Rating: M

Disclaimer: Stephenie Meyer created these characters.

I'm just redirecting them a bit.

A/N…I don't know where I would be if I didn't have the guidance of lovinrob and amandac3 to watch over me. They answer my relentless questions, help guide me though tough times and are generally there for me whenever I need. Thanks to both of you for being there. Especially over the past few weeks.

Yo… Twisted Sister

CHAPTER 35

Bella

It's him.

Why is he standing in the middle of the road? I hit the brakes hard and skid to a stop. God, he's beautiful. Every emotion rushes to the surface and I realize how much I've truly missed him. My heart nearly stops yet sings at the same time. He is staring at me and I can't take my eyes off him. I move to get out of the car, shut the door and slowly start to walk toward him.

"Stop, Bella." He shouts so that I can hear him and I freeze.

"Don't take another step if you don't want me to touch you. Because I really need to touch you, Bella." I hear him yell out to me. I see the sadness and dispair on his face.

Dear God, what have I done to this lovely man? I can hear by the tone in his voice, he is hurting and he would rather not have me near him if he can't touch me.

"I love you, Edward." I whisper.

I take one controlled step and I see his face change from pain to hope. Then I take another and another and I can't help myself, I start to run and oh, God, I feel him. I feel his arms around me.

Heaven.

"Bella." He says so sweetly.

"Oh, God Edward, I love you. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I am so sorry."

We drop to our knees, holding each other so tight, not wanting to let go, smearing kisses over each other's face.

"Bella, I'm so sorry. Please don't make me go another day without you, please." He tearfully begs.

"Edward…" I say between kisses and out of breath from the excitement of feeling him in my arms again.

"Bella, I've missed you so much. Oh, my God, baby." He is crying now.

"Oh God, Edward. I am so sorry. I love you so much." Now I'm crying as we both lay in the middle of the drive leading to his parent's house.

We can't release each other and Edward rolls over on top of me, still kissing every exposed surface of my face. We cry our love for each other as we try to kiss and talk at the same time.

"I love you Bella. You are my life, don't you know that?" He asks, lying on top of me, on his elbows and holding my face in his hands. I have one of my legs wrapped around his hip holding him to me.

"Edward, I've been such a fool." I hold his face in my hands.

I look up into his tear-filled eyes and see raw hurt and pain. I bring his mouth down to mine and I tenderly kiss his beautiful lips.

"Oh, Edward, please forgive me. I am so sorry, I should have listened, I should have…"

He silences me with a kiss, and then another, and then another.

We finally stop and look at each other and he is smiles into my eyes and then we take in our surroundings and realize we are laying on the paved road of his parent's driveway.

"I want you so badly." He says ever so sweetly, tenderly kissing the corners of my mouth.

"I can't wait." I return and we move to get up and there stands his entire family watching and there's not a dry eye among them. Edward jumps up, taking my hand and pulling me with him. He walks me to the passenger side of my car, putting me inside while looking at the family.

"I don't want to talk about it and you better not think about coming within 100 yards of that house." He says with a smile, pointing at Emmett.

I look at my two best friends and they are crying and waving at me. I know they are happy for me. I glance at Edward and feel whole again. I lay my head back against the seat, drinking in the sight of him. It's been a month and a half since I've seen him and he is more beautiful than ever.

"I missed you so much, Edward. I can't describe the heartache of how much I missed you." I say to him. He takes my hand and raises it to his lips and runs his tongue over my knuckles.

"I think I have a very good idea of how you felt, Bella." He replies.

We pull up to the front of his house and he storms through the front door, hitting it against the wall. Rebecca and Billy come running out of the kitchen at the force of it.

"Take the day off and don't come back until Monday." Edward shouts as he pulls me up the stairs to his bedroom.

Once we are inside, he throws me down on the bed and he falls beside me and he just holds me. Nothing more. All he wants is to feel me.

"You smell so good, Bella." He says into my ear.

