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"You bastard! You're nothing but a human trash! Don't talk like you're all that! You piss me off just by being in the same class as us, I can't believe Kise-Sempai would talk to someone like you."I smirked.
"Oh! So that's what got you all pissed off, it's the fact that Kise is talking to me, isn't it? What? Are you jealous or somethin'? Well don't worry about it. I'll avoid him starting today. Happy? Now stop bothering me."
With that, I got up and was heading to the door when I accidentally bumped into someone. S-Shit, Ryouta. He looks disappointed. Did he hear what I just said? Whatever, who cares? I avoided eye contact with him and walked away.
So yeah, I decided to skip class. It's not like anyone cares if I'm gone. I went to the roof and lied down on the ground to sleep…
Wait, where the hell is Gen?!
I completely forgot about that idiot! Ughh, he's probably with his girlfriend again! Why is it that whenever people start attacking me or accusing me of something, no one's there to defend me? I sighed in frustration.
[flashback]
"You probably can do it since you have a rather rude attitude towards everyone but I cant, okay?! So don't start pestering me about it!"
[flashback end]
Does he really think of me that way? I really don't feel good at all.
Eh? …
W-What the hell? Am I c-crying?! I felt tears well up in my eyes.
Damn it! … I hate this … I really like Ryouta a lot. I sobbed.
"R-REN?!"
SHIT! I looked back. Ryouta!? NOW?! REALLY?!
I got up and started walking away. I don't want him to see me looking this pathetic. "Wait! Ren! LISTEN TO ME!" He grabbed my hand and turned me around to face him. "Why are you crying?!"
It's you … idiot.
"Is it Haru-chan? Did she bother you in class?!"
Stop being nice to me …
"Ren? Answer me!" I pushed his hand away. "Why the hell would you care?! It's your fault you bastard!" He was surprised. "Oh sorry if I was rude. Though it's like you said, I have a rather rude attitude towards everyone!"
With that I turned to walk away again. I don't care anymore I want to get away. "REN! Look … I told you I'm sorry, okay? I really didn't mean to hurt you when I said that. I was frustrated because I keep hearing the same words from everyone that I don't have to be nice to the girls. But I hate that I can't change it. So what you said makes perfect sense … but I just burst out on you that way… sorry, don't hate me!"
Hate? …
"Of course … I wont hate you…" I muttered. Ryouta couldn't hear me since my voice barely came out. "S-Sorry, I couldn't hear you." I blushed. "I said of course I wont hate you! Its because …" I sobbed again. He was freaking out. Then he hugged me. "Sorry, I'm really sorry Ren. So don't cry." I hugged him back.
"R-Ryouta"
I'm going to do it now. YES! I know … I'm crazy. But I decided to confess now. It's now or never!
"Yes Ren?" I tightened my grip on his shirt. "I … I really … like you!"
I did it … I confessed!
I was lost in thoughts when I felt Ryouta release me from the hug. I was blushing madly now. I don't want him to see how lame my face looks right now! I avoided eye contact. I was scared to see what kind of face he'd make. It was too quiet.
Isn't he going to say anything?
I looked at him to see his reaction. He looks … shocked, and … disappointed?
No wait … what the hell did I just do. Why did I confess?! He looks … disgusted. I gotta do something before things get worse!
"Ren-chaaaaaan! Oh, and Kise! What are you guys doing up here?"
G-Gen?!
"Huh? Are you guys okay? Ren-chan, your eyes are red! Did you guys fight again?!" Ryouta wasn't saying anything. I can't see his face properly, he was staring at the ground. "I-I'm fine Gen! And No we weren't fighting. What are you doing up here?" He grinned. "I didn't find you in class so I went to check the roof. Didn't I tell you not to skip classes?!"
Ughh, he's scolding me again.
"Don't scold me, I'm not a ki-" I was interrupted by Ryouta walking away from us. "Eeeek, he looks pissed. Didn't you say you guys weren't fighting?"
What did I do? … I ruined everything. I don't even know how to face him anymore.
I went back to class with Gen. Throughout the whole day, Ryouta didn't look at me at all. I'll talk to him after class. A few hours later, classes were finally over. I approached Ryouta's desk.
