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Right First of all I am sooooo sorry I haven't updated in ages, I'm not gunna bore you with details. Lets just say I finally moved out of my parents house and it's been a tricky few months. BUT! im back now and i plan to continue this fic.

Right THANK YOU! to all of the lovely people who have reviewed this story, it really does mean a lot to me, And thank you to all of the people following this story for being so patient with me.

Right this CHAPTER is a emotional roller-coaster ok? so be ready for that. the p.o.v will change a bit so sorry if you get whiplash from that.

AND! there is a bit of a naughty scene here so if you dont like that you can skip it if you wish. FLAMERS BE GONE WITH YOU, i dont want you here.

HopE you enjoy this nice LONG chapter...right now if you'll all excuse me i'm gunna go and work on 'It's A Date, Wolfie' BYE BYE FOR NOW Xx

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italics are thoughts.

Chapter Six
'I don't care what you are, I still love you...'

Jackson P.O.V

'You're a monster!, you are not my son!. You're a monster, you're not my son!. Just DIE DIE DIE DIE!...'

I woke up gasping for breath 'was that a nightmare?, was it a memory? if it was who was that man saying that horrible stuff to me?'.

I look up as I hear the door open and see Jacob trying to sneak in holding a plate stacked with pancakes, he looks over at me and smiles.

"Hey good morning, I made you breakfast hope you like pancakes" he asks moving over to the bed. I try to compose myself fast trying to steady my breathing and try to smile. But Jacob must have seen the residual panic on my face because the next thing I know I've got a strong arm wrapping around my shoulders holding me tightly.

"Hey Jackson what's wrong?" he asked gently rubbing my side.

"Nothing I-it was just a nightmare, but I'm fine now. That is one hell of a pile of pancakes" I add trying to change the subject, 'after everything Jacob has done I don't wanna make him worry over one stupid nightmare'. Judging by the look on his face he was debating whether to push the subject or let it go, thankfully he chose the latter.

"Hm well yeah as a shape-shifter I've got a bit appetite, but I'm gunna share these with you because I'm such a kind and caring person" he said placing a hand on his chest.

"You are such a goof you know that?".

"Hey! I'm not a goof" he protested.

"Yes you are!" i said lightly punching him in the arm.

He then gave a dramatic gasp clutching his arm as if it would fall off. "How could you do that to me, attack your own soul mate. After all I've done for you, the pain it's-it's unbearable you ar-" I cut him off before he could say anything else.

"Okay Meryl Streep quit it with the monologue and hand me the pancakes, would you like me to kiss your arm better?" I say with a smirk.

"Well I'm not so sure about the pancakes any more, but I could be persuaded with a few kisses" he offered with a smirk of his own.

I leaned over placing a light kiss on his bare arm.

"Pancakes now?" I asked.

"Oh I don't know I think the pain is spreading up here" he said pointing to his cheek. I leaned over and gave him a peck.

"Oh my god! it's spreading again, right here" he whispered indicating to his lips leaning in slowly, I was also leaning in but as our lips barely touched I reached over and grabbed the plate giving Jacob a smug grin.

"Your evil!" he whined with a pouty face, making himself look like and adorable kid who's Mom wont buy him an ice cream.

"Yeah, yeah I think I am aren't I" I said slowly licking the maple syrup of my lips having NO idea where this was all coming from, last night I barely knew Jake now I was flirting with him.

Jacob for his part was just looking at me with wide eyes and mouth agape with shock.

"Oh my god...your the sexy kind of evil...I love it" he whispered leaning in close breath ghosting over my syrup covered lips. Next thing I knew he was leaning back over on the headboard with the plate back in his hands.

"I can be evil to, when I wanna be. You remember that".

Jacob P.O.V

Well today was good so far, this morning was great. I took Jackson to Sam's before school, leaving him was a bit difficult at first but after some gentle words from Emily I managed to get out of there only sulking a little bit.

For once school wasn't a total pain in the ass. Although me and Embry still have to ignore Quil which sucks, but if Sam's suspicions are right he might be phasing soon anyway. But I couldn't really concentrate on my work, I just found myself staring at the clock willing time to go faster.

