Rating: M

Disclaimer: Stephenie Meyer, you have all heard of her by now. Still owns Twilight. I have a call in to her to see she will let me have Edward.

A/N…I have the best betas ever and yooou don't *she sings*

Thanks Tits and Ass or as they are lovingly referred to as lovinrob and amandac3. Xoxoxox (Nips)

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A friendship broke up today.

I want her to know that she will be missed and I still think of her often.

I enjoyed being myself with you.

CHAPTER 39

Bella

After my session is over with Matt, I quickly hop in my car and head toward Napa. I have my bag already in the car ready to go so I won't have to waste a single minute. I smile at the fact that I will be with Edward through Monday morning and I can't wait.

As I pull out of the gate, I stop and look for oncoming traffic, see an SUV coming my way but pull out in front of it and hit the gas. I put on some good tunes and decide to call Edward to let him know I'm on my way.

"Hey, sexy mama." He answers and I immediately giggle and marvel at how many different ways he answers when I call.

"Hey you. I just wanted to let you know I'm on my way and should be there in about 45 minutes."

"Good deal. Mom wants us for dinner tonight are you up for that?"

"Sounds good. It will be good to see them again." I say smiling.

"What the…." I say looking in my rear view mirror.

"What is it, Bella?" Edward asks, hearing the concern in his voice.

"I don't know but this car has been following me since I left home. I'm sure it's nothing but it's odd that it's still behind me." I say looking from the road back to the rearview mirror.

"Are you sure? See if you can get a plate." He says then is quiet. "Drive safely, Bella and I'll see you in about 35 minutes, okay baby?" He says lowering his voice. "I'm excited that I will have five nights with you. What ever will we do?"

"You can read me a bedtime story." I suggest, smiling. "Or we can watch some naughty movies."

"Well I thought Friday we could take off on the bike and head toward Sonoma and stay at one of the hot spring resorts there. Take a soak and maybe have a mud bath and get all gooey." He says in that sexy voice of his.

"Baby, we don't need mud to get all gooey." I say in my best saucy voice.

"Oh, honey, don't be talkin' like that. You know what that shit does to me."

"I know exactly what it does and you better be waiting for me when I get there." I say excited at what I have planned for him when I arrive.

"Oh, damn baby. You have no idea what you have done to me. I can't leave my office now thanks to you."

"Oh, you will be thanking me, Edward. I am certain of it." I inwardly moan at the thought of being with him.

"Are we having car slash office phone sex?" He asks in a raspy voice.

"As much as I would love to do that baby, the traffic is a nightmare and I should focus."

"Darn it. I was ready to hear you talk dirty. You know how I like your dirty girl talk."

"Yes, I know." I say giggling. "Now Edward, don't you go taking care of that before I get there, I want every drop of you for myself do you hear me?" I grin knowing exactly what I am doing to that poor man.

"Bella, you have a key to the house. Use it. I will be waiting for you." He says hanging up the phone.

After hearing him disconnect, I can't help but squirm in my seat and I smile to myself in anticipation.

As I approach Edward's driveway, I notice an SUV pass me as I turn into the driveway. I start to question myself and don't want to panic, but I swear that looked like the same vehicle that was following me earlier, but I can't be certain. Damn, I need to be more aware of my surroundings and vow to start paying more attention in the future.

I drive through the gate knowing that he is waiting for me in his bedroom. I say hello to Billy and tell him to leave my bag at the bottom of the stairs and I will get it later as I run inside and up the stairs.

Once I get to the door, I try to calm my nerves and breathing before I open it. When I walk through, there is Edward sitting in his chair in nothing but some easy access workout pants. They are dark blue with white stripes up the side and I can see the drawstring hanging outside the elastic band. I also notice his bare feet. I love his feet. I can tell he just had a shower because his hair is still wet and I can smell his soap from here. He smells clean.

"Like what you see baby?" He asks casually.

I stand there, breathless, with my hand still on the door knob. My tongue moistens my lips and I shut the door quietly and I nod. He looks at me from head to toe.

"Start with your shoes, Isabella." He says quietly, not moving a muscle. I do as I'm told and kick off my sandles, staring at his eyes.