"Ryouta. C-Can we talk?" I was blushing since he now knows my feelings. I felt awkward as hell. "Kise-Sempaaai~ we're going for karaoke now. Do you want to join us?"
Stupid fan girls! I was talking to him first!
I looked back at Ryouta. "Sure Karin-chan~ I'm bored anyways. Let's go." … I was completely ignored. Right? He started walking past me without even glancing at me. I stopped him by gripping the back of his shirt.
"R-Ryouta. Did you hear me? Can we please talk? Just for a few min-" I was interrupted when he shoved my hand away and glared at me. "Don't touch me! And don't call me Ryouta." With that, he walked away. "
I flinched when I heard someone chuckle. "Kise-Sempai would never talk to someone like you. Trash." Haru-chan again. That annoying little-! No. I wont let her get to me anymore. I ignored her pitiful comments and got out of school.
[flashback]
"Then do you want to walk home with me from now on?" … "Ehhhh" ..."You don't want to?"... "N-No, I want to!"
[flashback end]
Guess I'll walk home alone today …
"G-Genji, someone might see us. Stop!"
Huh?
Gen?
I looked at where the voice was coming from. "Who cares? At least they'll know that you belong to me."
G-GEN?! Since when does he use cheesy lines?!
So he's with his girlfriend? Now that I mention it I haven't seen her yet. Let me take a closer look.
… Huh? …
GAAHHHHHH! IT-IT'S A GUY. HIS GIRLFRIEND IS A GUY!
"GEN?!"
Oh shit! I accidentally yelled his name out! They both turned to face me. Oh god. "R-REN-CHAN?!" Both of them were blushing like crazy at the moment. "U-Uhhh … So your girlfriend is him?"I muttered. He blushed and nodded. I was about to reply when I felt my head get smacked.
"IM NOT A GIRL"
OUCH!
"I know! It's just that he didn't tell me he was dating a guy! Don't just randomly hit me! Jeez!" Gen was obviously freaking out. Did he think I would judge him for liking a guy? "S-Sorry Ren-chan! I wanted to tell you but …" I lightly punched him. "You dumbass! You know me better than that! I can't believe you actually thought that I would end our friendship for something like this!" He frowned.
"It's the opposite Gen, I told you didn't I? I'm happy for you. Smile already!" I could swear he suddenly had the biggest smile ever! And then he hugged me. "Thank you Ren-chan! You're the bestest friend anyone could ever ask for!" I nodded. "Same to you, dumbass." Then we both got kicked out of nowhere.
What the hell!
"Stop getting lovey dovey with someone else you bastard." Holy crap. This guy is violent. He's worse than a jealous girlfriend. "O-Oh right, I haven't introduced you two yet. Ren-chan, this is Yanagi Shohei, my lover! Sho-chan, this is Kuroki Ren, the best friend I always told you about!" It feels good to see him all happy.
I'm glad I randomly met them just now.
"It's nice to finally meet you Yanagi" I raised my hand to shake hands with him and he turned his head away. "Hmphh! I don't like you"
Ehhhhhh!? Does everyone hate me around here?!
Gen was freaking out again. "S-Sho-chan! Why are you being mean?" He ignored Gen.
Oh I get it. Jealousy, right? I know how that feels …
"Yanagi" he looked back at me. "Don't worry, I already have someone I like" his eyes widened. "I-Its not like I c-care! You don't have to explain!" I chuckled at his reply. A typical tsundere!
"R-REN-CHAN?! You have someone you like?! How come you never told me!" I smiled at him. "Nahh, I'd rather not say it." He glared at me. "You better tell me right now!"
Ughhh Why did I say it?! He'll never leave this matter alone.
"Fine, if you want to be shocked, go ahead." Both Gen and Yanagi were eyeing me like a couple of weirdoes. "TELL!" I sighed.
"Kise Ryouta. Bye."
I walked away as soon as I said the name. I think they're completely shocked to the point that they're frozen solid. "OI REN-CHAN! Stop right there!" Gen called out to me causing me to stop. Oops. He's going to scold me again.
"W-What do you mean Kise Ryouta? You seriously mean it? You like LIKE him?!" I frowned then nodded. "Ah, I do. Don't worry though, nothing's gonna happen between us. It's a hopeless case." He sighed. "Why are you giving up so easily you idiot?"
