Hi, we have another R rated chapter. We have disturbing violent imagery throughout and mentions of rape, we also have a nice lemon scene in this episode as well. I was not planning on doing another chapter with only Avery and Walter but my fingers moved faster than my brain would so here we are. I promise tomorrow we will resume with main story xx

Chapter Ten

Walter POV

As the morning light broke through the crack in the curtains, I woke up and took a look around. Looking down to see Odette curled up in my arms made my heart jump into my mouth. As I looked down I noticed she was mumbling in her sleep, I knew she had nightmares over the nights we had spent together I had witnessed her lashing out and her screaming but I was never able to wake her. She never talked about her nightmares, so I pretended not to notice.

Taking this rare time to look at the woman it was still beyond me how she could go from being so peaceful and vulnerable to a blood lusting demon from Hell. As I pulled her gently into me and pressed a kiss on her hair she started to stir a little, still mumbling words I couldn't understand.

Avery POV

I was back in my cell again. Looking around at the grey walls I tried to pull my hand up to my face to wipe my mouth but I noticed I was chained against the walls. It had been twenty years since I had been sent to this Asylum. I do not remember much of what happened but the nurses tell me that I massacred my family. I killed the servants and massacred my remaining family members. They told me that I ripped out my Mother's tongue and had it in my nightgown pocket. They had found me sat outside my burning house rocking my baby in my arms, singing nursery rhymes to her.

They had brought me in under my Mother's orders and kept me in for the last two decades I was fourteen when they put my behind these walls, I wasn't a child anymore. I still refused to give up my baby no matter how hard they tried to take her from me I fought them all away. She was my baby girl and I would keep her forever. A few doctors had tried to take her from me…they are no longer around to talk about it. So for the last twenty years I have taken care of my baby, she never got bigger and that was fine I only had two pairs of clothes for her anyway; if she got any bigger she wouldn't fit in them and we can't have naked babies running around now can we? She never cried either; she was a very good baby girl.

I jumped at the sound of keys rattling outside the door. It was time for visitors, not that I ever had any. I only had the warden checking on me…

Warden POV

It was time to make my nightly check on Pretty Polly. We called her that as we didn't know her real name and she was pretty as a doll and she was easy to play with if you understand what I mean. She had completely lost her mind twenty years ago when they brought her in. She came in carrying a dead baby…

She said it was her daughter and that she wanted to take care of her. She seemed to be in denial about the fact that this baby was very much dead, the nurses had tried to take the baby from her and Polly ripped both of their throats out and took her baby back. After a few weeks, we managed to swap out the corpse for a baby doll and the stupid whore never knew the difference. Twenty years later and she still thinks it's her pretty baby.

It had been a long hard shift and I needed a way to vent my frustrations. What better way than by visiting the pretty whore. She was chained to the walls at night anyway so there wasn't any risk to me. If she had got out of her chains this arrangement would not have worked so smoothly.

As I walked in Polly was puling against her chains again, trying to free herself. She looked up at me and growled spitting obscenities at me. That just turned me on more; she should really know that by now.

As I unbuckled my belt and pulled down my trousers the woman spat at me. I soon dealt with that problem with a quick boot to the stomach; her scars had never really healed properly so she bent over in pain and started to cough up blood. A lubricant how wonderful! I chuckled as the woman tried to move her face away from me but to no avail as I pushed my cock into her mouth and began to skull fuck the stupid bitch.

3POV

Poor Avery or 'Pretty Polly' had become used to this kind of treatment from the staff night after night. The botched up treatment her mother had ordered on her daughter had made it certain that she would never be able to have any more children. The guards took this as a sign from god.

Over the last twenty years the woman had become more twisted. When she was released from her cell she would attack other patients and staff. The only time that she would be released from her cell was during the public opening times. The asylum earned most of its keep from opening the asylum up like a zoo. The more psychotic the person the bigger a crowd they gathered and the more money they earned for the asylum.

Pretty Polly and her baby dolly, were a key attraction. She would be kept in the hallway with an iron collar around her neck which restricted her movement and the chances that she would attack any onlookers.

However, on the last night of Avery's life the poor woman was made the attraction for a group of upperclassmen and their wives. The group thought it would be funny for them to take the baby from the mad woman and see how she reacted. That was the last choice they ever made.

