AN: Sorry for the wait, but I just couldn't get the ending of this chapter the way I wanted it. Anyway, another chapter that I hope you like.
It was around five in the afternoon when Jared was getting ready to go get Genevieve from Kevin. He had grown to like the people he's come across. Although, he's enjoyed being around Danneel more when he could. She was really good with Genevieve, and he didn't know what he would do if she wasn't around to take care of her while he was busy.
Jared was coming up to the tent, when Castiel called him over. He was looked between the tent and him and back again. He was called for again. It wasn't like he hated Castiel, it was just that he was very uncomfortable around him. The way he was looked at made him feel extremely unwelcome.
He sighed and gave in. "What can I do for you, Castiel?"
Castiel glared at him. "Jensen needs everyone going near the training grounds. We have a mission, so go." With that he turned his back on Jared.
Jared rolled his eyes. One of these days, he was going to find out what Castiel's problem was with him. He went inside and told Kevin that he has a mission with Jensen and the others. He didn't have an issue with going, because he actually wanted to go, but he hasn't been able to see her since that morning. She's his, but he misses her.
Jared was standing with the others waiting for Jensen and Castiel to show up. Everyone around him were talking amongst themselves, but all he could think about was the night he was with Jensen. He really was in love with him, but he couldn't make him feel the same way. He needed Jensen to either accept what was obviously there between them, or say otherwise. He didn't want to continue to believe that Jensen wanted him when there was no chance.
He was brought out of his thoughts when Jensen and Castiel finally arrived. As soon as Jensen was in sight everyone quit talking. The only sound that could be heard was the sound of the children laughing and playing.
Jensen cleared his throat. "One hour ago, Castiel and I had gotten word that the Mills' and the Braedens were attacked and four members were taken. They were too injured to go after them themselves, so they called for us. We have a two hour window to intercept the van before they make it to their destination."
Jensen went on to explain to the other members about the weapons Jared had taught them to use. Jared could see how skilled they all were, because once Jensen was finished speaking, they gathered the weapons quickly and made their way to the two trucks they had.
Jared stood there and watched in awe at the way the werewolves were tying their machetes to their legs. The way they shifted was amazing and graceful. He could feel jealousy flowing through his heart as he watched others do the very thing he's been wanting to do since he found out what he really was. He looked away and got in the passenger seat with Jensen in the driver's seat.
As they were driving, Jared couldn't make himself think about anything else. He's been wondering why Jensen was with them. He knew he was a werewolf, so why was he with the humans? Why wasn't he out there running with the others?
"Jen?"
Jensen looked at him. "What is it?"
"Why are you driving?"
"The others aren't really in the driving mood when we have to do these kinds of trips."
Jared shook his head. "No, I mean, why aren't you with the other werewolves?"
Jensen was quiet for a moment. Jared was thinking he wasn't going to answer. "The humans, no matter how hard they train or how much they're armed, are still at a disadvantage. What they can do is only going to last so long, so I figure they're going to need all the help they need. They have a higher chance of surviving and that's what matters. Castiel can handle the wolves."
The way Jensen looked as he spoke made Jared believe there was more to it then that. Jensen was the perfect alpha a pack could have, but it was more than just wanting to help them. It was something Jared could see that Jensen didn't want to think about. What was he so afraid to talk about?
It took them thirty minutes to reach the van. The closer they were getting to the vehicle, the more excited Jared felt. He knew that what they were doing was very dangerous, and they weren't going to return with no injuries, but he felt thrilled. He was finally doing what he's been wanting to do for the last ten years. Jared just wished that Chad and Lilith were there to enjoy this with him.
The black Ford van was driving calmly, which didn't sit well with Jared. What did they do to the wolves that caused them to be relaxed in the back? Were they dead? Were they unconscious? What was going on in that van?
When they finally had their sights on the van, Jensen stepped on the gas to catch up with the van. His eyes were solely on their target. Jared has never seen him like that, and he felt incredibly scared for the vampires that took the wolves. He was so glad he was not on the receiving end. Jared didn't know what he would do if Jensen ever looked at like that.
"Where are the wolves?" Jared asked getting his weapons ready. He noticed the others in the back doing the same.
"We're surrounded by them. When we make our move, they'll come." Jensen was so close to the van. He moved to the other lane. "Brace yourselves."
Jared didn't know what he meant by that. What did Jensen mean? He was about to ask himself, but talking was the last thing on his mind when he figured out what Jensen was about to do. He grabbed onto the handle. Jensen was near the back of the van, and all of a sudden he slammed into the black van causing it to turn left.