…
"It's n-not like I want to give up … But right now, he hates me." Gen looked confused.
Anyways, what else can I do? I already …
"Why would he hate you? I mean … I know you two argue a lot but it never looked like he hate-" I interrupted him. "-I confessed to him today." His eyes widened. "T-Then today on the roof-" I nodded. "Yes, I confessed right before you showed up on the rooftop. He walked away without saying a word. Then … I tried to talk to him after class… anyways he probably doesn't want to see my face right now."
Gen glared at me. "Don't give up! Try to talk to him again, I'm sure he's just confused or something. Confess again. Keep telling him how you feel-" I interrupted him. "-I CAN'T! IT'S NOT EASY, OKAY?!" Gen pulled me from my collar and yelled back.
"WHY CAN'T YOU?! YOU NEVER KNOW UNTIL YOU TRY! STOP BEING STUBBORN YOU IDIO-" I cut him off again. "- IT'S BECAUSE HE WAS DISGUSTED!" … Gen was silent. Then I saw Gen and Yanagi's eyes widen. "Ren-cha… Y-You're crying."
That bastard
I was sobbing. Why is it that I keep crying because of him? I don't even remember the last time I cried before today … A few seconds later I felt a hand pat my head.
I looked up to see who's hand it is … Y-Yanagi? He smiled. "It'll be okay. You can rely on me and Gen. We'll help you as much as we can. Okay?" I blushed and nodded. Right now Gen looked like a father and Yanagi like a mother. They both smiled at me. I actually felt a lot better … I gave Yanagi a big grin and said, "So Yanagi can actually be nice-" I was cut off by a smack on the head. Ouchhh! My head! "Don't get too carried away you bastard. I still don't like you."
His face was red, probably from embarrassment. Gen and I both laughed. Seriously, tsundere! After that, Gen and Yanagi insisted on walking me home. "Ren-chaaan~ Don't cry anymore, okay? We'll see you tomorrow in school! Take care!" I nodded and smiled back. "Alright! See ya tomorrow, you too Yanagi, and thanks for today!" Yanagi glared, more of a friendly glare, and replied. "I said don't get carried away you idiot!" I laughed at his attitude. "Okay! I wont get carried away. Don't worry. See ya!"
I'm glad Gen met someone like him. I'm happy for them. As soon as I got home I felt bored. My parents are always out because they're busy with work. What do I do now? Ughh there's nothing on TV. I'll just take a walk outside or something.
I got out and decided to walk around the neighborhood. Now that I think about it, a lot of things happened today. I really don't know how it ended up that bad, but after talking about it to Yanagi and Gen, I actually don't regret confessing. It's like Gen said, I should stop being stubborn and keep trying.
I'll try to talk to him again tomor- ouch! Why the hell do I keep bumping into people all the time?! I should apologize to whoever it is. It was my fault since I was lost in thoughts. "I'm really sorry! It's my fault for spacing out. Here let me help you up-?"
Oh god ...
SERIOUSLY?
Of all people I could bump into, it had to be Kise Ryouta?!
He ignored my helping hand and looked away. Yea, guess he still hates me.
Wait … this is my chance! I have to talk to him!
"Umm … Ry- Kise, let me help you up." He looked at my hand and finally took it. "Thanks." I blushed. I know he just thanked me and its not a big deal, but it made me happy, okay?
"Y-Yeah … It's not a big deal. Kise, can we … talk now?" He glared at me. "Tch, say whatever you want already, make it quick and stop bothering me."
It hurts … the way he's acting cold with me.
Now that I can talk to him, I don't know what to say! "Ummm…" He raised an eyebrow and yelled. "Spit it out already!" I flinched. "S-Sorry. I already told you how I feel about you … I just … want to know your thoughts. And I want to know why you suddenly started acting … different." I looked at him waiting for his reply. He was silent for a while but then spoke up.
"You want to know my thoughts, you say? I'll tell you what I think of your feelings, they disgust me. We're both guys, it's just wrong in many ways ... did you ever think about that? Huh?"
Think about it?
At the moment I was too shocked to even breathe. I already knew he was disgusted, but it hurt a thousand times more when he said it.
