Chapter 7 Lost but found.

"I never thought I'd be in love like this.
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip.
Then you came in and knocked me of my face.
Feels like I'm in a race but I already won first place.

I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did
You got me thinking about our life, our house and kids.
Every morning I look at you and smile
Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down." ( knock you down- Keri Hilson)

The song play over and over in my mind. I'm in love theirs no doubt. She's the one for me. I grab her photo from desk. Your beauty cannot be describe. You have so many qualities that makes me wonder how you my angel fell for me. I love you so much to let you go. To let another give you what you need. As much as I could I can't. You have no future with me.

" Vi..." I look up sand see what I used to be. A girl with a bright future. Now all I see is darkness.

"Leave me. Let me die in peace." It hurt all over my body. Everywhere she once touched. Rejecting my hands. Yearning for hers. Screaming for her. Only her.

" Talk to her. Vi please. Don't do this. You love her."

" I'm doing this because I love her." Laying down on the floor I let all my tears come free.

I feel my sisters hug. I push her away. Can't you see it's not you I want. The one I can't have.

You see a few hours I was blind. So selfish that I couldn't see ahead. We were all together eating at Cesario's. Talking about nonsense. Nothing important except the fact we were all laughing and having a great time. That's when a random drunk guy shows up and talks to Olivia. First it didn't matter to me because she gets hit on a lot. But this time he said something. Something no one paid attention except me. It bothered me. To the point I wanted to kill him. Murder him. Make him take back his words. To be back in time where I was blind and happy.

" Come on love I'll show you how good Iam in bed. And if your worth my time I'll even let you have one of my offsprings."

I knocked him out. Before doing that I beat the hell out him. Blood all over the place. I was beyond pissed. Olivia tried to calm me down to no use.

" Enough! If your so worry take care of him! Im sure he will give it another go to give you his children." I was beyond mad. I saw her tears coming. She tried talking once more but I didn't let her. I walked away. Walked away from the truth staring at my face. I can't give you any future with me. I can't have a family...not anymore.

" Vi stop. I know what's going through your head. Please talk to me." I hate you my brother. For you I'm in this mess.

I hear the door open. I was ready to yell at Duke but my words died out. You see she had arrived.

" Viola leave us alone." Reluctantly my sisters leaves. Whispers a good luck to her.

She's no longer crying. She's beyond mad. Olivia walks and sits down on my chair. I can smell her perfume. Tempting. If this keeps up I'm fighting a lost battle.

" We need to brake up..." My body reacts differently from my spoken words. I'm afraid of looking up. See her blue eyes filled with hate.

Silence meets my words. She grabs my chin. Really hard. My resistance is breaking. Her closeness is irresistible.

" I'm not letting you go. Not now not ever." She rests her forehead upon mine. Takes a deep breath. " Sebastian tell me what's wrong?" My whole existence is wrong.

I can't live without you. Perhaps I'll be selfish but I want no I need you Olivia Lennox.

" On my trip to England. We had an accident..."

" I know that-"

" Wait let me finish. Viola and I didn't mention it but there's a huge possibility that we won't be able to reproduce." Not huge. Just never.

She give me a sad smile. " If things don't work out well adopt. Sebastian I love you. Please don't push me away." She tries to give me a hug but I step back. Trying to stay strong.

" No you can have a future! Damn it Olivia! I'm damned but I'm not pulling you with me. I just...I just...you have the chance to have kids. I can't give you that. I'm breaking up with you. And you can't-"

I knew it was a wrong move being so close to her. She started it but I kept it going. Perhaps this will be the last time I get the chance to kiss her. But she had another thing in mind. Clothes flew out of place. It was rough. It was our first time. To hear her moans and pleas. She was possessive in every stroke. Won't be able to function after this.

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Years later-epilogue?

We struggle. We fought. But in the end I surrender.

" But Daddy! Your not playing fair! You can't surrender. Mommy! Daddy is cheating again!" Playing toy soldiers gets tired after a while. Especially when you lose on every battle.

I look at my boy and see a mixture of Olivia and I. Brown hair and sky blue eyes. Our first time came with a surprise. A pregnancy more like it. Shockingly both our parents didn't mind at all. We got married a month later. And I had trouble keeping my hands off her. And other things...
Yvonne was beyond understanding that I was able to sire an offspring. Not as shock as I was trust me. Turns out that Yvonne had done a full switch even giving me my brothers sperm. And giving my brother the eggs. Sure it was a regular procedure but since we were twins the outcome turned out differently. Now I'm a father of a 5 year old boy and another on the way.

" What did your father do this time?" She give me a stern look. Years later and still smoking hot.

" I did nothing. I plea for my innocence!"

My boy giggles, " Silly daddy. That's not gonna save you." Smart boy.

"True but this will!" Running up to my wife I give her a hug and a kiss. A chaste one mind you theirs a kid present. I rub her belly. Barely one month. I was beyond happy.

"Babe kissing me from every time you lose to our son won't save you every time."

I smile and whisper back ," I know but that just gives me an excuse to taste your lips."

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Authors note- Hello everyone sorry guys but I decided to end it here. Maybe a sequel is in the future. But not anytime soon. Might start working on other possible stories based on Harry Potter. Also if anyone wants to become my beta feel welcome to message me. Well thanks! I think I did well for my first fanfiction story. For those who review thanks for your support! I didn't know if what I was doing right or wrong. But those reviews gave me hope I was doing at least something right. Alright guys till next time!