As they ripped the baby from her Mother's arms and began to tease her, the woman let out a blood curdling shriek and tried to lunge forward but was pulled back by her collar. The crowd were so scared they fell back and dropped their oil burners onto themselves. As the women screamed on woman threw the baby doll down and her dress began to burn; the flames spread to the other women and their skirts setting them all a light, as they ran around the asylum burning to death they set the drapery on fire which spread onto the rest of the asylum.

Before long the whole building was burning around the young woman. Polly had returned to her seat by the burning wall and started to laugh hysterically as she watched the building around her crumble before everything went black.

Avery POV

As I shook myself awake I realized it was morning and that I was no longer in the Asylum. I had been dreaming again. My god I felt like death, if this was what death feels like. I never really knew. All I remembered of my own death was the fires ranging around me and then I woke up as a demon lying in the ashes of the building. I rubbed my eyes and tried to bring myself into reality again when I was pulled back by a strong pair of arms holding me close. As I turned my head round I realized it was Walter. I thought back to the night before and swallowed hard. Had I really asked him to stay!? What a fucking idiot I must have made myself look.

"Good morning beautiful" He cooed in my ear as he placed a kiss in the side of my head. Smiling to myself I had to admit I enjoyed spending time like this with him. It made me feel safe and secure, two feelings I did not have much experience with.

Snapping myself out of it, I turned over onto my good side and looked up at the older man. "Good morning" I mumbled. He was so handsome, even in old age. I found him so attractive, I always had done there was no denying the attraction from the first day I was introduced to the butler.

As a younger man he was short tempered, foul mouthed and aggressive but he was still very charming. He was the first man in over 300 years to show me any respect. Vengeance demons were not exactly placed upon a pedestal even amongst their own kind and for a human to actually be chivalrous shocked me deeply; this started my interest in the Hellsing butler.

Our arrangement had been purely on the basis of attraction, he was attracted to me and I found his lust for violence incredibly sexy. After battles we would usually let of some steam and he would allow me to feed on him. We were both aggressive, vicious monsters with a deep routed attraction, it was a perfect match. That was how it was for years completely animalistic and driven by passion.

However, once Sir Integra had been born and I took over the position of nanny, I got to care for a baby in a way I was never able to for my own daughter. This changed something inside me, I became less vicious and bloodthirsty; my temper rarely caused problems and some servants even commented that I had become more caring and human. I was still fiercely protective of the child who would grow up to become my Master.

Walter had also aged and mellowed out, his aggression had turned into a cold calculating confidence that he wore well. He had matured into a perfect English gentleman. I found this no less attractive as we continued our arrangement for the next decade behind closed doors.

It wasn't until the passing of Lord Hellsing that we cut our arrangement off. However, we still spent the odd evening together every few years, we were both addicted to each other, I was so use to feeding from him I was completely addicted to his taste and it was the hardest drug for me to give up.

I must have been staring at him for too long as he leaned forward and placed a long kiss on my lips. I completely forgot everything I was thinking about and kissed him back. As I wrapped my arms around his neck he pulled me closer into him and placed his hands on my arse. Pushing myself up against the butler I could feel him getting more and more excited as he flipped me onto my back and hovered over the top of me.

I let out a giggle as he moved his lips away from mine and started to kiss down my neck. I blushed hard as I realized I was still completely naked from last night. I appear to have fallen asleep in my robe which had been placed next to my bed. That cheeky bastard! I shook my head slightly with a smile as the older man left kisses all across my chest. I let out a small moan as the older man began teasing one of my nipples with his tongue, flicking and sucking on the sensitive area as he ran his hands up and down my body making me bite down on my lip to hold in a moan.

"Did you take off my robe last night?" I try to protest as Walter nibbled on my breast causing me to let out a small hiss of pleasure. He chuckled as he made his way down my body leave a trail of bite marks and kisses.

"I couldn't very well let you overheat during the night could I?" He purred as he bit down lightly on my hipbone. Causing me to moan loudly much to the joy of the butler, I could feel how excited he was as he pressed himself against the inside of my thighs causing me to blush.

"You are terrible!" I chuckled as the butler made his way down past my hips. He was in total control last time were like this, I smiled evilly as I decided it was time for payback. In one quick motion I had flipped us both round and began to grind against the older man's waist.

