Chapter 3 Acceptance

I've been running for 2 hours now. Trying to let go of my feelings. To destroy the impossibility. Yet I couldn't. My lips were seal by hers several times. I didn't speak. I felt alive! I have to stay silent even to the day I leave campus. Afraid of your rejection is leaving me with no other choice. I, Viola Hastings accept my love to be yours till it's time to stop being THE Sebastian.

Picking up my phone I call her.

"Hey..." She's nervous.

"Hey can we talk?"

"Yes of course."

"It's late but I'll rather meet you in person. Is it alright if we can go take a walk around?"

"Should I be worry? I mean it is pretty late."

"Don't worry I'll protect your virtue"

"Then whose going to protect me against you?"

"Ha if anything I should be protecting myself from you." Recalling the moment earlier we had on the library. I have just arrived at her building.
And as if she already knows I have arrived. She opens the front door. Looks up and smiles.

"Is that so?" Putting my phone in my pocket I reach out for her. She fits perfectly in my arms. Almost as if we were meant to be. This time around I kiss her first. Her lips are so soft. I taste strawberry. Very good in deed. Her hands go around my neck pulling me closer.

I gasp. I need oxygen. How did she get that good? No need to be jealous...right?

"You know...people use the mouth...to speak...talk" talking through breaths. Man that was passionate. I look up and notice she was affected the same way. That brings a smile and a lot of pride that I can reduce her to that state.

She laughs " And to kiss don't forget that one." Now I'm afraid I won't ever forget that.

"That's not what I meant. We were supposed to talk about this?"

"What is there to talk about? I like you a lot and as far as I can tell you like me just as much."

I get back in her personal bubble. So close I can hear her heart beat accelerate. Mine is not so far off. It all feels normal as it should be.

"You sure?" Her hands lay in my chest. I reach out to take them. Give a small kiss to her palms. "Will you have me? All of me?" Oh baby just say yes and I'll promise I'll be the man till my time runs out. Who cares if I'm a girl. All it matters is that you never find out.

I was officially her boy/man whichever. Overall everything was going perfectly. It turns out a lot of girls wanted to claim me as their own. Who knew? A nobody coming up from the bottom of the social standing. Now is dating the hottest girl in school! And to top it off girls didn't seem to shy away from the fact I was Olivia's. It certainly didn't stop them from blowing me a kiss or even slapping my bottom on the way to class.

The only downside was that Duke gave me the cold shoulder for a couple of days. A fight, several bruises, and a couple threats later we patched up. But I still noticed the looks he gives to Olivia...well every guy in campus to be more accurate. It bothered me a lot. Lie. It still does. She's not just a piece of meat. Nice meat though.

I feel a kiss on my cheek. Waking me up from my daydreams. I jump from my seat. Smart move Viola very manly indeed.

"Didn't meant to scare you." Olivia says while trying to hold a laugh.

"Sorry just been a weird day"

"How so?" She tilts her head in a very cute way. Before I get the change to reply the teacher comes in.
"Alright class if you will settle in. In the right chair Mr. Orsino! Now take a look on the board and start on your assignment." I really hate inspecting the insides of what used to be a living being. The unlucky choice of animal was a rat. Ugh disgusting.

"Olivia babe did I mention today you look really beautiful? I don't know why but it seems the sun seems to catch you hair and face in the outmost gorgeous way." I whisper on her tiny ear.

Smiling she replies," Just go get the tools you fool". Sticking out her tongue to finish off. I look to the front and see the teacher busy reading her chemistry booklet. As quick as a bird I steal a kiss from my lover. Wrong choice it seems for now it leaves me wanting for more. If I didn't know better I'll say Olivia Lennox will be the death of me.

Time went by fast. Looking to my right I see her looking at me. We are currently in my room laying on my bed. Ismile and pull her closer with our intertwine hands.

"Hey sexy" making my voice even deeper." There's a carnival festival coming up. Would you do me the honor of accompanying me?"

Arms going around my waist. She kisses my nose then my jaw, my neck, now the corner of my mouth. Without even thinking about it I kiss her mouth. I trail her bottom lip with my tongue and just as she open her mouth I explore my territorial land. Little by little I end up on top. Pulling her hands when she gets too close to my bandage chest. "I love you" I freeze not sure what to thing. I'm shock to the core. It was too soon. Way to fast. Looking down I see her tearing up from my reaction. She pushes me away. "Wait Olivia!" I grab her before she leaves my room.

She struggles but gives in a whimper as I hug her with full strength. I sigh for now I know I'm in love with her not just for her look but everything that it's Olivia Lennox .
"Wait please can you see I'm crazy about you too?" I whisper in her ear.
"I'm sorry you just shocked me. I love you Olivia. It just surprised me. I always thought I was going to say those words first. I love you." She returns my hug after a moment. I feel her tears on my neck.

"Your not just saying that to get me back in your bed?"

"No babe that's just a bonus." She punches me.

"Oww that hurt."

"Good." She kisses me. A chaste kiss. I frown not fair.

"I have to go it's getting late." I steal one more kiss before she departs. Grabbing my phone I text her " I love you. I'll be dreaming of you my angel"

She replies a second later " I love you too sweetheart."

My phone rings. Caller Id shows Viola. My brother and I changed cells right after he left to England. " Hey stranger! How is everything going?"

"Vi I'm in deep trouble. Come find me. I'm afraid I'll be dead soon..."