dean asked.

"It came from Saint John's cemetery?" Sam stated confused.

"Are you sure that's right?" Bobby asked. Dean was busy thinking back to his dream that he had this morning. He remembered walking through a cemetery, looking for something.

"It's right." Dean said.

"How do you know?" Bobby asked.

"I just do alright, now let's go." Dean said as he stood up.

"Whoa Dean, don't you think we should have a plan of attack?" Bobby asked.

"What's wrong with going in there and beating the crap out of them?" Dean asked.

"What if they have a gun or something, we need to plan this out before we just run in there." Bobby replied.

"What do you think then?" Dean asked.

"Let's scout out the area, all we know is that he is at the cemetery, we don't know where. We need to be careful." Bobby explained.

"Alright, let's go scout out the area. " Dean said as he grabbed his things and walked towards the door. He turned around to see Sam following them.

"No Sammie, you can't come with us. It's too dangerous." Dean stated.

"Dean, I think I'll be fine to do recon with you guys. If you find where Cas is, I'll wait at the car." Sam replied.

"Fine, let's go." Dean replied as he turned and walked down the stairs to the car.

I took them twenty minutes to reach the cemetery. When they got there the gate was locked so they hopped the fence and walked through the headstones. Dean couldn't really see anything, all he could see were the outlines of the headstones sticking out of the ground. Dean hated graveyards since he had to bury his father a year ago. He walked cautiously through the field, trying not to trip on anything.

Dean turned to see that his brother and Bobby had gone another way and that he was all alone. While looking he tripped over a patch of dirt that was raised higher than the ground.

"Oomph." Dean moaned as he rolled over after falling face first to the ground.

"God damn it." Dean said as he stood up.

He looked down to see what he had tripped over. It looked like a fresh grave but he couldn't be sure. He quickly moved on and continued to look for where the might be keeping Cas. He heard something that sounded like people and he moved a little bit closer.

Dean moved closer to the sound to see a mausoleum sitting on top of a hill, he saw someone moving outside, but he wasn't sure who it was. He took out his phone and called Bobby.

"Bobby, I think I found where they are keeping Cas. It's a mausoleum at the top of the hill on the north side of the cemetery." Dean whispered into the phone.

"Alright, I'll send Sam back to the Impala and then I'll meet up with you." Bobby answered.

"See you in a few." Dean whispered as he closed the phone and looked up at the mausoleum. Dean saw that the entrance to the crypt was unguarded.

This is my chance, it's not or never, Dean thought to himself as he stood up. He took out his phone and texted Bobby saying he was going in.

Dean took a couple steps toward the crypt. The closer and closer that he got the more he could hear people talking, and then a familiar voice broke through the noise.

"Dean." The muffled voice said.

Cas! Dean thought as he ran up to the crypt.

A/N: I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter, i had a bit of a hard time writing it at the beginning but my muse attacked me at about a 1/3 of the way. Anyway, the next chapter should be up on monday because i can't write tomorrow cause i have to study for 2 exams on monday!

Wish me luck and i hope you guys enjoyed this chapter!