After the final bell rang I don't think I could have gotten out of my chair fast enough, completely breezing past the rest of the pack who were calling for me to slow down. I just wanted to get to Sam's fast, strongly resisting the urge to just phase and run there.

After that felt like forever I finally pulled up outside the Uley-Young residence, I hoped out off my car and pretty much sprinted to the door. Once I got inside I was greeted with a sight that practically made my heart stop, Jackson was sitting at the table holding a bloody rag to his face.

"What the hell happened?!" I demanded.

Jackson almost jumped out of his skin with fright and I felt bad for scaring him, but I wanna know what happened.

"Jake d-don't worry ok I'm fine i just had an accident, which I don't really wanna talk about...it's a bit embarrassing" he replied calmly.

I wanted to push and find out what happened, but if he doesn't want to talk about it I'm not gunna push him. So I just moved over to the table and gently moved the rag away from his face looking to see where the blood was coming from.

He let me move the rag and I gently tilted his face up discovering the blood was coming from his nose, but it seemed to have stopped now leaving some blotches of dry blood. I let him place the rag back to his nose just in case it started bleeding again, I reached over and tilted his head back again.

"Keep it like that ok, ill be back in a sec" I said going to get a wash cloth. When i got back to the kitchen I discovered that the rest of the guys were back and were bombarding Jaks with questions.

"Dude what happened to your face?".

"Oh my god did Jacob do that!?" that one made me mad.

"Where s Sam and Emily at?" 'that's actually a good question'.

"So your Jacobs imprint huh?, just out of curiosity have you two like ..done it yet?. 'Typical Paul'.

I could see that Jackson was not! comfortable at all, he was slowly shrinking in on himself and I didn't like that.

"GUYS!, back off and leave him alone!" I yelled as I made my way back over to Jak's. I tossed Jared the wash cloth "run that under the some water for me please".

"Sure no problem-I can do that-I'm on it" he replied.

I sat back in my chair and gently removed the rag again, thankfully the bleeding had stopped I just had to get the dried blood of him.

"Here ya go Jake" said Jared appearing at my side handing me the warm cloth.

"Thanks" I muttered concentrating on cleaning Jacksons face.

"I can do that you know, I'm not a baby" he mumbled looking embarrassed.

"Sorry" I said giving him the wash cloth. I look down and notice a few drops of dried blood on his shirt.

"It's ok, I get that you wanted to help but you dot have to coddle me ok?" he said with a smile and squeezing my hand.

"Ok I think I can do that, I was just worried".

"Ok now this shit is just getting to mushy for my taste so can you two just stop please, like now" said Paul pulling a face.

"You must be Paul right?" asked Jackson.

"Yep that's me, the one and only" he replied with a grin.

"That's right Paul, of course you are" i say rolling my eyes at his cockiness. "Jaks this is Jared and Embry".

"Hey, so how you taking everything so far?, and what happened to your face?" asked Jared.

"I'm doing good so far thank's, and Emily just went to the Clearwater's to borrow some stuff she should be back in a minute. And I just had an accident, nothing to worry about really" he assured.

"Jackson I'm back sorry if I was gone to long, and hello boys. Any of you hungry-don't bother answering that I already know the answer" Emily said walking in and heading to the kitchen.

"You know us all to well Em" laughed Embry.

"Yes I do...yay for me" she said playfully pulling out some food from the fridge."So how was your da-is that blood?" she asked indicating to the rag I was holding.

"Yeah don't worry it's mine-and I'm aright before you start worrying, see nothing to worry about" Jackson assured her showing of his clean blood free face. 'God he's so damn cute'.

"Hm well as just let me have a look anyway" she said already moving over to Jackson.

"No r-really I'm fine Emily it was just a stupid accid-".

"Jaks you better stop now there's no point in arguing, you wont win" I cut in before he could finish protesting.

"Fine" he grumbled letting Emily inspect his face.

"Ok nothing serious thank god" she sighed "Now how about that food huh?, Jackson sweetie do you want anything to eat?". she asked.

"No thanks Emily I'm not that hungry".

"What are you sure?, I mean you really should eat even if it's just a-" I stopped there at the pointed look Jaks was giving me.