The other truck behind them wasn't that far back and as soon as the black van turned on its side trying to stop, Jensen drove back into the correct lane, the second truck slammed into the side causing it to flip over. This was like a scene out of a movie. No way did that just happen. The scene before him was too graceful... too rehearsed. Would the wolves in the back even survive that kind of impact?
Jensen stopped the truck and everyone in both trucks got out with their weapons ready. Ten wolves came out of the woods on both sides, and began to attack. They didn't know how many vampires they were going to fight, but they felt that there was safety in numbers. Jared was shooting who he knew wasn't one of them. As he was shooting, he didn't realize more vampires came out of nowhere.
Before they left, Jensen made sure that a select group from both trucks would go for the wolves in the van. They were to be covered by the others.
Jared had killed three vampires and shot four. He was about to go help another human, but he was grabbed from behind and thrown to the side of the road into a ditch. He groaned in pain. He felt his hands empty which meant that he wasn't carrying any weapons. He opened his eyes and looked around. Being that it was so dark out, it was hard to locate his gun.
"Now, what are you doing here?"
Jared froze when he heard a voice behind him. He knew that voice. It sent a shiver down his spine every time. He turned around and his eyes widened when he saw who it was. "Nick."
Nick Pellegrino was Alastair's brother. He's hated Nick just as much as his brother and Alastair was horrible. He could defend himself against his uncle just fine, but Nick... Nick was different. At least when he was growing up, Alastair kept the touching 'innocent', but Nick didn't do the same.
Nick chuckled and bent down grabbing Jared's collar. "Aw, you haven't forgotten about me. Wait until Alastair finds out where you've been."
No! He can't know. He didn't want to think about what his uncle would do if he found out what Jared has been doing and who he's been with since he left. He didn't want to think about what would happen to him or Genevieve if he knew. Alastair was so obsessed with him that he would search for him until he found him.
Jensen had shot another vampire, and before he went to another he saw a vampire standing over Jared. Why wasn't Jared fighting back? Where was his gun? Why wasn't he using it? He was the one who showed them how to use it and he was doing nothing. He was just looking at the vampire in fear.
Something inside Jensen made him angry. It infuriated him that something was trying to harm Jared. He cocked his gun and fired. In his fury, he missed. He growled. He pushed a vampire out of his way, and he ran to Jared's aid.
"Get the hell away from him!" Jensen yelled.
Jensen threw his gun to the side when it ran out of bullets. He punched the vampire in the face, and knocked him to the ground. The vampire smirked at him and rose to his feet. Jensen held his machete out and stood in front of Jared. Why was Jared still sitting?
Nick sniffed the air. "Look at the little defective puppy. What's wrong, can't get it up?" He laughed mockingly.
Jensen glared at the vampire. He went to swing at the vampire, but he was grabbed and spun around with his back to the vampire's front. He was then grabbed by the neck. If he was in his wolf form he could easily kill this thing, but in his human form he couldn't... wouldn't.
"What's the matter? The little puppy doesn't want to come out and play?"
Jared couldn't get himself to get up. Seeing Nick scared him to the core where he couldn't move. He could only just sit there and watch what was happening before him. Why was Jensen still human? Why wouldn't he shift? Then he was brought out of his scared state when he saw that Nick had him by the throat choking him. Seeing Jensen hurt and unable to help himself, he felt something ignite in him. Red flashed across his vision.
"Nick! Let him go!" Jared yelled.
He ran at them both knocking them all to the ground. He would apologize to Jensen later for this, but right now his safety was more important. He was now on top of Nick and threw punches left and right. He could hear Jensen coughing to his left and he turned for a brief moment to make sure that he was okay. That was all it took for Nick to push Jared off and escape.
Nick signaled for the remaining vampires to stop what they were doing and ran off. Jared ignored the vampires and went to Jensen's side. He held onto Jensen, but he could tell that now that the fight was over Jensen was losing consciousness. He knew Jensen had fought harder than the humans, so it took more out of him.
Jensen saw black spots cover his vision. He hated that blood sucker. He knew that something wasn't right with the whole situation. Even though he was struggling to breathe, his hearing was just fine. He had no idea who the vampire was, but it seemed that Jared did. He knew exactly who it was. Jensen closed his eyes knowing that he wouldn't be able to stay awake for long. Jared was hiding something, something that needed to be said. The question was... what was Jared hiding? What wasn't he telling them?
Jared made his way back to his tent with Genevieve in his arms. After the fight was over, the wolves they had rescued were unharmed. Or as unharmed as they could be with being in a van that was hit twice. He was told that they were bound in silver which prevented them from shifting. They were explained by Castiel that it was necessary. The surprising thing was they didn't care that much. All they cared about was getting back to their families. They were then driven back to the border of their packs' territory.
