AN: What had to be done will be done, what have to be said... see yourself

Songs: Still The Commodores

Endless love Lionel Richie and Diana Ross

She's my kind of rain Tim McGraw

I do and i don't Tim McGraw

Kissing you Des'ree

Warning: Will be rated M from now on, just to be sure and take care!

Hope ya enjoy!

C'ya!

Chapter 6

„You're not a detective for nothing, Lil.

I know someday you'll look me in the eye and figure it out.

I have to admit that i was afraid you could have seen it after Ed shot you-"

Scotty said a little while after their deal making drinking scene.

He had asked her if she wanted to go but she had shook her head and refused.

Lillys heart throwed itself to hights now she didn't even thought possible.

Her mouth went suddenly dry and she wondered where all the heat came from, although the window was still wide open and she could hear the crickets outside.

She took in a shruddering breath and closed her eyes before open them once more,

suddenly aware of the fact that Scotty was watching her intensly

„And.. so long, Scotty? And..and now... that's it?!"

she asked as the silence strechted awkward between them.

They had sat down on the floor again.

„What else do you want to hear from me?"

he returned and laid one hand above her own which was now clapped in her lap and squeezed it.

„Is'nt it enough for you?"

Enough?! How couldn't that be everything every woman would like to hear a guy like Scotty say to her? That... and the fact that he wanted a baby with her-

Lilly thought quickly and stared down at their joyned hands.

„I needed to give that away. It starts to eat me up alive."

Scotty said quitely.

She could hear a little cynical laugh escaping his lips.

Lilly opened her mouth to say something because she thought she had to do something about it

but then she felt his right index finger on her lips.

„No."

he said quitely and sounded very serious and nearly desperate.

„Please, Lil.

Don't."

He thinks i'll crash all his hopes and dreams.

He's afraid.

The thought sprung to her mind and invaded it powerful.

She felt his hand cupping her jawbone and his thumbs resting on her cheekbones

But we have a deal. There is nothing to be afraid of!

„I do love you."

he repeated what he had said earlier and what she'd figured out herself.

„So be quite about it. It's just the truth. Undenaiable."

His brown eyes were black pools and his body and the skin to skin contact she wasn't used to

send electric shockwaves through her system.

„And i don't expect anything in return.

You know what i say?

It is a gift.

No rules-

No expectations.

And i mean it."

He leaned in.

She could see his face turned to hers in the moonlight.

Coming nearer step by step, as if he was afraid that she'll jump up and ran a away the next second.

His eyes become a lot more intense than they already had been and fixed her own gaze.

Lilly didn't move, almost waiting for him to be near her.

Millimeters above her lips he paused.

„Forgive me."

She felt a light push to him.

His fingers crept to her neck, finding their way to curl around her blond hair behind it.

„What shall i have to forgive?" she asked, her voice a whisper in the cool night air.

„That i depend on you."

„There is nothing to forgive, Scotty."

„That i don't know what i do anymore, Lil."

„I bet ya do know exactly what you're up to."

„I can't stop loving you. I tried but i'm not very successful."

She brushed his nose with hers.

„I'm glad you're not successful, Scotty."

she told him softly and looked deep into his warm brown eyes.

She knew these eyes for so long.

She caressed his face affectionatley now.

And she meant it- every single word.

And suddenly she wondered why they weren't that close before.

Because it was right.

Warm.

Familiar.

Although her heart was beating like it'll jump out of her chest.

More. Nearer. Deeper. .

Lilly inhaled and sighed.

„Scotty..."

„Lil?"

His nose tenderly touched hers and pushed it away somehow so he had free space to reach her lips.

„It's harder than i've ever thought it could be-"

She could feel the softness of his cheek as the tip of her nose was pressed against it.

„Will you please-"

His chin collided with hers and she felt the strubble on it,

enjoyed the roughness against her porcelain skin.

„just..."

That's the moment their lips met.

Lilly couldn't find words to express what she's feeling.

But she clearly noticed his arms that reached for her and took her into a tight embrace while kissing her like there won't be tomorrow.

His lips were like fire.

And she was burnt.

He was so... passionate.

Like he put every fibre of his entire being into that kiss, but she nearly nodded at that thought- because this was so hundered percent Scotty.

The Scotty she know and god if she would've known it was that damn good to kiss him

she wondered why she hadn't done it earlier.

