First .5 chapter. This is on Rose's POV, as you can see, these .5 chapters will focus on what happens around Sydrian, that means other situations and/or how these people see the Sydrian 'relationship'. Hope you enjoy these little guys, they will be pretty short compared to Sydney's and Adrian's POVs.
DISCLAIMER: RICHELLE MEAD = BOSS.
ROSE'S POV
Adrian left, the door slamming shut, whilst the tears ran down from my eyes, unto my cheeks, and then to the floor. I didn't want any of this for him. I truly felt sad for what I did to Adrian, in fact, I wanted to run after him and call him back when he left, even if I didn't have any other word to tell him. I cared for him deeply, though not as a lover, but as a very close friend. I couldn't handle the idea of not having him in my life, but I didn't think he even wanted me in his. I had caused him grief, sadness, and I was pretty sure I did a good job just pushing him to the edge of insanity. Even I wouldn't want me as a friend if I was him. The least I could do was give him space if we were ever to become friends.
I replayed his words in my mind- everything he said was true, but I wasn't the ideal girl for him. Dimitri was my other half, no matter how many miles separated us- in the end we would always meet each other without planning it. With Adrian I felt that miles could separate us, and we would take too long to meet, not even if we arranged a meeting place and time, would we really meet.
My life really was charmed, as he said, I really did get a 'happy' ending, and what did he get? What did Eddie and Jill get? And what about Sydney? Adrian got a broken heart, because of me. Eddie and Jill, well, I pretty much ruined their future. Eddie was already on probation for helping me release Victor Dashkov. Jill was now to live under the burden of being an 'illegitimate' royal child for the rest of her life. Sydney, I hadn't heard anything from her since I went to the hotel. She seemed pretty scared of what she had to face when she got back to the Alchemists. It was so unfair and selfish from my part. At least I wanted to help them, but I was afraid that if I helped, what I'd do was actually make it worse.
My head started banging, and I decided to lie down and get some sleep. I closed my eyes, and then I heard it, a huge explosion somewhere in Court. I jumped from bed, and ran to Lissa, wherever she was.
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