But I wont give up. I have to try harder. "B-But you won't know if it's disgusting until you try! I'll do anything I can to make you happy. I'm confident about my feelings, I'm confident that I can love you more than any other girl! If you could just give me one chance, I'll prove it to you. I love you Kise!" I was now blushing like crazy. I can't believe I just said that. I sounded so lame! I looked at him waiting for his reply.
W-Wait, is he … blushing?!
I held his wrist. "Please Kise, go out with me." He looked back at me. "H-How the hell can you be so calm about it! Do u think going out will be that easy when we're both guys? What are you gonna do about it if we're found out? You're crazy!"
I tightened my grip on his wrist and replied. "It might not be easy, but it wont be that hard either, we can get through it. And if anyone finds out about it, I swear I'll take responsibility for it. I'll do anything I can to make you happy, so will you accept my … feelings, Kise?"
He frowned, then looked away and nodded.
No way … No way …
My eyes widened. He said yes! So that means that we're … going out!? "W-What the hell are you gawking at!" Snap out of it already! I was blushing insanely at the moment. "S-So we're together now, right? …" He awkwardly nodded. In a split second, I hugged him.
"Thank you Kise! I love you, I really love you!" He hugged me back. "Y-Yeah Yeah, I got it." Few minutes later, the hug got awkward so we let go. I don't want to go back home now! I want to spend more time with him! But, wasn't he supposed to go for karaoke with the others?
I looked at him and asked, "S-So, ummm … are you going back to karaoke ...?" He looked away and replied. "I didn't go to karaoke, I ditched them on the way." Whew! "Thank god" SHIT. I said that without thinking! "Thank god?" I nodded. "I … don't like it when you're around the girls in our class. I mean … t-they piss me off! Especially that Haru-chan!" He chuckled.
"Is that jealousy?"
I blushed awkwardly. "O-Ofcourse it is! I like you, why wouldn't I be jealous?!" He smiled. "Just the girls in our class?" … "Huh?" He smirked, "Are you jealous of the girls in our class only?" He makes things so annoyingly awkward! MUKATSUKU! (He pisses me off!)! I blushed again and changed the subject.
"Did you have dinner yet?" Please say no! "Nop, I'm starving, wanna eat something at Magi burger?" I had a huge smile on my face. "YES! I'm hungry too! Let's go!" With that, I grabbed his wrist and started running to MB.
As soon as we arrived, we ordered food and started eating. He was amazed by the amount of burgers I ordered and chuckled.
"Cow"
"OI! I told you to stop calling me a cow!" He laughed again and ruffled my hair, "I'm just kidding! Besides, cows are cute."
It's annoying being around him sometimes, he makes me blush like a freakin' girl.
I sighed. He suddenly frowned. "Did I upset you?" I raised an eyebrow. "N-NO! Never!" He grinned and continued eating. I know we just started dating, but I want to ask him if we could go watch a movie together tomorrow.
"Uhh .. Kise?"
He looked at me then frowned. "W-What's wrong?" He scratched the back of his head, "I'm sorry" Wait, what? Why is he sorry?"
Is he gonna take back what he said? He changed his mind about dating?
I was seriously freaking out and he probably noticed. "NO, you got it wrong Ren! I was saying … You can call me by my first name you know … Sorry for being cold to you back in class. I wasn't thinking." I was so happy that my tears came out. "Ren?! Why are you crying?!" I rubbed my eyes and blushed.
"I'm not crying! … I'm just so happy that things turned out this way. I really thought it wasn't possible for you to even consider looking at me anymore. I was scared that it would bother you if I call you by your first name again … So thank you."
He looked taken back by what I said and was quiet for a while.
"Ren … you're seriously too freakin' cute!" He pinched my cheeks again. Is it fun doing that to my face?! "So, what did you want to ask me just now Ren?" Oh right! I almost forgot!
"Are you free tomorrow?" He raised an eyebrow. "Tomorrow? Hmmm~ Is Ren asking me out on a date?" He winked. I blushed again and nodded. "Wanna go watch a movie together?" He grinned. "of course I'll go!" I'm the luckiest guy on earth right now! Yaaaay~
With that, we both exchanged phone numbers, and got back home. I'm so excited for tomorrow!
Chapter 3 ends! Yaay for Ren! A date with Ryouta tomorrow! I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter! Please favorite, follow, and review! Thanks!