Laying Genevieve in her crib that Danneel had put inside, he finally wanted to lay down. He knew he should take a shower, but his body hurt too much to even think about getting up. He closed his eyes ready to fall asleep, and he did.
The next afternoon, Jared was given the day off from training. He was grateful for this, because he was very sore. It was a good thing too, because now he was able to spend some time with Genevieve. She was playing with her toys on his bed, while he was reading his mother's journal.
October 24, 2005
I did something terrible today. No, I wouldn't call it terrible. I saved a child from Alastair. I went in to see Gerald, but I overheard that bastard tell another man that a baby girl was a human born to a werewolf pack. Because she wasn't what they were looking for, they were going to kill her. I couldn't let that happen. After everything that's happened with Jared and how he was brought into our lives, I couldn't let a baby die. So, I followed them and just before they were going to kill her, I attacked. I don't kill humans, so I knocked them out and took her.
I know that I was seen, and I'm sure they're already on their way here. I'm not going to run, but despite my no killing humans rule, I won't lay down and die either. I convinced Gerald to take her out and buy whatever she needed. I don't remember what I said to make him leave without me.
This is it. I'm going to go and take a drive and hopefully I'm wrong and they didn't see me. Hopefully, when I get back there would be no sign they came to find me. In the chance that I'm right, I love you. I love you all so much.
Jared felt a tear fall down his face and land on the paper. This was her last entry and the journal wasn't even finished. When he learned about his mother's death, he was devastated. He was told she was killed in a car accident. Another car had hit her and she died on impact. Whatever had happened in the accident, the report said that a scrap of metal had ripped apart and sliced through the windshield cutting her head off. They found the piece of metal bloody, but they couldn't figure out where it came from.
Not once since he heard about her death did he believe that. What were the chances that that would happen to a vampire? He never knew what really happened that day, but now he did. She was killed, and Alastair was most likely involved.
He set the journal to the side, and held onto Genevieve needing some comfort. He cried while holding her thinking about his mother. Even though she wasn't really his birth mother like he had always believed, she was the only mother he knew and loved.
Jensen was in his tent laying down. Every time they came back from a fight or rescue, he made sure everyone knew that he wasn't to be bothered. If they needed something then they would go to Castiel. Only in serious emergencies was he to be interrupted. He needed the time alone to collect his thoughts. He needed the time to wrap his mind around the events that led to his seclusion.
Everything went according to plan, but it all changed when he saw the vampire attacking Jared. Who was he and why did Jared know him? What was the connection between them? Did it have something to do with them coming here and asking for help? The only way Jensen was going to know any of the answers to his questions was to go and ask him himself.
Jensen was standing in front of Jared's tent and took a deep breath. What was he going to learn when he walked in? Did he even want to know? What if it was something bad? What if it was better to stay in ignorance than to know the truth?
It was almost nightfall, when Jared looked up to see Jensen peeking inside. He smiled and greeted his Alpha, but then the smile fell from his face when he saw Jensen's serious expression. Something was wrong. He sighed. Since coming back, Jared had prayed that Jensen didn't hear him call Nick by his name. Seeing the way Jensen was looking at him, his fear had been confirmed.
"Jen-"
"I think it's time you tell me the truth, Jared. Don't you?" Jensen walked all the way in and crosses his arms.
It was a good thing that twenty minutes before Jensen came, Danneel had come to ask if he needed her to take Genevieve for awhile. He didn't know why he said yes, but now he was glad he did. He rubbed his face in exhaustion. Jensen was right. As the alpha of the pack, he needed to know the truth about his pack. A pack wouldn't last if there were secrets that could put the others in danger. And what Jared knew would definitely put them all in danger.
So that was it. He opened his mouth and everything came pouring out. He explained how he knew Nick and his relationship with Alastair. Jared explained the circumstances of coming to find them. Not once did he look at Jensen, because he was too afraid to. He didn't want to think about what he was going to see when he looked at his Alpha.
When Jared was finished, he took a deep breath. "If you want us to leave, then we will. I don't want to put you all in danger."
Jared stood up and as soon as he looked at the man he loved, he was kissed. He closed his eyes at the wonderful feeling of kissing the alpha. He held onto Jensen's hips and deepened the kiss.
The kiss was broken and Jensen looked up at the other man. "I don't care about any of that. You're here and I don't want you to leave me."
Neither man knew what came over them, but it was in a matter of minutes before they were both shedding their clothes. Jared laid on his bed staring up at the man he loved. What was happening to them? He's never jumped into sex before.