"Now your shirt." I slowly pull my top over my head, dropping it to the floor and watch as he uncrosses his legs. He inhales deeply when he sees I have no bra on.

"Remove your jeans, Bella." I can feel my breathing quicken as I watch him watch me strip for him. I unbutton and unzip my jeans, slowly and elaborately. He drops his hand from where his chin was resting.

"Turn around and let me see you take them off." He says in a voice that I rarely have the opportunity to hear.

This is slow torture but I do as he instructs and shimmy my tight jeans over my round ass and bend over giving him the show that he wants and then step out of my jeans, kicking them off to the side. He has his elbows resting on his knees now.

"Lay down across the bed for me, Bella. On your back." He says, slowly getting up from his chair.

I have to jump up a bit because this bed is higher than most and lay across the bed on my back as he has told me to do. He walks to the side of the bed where my head is, running his hands down my arms then raising them over my head wrapping them around his waist. He then grips me and pulls me to the edge of the bed, hanging my head off the side.

Oh fuck!

I know what he wants and I smile and feel the tingle.

"Spread your legs wide for me, baby." I open them as far as I can and feel the cool air against the wetness. I close my eyes when I feel his hands touch my breasts then slowly work their way under the lacy band of my panties.

"So wet already, Bella." He says seductively as I feel his fingers play with me, inserting them inside me then withdrawing them to suck on them noisily.

I watch him as he steps away from me, allowing me to tug on his pants and push them down his hips. I watch as his hard cock hits his stomach once it gets past the elastic band. He steps closer to me now and runs his hands over my breasts. I take his cock in both hands and firmly stroke him, feeling the moisture beading at the very tip.

I run my hands around his hips feeling the smoothness of his muscular glutes and pull him close to my mouth, lowering his cock so I can run my tongue down the underside of him. I can feel his body shudder and I know his knees have gone weak when he has to support himself by putting his hands on either side of my shoulders. I gently lift his balls and trace the underside of them with my tonuge applying pressure to his sweet spot with my tongue and I know he will cum any minute now and I don't want that.

"Don't cum, baby. I need you to hold on." I say. "Can you do that for me?" I ask as I release him and run my hands over his ass and down his legs.

"Christ, Bella. You are going to be the death of me. You have no idea how fucking hot you look like this." He says as he looks down at me, giving me a nod, telling me he is good to go.

I lower his cock into my mouth and open my throat as he slowly pushes in then slowly removes it. I don't know if he is about to cum or if he is allowing me to breathe but he pulls out of my mouth and then slowly begins to fuck my mouth as I apply suction to his every move, circling the rim with my tongue. He then gently pushes toward the back of my throat again until my lips rest at the base of him and he is totally immersed down my throat.

"Sweet Jesus, Bella." He says through ragged breath.

I close my eyes and concentrate on breathing through my nose while he slowly moves in and out of my mouth until I feel his body begin to quiver and I know he is going to let go.

"I'm close baby. Oh fuck, I'm close." I gently run my hands up and down the back of his legs and feeling the firmness of his ass until he starts to shake.

"Bella, baby, I'm… shit… I'm cumming baby..." He growls as he puts his cock at the back of my throat and I feel his body spasm above me. He falls forward bracing himself on the bed and I can sense that he's trying to regain control.

When his breathing returns to normal, he drops to his knees cradling my face into his neck, holding me.

"Oh, Bella, I love you so much." He says roaming his hands over my breasts again before he gets up off of his knees.

He walks around to the other side of the bed pulling me down so my head is lying flat on the bed again. He keeps pulling me toward the edge until my legs are hanging off the edge now.

"Your turn, sweet." He says, looking into my eyes, never breaking contact.

He gently pulls my panties down my legs, removing them completely. He then, ever so gently, runs his hands up the inside of my thighs, running his thumbs over me, smiling at how wet I am. He lifts my legs, holding them behind my knees spreading me as he gently licks me from my entrance to the very top.

I can hear myself gasp in the quiet room.

"You like that baby?" He asks then does it again with slightly more pressure causing my body to jerk.

"Mmm, you taste so fucking sweet, Bella."

I throw my hands out to the side, fisting the duvet in both hands. I swear one more of those and I'm not going to make it.

"Edward, I'm not going to last baby."

