So Hi! I'm sorry that I- you know didn't update for a very long time but. Here it is. Sorry for the long wait. :**
I told myself to tell Kaito to not go near Miku. Why? Because it hurts so much when I see them two together! Just like lately. Yes, that scene, always repeating inside my head.
I know he's my twin's boyfriend but it hurts okay?!
So, I am here standing in front of our classroom wanting to see that stupid girl again; wanting to hold her hand again, and kiss- yeah, I know I did that just once just to make Neru believe that we're really together but I want to do that again!
Now, the bell rings so I enter our room, I'm the first one there, lights off and quiet it's so relaxing. I sit down at my seat and close my eyes. A minute or two later I feel that my classmates are approaching so I open my eyes and watch them enter the class room. Okay, I admit it I'm waiting for her but guess what my eyes caught, Neru giving me a flying kiss. It's disgusting and then… There's Miku laughing with him, Kaito.
I watch them as they part and sit on their respective seat. I clenched my hands under my table. We're almost complete when our subject teacher entered, it's our English subject that time so yeah. Oh, yes what I mean by 'almost complete' the basketball players I used to go with them but because of the pretend thing not anymore.
"Good afternoon." He greeted. "Good afternoon, sir!" We greeted back. "Where are th-" He cut his words when he noticed that the Basketball guys are the only one's who's missing. "Them again, huh?" He scuffs. He adjust his glasses and looks at me while he gets our quiz results. "Well, well, well…" He smirk at me. "Look who we got here." I look around and point at myself. "Yes you, looks like 'mr. hearthrob' is trying to be good, no?" I glare at my teacher while the others are chattering and giving side comments about it. Well it's fridging days past and they didn't notice it?! I really hate that teacher! Always notices everything! Well, that teacher is the most good and close to students so, whatever.
He started calling my classmates surname to get their quiz results, when they're getting it one-by-one some of them has disappointed looks while the others looks so proud.
"Kagamine." I stand up and walk to the front as I get my paper. I didn't look at it yet because my teacher caught my attention by tapping my shoulder. "Keep up the good work. " He smiled. "But work on the attitude." I glare at him as I sit down on my seat. 'A+' just as I thought eheh~ It's because heartthrobs has it all looks, appeal, talents and brain. I smirk at myself and wiggle my eyebrows I notice Neru blushing and then I realized that while I'm doing that I'm facing Neru. I look back at the blackboard again, disgusted. Oh, why?!
Moments later our English subject ended and it's that last 10 minutes of our last subject, History it's boring and lame but it's Miku's favorite subject because it's boring just like I said so I stare at her. She's so beautiful. Those turquoise locks and creamy skin color it really suits her. Just look at her obra maestra~ but why is she always ignored?! Why is she always last one chosen?! Why is sh- "Mr. Kagamine!" Our History teacher startled me! "Stop staring at Miss Hatsune and pay attention!" My eyes widen as my classmates started squealing. Our teacher tapped the teacher's table and continues discussing lame things. Why on earth Miku loves that freaking history?! Past is past!
It's only 5 minutes left but why it's so slow?! I nibbled the tip of my pen while my cheek is resting on my left hand.
Finally! The bell rings! After a hundred years of waiting! I quickly get my bag and head towards my dear Miku. "Oh, hi Len!" Wow, pretty unusual she greeted me. "Hi!" I greeted back she switches her look at her things which she is arranging. "So uh, can I walk you home?" She look at me, confused but nods. "Sure! I have so many things to tell!" She gestures 'let's go' and follow her to her locked. She seems really happy. I wear the one strap of my backpack at my right shoulder as I wait for her. The time she close her locker I quickly grab her hand and entwine my fingers to her, gladly she hold back. It was so comfortable, I hope this last forever.
Hand in hand we left the school and share stories with each other halfway to their house she change the topic all that I can hear is Kaito, me and Kaito. Dammit Miku! It hurts stop it! Stop it! I'm just listening to you just because to not make you an idiot talking to someone that is not listening and to make you happy but! ARGH I wanna scream just stop is please! I can fell the moist on my eyes now please stop. "I think I'm inlove with him." My world stopped. "Oh, here we are. Bye Len!" Sadness filled my heart and it slowly break into pieces.
It hurts so much I can't take it anymore but why can't I just walk away but no, I'm still standing here watching her enter their house. I feel like I look like an idiot right now standing here alone so I quickly walk myself home.
As I was walking, I felt a raindrop in my arm. "Dammit." I murmured as more raindrops fell and soon enough… It was raining hard then I felt water in my face, I thought it was rain but no, they were my tears… I stop walking for a second by that time flashback of happenings started playing in my mind.
Miku and Kaito, my jealousy, me wanting her by my side, her talking about Kaito and her telling me that she likes Kaito no screw that she loves him… and Damn. I feel like my heart is already tearing and my tears just won't stop overflowing. Len stop, you're a strong guy you never cry when it comes to love. Stop Len. STOP.
A little while later I feel like the rain stopped. I look up when there's a red thing above me, oh it's an umbrella I wiped my tears hoping it's Miku but no, it's my twin sister looking at me with her shocked slash confused expression. "WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU?!"
-Chapter 7 end-