"Mmmm, so do you. You smell like… you. That was one of the first things I really missed, your scent."

"Why did you leave me? I didn't do anything to dishonor you, to disrespect you, to degrade you, to...to..." He stops talking and nuzzles my neck, waiting for me to talk.

"Edward, when I saw you sitting there talking to Leah, I could handle that. But your face… you didn't see your face. I did. You were glowing. And laughing. You were looking into her eyes and actually glowing. I saw the love you had for her. And you let her touch you." I say remembering that day. "I don't want her touching you."

"Bella, I don't dispute what you are saying and I can't explain what you saw, but I will tell you this." He begins by taking my chin so that my eyes are looking directly into his. "I. Do. Not. Love. Her. I do not love her, Bella. I don't know how else to say it. My heart has been yours since the day I met you, and no one else's." He pleads with me.

"Edward…" I begin to respond to him.

"Bella, as much as I love you with everything in me and as much as I am thrilled to be laying here in my bed with you right now. If you don't trust me then I can't do this. As much as it would kill me to never touch you again, if you don't trust me, I can't." He says, sitting up on the edge of the bed, laying his head in his hands. I sit up next to him and place my hands in my lap.

I stand up and slowly walk toward the door. I stop and look over my shoulder and I see him fall back onto the bed, jerking a pillow over his face. I hear a sad moan emanate through the pillow as he clamps it tight over his face with his fists.

I lock the door and turn back around unbuttoning my blouse as I walk toward him. I see him slam the pillow to his side when he hears the door lock, he sits upright and his eyes are as big as saucers.

After I remove my blouse, I drop it to the floor. I reach behind me to unclasp my bra, allowing it to fall from my arms. I then unzip my jeans and shimmy them down my hips. I watch his tongue slowly lick across his bottom lip in anticipation.

All I have left are my pink lace panties and Edward can't take his eyes off them. He reaches out and takes hold of my hips, pulling me to him to stand between his legs as he wraps his arms around my hips hugging me close to him with my stomach against his cheek. I run my fingers through his wayward copper colored hair, remembering how much I love touching it.

"Bella." He says quietly, nearly inaudible.

"Baby," I say in return and lower myself to my knees in front of him. I cup his face in the palms of my hands and look directly into his eyes.

"Edward, I am so very, very sorry for doubting you… for doubting us. I am here now and I won't leave your side ever again. I never, ever want to lose you again. Do you hear me?" I feel the tears begin to fall. I love him so much and I never want to be without him again.

Edward doesn't say anything at all. He looks at me and nods his head, wrapping his arms around me even tighter than before.

I stand between his legs again, pushing him back down onto the bed. I undo the button fly on his jeans and pull them down, along with his boxer briefs, removing them completely. Lowering myself onto my knees again, I run my hands up the top of his thighs, grazing his cock, then back down his inner thighs. I love to hear him moan in pleasure. I watch as he raises himself up onto his elbows as I take his cock in both my hands, firmly stroking him. His breath is ragged as he drops his head back, feeling me touch him.

Once I lick his shaft from the base to the very tip, smearing the moisture over the head with my tongue, his head jerks back up to watch.

"Bella…" He says before I hear him hiss.

I gaze into his eyes as he watches me take him all the way into my mouth to the back of my throat when he falls back onto the bed again.

"Fuck, Bella, you look so fucking good with my cock down your throat baby." He groans.

I moan hearing him talk to me like that and and he growls at feeling the vibration. I apply suction as he starts moving his hips in unison with my mouth and I can tell he is close.

I look up at him as I wrap my tongue around the head and slowly suck him into my mouth the back out again kissing his cock, watching him lick his lips and hearing his ragged breathing. God I love to see his face when he's ready to cum.

"Christ, Bella… I'm… ready baby… I'm cumming, Bella…" He grunts and his hands slam to the bed beside him as he explodes in my mouth and down my throat, forcing his head backward onto the bed.