"Well ill just make you something anyway encase you change your mind" she reasoned.

"Yeah and if you don't want it still we'll eat it for you" Jared said indicating to the others who were eagerly nodding their agreement.

"Yeah ok then" Jackson replied with a shrug.

After that the night seemed to fly by, and I could see Jackson slowly getting more comfortable with the other guys. Soon after Sam came home and assigned shifts for the night, sadly I was on patrol. After dinner was over I stood and announced that me and Jaks were gunna head home.

"Ok then ill see you tomorrow" Emily said standing and moving over to give Jackson a hug , which I noticed he only found a little uncomfortable.

"Yeah ill see ya tomorrow Ems" he replied hugging her back "see ya guys" he said pulling away waving to the others.

"See ya Jaks".

"Yeah see you around bud".

"Catch ya later".

"See ya, don't do anything I wouldn't do" Paul said giving us a shit eating grin.

"Well I'm afraid that doesn't leave much then does it" Jackson replied smugly surprising himself, but ultimately gained laughter out of myself and the others, and a sweet giggle from Emily. Leaving Paul speechless for once.

"Wow you got balls Jaks, I think your gunna fit in just fine. Take it like the man you are Paul and quit it with the goldfish impression" Sam said. Paul immediately snapped his mouth closed.

"Oh you are going to regret that Jackson, trust me on this" Paul said giving Jaks a wink showing he wasn't really mad.

"Yeah we'll bring it on Lahote because ill be waiting, bye again" Jackson said with his own wink then turning and strutting from the house, leaving everyone shocked.

'Oh my god where did this sudden confident Jackson come from?. it's not that i don't like because I do, it's really hot. But wow just yesterday he was all shy and stuttery. Now he's all feisty?, hm maybe because he's spent time with us?'.

"I'll see ya later guys" I mumble still in thought exiting the house finding Jackson outside looking a bit worried.

"First of all, Wow! I don't think anyone has ever acted to Paul like that, who has only known him for a few hours in a long time" I say proudly.

"Oh god is he mad at me-he isn't like gunna go all wolf on me is he-I mean I completely understand if he-".

"Hey hey hey hey, don't worry he's not mad. I think he's more shocked than anything" I cut into he's nervous rambling pulling him into a hug. "And I like that you were all confident in there, so don't worry ok" I pull back and look into his eyes that show a great amount of relief.

"Ok thank you Jake, I have no idea where it all came from to be honest" he mumbled gnawing on his bottom lip.

I bring my hand up and cup his cheek bringing my thumb across and freeing his lips from his teeth.

"Like I said, don't worry about it ok?" I ask stroking his cheek.

"Yeah ok" he said smiling that beautiful smile of his.

"God I wanna kiss you so bad" I groan bringing my forehead resting on his.

"So what's stopping you?" he whispered looking into my eye's hotly.

"You don't mind, I mean if it's moving too fast we can alway-" I'm cut off with Jackson bring his mouth to mine into a passionate kiss.

He pulled away lips barely an inch away from mine. "Of course I don't mind...you goof" he chuckled with a grin. We break away quickly at the sound of someone clearing there throat.

"If you two are done being sickeningly cute together, Jacob remember you do have patrol tonight so you should really take Jackson home" Sam said with a wicked smirk heading back inside.

"He is an evil man, an evil evil evil man" Jackson grumbled turning many shades of red burying his face in my shoulder.

"I know" I agree "and I hate him for it, but come on let's get you home so I can get patrols outta the way" I say grabbing his hand leading the way home.

"So patrolling, is it hard?" he asked.

"Na not really just exhausting at times" I reply.

"Oh so you have to do it often?".

"Well not as much, but there's kinda a vamp that's hangin around causing trouble. So we have to patrol a bit more frequently now days"

"A vampire causing trouble, what kind of trouble?" he asked with a little worry.

"Her names Victoria and she's got it out for my friend Bella, because Bella's ex Edward killed her mate. So now she running us around just waiting for the right moment to strike. But I am not gunna let that happen" I answer with determination.

"Well why did this Edward kill her mate?".

