Disclaimer on 1st chapter.

I eventually begin to think about my new life, as Jazz held me close to his chest. I can hear Jazz's spark inside his chest, that gives me a comforting feeling. The new bonds that were formed made me feel loved, safe and well protected as well. I then decided to ignored everyone around me, so I can think about somethings. In a way I began too remember things from my human life as well.

I hate to say it, but I was actually beginning to feel very uneasy, about my new family. Old fears don't seem to go away. It seemed like my old fears from when I was human, were now intertwining with new fears that were beginning to form in my new one. Also if I am honest with my feelings...I felt as though, I was setting myself up, for another heart break in some way.

I know Jazz is my new mother, in a weird sense of things. Even if he was a mech, and not a femme. However my relationship with my human mother was terrible, to the point that it felt as though, I never had that motherly connection at all, when I was growing up in my human life. Hell, she never cared for anyone but herself. She also never wanted me, if she was ever true about her own feelings.

Right now, I'm basically afraid my relastionship with Jazz, would or will end up being the same one, that I had with my human mother. I pray to any higher force in the universe, that will hear me out. That my relationship with Jazz, doesn't become the same relationship that I had with my human mother. I don't think I could handle that, a second time. The feelings of heart ache, seem to grip me again tightly in its grasp once more. Not wanting too release me, from it's icy grasp, that it has on my heart or spark I should say.

Also in every single Transformers movie or show I've seen. Optimus always dies in some way, Jazz died in the Live action movie, Prowl he died in the G1 movie and in Transformers Animated, and Ratchet...well he died in the G1 movie. Far as I can remember...I don't think the twins died in any transformers series. It been ages since I last seen the G1 series so I'm not really sure if the twins die or not.

I was also an only child in my human life, so having siblings, was going to be a entirely new experience for me. Also having grandparents, was going to be a new experience for me as well. My human grandparents on both sides of my family, all died when I was too little too remember them. I had to deal with my father's funeral all alone, without anyone's help or guidance. Roughly three weeks after my father's funeral, I paid my mother a visit, only for that visit to turn into a shouting match, and being permeantly disowned by her.

The words that hurt me the most, seemed to come back and haunt me."IT'S ALL YOUR FUCKING FAULT, THAT YOUR FATHER IS DEAD! IF IT WASN'T FOR YOU, HE WOULD STILL BE ALIVE! I NEVER WANTED A CHILD, YOU WERE A FUCKING MISTAKE, THAT SHOULD HAVE NEVER BEEN BORN! MURDERER! YOU ARE NO LONGER MY DAUGHTER, AND YOU WILL NEVER EVER WILL BE AGAIN! GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE, AND NEVER SHOW YOUR MURDERING FACE HERE AGAIN!" I inwardly winced as those words echoed inside me. I'm pulled out of my thoughts, when the feelings of concern washed over me. I guess at how quiet I was, or the fact I wasn't acting like a normal sparkling caused worry amongst my new family.

"Why does she feel, so sad though the bond?" Sideswipe asked suddenly in concern. Sunstreaker looks deeply troubled, and very concerned about me.

"Maybe she remembers something of her biological creators...however sparklings shouldn't have this intense sadness inside them...it's almost as though she has a broken spark." Prowl said voicing his own concerns for me.

I felt Jazz hold me closer too him. If only they knew how accuarate that statement was. I hear Ratchet groaning, and I turn too face him. He was now finally coming around. Ratchet stood up slowly, and looked at Jazz, and then to me. I forced myself to smile at the medic, and wave hi to him. Why the hell do medics, have to be so damn intimdating? I mean seriously, cybertronian medics make me feel as though, I'm starring at great white shark, that is swimming right for me as its about to make a meal out of me or something.

"She needs the creator's energon, Jazz. It will take an hour too check your systems, and get them working for Nightfire. Meaning the sparkling, and everyone else needs to leave medbay so I can work." Ratchet said firmly.

"Never did answer my question, Ratchet." Ironhide said.

"Optimus is the grand sire, and i'm the grand carrier." Ratchet said softly.

"I'm sorry what was that?" Ironhide asked grinning.

"I just said Optimus was a grand sire as I'm the grand carrier! Do I need to check your processor as well for any malfunctions Ironhide!?" Ratchet snarled loudly. Ratchet had this look on his face that screamed, I will kill you in your sleep, if you don't shut the hell up! Damn that's terrifying, and is comfirming my thoughts about him being Jeff the killer from creepypasta. I now know the one bot, who I will be trying my hardest to never upset or get on their bad side.

"Easy Ratchet...I was just kidding." Ironhide said nervously as he took a step back from the medic. Can't blame him for that. Really, I can't blame him at all.

Jazz looked reluctant about me leaving his sight. Prowl gave Jazz a warm smile, and most likely said something over their private comlink or something. I squeak in protest as i'm handed over to Prowl.

Why do I even bother getting comfortable, when people are constantly distrurbing me or moving me!? I scream inside my head in frustration as Prowl smiles at me. I can feel his love, and protection wash over me. I could feel Jazz's love, protectiveness, and comfort wash over me as well. It seems to calm me down.