"See if you can hold it, baby. Can you hold it for me? I don't want you to cum yet."

I try to control my breathing and I try to concentrate until the urge is gone.

"Okay." I whisper. "I'm good. I don't know how much more of that I can take though." I say, smiling to myself.

"You are so beautiful Bella. So pink and so tasty." I brace myself on my elbows and watch Edward as strokes his long fingers over me and then pushes them inside me, heading right for my sweet spot. He runs his tongue over his bottom lip in anticipation.

"Oh God." I say, counting backward.

"Do you want to cum, Bella?" He asks me in that velvety smooth voice.

"Yes, Edward, please. Please, baby." I beg.

My entire being feels the need for him. He is teasing me. I love it when he teases me. But right now, I need to cum and I don't know if I can hang on much longer.

"Let's see how long you can hold it, shall we?" He says in an almost evil tone. He doesn't touch me again until I visibly relax and the urge to climax is gone. That is until he licks me again, sucking and stroking my clit with his tongue.

"You will not leave me again, do you understand me?" I feel his hot breath over me as he forcefully flicks his tongue around my clit. He glares into my eyes as I look down at him.

"Yes, Edward. I will never leave you again. I promise." I hope I sound like I mean it, because I really do, but this just feels so good.

He is punishing me. He sucks on me, teasing me with his tongue and I can feel the urge building again.

"You will talk to me when something is troubling you, won't you Bella?" He says, as he continues to tickle my clit with the tip of his firm tongue.

"Oh God."

"That is not my name, Bella." He says and I have to grin at that.

"I will talk to you when I am troubled." He says as he inserts his fingers and covers me with his mouth. "Say it." He says, sucking my clit between his lips.

"Yes, I promise, baby. I will n…never leave you again. I love you so f… fucking much. I will talk to you when I am t…troubled" I promise through tears. I know I am crying out of pure love for him and carnal need.

"Please, Edward, please?" I beg. I feel my heart beat erratically.

Edward then jumps up and enters me forcefully then moves inside me so slowly. He tucks his arms under my knees forcing my knees up next to my shoulders, entering me as deeply as he can and holding me in a death grip.

"I fucking love you, Isabella Swan, and if you fucking leave me again I will fucking hunt you down." He says, his eyes boring into mine.

"There is no place you can hide from me, baby. I. Will. Find. You." He lowers his forehead to mine as he slowly rotates his hips, roughly plunging into me with each word spoken.

"I will never leave you again, baby." I hold his face in my hands as I make this vow. I move my hips to match his and know I can't hold it any longer.

"Ohmygod… Edward, fuck." I say, throwing my head back into the mattress.

"You… Are… Mine." He says with each deep thrust.

"Yes, baby, I am yours. Completely. I will never leave you again." I say, crying now. I have an emotional explosion as I close my eyes and experience him making love to me.

"Do you feel it, Bella? Do you feel me love you goddammit? This is me loving you. No one else but you." He says holding me tight to him as he slowly pulls out then just as slowly enters me again. He is keeping me on the brink of ecstasy.

"I feel you, Edward. I feel you love me. Oh… oh… God…ohmygod… I'm cumming, baby."

And I can't help it as I cry through it because the intensity of my emotions mixed with what he is doing to my body is extremely powerful.

"Mine… mine… mine…" He whispers with each thrust. I can feel his body shift. He drops his forehead down to mine and he tenses.

"Fuck. B… Bella… right there, baby." He growls in my ear. It is undoubtedly the sweetest sound in the world to me right now as I feel him explode inside of me.

After our breathing returns to normal and I can return my eyes from the back of my head, he lies down beside me and pulls me on top of him so that my head is lying on his chest. I feel his feather-light touch as he strokes my back and I close my eyes. I cannot believe my good fortune.

"Please don't ever leave me again, Bella."

I jump up and straddle him, holding his face in my hands.

"Baby, please, please, please, know this. I love you so much." I say through tears. "I missed you so much. I ached for you every single day. I was so lost without you." My tears fall onto his face.

"I was so happy when I walked into the restaurant that day but when I saw you sitting there with her, my world was shattered. I didn't know. I just didn't know what to do. You weren't expecting me to arrive that day… and you looked… happy. Without me. I thought it might be a good idea to see if you still had feelings for her… and I wanted to give you the opportunity… to sort that out."