"Because the bastard, his name was James tried to kill Bella. But luckily Cullen's got there in time to stop and end him. But he had managed to bite Bella and some of his venom got into Bella, so Edward had to drain it out of her. But she's fine now" I explain.

"Right so the Cullen's are they the resident vampire's then?".

"Yeah but there gone now, we don't know were and to be honest I don't give a crap. But then Edward and the rest of the leeches-that's what we call them by the way, just left and that broke Bella's heart".

"Wow that's so sad. Do you think I can meet her?-Bella that is not Victoria I think I'm gunna steer clear of her" he said with a nervous laugh.

I pull us to a stop and turn to him. "Hey you don't worry ok, I'm not gunna let that leech anywhere near you understand?" i say locking eye's with him.

"Y-yeah I understand-totally got it" he answered with a nod.

"Ok then, and as for meeting Bella sure you can meet her if you want" I grab his hand again and we make our way home.

"Yeah I wanna meet her. Sounds like she could really use a friend right now" he said sincerely.

"Oh my god, you're amazing you know that" I say leaning over to give him a little peck on the cheek. The compliment and kiss making him blush.

"Yeah sure I am" he chuckled not believing me.

"Damn straight you are, and don't ever forget it" I assure rubbing my thumb over his knuckles.

With that we continue our way home in comfortable silence. Once we reach the house I escort him to the front door and turn to him.

"So you ok with me leaving you here?" i ask worriedly.

"Yeah I'm fine, I think I'm just gunna shower then got to bed" he assured me giving me a hug.

"Ok then you'll most probably be asleep when i get back so, good night" I whisper into his ear and kissing his neck making him shiver.

"Yeah good night" he said not pulling away.

"Sleep tight ok?" another kiss just below his ear.

"Will do" still not pulling away.

"Don't let the bed bugs bit yeah?" a kiss on the cheek.

"Totally, don't worry about that" he mumbled pulling away then slowly kissing me on the lips. I put a hand on his waist and another on the back of his neck slowly massaging it. We pull ways from each other breathlessly.

"I should totally go now or Sam's gunna really chew me out" I say taking a few steps back.

"Yeah ok you go, can't have you getting in trouble now can we".

"No not good, Sam can be a real hard ass when he want's to be".

"So ill see you tomorrow?" he asked turning to the door.

"Totally, you can't get rid off me now. Your stuck with me for the rest of your life, our love will never end even in death I will always be there my love" I say dramatically putting on a British accent.

"Oh my god your such a ham you know that" he laughs surging forward and kissing me like his life depended on it. He pulls away placing one last peck on my lips "Goodnight Jacob" he whispered heading inside.

I chuckle turning toward the tree line pulling out of my cut-offs and tying them around my ankle.

"I think I'm kinda in love" I whisper at the the sky with a content smile on my face. I then head into the woods an phase and begin my shift, my legs still tingling from that kiss Jaks gave me.

Jackson P.O.V

Well today has been an eventful day, I wake up from a very unsettling nightmare. I get all flirty with Jacob at breakfast, I manage to drop a pan on my face at Sam's do not ask me how, it just happened!. Then I get to meet the rest of the pack who are all great.

And then I get all confident and start bantering with Paul who I don't even know that well. And to top that I get to have one hell of a kiss with Jacob. Yep it's been and eventful day.

I head towards the bathroom ready to get under the warm soothing water. I pull of my blood stained top and work my way out of my pants putting them in the wash basket. I then turn on the shower fitting and let it heat up.

I walk over to the sink wanting to brush my teeth, but I discover I don't have one. And I am not using Jacobs because sharing a toothbrush is just gross!.

Once the shower is at the right heat i climb in and groan as the heavenly water cascades down my body. I close my eyes and let my mind wander to thought of Jake the way he holds my the way he kisses me.

I fell a certain part of my body react well to these thought's ,and I figured 'what harm can it do? I am a teenage boy right. I am allowed to do this sort of stuff'. So I slowly reach down and grip my hard length and start to slowly pump it.

!Naughty Scene!

I feel arm's circle my waist and pull me back against a hard body. I moan as a strong hand replaces mine.