I continue to gently stroke his shaft, taking care not to touch him where he is most sensitive and shower his cock with kisses before I stand to straddle his hips.

"Oh, baby, I fucking missed you." Edward says, pulling me down to him and holding me so I can't move. He buries his face in my hair and I can hear him inhale long and deep.

"God you smell good, Bella." He says exhaling.

"Edward." Is all I can say because there are no words to describe the joy I am feeling knowing that I am touching him again. In one quick movement, Edward rolls over on top of me, holding my hands above my head as he uses his knees to spread my thighs, settling between them.

"Bella, although I love your pretty pink panties, they need to come off. Now." And with lightning speed, he slides down my body and pulls the sides of my panties down my hips and thighs, bringing them to his face and inhaling deeply before tossing them across the room.

Oh, God.

Once he gets me free of my panties, he mimics my movements by running his hands across the top of my thighs, grazing my little girl before running his hands down my inner thighs. After pulling me to the edge, he raises my feet to the edge of the bed, holding them in place with his hands, forcing my legs apart as far as they will comfortably go.

I raise myself onto my elbows to watch him as he eye fucks my little girl, licking his lips like he is approaching an oasis. He rubs his cheek on the inside of my thigh, grazing his nose over my pussy, inhaling deeply.

"Mmmmm" He moans.

One touch, one single touch of his tongue on my pussy and I am transported into another dimension. I fall back onto the bed, close my eyes and allow myself to just feel. Feel his hands on my body that I honestly believed I would never experience again. The feel of his mouth on me, the tickle of his warm breath and the softness of his lips sends me over the edge. This orgasm is so rapid and intense, my body quakes, my back arches off the bed and I silently scream until I float back to reality.

"Now that's out of way, let's spend some quality time on your little girl." He says seductively.

While I remain in a sex coma, I feel his long fingers enter me while he runs that talented tongue of his across my clit spiraling me out of control again. It doesn't take him long to find my sweet spot anymore. He knows exactly where to go now. He knows how to work my body sending me over the cliff into a freefall of pure pleasure.

"Ohgodohgodohgod… Unf… Edward." I push my head back into the bed, running my fingers through that soft hair of his.

"Tell me, Bella. Tell me how you feel."

"Like my body is going to explode. I love what you do to me, baby. I love feeling you inside me. I missed you so much." I say breathlessly. My hips moving with his touch.

And with that he repositions those magical fingers inside me, slowly stroking me, and sucking on my clit and I feel my body transition.

"Oh… my… Edward! Oh, yes. There, baby… Please!" I whisper as I feel it build, pulling the duvet into my fists.

"Oh, God, Ed… Edwaaard!" I scream his name. He moans, lapping me up as he brings me down from the best make up sex orgasm I have ever had.

"Christ, Bella, you taste so fucking good, baby."

All I can do is give him a bliss-filled moan. As I lay there totally sated, Edward moves to throw on a pair of sweats and runs downstairs coming back with bottles of water which I nearly drink a full bottle myself.

Edward turns on some smooth music, closes the blinds, darkens the room and we lay there quietly wrapped up in each other. We spoon and he throws his leg over mine, holding me as close to him as he possibly can.

"Bella?"

"Hmm."

"I love you, baby." He says, stroking the curve of my hip. "Are you still worried about Leah? I don't want you to be, ever."

"No. Can you forgive me, baby?" I ask, looking at him over my shoulder. He capture my mouth with his. I knew we were going to be alright.

With slight movement, I feel his hardness slip between my legs, rubbing gently against my clit. I moan when he slowly moves, applying pressure to me with the head of his cock. When I begin to move my hips, enjoying the feel of him stroking the length of me, he pushes me forward, positioning me by hooking his arm behind my knee and raising it, allowing his cock to easily slip inside me. I love this position because he hits my g-spot just right. I lift my hand and wrap it around Edward's neck pulling him down for a kiss. I can taste myself on him still and our kiss intensifies.