"Baby, I don't ever want to talk about her ever again. Let's not talk about this ever again, alright? I just can't wake up without you in my life ever again do you understand me?" He says, nearly squashing my face with his big hands.

"Yes, but baby, you are turning my face into a pancake." I say, laughing through squashed lips as he smashes my cheeks together even more.

"Mmmm, kiss me with those things." He says sucking my protruding lips into his.

"Come on, let's take a shower and head over to the parental unit's house for some eats." He says, smacking me really hard on my bare, unprotected ass.

"Ow! Shit Edward! That fucking hurt." I say, frowning at him rubbing my left butt cheek.

"Yeah? Leave me again and your ass will really know what it feels like to hurt." He says with raised eyebrows.

I jump off the bed smiling as I run toward my bathroom for a shower and stop in my tracks when I hear his loud whistle. I spin around and see him standing there all naked and beautiful shaking his head 'no' and motioning for me to come to him.

"In this shower, baby."

I giggle and skip over to him and he lifts me, cradling me to him and we take a long hot shower where we lovingly bathe each other before we get dressed and walk to his parent's house for dinner.

I jump on his back for a piggy back ride and chew on his ear saying naughty things knowing what it does to him.

"You are sooo going to pay for that, Bella." He says growling. I let the heel of my foot rub against his hard package in his jeans and I giggle.

"God, I hope so." I say, giggling again.

"Have you totally forgotten my name, Bella? Because you keep calling me God. Now tell me my real name." He chuckles, looking back at me over his shoulder.

"Edward." I respond wrapping my arms tighter around him and laying my head down on the back of his shoulder.

"My Edward." I repeat his name. "I'm so in love with you, Edward."

"It's about time, Isabella." He says giving me that half grin of his. So fucking sexy.

We walk the rest of the way in silence. We enter his parent's house with me still on his back just when they come out of the kitchen with a chilled bottle of my favorite Pandora Reserve. Edward lowers me to the ground and he falls down hard on the couch.

"Shit girl, you gained some weight while you were gone didn't you?" He says shocking his mother.

"Edward Anthony Cullen! How dare you say something like that?" She admonishes him.

"I'm so glad you're home, Bella." Esme quietly says in my ear, giving me a firm hug.

"Me too, Esme." I say smiling back at her. I look at Edward over my shoulder.

"Esme, he's just jesting. I haven't gained weight and he knows it. In fact, I have lost 7 pounds. It's just that he has gone soft and weak and is no longer the strong virile man that I remembered him to be. We will just have to be more careful around him so as not to tax him and his weak physique." I look at him out the corner of my eye and see his mouth has fallen open.

"You did not just say that shit." He says jumping up, throwing me over his shoulder, giving me three hard swats on my bottom. I squeal with each smack.

"Now who is the weakling?" He asks, threatening to spank me more.

I look up through my tussled hair and smack his butt. I'm pissed that his smack hurt a hell of a lot more than mine. Mine are little sissy swats compared to his.

"Carlisle is." I say giggling as Edward sits me down on the floor pulling my hair out of my face.

"Good girl, baby." He says, kissing my forehead.

I look over at Carlisle who is still in shock that I would turn against him so quickly. I walk up to him and kiss his cheek and whisper in his ear.

"Carlisle, you and I both know you are the most virile man in the room, don't we?" I say patting the side of his arm and walk over to help Esme set the table. "You been working out Carlisle?" I say grinning at him.

"She has both of us figured out doesn't she Edward?" Carlisle says wrapping his arm around Edward, guiding him to the bar.

"She owns me, dad, body and soul." Edward says. I smile at him and blow him a kiss, then continue to set the table.

"Where are Emmett and Jasper?" I ask Esme when I notice there are only four settings.

"They are with their girls tonight." She replies. "Bella, I swear, they never leave their sides. Thank you again for coming into our lives. My heart is full now that my boys are in love and happy." Esme says, wrapping me in a hug.

"And I am so glad you are back. Now you won't be doing that again will you?" She says more as a statement than a question.

