DATE
As I opened the door I tried to calm my beating heart. As I looked up at J.J and my breath caught. "Uh…wow Jayj your gorgeous." I said mainly cause that was all I could think of. She was far from gorgeous; there just wasn't a word in the human language to describe. J.J was wearing a sky blue low cut top and a black skirt with heels.
"Thanks Em so do you." She said then she looked over my shoulder. "Pen why are you here?" she asks as the blush goes up her neck.
"Um…Well…I was just leaving." Pen said as she squeezed by Jayj. "Have fun you guys."
"So…I guess I should tell you that Pen, Spencer and Derek know about the date." I said praying to God she doesn't runaway.
J.J just laughed, "I had a feeling cause even if they didn't watch the cameras then Pen and she would of told them." She said.
"Really well I guess you're right. You are ok with this right?" I ask dreading the answer.
"Emily I'm fine with this. If I wasn't I wouldn't of asked you out." She says trying to reassure me.
"Jayj how can you be like that when you've never been in a relationship with a woman?" I ask trying to understand.
"Emily I never said that I hadn't been in a relationship with a woman." She said with a smirk at my shocked expression.
"Wait what?" I said stunned.
"Look how about I tell you all about it over dinner? If we don't leave soon we will miss our reservation." J.J said with a smile.
"Ok let's go, while I get my head around this news." I said as we walked to the car. Even though I wasn't driving I decided I'd open J.J's door for her. (I mean I am the butch.)
J.J smiled sweetly at as she got in. Once I was in the car J.J leaned over to kiss me on the check. I didn't notice so right when she was about to hit my check however I turned my head and our lips touched. The second they touched I couldn't help but moan. Then I realized I wasn't the only one who moaned. When we finally separated neither of us could voice what we wanted to say.
"I think we should get going." J.J said wishing she didn't have to.
"Yea, I guess so." I said wishing I could take her upstairs and take her like I really wanted to.
As we were driving I couldn't think of anything except J.J. I didn't notice her hand moving slowly to me. The second her hand touched mine I jumped a little and then felt warmth go straight through my whole body. As J.J's hand started to rub mine, I realized I needed to stop her or this night was going to go way too far. So I turned my hand and laced our fingers. Then I lifted her hand and kissed her knuckles.
J.J looked at me and smile. "So what were you and Penelope doing?"
"Oh, nothing I was being a little insecure in my ability to pick out an outfit." I say as I trace her knuckles with my finger.
"Well I think she did a good job cause baby you look hot." J.J said as a blush started to go up my neck.
"Hot, well she called it my butch style." I said with a smile.
"Really did you guys assume that?" she asked.
"Yep, she actually said who do you think would be butch you or me. I just laughed." I said not telling her everything that was actually said.
"Well we'll get to that later." She said.
"Thanks about my outfit. I like yours to. That shirt makes your eyes even more gorgeous." I said realizing what I said. "What I mean is."
J.J looked at me and said "Don't worry about it I've noticed."
That just made me blush harder. "Oh, well I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable. You're just gorgeous. I absolutely love your eyes. They're my favorite color."
This time I made her blush it made me smile. "Thanks." She said.
"So, how is Henry?" I ask wishing I could see the little guy more.
"He is fine. Will has him for the weekend. It was funny though when I told him that I was going out with you he wanted to come." J.J laughed.
"Really why I haven't seen him in a while." I say surprised he remembered me.
"I know but I talk about you a lot and he always asks for you to come over." She says as she pulls into the parking lot.
As we walk up to the restaurant I stop her. "J.J no matter what happens next time he asks to see me call me." I say.
She smiles and says "Alright."
As they seat us I notice how nice of a restaurant this is. Now I know I have money but FBI agents don't make that much. "Uh. Jayj this is too much." I say hoping she doesn't get offended.
"Oh, its ok Emily my sister owns this place. I eat for free." She says with a smile reassuring me.
"Oh, that's cool." I say…I began to remember a story she is suppose to tell me. "So what was this lesbian affair you had?"
"Oh well hang on." She says as she order the wine and looks at the menu. When I realize she isn't going to say anything till the waiter would take our order. So I look over the menu finally deciding on what I want to eat, I put the menu down 8and just stare at her. Before I know it the waiter is back taking our order.
"Ok so my lesbian affair. Well I first realized I liked girls in high school. My first relationship was in college. Her name was Samantha. We played soccer together. We dated for four years. It was to the point that I brought her home to meet my parents. Basically it was graduation and she was going to culinary school and me to the academy. So we parted ways on good terms." J.J said with a small smirk.
"Well what made you go back to men?" I ask hoping I'm not crossing a line.
As the waiter dropped off our food I noticed J.J's hesitation. "If you don't mind telling me?" I asked.
"No, it is ok it just hurts a little. Do you mind if I tell you on the ride home?" J.J asked.
"Yea, sure I understand." I says as I start to dig in. "Wow this is really good." The rest of dinner went like that with casual conversation. We mainly talked about Henry. We were both too stuffed for dessert so we go it to go. The whole time in the back of my head I was wondering who hurt J.J so badly and why.
A/N: So what's the big secret in J.J's past. Who hurt her? Why does Henry want to see Emily so bad, and what does J.J talk about with him? Find out everything next time on Criminal Minds.
A/N2: So I hoped you liked it. Please review. Plus I can't decide if I'm going to make Will a bad person or goo. Please give me your feedback.