"Touch yourself for me, Bella." Edward tells me.

I reach down and can immediately feel where my body meets his while I run my fingers over my clit. I then hold his cock and can feel how slick he is, covered with my wetness.

"You should feel this, Edward. It feels so good as you go in and out of me. You are so hard" I say into his mouth.

With that, he lowers his hand down and weaves his fingers with mine and we feel us together. We feel my body accepting his, then he takes my fingers with his and circles my clit, applying pressure.

"I can feel that you are ready to cum, Bella. I feel the changes your body is making in response to me. Can you feel it?"

"Oh, God, yes, Edward. I feel it… I feel you and you feel so good."

Edward starts thrusting into me hard and fast while we touch ourselves.

"Edward, I'm close, cum with me baby. Cum with me."

"Almost… there…" He says forcefully thrusting with each word.

"Oh, yeah, baby, cum hard for me." Edward says in a huskier than usual voice while I move my hips, meeting his thrusts even harder, feeling him ready at the same time I am.

"I'm close, Bella." Edward says between gasps.

"Fuck me harder, Edward, please baby. I need to cum, now baby, cum with me…Edward?" I shudder and Edward circles my clit while I cum, holding my breath, feeling wave after wave of pleasure course through my body.

"Christ… Bella." And I feel him explode, thrusting hard, then slowing his movements.

When we come down we lay like a puddle of goo, breathing hard and fast.

"Holy fuck, Bella." Edward says, settling us back down, not pulling out of me just yet but holding us tight.

"Yeah!" Is my pathetic response, as we lay there, our heart rate slowly returning to normal.

"Do you want to take a shower then run downstairs and grab a snack or something?" Edward asks, running his nose across my cheek, giving me sweet kisses along my jaw.

"Yeah, a shower would be great and I could eat… ice cream. Do you have ice cream?"

"'Have I got ice cream? I have every flavor you could ever want. Rebecca takes care of me in the ice cream arena." He says rolling on top of me, tickling my sides. I giggle, trying to push him off of me.

"Well, let's go, baby, times a wastin'." I say, hopping out of bed and running into his bathroom for a shower.

He follows me in and we hurry, not stopping to play. I grab a pair of Edward's sweats and run downstairs to raid the freezer.

"What flavor do you want?" He asks, pulling out vanilla, chocolate, chocolate chip mint, strawberry, praline, cookie dough, Oreo cookie, and cherry chip. "There's more but I think this will do us for now." He says grinning like a little boy.

"Holy shit, Edward!" I say giggling, shocked at the smorgasbord he places before me.

"I know, huh? It's really sad, but I'm addicted to the stuff." He says shyly as he takes the lids off all of them. "Let's put these on the coffee table and put in a movie." He suggests.

We start flipping through the movie channels first to see what's on TV and The Secretary with James Spader and Maggie Gyllenhaal is on.

"Oh, I've seen this. It was a long time ago, but I remember it was really sexy… let's watch it." I say grabbing for the chocolate chip mint, filling my spoon, and then sharing it with Edward.

We spend the evening watching this crazy movie about a secretary who gets dominated by her fucked up boss and she enjoys it. Plus we do some serious damage to the ice cream. But the best part is, we are back to being just Edward and Bella, choosing not to dwell on what happened but moving forward and being happy with being together again. No questions asked.

After the movie ends and looking at the nearly empty and melted remains of the ice cream, we sit back and moan our gluttonous punishment.

"So…" I say and Edward looks at me not smiling. I don't like it when he doesn't smile.

"Are you going home?" He asks, sadly.

"Well, not tonight if that's okay. I want to stay with you tonight." I reply, laying my tired head on his shoulder.

"What about tomorrow night?" He asks, laying his head on mine.

"Well, I hadn't thought that far ahead. I don't have any clothes here anymore I don't think. Alice said she packed up all my stuff and took it home for me."