"No, Esme. Never again." I say looking over at Edward and he looks up at me at the same time. We look into each other's eyes and I feet a warm glow run through my veins.

I love him.

"I love you too, babe." He says, smiling at me warmly.

Oh, shit did I just say that out loud? I look around and see Esme and Carlisle looking at us, smiling. I can feel my face burn with embarrassment. I look up at Edward again and he is grinning at me and I can only shrug my shoulders and get back to my task at hand.

After we finish dinner consisting of grilled salmon, grilled vegetables and twice baked potatoes, Esme brings out the deepest, darkest, most decadent chocolate cake I have ever seen. It was almost black it was so full of chocolate.

"Oh my goodness." I say staring at it, salivating over my plate.

"Look out, mom. Bella loves her chocolate." Edward says. "I'm afraid we have lost her for the next ten minutes."

I don't wait for everyone else and look up and grin at everyone staring at me and the chocolate in the corner of my mouth. I see Edward's eyes focus on my lips and watch as he licks his own. I use my napkin to wipe away the chocolate and can see the exaggerated disappointment on Edward's face when I do. I shake my head at him and consider asking for another slice of cake.

"Okay, Edward, let's do the dishes for your mom and dad and head home, shall we?" I say getting up to gather the dinner dishes.

"You most certainly will not, Bella!" Esme admonishes and takes the dishes out of my hands. "I will take care of these and you two will go off and do what it is you do."

"Thanks for having us, Esme." I say to her, kissing her cheek and then turning to Carlisle, gripping his arms as I kiss his cheek as well.

"Come on, handsome, let's go do what we do." I say quietly to Edward and we walk arm in arm back home in silence.

We both look in the direction of a noise coming from the gardens. There it is again. A crunch like a twig snapping in half.

"Probably just some bunnies. We get a lot of those around here. Deer too." Edward says pulling me closer to him. I lay my head on his shoulder as we continue our evening stroll toward the house. I didn't miss the fact that he looked back toward the direction of the noise as he held me tighter and that he picked up the pace.

I am thinking those were some awful big bunnies and look back out toward the garden myself.

~BD~

After waking up and receiving a thorough loving by Edward, I take a long hot shower, taking extra care with my primping and dress in some charcoal gray skinny jeans, a white camisole, a black waterfall sweater and black ballet flats. I add some curl to my hair and push it back off my face with a black leather headband adorned with gold studs.

After a quick look to make sure I haven't forgotten anything, I head out of my dressing room and find Edward waiting for me. My heart skips a beat or two. He is dressed in a blue long sleeved t-shirt with a pair of worn 501's and a pair of Doc Martins. A smile comes across his face and I am drawn to him and sit across his lap.

"Hey, handsome." I say quietly into his ear.

"Mmmm, girl, you are playing with fire doing that. Do you want to risk messing up everything you just put together?" He says, running his tongue around my ear knowing that turns me to mush.

"After this morning? I can barely walk as it is. You will have to cart me around in a wheelbarrow today if I go another round with you right now, baby." I say kissing his cheek and jump up from his lap. "Let's go down for breakfast, I'm starving."

"That's why I'm taking you out for breakfast, Bella-boo." He says, taking my hand leading me down the stairs.

We arrive at the diner in town and sit next to the window in the corner, enjoying fluffy, fruity pancakes when I look up and see a couple kissing.

There they are, Tanya and Jacob in a full-on tongue-filled kiss right in front of the window. Right in front of Edward and I. When they break from the kiss, they both deliberately turn to look at us; Jacob at me and Tanya at Edward. Before Jacob turns away, he licks his lips long and slow and winks. They both laugh at us before he takes Tanya's hand as they cross the street.

"What the hell was that?" Edward says, shocked and appalled.

"I haven't the faintest idea!" I reply. "This keeps getting weirder and weirder."

I look out the window where they are walking on the other side of the street and see Jacob looking at me. That's when he points his finger at me.

What the hell…?

"Fucking Jenks!" I hear Edward say under his breath.

A/N: Patience my little dainty grasshoppers… it will all come out in the wash. I know you are anxious and you all have ideas and theories and frustrations. Just sit back and enjoy the story. And by all means, please leave me your thoughts. I really get a kick out of them you know. How about our boy this week. Was he fabulous or what?