NEXT DAY AT WORK
Do you have that feeling where everything in life is just an existence that means nothing? An endless nothing just like that never ending black hole that everyone talks about. I recently started to feel this way mainly because of her. She is everything I want and everything I need.
Her…She doesn't know how I feel about her. She thinks that I'm just a good friend. All she wants from me is a friend and all I want from her is everything. What do you do when ever everything you want is one word…STRAIGHT!
Yep, I said that I have feeling for a straight girl. The only reason that I say "I have feelings for her" is because I'm not sure how I really feel about her. It is something I would like to explore with her. The problem is how you get a straight girl to want to have a relationship with a woman.
These are the things going through my head as I watch her. When she walks through the bullpen and tells us we have a case. I just can't help that I have to stare at her. I just don't know what to think anymore and then on question changes my entire life.
"Hey Em, would you like to have dinner with me?" J.J asks as she perches herself on my desk.
That question alone was my undoing. Does any know how long I have waited for her t say that…HOLD IT! Is this a date or a friend thing…So I do the only rational thing I can think of I grab her hand and drag her all the way to her office. She has a look on her face that basically says "What the Fuck!" Then she says…
"What the hell Emily? Why did you drag me here?" she asks.
With that look on her face the only thing going through my head is god I want to kiss her. I hold myself back though and ask her what I needed to ask her. "J.J is this a date?" I hold my breath.
"Well yea it's a date." She says
"No Jayj I mean a DATE?" I say hopeful.
"OH…yea that is what I want if it is what you want." She says in a rush.
I release the breathe I've been holding and kiss her. The second our lips touch I feel electricity flow through my skin and body. I have never had this feeling run through me before. God, I wish I had done this before. I know if I don't stop soon I'm going to throw her on her desk and do every thought I've ever had of her.
We pull apart "Wow…" I know understatement but it was the only word that came to me.
"Yep Wow…" she says speechless and breathless.
I have a smug look on my face because I just made our press liaison speechless.
"What?" She says regaining her equilibrium.
"Nothing…I've never seen you speechless." I say with a smirk than I stop. "What do you think the guys are thinking?" I ask remembering we left Morgan and Reed alone in the bullpen.
"Who care? I just hope I get kissed like hat more often." She says with a smile.
A/N: Unbeknownst to J.J and Emily Morgan and Reed went straight to the all knowing Garcia. And she so happened to be watching the security cameras. And they watched the whole thing.