"Oh god yes, damn that feels so good. Ahh just like that Jake".

"You like that do ya hm, like the feel of my hand around your cock huh?" Jacob whispered into my ear his words making me groan.

"Yes god i love it Jacob don't stop p-please?" I whine desperately.

"Oh don't you worry babe I have no intention of stopping" he assured me moving his hand faster and tightening his grip.

He moved his face to my neck lightly nipping and sucking. "You're mine you know that right Jaks, all mine.

"God yes I-I'm y-yours Jake, yours all y-yours" I moan, my hands pawing on the walls like a happy kitten.

"You gunna cum for me baby hm?, are ya gunna cum hard just from my hand alone are ya?" he asked speeding his movements even more, biting harshly on the space where shoulder and neck meet.

I feel the tension building, the heat in my lower stomach growing. "Oh g-god yes Jacob I-I'm gunna c-cum" I groan resting the back of my head on his shoulder.

"Well come on then what are you waiting for, do it" he said turning my head pulling me into a very heated kiss.

"Oh god!".

"Jacob!" I moan loudly, griping my pulsing cock tightly placing my free hand against the wall to stop myself from falling. That would be embaressing. I open my eyes and wait for the stars to disappear from my sight.

"Fuck" I mutter as I look down at my softening cock that still had cum dripping from the head. I grab the shower attachment and wash the cum of the wall and placing it back into the fitting.

!Naughtiness Ends!

I straighten up and decide to start washing as that is what I meant to do in the first place. When I'm done cleaning and washed my hair I turn of the shower and climb out. I grab a towel and start to dry myself, when that's done I wrap the towel around my waist and move toward the sink.

When I get there and wipe the condensation from the mirror-I freeze. The claws are back!, oh my god, oh my god. And at this point I look up and almost scream at what I see in the mirror.

"My god, what the fuck is this" I whisper brokenly to my reflection. My face is half covered with scales and my eyes are glowing yellow and my pupils have formed into this slits.

Now this is where I start having a panic attack, I feel my heart beating hard against my chest. I don't know why but tears start flowing down my cheeks. I move back fast trying to gain distance from the mirror, I hit the wall with a loud thud making it shake under the force.

I slide down to the ground not even trying to stop the loud sobs from leaving my mouth. I sit there for god knows how long, then I hear a knock at the door.

"Hey Jacob, Jackson is that you in there?" Billy.

I try to reply but all that comes out is a broken sob. I pull my knees close to my chest and wrap my arms around them, noticing that the claws and scales have NOT! disappeared yet.

"Come on whoever s in there open up. Jacob?, Jackson? please open the door" Billy pleads from the other side of the door.

'Oh my god the nightmare, whoever it was who said that stuff was right. I'm a monster, just look at me I'm a hideous, scary, monster!. Jacob! oh my god he's gunna flip out when he finds out. NOOO! this can't happen I just got him and now I'm gunna loose him'.

The last thought now making my sobs louder and more frequent making my breaths come out in big gasps.

'What am I going to do!'

Jacob P.O.V

Some things wrong with Jackson I can feel it in my gut. Just like I did the other night at Sam's when Jackson was in the shower, but Emily managed to stop me from breaking the door down to get to him.

But now Emily's not here I tear through the forest, faster than I've ever ran before not caring about anything else.

'Some things wrong with Jackson, Oh god!. What if he's hurt himself again!?. What if Victoria's broken into the house and is attacking him'.

That last part making me roar with anger. 'I swear to god and all things holy if that Bitch has done anything to hurt Jackson or Dad, I'll tear the bitch to pieces'.

I break the tree line slowing down just quickly enough to let out an almighty howl calling the others just in case. I run through the door almost tearing it off it's hinges, not even caring in the slightest.

As I make my way through the living room I hear a voice and banging.

"Open the door!, come on Please!. Whoever it is just open the door please!?" I hear my dad plead but the sound I hear next just about broke my heart right there. Sobbing, heart wrenching sobbing coming from the bathroom, I make my way down the hallway fast pulling on my shorts fast.

"Dad! what's going on is that Jackson in there!?" I ask coming to stand next to him.