Jensen looked down at Jared beneath him. He could see Jared's eyes filled with pure lust. He smiled and leaned down to kiss Jared's chest. He worked his way down enjoying seeing Jared squirm. He rubbed his face into the curly pubic hair around Jared's cock. He smelled glorious.
"So beautiful."
Jared blushed.
Jensen reached for Jared's cock happy that it was already getting hard. He lightly kissed it with small licks up and down. He finally made his way to the head. He kissed it gently and than wrapped his lips around and enveloped it with his mouth. Jensen smiled when he heard Jared gasp when his cock was finally in his mouth. He closed his eyes and bobbed his head up and down along Jared's length. He hummed in happiness when he felt Jared's hands in his hair. He could tell that Jared was close so with his hand that wasn't holding him up, he pumped it while sucking him off.
It didn't last long for Jared to go over the edge. He milked Jared for all of the cum he was given. It tasted fantastic. He guided Jared through his orgasm.
Jensen looked back up at Jared smiling. "Ready for part two?"
"Are you?"
Jensen reached into his jacket that he had dropped onto the ground. He took out a small thing of lubricant and a condom. When he opened the packet, he cursed.
"What's wrong?" Jared asked sounding impatient.
"I tore the condom. I'm sorry." He threw the useless condom to the ground.
"I'm clean," Jared said in a small voice.
Jensen looked at him with widened eyes. "I am too, but are you sure?"
By the look on Jared's face, he got his answer and he went to lube himself up. He then went to put plenty of lubricant all over Jared's hole. He was about to slip in his fingers to stretch him when Jared grabbed his hand stopping him. He looked at him in confusion.
Jared shook his head. "I can't wait. I need you inside me, please."
"I don't want to hurt you," Jensen frowned.
Jared grabbed his face and pulled him down into a kiss. He groaned. "Please."
Jensen knew he shouldn't, but the way Jared was begging him made him growl in arousal. He lined his hard cock to Jared's hole.
He felt Jensen's cock press up against his hole. It was the hottest thing he's felt in a long time. He hissed at the burning sensation. It was like being split in two, and he couldn't bring himself to completely hate it. He knew it was his idea to not be prepped, but it was only because he needed Jensen to just fuck him already.
Jensen could see he was hurting Jared, but neither of them could stop. It felt too good. The tightness around him felt incredible, but if Jared needed him to stop he would. He didn't know how he was going to do that, but he will.
"Do you want me to stop?" Jensen struggled out.
All Jared could do was shake his head. While Jensen couldn't make it stop hurting, he was going to try and make it unnoticeable. He leaned down to kiss Jared. It didn't take him long to be granted access to Jared's beautiful mouth. Jared and Jensen fought for dominance, but then Jared willingly submitted.
Jensen was finally all the way inside Jared. He gave Jared a moment to get used to the intrusion and it was hard to stay still. When Jared began to rock back, he knew he could finally move. He pulled all the way out with only the head of his cock still inside, and then pushed gently back inside.
Jared wrapped his legs around Jensen's waist, and soon he was able to pick up a rhythm. Jensen broke the kiss and moved to Jared's neck. The same side he offered up to him. He opened his mouth while still pumping in and out of his mate. But then he closed his mouth instead and licked and sucked on his neck.
Jared noticed the way Jensen was fucking him that he was getting close. As much as he wanted Jensen to cum inside him, he wanted it much more in his mouth. He pushed Jensen to get off and they flipped their positions. Jared moved down to Jensen's cock and eagerly put it in his mouth. He closed his eyes in enjoyment at the wonderful taste. There was no way he this was going to be a one time thing.
Jared felt Jensen grab his hair to keep him still and allowed him to fuck his mouth. With Jensen being so close, it didn't take him long for his cum to shoot inside his mouth. He loved it so much he made sure to swallow every drop.
He kissed his way up to Jensen's face with a final kiss to his lips. He laid down next Jensen.
Jensen pulled up the blanket and covered themselves. He turned onto his side so he can spoon Jared. He kissed the back of Jared's neck smiling at the shiver he caused. He closed his eyes and felt his mate relax in his embrace.
"I love you, Jensen."
Jensen's eyes shot open. He stared down at Jared. By his breathing evening out, he knew Jared was slipping into the wonders of sleep. A huge grin spread across his face. "I love you too," Jensen whispered against Jared's hair. He closed his eyes and began to relax waiting for sleep to take over. "My mate."
AN: Like it? I really hope so. I've said this in one of my other stories that writing sex scenes is something I'm not really good at, but I tried. I hope to hear what you think. Until next time. -Kauri510