Walter POV

I blinked for a moment as I noticed I was no longer between Avery's legs but I had been pinned to the bed by the demon who was grinning evilly. She had taken control of the situation and I was not about to start complaining, as she began to rotate her hips and grind down onto me I let out a long moan and pulled her into a deep kiss. Biting down and sucking lightly on my lower lip she sent me over the edge, I took a hold of her arse and squeezed it roughly causing her to moan lightly.

I could tell that she was trying to get even for the little episode in the National Gallery; I chuckled to myself but was pulled from my thoughts as the fury started to kiss down my neck and down my chest. Jesus Odette! I could feel myself getting harder as she pressed herself onto me. Oh God damn it! She made her way down my body leaving a trail of kisses. I was on cloud nine and I didn't care who could hear me as I let another moan slip from me mouth.

Throwing my head back into the pillow, I felt her warm breath on my cock. Oh my god is she going to… "Fuck Odette!" I shouted out as the woman took my cock into her mouth and began teasing the tip of my cock with her tongue. As she flicked her tongue around the head of my cock I felt as if the bed itself had just melted away. Fucking hell, I can't….

My moans deteriorated into pure gibberish as she started to bob her head up and down my cock. Feeling myself press onto the back of her throat I brought my hands down and ran them through her long dark hair. Taking a handful of hair she moaned in approval, I felt the demon taking me to the edge and back again as she ran her tongue up and round my cock.

"Odette please… I need you…I can't…" I try to form sentence but my mind was betraying me. All I could think about was how beautiful the woman in front of me was and how much I wanted to feel her around me.

Avery POV

I could feel how turned on Walter was getting under my touch, I had not used once ounce of my powers on him. I never had to; he seemed to love my touch just fine without it. As I brought myself up from where I was I straddled his waist.

He seemed to have regained a small amount of control as he grabbed a hold of my waist brought me down onto his cock.

"Fuck Odette, you feel so …!" The older man began to moan a he pushed himself up from the bed and kissed me hard on the mouth, biting down on my lip causing me to bleed a little. I licked the blood away as I began to bounce on his cock. He felt so fucking good; I could feel his rough hands on my hips as he slammed my hips into him causing us both to moan. I am sure we had managed to wake up half the estate by now but we didn't care.

My eyes widened in shock as the Butler picked me up from the bed and walked me over to my dresser, sitting me down on the counter top he began to bite down on my neck and shoulders.

"Fuck Walter!" I hiss as he bites down on my collarbone again, I could feel him getting more and more aggressive as he began to thrust himself into me harder and faster causing me to cry out and throw my head back.

I try so hard to keep my thoughts in line but I was slowly loosing myself in this heat. As I slid my arms back I pushed half of my dresser onto the floor.

"Oh shit!" I exclaim as I turn to look at the mess we were making. He grabbed hold of my face with both hand and turned my back to him crashing his lips onto mine. He tasted so good I was getting hungry; I could feel the burning desire rising in my stomach.

Walter POV

I could feel myself losing all of my self control as I took hold of the fury's face and crashed my lips onto hers causing her to moan into my mouth. I was so fucking turned on I could barely keep my thoughts together. Pulling myself away from the woman as she sat on the dresser panting and trying to compose herself.

"Walter, I need to feed. Now!" She growled at me breathlessly. I could see that look in her eye; she was as turned on as I was. It has been years since we had got to this level, it was actually quite dangerous as she could kill me if she fed off me too much in one time.

Odette pushed herself off of the counter and made her way back over to me taking a hold of my face and kissing me deeply, I felt my eyes turning black as she took her share of my energy before she quickly knocked me legs from underneath me and gently set me down on the bedroom floor. I swallowed hard as I watched the demon crawl on top of me and press herself onto my cock once more. Fuck Odette I can't take much more of this…I throw my head back against the floor as I demon starts to rotate her hips and grind down onto my cock.

"You look a little tired old man. Should I just stop?" She purred into my ear as she slowed her rotations ever so slightly, causing me to let out a short whimper of protest.

"Odette please…" I try to protest as she rotated her hips so slowly it was driving me over the edge with every movement.

"Please what Walter? What do you want?" She purred in my ear as she started to bite down on my ear as she raised herself of my cock ever so slowly.

"Fuck! Just fuck me woman!" I growl as I grabbed a hold of her waist tightly digging me fingers into her skin and pushed her onto my cock, raising and lowering her waist onto my cock harder and harder causing us both to scream out.

"Oh fuck Walter! I'm going to…" She started to pant as she ran her hands up my chest, with a quick movement I switched our positions up.