Lilly couldn't breath. He stole all her oxygen away with that hungry kisses of his.

Their lips were pressed together like glue and right when she thought she will go unconscius

she felt his face slowly went away from hers and her lips were free to take a deep breath in need for new air that'll fill her lungs.

She trembled.

Her whole body was shaking with erupts of tense muscules and the need for air.

And something more, too.

He caressed her arms with his hands.

„I hope you're not scared."

he whisphered and gave her a shy smile from under dark lashes.

„A bit flushed." she admitted and smirked, touched her swollen lips unbelievingly with a few fingers.

„Damn. Now i know what you're talking about earlier. Damn!"

„Ah, 'kay, not the words i'd hoped for..."

Scotty took her hand that was at her lips in his

and let it stay where it was, tracing her lips with his fingertips.

„Hush."

Now Lilly pressed one finger to his lips to silenced him.

„Don't."

Lilly put herself a little bit up on her knees and took his face in her hands.

„Not a word, Valens. No more words. We have talked a lot tonight. And i think that all what had to be said was said and i'm tired of words now! No more words, please."

He nodded his agreement and smiled that famous lopsided grin of his.

Slowly she bent herself over his face, her eyes following the lines of his features in the moonlight.

Her hair hung loose around them as she bent down to kiss him now.

She was careful this time, slow, tender, almost as if tasting him, just butterfly like little kisses around his mouth, caressed his lips with hers, towering above him and barely touching his body with hers while leaning in.

She didn't let go of his face the whole time this kiss last

and she could feel his pulse slow down a bit where her hands laid around his throat.

Scotty looped up his arms around Lilly and bent her down to the carpet, her long legs giving in to his weight above her, her body suddenly pressed down with his and she could feel his warm body all over hers now.

They made out like teenagers.

She wrapped her arms around his back and let them roam over the warm flesh she could feel under her palms, hidden by the shirt he was wearing, down to his sides, to his waist and trailed them with her hands.

She could feel him slightly moan into her mouth while kissing her and while he was touched by her hands.

His right slipped down her throat to her collar bone and down her sternum as wide as the open buttons of her blouse allowed his touch.

They deepened the kiss once more and he started to unbotton the blouse so he could reach the more far away spaces of her chest and stomach.

„Ya do know i love you."

Scotty took back a little and shifted his weight from her slender form under him.

Lilly nodded.

„I do." she reassured him with a knowing smile gleaming in her eyes, her hair speard across the carpet like the coron of a sun.

„I think we should stop right here and now."

he said sounding a little disappointed and lifted himself up to free her again,

„I don't want to take advantage of you."

He stood up and hold out a hand for her to take.

„We'll have all time."

He grinned.

Slowly her fingers slipped into his waiting hand.

Then he felt a sudden pull and landed back down on the floor next to her with a crush,

„That was uncalled for, Rush." he caughed and felt Lilly pressed herself up against him again.

Suddenly her hands pulled his t-shirt over his head before he could even wonder what happened or do anything against it.

„Do what ever you want, Scotty, but don't..."

she breathed in his scent,her nose already nuzzled against his neck,

her lips leaving hot tingles all over his skin.

„...stop."

His fingers searched a way from her stomach over her sides to her back and went up and down her spine longingly, pushing and shreddering away her pink top and the pyjama blouse completly.

„You don't wanna make it easy for me, don't ya?"

he kissed a way down her now exposed skin.

„Why should i?" she teased with a smile tugged at the corners of her lips, entingled her long legs with his, causing him to shiver.

He brought them to an almost sitting position, her in his lap, hands in her hair.

„I love you, Lil." he breathed against her lips, enjoying the feeling of skin to skin contact.

„And i don't want you to regret this tomorrow."

He softly kissed her and tried to stand up.

„I won't."

She tightened the grip around his shoulders and stopped his task.

„I can't deny something that felt so good. You and me doing this... felt right. It's okay, Scotty.

I want this as much as you do."

She rested her forehead against his, playing with the hair of his neck, tracing her fingers from there down behind his ears to his jawbone to his chin and lifted his gaze up to her,

to meet her blue eyes,

darker as the deep blue sea of the atlantic ocean.

„Show me."

Her voice was just a bare whisper and she bent down again, kissing him firecly.

„How much you love me."

The same instant she felt his walls crashing down and all strength to resist gone by her whisphered words.

She didn't need to ask him again.