Fitz P.O.V.

All I can see is blood. Olivia. Running. A bloody Olivia running out of a huge house for her life. My Livvie they shot my Livvie 4 times. How do I explain that to Destiney and Alice? I should've went with them. I should've sent the agents I could've prevented this.

"Harrison Wright family?" The doctor asked not sure who to confront since Olivia Pope is on his contact list and she's in surgery. I stood and so did the rest of Olivia Pope's team.

"He has two shots to the leg and one in the arm. We removed the bullets. They weren't to deep so he'll be fine. If he gets lots of rest and keeps his wounds clean. He'll be just fine." The doctor explained some things to the group to give them a better understanding of his condition. It was hours later when another doctor came to talk about Olivia's conditions.

"Ms. Pope's family?" She walked up to the group.

"If she's dead just say it." I said making the doctor uncomfortable.

She cleared her throat "She's alive. We had to remove her appendix due to 2 bullets to her lower right side. She has a bullet to her left shoulder and one to the left arm. I don't think she'll be able to use her left arm for a while but we can't be sure until she wakes. When she is healed enough to leave the hospital we'll put in a prescription to a pharmacy of whomever is taking care of her choice. We gave her some sleeping pills to dull the pain. Ms. Pope said Mr. Grant will tell the staff who is allowed and not allowed to visit her as she recover if she cannot tell herself. She'll be fine with a lot of sleep. You can come see her in a bit. I am told you are here for Mr. Wright. You can see him now. Just follow me." They followed the doctor into Harrison's room. He was laying there looking at the ceiling.

"It's my fault I knew it was a bad idea but I didn't stop her." Harrison said never looking at us.

"If it's anyone's fault it's mine. My job is to protect Olivia Pope with everything I got and I have weapons but I didn't bring any." Huck said remorseful.

"And who bright idea was it to go somewhere dangerous unarmed." Abby spat.

"It was Olivia's. She didn't think they'd actually use the gun Alice said they had." Harrison answered. I thought about it why would Olivia want to go to the house unarmed. Then it hit me.

"If you guys would've been armed you would've went to jail." They all looked at me then I continued. "You all would have arrived at the house weapons ready. Olivia would have done the same thing accept when they pulled you would've pulled and when they shot you. You would have leading to possibly wounding them or killing them. The police would have arrived and seen it as a home invasion. You guys came in didn't get what you want and shot them and THEY shot back in self defense." Everyone seemed to ponder what I just said before they agreed. They sat and talked with Harrison, I noticed the special attention he pays Abby. It was a few hours before the doctor came back and took us to Olivia. They even let us put Harrison in a wheelchair and come.

"Before you go in I think you should know the nurse will be sedating her soon." We nodded and went in. The room was big like I requested and there was another bed next to hers. I stood by the door while her team crowded her with love. I heard her tell Abby to make sure to keep the girl and I watched Quinn grab Huck's hand when he was apologizing. Harrison was holding Liv's hand. I watched Abby watch Harrison's hand cover Olivia's and I knew she didn't like it. Harrison was trying to make her laugh but she was looking for someone.

"Where's Fitz? He's not still mad at me is he?" I could hear her ask. Huck and Quinn moved so she could see me.

"Hi." I could see the tears in her eyes.

"Hi. Come here. I didn't think I'd hear your voice again." She said. I was beside the bed in 4 steps. She shook her hand out of Harrison's and pulled me by the shirt to her. She quickly put her hand in my hair. I kissed her lips softly then passionately until she was moaning in my mouth. I pulled away remembering we have an audience. She whimpered softly.

"I'm still very mad at you." I put my nose against hers.

"I'm sorry." She whispered a tear slid down her cheek. I wiped it off with my thumb

"You almost died." I whispered back. She nodded. "Don't do it again."

"Okay. How's the kids?" She asked.

"Growing gray hair. They miss their mama." I told her.

"Can I see them please?" She looked nervous.

"I'll bring them the next time you wake up."

"You'll be here?"

"As soon as you wake up." I took her hand out my hair and held it.

"You know after this experience. I realized how selfish I have been. Putting my daughter second to my job and putting you guys in danger. I'm so sorry." She said looking at her team with a sad smile. She then looked at me and continued "I also realized how much I love you…all of you. I don't know what I'd do without you."

"Can we have the room?" I stared at her. They left the room.

"I love you Fitz. I love you a lot. That stomach twisting heart aching love. I feel it. I need you."

"I love you too baby and if you love me and Destiney and Alice. You'll get better so we can take you home. I need to take you home."

"Okay."