Avery POV

I was so close; I could feel his hands digging into my skin. In one quick movement he had moved from underneath me, I was now on my knees looking down at an empty space. I gasped as I felt a strong arm wrap around my neck, and another arm took a hold of my waist. I let out a loud moan as the butler pushed himself into me again from behind. "Fuck Walter I can't I am going to cum!" I shout as he began thrust into me hard and fast, leaving kisses on the back of my neck.

"I know darling, I can feel you" He purred into my ear as he thrust into me faster. I could feel his breath catch in his throat as he pushed us both forward. Pressing my hands down on the floor I completely lost it as he fucked me from behind.

Walter POV

All I could hear at this moment was the blissful cries of the beautiful creature underneath me. I was so close and I could feel she was on the edge. I dug my nails into her hips as she pushed back onto my cock, grabbing a handful of hair I pulled her head back as she cried out as she reached her limit. I pulled the fury's hips back onto mine once more and let out a growl as I lost it. I threw my head back and tried to catch my breath.

Avery POV

As I tried to catch my breath I felt a shocking pain run down my spine causing me to cry out and grab a hold of my shoulder. My fucking wound was getting worse again. I sighed as I took Walters hand and pulled myself off of the floor.

"Are you ok?" He asked as he kissed the top of my head. I nodded slowly as I made my way into the bathroom and shut the door before he could follow me in. Turning to look in the mirror, the bruising slowly started to creep up from my shoulders onto my neck and down my arms stopping at my elbows. Well there go all of my nice sleeveless dresses! I frown as I hear a knock at the bathroom door, I turn away from the mirror and wrap a towel around myself before opening the crack of the door slightly to see Walter had dressed himself once more.

"Are you ok?" He asked as he tried to make his way into the bathroom. I pushed against the door with my foot to jam it in position.

"I am fine, don't you need to go and sort yourself out?" I snap back at him as he manages to push the door open and catch site of the now extended markings over my neck and arms.

"No, I am taking care of you first." He said as he pushed past me into the bathroom and turned on the bath taps.

"I can take care of myself!" I snapped back pulling the older man's arm away from the bathtub, or at least that's what I would have done if I had not lost my footing and landed on the floor with a thud.

"Careful! Ok, this is obviously not working. Come on I am getting you in the bath…" The older man snapped as he helped me off of the floor.

"I have not asked for your help! Who do you think you are talking to?" I protest taking a step back from the older man. He took a step forward and placed a hand under my chin, tilting my head up to look at him.

"You have not asked for help but I can see you need it." He said as gave me the look I would get when he knew I was being stubborn. I sighed in defeat as I walked past the butler and turned off the water.

"Do you need help getting in or can you manage." He asked gently as I went to remove my towel, I look over at him and he took my glare as answer enough. He nodded and turned to leave.

"Ok, I will wait outside the door. Let me know if you need anything" He said as he opened the bathroom door and leaned against the wall outside.

With a sigh I lowered myself into the hot water and winced as the hot liquid burned into my back. I was not used to feeling any heat on my skin; I mean I could control fire for goodness sake. It meant nothing but this fucking wound was changing everything. I felt so different, human even at times and it scared the shit out of me. As I lay back into the bath I started to feel light headed as everything went black.

Walter POV

As I stood waiting outside of the bathroom I looked around the demon's room. We had caused quite a mess. As I made my way around the room straightening out things and placing perfume bottles back on the dresser I noticed that it had become too quiet.

"Are you ok in there?" I knocked on the bathroom door and waited for an answer which never came. "Odette? Answer me!" I shouted through the door. I did not have a good feeling about this so I opened the bathroom door and made my way into the bathroom. Looking down I saw Odette had slid under the water. Fuck it all! I yell as I pulled the woman out of the water and started to hit her on her back.

Avery POV

What the bloody hell was going on?! One minute I was laying in the bath the next Walter is sat next to me slapping me in the back. Does he not notice the big gaping fucking wound on my back?

"You had better stop hitting me on my wound or I will rip your throat out butler!" I growled as I opened my eyes and glared at the butler who seemed relieved.

"Oh thank God! Are you ok?" He panted as she stopped slapping my back.

"I am fine! I would have been better if you had avoided the fucking cut you fucking twat! " He frowned and placed a kiss on the side of my head.