"Yeah. That was a sad day." He says, stirring the ice cream in his bowl.

"Alice's clothes would be too small and Rosalie's too big. So I will need to go home tomorrow, sorry baby." I say rubbing my hand over his chest as I continue to lie on his shoulder.

"I bet mom would have something for you. Want me to call her?" He asks excitedly jumping up to get his phone.

"Okay, but I have to go home by noon Monday. I have meetings next week that I can't miss." I say following him with my eyes as he goes for his phone.

Edward stops dialing and looks at me.

"I have a tutor. I have scheduled a tutor three days a week to get me caught up on the subjects I have already taken in preparation for my upcoming classes." I explain.

"Three days a week?"

"These are important to me baby. I need to get refreshed so I can fast track through the remaining courses. You understand don't you?" I ask, getting up to stand in front of him and running my hands over his chest.

"Yes, I do, but… but I just got you back. Can we work something out?"

"Like what? I can't ask him to come to Napa, it's just too far for him. He's an attorney with a job in the city." I explain to him.

"Well, what if you Skyped one day, say Friday? That way you can be here Wednesday afternoon through Sunday, and then go home Monday morning for your Monday and Wednesday tutorials." He suggests. "That's if you want to spend that much time with me." He turns on his puppy eyes and my heart melts. But he had me at 'Skype on Friday'.

I think about that possibility and it actually sounds like something that might work and I can't imagine Matt not agreeing to a Skype meeting on Friday only. I could make sure I have the material I will need for the Friday meeting in preparation.

"I think that sounds like a really good idea, Edward. Let me talk to Matt on Monday and I'm certain we can work it out to fit our schedule. He's pretty regimented, so I think as long as I am prepared for the Skype meeting, he will be agreeable." I say, excited about the prospect of being with Edward during the week more than I had first thought.

"Okay, great." He says smiling at me, kissing the corner of my mouth. "Let me call mom to see if she has something you can hang out in tomorrow. Let's not do anything but hang out here at home. Is that okay with you?"

"Sounds perfect, Edward." I say, wrapping my arms tight around his waist. "I don't want to see anyone but you right now."

I feel Edward kiss the top of my head and he holds me as he calls his mom.

"Hey mom… yeah, things are great." He squeezes me again.

"Mom, do you have something that Bella might be able to wear tomorrow? Like a pair of sweats or something casual to hang out here at home?" I unwrap my arms from him and start to put the ice cream away before it is totally ruined.

"Thanks, mom… No! We are not socializing at all this weekend. We need to be alone. Explain that to everyone will you. We are doing great; we just need to be alone, together. We can do something next weekend perhaps." He looks at me and rolls his eyes. He always does that when he talks to his mother. I don't know why, I think she is the sweetest, kindest soul.

"Okay, just leave them on the table on the deck and we will get them in the morning. Thanks mom…okay, I will… thanks mom, I'm really happy too. Love you, bye."

"All settled. Clothes, check." He says, making an invisible check mark with his finger. "Tutor, check; man who loves the fuck out of you, check." He says chuckling into my ear.

"I missed you so very much, Edward. I know you went through your own pain, but I was miserable. My heart was in so much pain at the loss of you in my life, I couldn't function some days. I was bedridden for the first few weeks at my dad's. It was awful. I know with certainty that I can't live without you in my life, baby." I say as he lifts me up, wrapping my legs around his waist as he carries me up the stairs.

"I don't want to tell you about my mindset, Bella. But you are here now and I will never let you leave me like that again do you hear me?" He says as he puts me down on my feet, removing my clothes as we crawl under the sheets.

"I can't get enough of you baby." He says, nibbling on my breasts.

I give him as much of me as he wants, well into the night.

A/N: I want to thank all of you for giving me your input as to how you all felt about this split. Some of you understood what I was doing, some of you took it rather hard as it brought personal pain and memories, some just flat out enjoyed the direction the story was taking. But however you felt, I thank you for your passionate reviews.