"Jacob!, yeah i think it is but I cant tell" he replies looking helpless.

"It's him, I know it's him" I say turning and trying the door, it wont budge. "Jackson?, Jaks baby open the door please!" I beg, my heart aching at the sound of the sobs coming from inside.

"Jacob, son just kick the damn door down!" my dad growls obviously troubled at the at thought of Jackson in so much distress. And not being able to take the sight of me practically scratching at the door, with silent tears running down my cheeks. But I don't even need to be told twice with one almighty kick the door goes down without a fight.

If the sounds I was hearing weren't bad enough the sight was ten time worse. Jackson curled up into the fetal position body shaking behind the force of his sobs. One hand wrapped around his knees, and one SCALY, CLAWED HAND! clutching his head claws digging into his scalp drawing blood.

"J-Jackson?" I whisper kneeling down, slowly reaching out for him. "Jackson?" I whimper.

When my hand made contact with his body he leaped across the room screaming. "DON'T TOUCH ME, DON'T TOUCH ME!". He curled up again burying his face in his hands fast.

"Jackson?" I slowly make my way forward, ever so slowly repeating his name softly.

"D-don't, p-please d-don't-t come an-ny closer just s-stay back please" he said voice braking, sobs still making there way through his mouth, the sound making my wolf whine with need to comfort it's imprint.

"Jackson? come on talk to me please. Tell ya what just look at me yeah?, come on please?" I pleaded still shuffling forward inch by inch.

"I c-cant, I cant-t" he whimpered.

"Why Jackson?, why can't you look at me?" I ask gently stopping just in front of him, but not reaching out as much as I want to.

"I'm a m-monster, you-you'll hate me. And I-I only ju-just found y-you, I can't l-lose y-you" he said, his clawed hand digging into the side of his face drawing more blood.

"J-Jackson please s-stop!" I pleaded, "I promise I wont hate you, and your not gunna lose me okay. I promise" I assured strongly.

He slowly moved his hands away from his face, but he was still looking down. I made my way closer to him, and once I was in reach I gently tilted his face up. The sight I was presented with made me gasp in shock. I mean I obviously knew that Jackson wasn't human but that didn't stop the shock at seeing him like this.

"SEE! you think I'm a monster, I knew it" he buried his face in his arms again shaking with fear.

"Jackson no no no, I don't think your a monster. It's just a shock, come on please don't cry please?" I grabbed his arms gently and slowly started pulling them around my neck. Once Jackson got the message he jumped into my lap arms clutching tightly around my neck painfully, but I didn't care. Tiny sobs escaped his mouth and I could feel fresh tears leaving his eyes.

I started carding my fingers through his hair, shushing him and slowly rocking back and forth. I continued this process for a good 40 minutes before the scales and claws disappeared and his wounds healed, his breathing evened out and eventually fell asleep.

I slowly picked him up his arm tightening more and a small whimper leaving him, I slowly turned around and found my dad and the rest of the pack standing in the door way, giving me and Jackson worried looks.

"I'm going to put him to bed" I told them making my way towards the door, but I stopped when my dad placed a hand on my hip halting me.

"I think you should get to bed to, I don't think you should leave him" he said nodding his head at Jackson sleeping form the occasional whimper still leaving his mouth.

I turned to Sam to see if that was all right, he just nodded and reached out to rub Jacksons forehead. He then turned around and ushered the others out the house, before he left sight he turned and whispered. "We'll come round tomorrow ok?, just look after him for now ok" he ordered.

I just silently nodded and turned and made my way to my room. once I managed to reach my room and opened the door, closing it behind me with my foot. I padded my way across my room and slowly placed Jaks into the bed, not even bothering to take off my shorts. I just climbed in, pulled the blankets over us.

I cradled his head close to my chest and started coming my fingers through his hair again, placing kisses on his head every so often. I laid there just comforting him and staring out the window lost in thought. 'Does I't really matter that he's not human, I't sure as hell doesn't bother me. Ill help him through this, we'll work it out together. I am not letting him go through this on his own'. I looked down at his sleeping form and before I fell asleep I whispered to him.

"I don't care what you are, I still love you...".