"I am sorry, it's just you had slipped under the water and you…." He tried to explain as he sat down next to the bathtub.

"I'm fine Walter let it go please! I am perfectly fine." I sighed as I rested back against the side of the bath with a hiss. I could not get comfortable with this fucking wound.

"Now would you leave me to get washed please?" I asked as I reached for the sponge.

Walter just clicked his tongue and moved towards the bath and grabbed one of my bottles of body wash. "No way, I am not leaving you alone in here. Give me that sponge and be quiet I am helping you." He ordered as he took a hold of the sponge and started to lightly wash my hands.

"You are so fucking bossy Walter!" I snap with a small smile as I watch him clean my hands.

"Damn right I am and you will do exactly as I say woman. Now shh!" He chuckled and placed a quick kiss on my nose and went back to cleaning my hands.

"Fine…" I sighed in defeat. As I relaxed into the touch of the older man I felt something strange in my chest, a warm fuzzy feeling. No one had ever taken care of me, or even cared that I was ok. Now this human was treating me with more kindness and care than I had ever received from anyone in the 400 years on this dead earth.

I couldn't understand why, why was he being so loving to a demon? I was a monster, we both knew it yet he had told me that he loved me. I never understood what this concept was, I loved my daughter and I loved my Master like my second child but this was different. I had never loved anyone other than my daughters in 400 years.

I sat and looked at the man in front of me; he was deep in thought concentrating on taking care of me. He was being so gentle with me, like I was an expensive piece of china. I enjoyed being touched by him, I enjoyed being around him. I liked how he looked; I liked how he looked at me… I did not like the idea that he would do the things he did with me to anyone else, I did not like the way that I felt when he was not here. I hated the way I felt when I thought he would be gone one day, I hated the way that I knew he was only human and could never really be with me.

I loved the way he would steal kisses when people were not looking, I loved the way he always checked on me after a battle even though he didn't have to, I loved how his lips felt on mine, I loved how I felt about myself when I was with him. I won't lie and say he made me feel human because he didn't but he made me feel accepted as a demon regardless.

As he finished cleaning me off I was still lost in my thoughts. As he wrapped a clean towel around my shoulders and undid the plug. I sat there in a state of shock and fear. I did love him…

Breaking my thought pattern entirely Walter, placed his hand on my shoulder and I snapped my neck to the side look at him "Do you feel any better?" He asked as he helped me out of the bathtub.

"Y-Yes, thank you" I stuttered out feeling my cheeks grow warm. Why was I being so shy all of a sudden? We were fucking on the floor like animals a few moments ago and now I am blushing?!

"If you want to leave I can sort myself out now. I feel fine." I say as I try to shake the strange feeling out of my chest.

"Odette, you don't have to keep that act up all the time you know. Not in front of me anyway…" Walter commented as we both walked out of the bathroom. Looking down with a frown I sigh and pull myself together. These feelings were stupid, either way one of us would be dying before the other and I could not allow either of us to get that attached….was I stupid? Maybe. Had I already got attached? Yes, but he didn't need to know that.

"After 400 years you start to lose sight of which part of you is the act." I reply to his previous comment moving to sit in front of my dressing table.

"I can imagine" The butler said sadly as he sat on the bed behind me watching me intently.

"No, that's the thing. You can't imagine it." I reply coldly as I begin to dry my hair with a towel.

"You could try to tell me about it?" He commented as he collected his waistcoat and tie from the bedside table.

"What you want to me to tell you 400 years of my history?" I chuckle sarcastically as I stand up to collect my clothes.

"No, but I have never asked you about how you…" Walter began but stopped himself before he finished. Walking over to me and taking me into his arms and holding me against him I sigh and close my eyes.

"How I became a demon? Is that what you are trying to ask me?" I whisper as I open my eyes again.

"I know I said I would never ask but you talk in your sleep …" The butler commented gently as he ran a finger down arms. Pulling myself back in shock I felt tears forming behind my eyes. How long had he heard me talking in my sleep? What did he know? Why had he only brought it up now? I begin to feel the anger building inside.

"Leave…" I spat coldly looking away from the older man. He looked hurt, I could see it but I swore I would never tell him about my past. He couldn't know about the human I was. I was a mad woman, I was a monster in my mind even before I became a monster in flesh.

"But Odette…" He tried to take me back into his arms but I took another step back and flung the door open with what little energy I had remaining from this morning.

"GET OUT!"