"When we find out who Nightfire's biological creators are...I'm going to make them wish they never sparked." Jazz growled protectively. "No sparkling should have a broken spark or one devoid of the needed bonds."

"Jazz...calm down...Nightfire will be just fine, since she has us now." Prowl said softly in hopes to calm Jazz down. I give a small chirp making Jazz smile at me.

"Alright everyone out." Ratchet demands holding his signature wrench in his hand.

Prowl carried me out of medbay as the humans, and other autobots follow us as well. I guess sometime when I was lost during my own thoughts, Fowler had woken up since he was now obviously awake. When we reach the main room. I'm startled when Jazz's yell is heard from medbay followed by Ratchet's cursing, and a few clangs are heard as well. I chirp nervously in concern for Jazz. Yep...Ratchet is Jeff the killer.

"It's alright sweetspark...Jazz is okay." Prowl said softly to me.

"So Nightfire is a baby cybertronian...how the hell do I tell my susperiors about a baby?" Fowler asked Optimus.

"Tell them, if they need to understand more about Nightfire, they can come here in person. So I may speak to them about the subject in person." Optimus said firmly.

"If they ask too see Nightfire in person, by her being brought to them?" Fowler asked hesistantly.

"They will have too come here...I will not take the risk of the decepticons learning about Nightfire's exhistance." Optimus said firmly in a protective mannor.

"Hey Bulkhead, if Night's a seeker, does that mean Starscream might be one of her biological creators?" Miko asked Bulkhead suddenly. I tensed at that. I swear the whole room seemed to almost turn into ice when she asked that.

"Miko, we wont know until three days from now, who or were her biological parents." Bulkhead said slowly. It appeared as though he was going too say more, however an alarm goes off, and Arcee goes to check the large computer like screens.

"Large energon deposit on the move...also it's possible the cons found another predacon relic as well." Arcee said frowning.

"Activate the ground bridge. Sideswipe, Sunstreaker, Smokescreen, Bumblebee and Prowl will remain here while the rest of us will deal with decepticons. Autobots transform and roll out!" Optimus ordered as they disspaeared through the ground bridge.

"Well this is the pits, I was hoping to trash some cons." Sunstreaker said crossing his arms as the bridge closes behind them.

"Think of the bright side, we get too keep our baby sister entertained." Sideswipe said grinning.

Once again, I'm the center of attention which I strongly dislike. Oh well...I guess I should get use to it by now. "Nightfire will need a bath." Prowl said softly. I froze at those words as I became absoultly mortified.

Bath?! What does he mean by bath, wasn't I already clean?! I throught frantically before I chirped in uneasiness as my eyes are wide in disbelief.

"Can we help?" Raf asked.

"Sure." Bumblebee said. I whine at this. I don't want a bath! Oh Primus, this was so going to be so embarrassing, and even humiliating! Soon a metal tub, is pulled out from Primus knows where. It's soon filled with warm water, and soap. I squeak in protest as i'm carefully lowered into the warm soapy water by Prowl.

"You're okay sweetie..." Prowl tells me softly when he places me into the water. I don't make a huge fuss, when I'm in the waist deep water, and I just simply sit there in the water. My wings twitch at the feeling as the warm water is brushing against them. I was also glaring up at the adults.

Well go on...lets get this humiliation over with. I thought. I hate too admite it but the warm water did feel nice.

I blink when Jack accidently splashes me. "Sorry." Jack said as he looked at me. Having my evil side take over for a moment. I splashed the three humans getting them soaked amost insteantly from the splash. I chirped in amusement at their stunned faces.

"It's on Nightfire!" Miko yelled as she started splashing me in return. I growled, and splashed her back as well. Soon Jack, Raf come too Miko's aid but it's not enough. I was also being careful, so I didn't accidently hit a human with my hands. I hear the soft chuckles, and laughs at what was happening. June and Fowler were smiling in amusement at this.

"Miko stop! Nightfire is winning!" Raf said as Jack and him were getting mored soaked besides Miko.

I give a happy chirp, that I won. I then blink when a soft soapy cloth is now gently scrubbing my wings, helm besides other parts of my body. Now I'm protesting loudly. My wings twitch frantically, and I squeak loudly in protests as i'm being cleaned. Prowl chuckles at me as i'm swatting at the adult's fingers. Primus this was embarrassing!

Soon warm water is poured over my head by Sideswipe, and I squeak as well as chirp in protest at this. Soon i'm all cleaned up and pulled out of the warm soapy water before i'm wrapped up in large warm cloth to get dried off. That is when I'm set down onto a table to be dried off by Prowl. Durring this whole process I'm squeaking, chirping and gave a flew clicks. Miko, Raf and Jack disappear down too their human rooms, in order too change into dry clothes. I poke my head up, from the cloth too glare up at the adults who are smiling at me.

"See that wasn't so bad now was it?" Prowl asked me softly. That was still embarrassing as hell! I have this feeling that when it comes too my next feeding, it was going to be a lot more embarrassing. I inwardly sigh, and just focus on the warm feelings of love, and protectiveness.

To Be Continued...