Thanks again for the reviews they are lovely as always. I switched the POV on you guys just so I could let you guys in on what Arizona has been thinking about Callie this whole time. Hope you enjoy. Oh and I wrote another story so if you want you can check that one out too. Thanks a bunch. Much Love.

Chapter 4-I get so jealous

Arizonas POV

"You asked her out on a date" Teddy says to me surprised.

"Yeah I did…and she said yes" I groan "Ahhh Teddy what do I do"

"What do you mean what do you do…you take her out on a date"

"I don't date" I say throwing myself down on the attendance office couch.

"Arizona…are you nervous to go on a date…oh boy I never thought I'd see the day Arizona Robbins is nervous over a women"

"I'm not nervous"

Teddy looks at me sternly "okay I am its just that Calliope is so beautiful and she has like this strange power over me….maybe I'm not going to be good for her I don't want to hurt her Teddy"

"Then don't hurt her Arizona….you're a great person and you have a good heart you just lost yourself in a crowd of girls and now you need get outta the crowd and find your heart again….maybe Callie is just the person to help you with that"

Maybe Teddy was right, maybe I did have to at least give Callie a chance. A few hours later I'm standing nervously in front of Callies apartment door wearing a very pretty blue dress that brings out my eyes. I knock and within a few seconds Callie opens the door and she looks amazing. She is wearing a black low cut dress that fits her perfectly

"You look….you look nice" I say

She smiles "Thanks you too….ready to go"

I nod yes and we head out. I drive her to a very cute Italian place. We get set at a table in the corner its pretty much a perfect setting. We order our food and talk for a while.

"So Arizona why such the player mentality"

I almost choke on my wine and look at Callie who is looking at me intently waiting for my answer

"Honestly….its fun"

"Its fun?"

"Yeah doesn't want girls all over them"

"Okay you have a weird sense of thinking its almost foreign to me….do you not believe in monogamy"

"Once upon a time maybe but not anymore"

"why"

"because I was in a monogamist relationship and it didn't work out and so I say hey why get attached to anybody when I could just have fun"

She doesn't say anything after that and we finish our dinner in silence. I take her back to her place.

"So that was fun" I say

"Is that all I'm going to be to you is fun" She asks me seriously

"Come on Callie you knew all about me when you said yes to go on a date"

"Yeah but its only because you never ask anybody out on a date so I thought that was you saying something to me"

"I'm sorry I really am I like you a lot is all I know but what I don't know is if I'll be able to stop what I do for somebody"

"Okay I appreciate your honesty and thank you for this date it was actually pretty fun and I like this Arizona the one that isn't trying to get with every girl in sight"

"Well I try" I say jokingly and she smiles at me. I really just want to kiss her right now. So I lean in for a kiss and it is amazing. I have to say she is probably the most amazing person I've kissed in the past year. I do know that I like her but the nagging voice inside of my head that is telling me not to do a relationship with her is overpowering my thoughts that maybe I could learn to love again with Calliope.

"thanks for dinner Arizona have a good night"

"You too" I say before she goes into her apartment and shuts the door behind her.

Its been almost a 3 days since me and Callies official date and I just cant get up the nerve to do what I've never done with a girl and call her. This power she has over my body and my heart is crazy I remember feeling like this once before but the memory is vague. Since our date I've slept with I don't know how many girls and I just wish to myself that it was Calliope. From what Teddy tells me I'm being ridiculous and so maybe I am but I'm not trying to get hurt and I definitely don't want to hurt Callie. I hold my cell phone in my hand looking at Calliopes number in my phone. I can't do it so I throw my phone down and that's when Teddy comes walking into my apartment. She finds me laying on the couch.

"Let me guess you still haven't called her yet"

"I can't do it Teddy"

"Why not Arizona"

"She's different from the other girls I actually like her"

"Then take a risk and call her…you guys could be made for each other and you wouldn't know it because your being too stubborn and crying like a little baby about getting hurt….well news flash Arizona maybe you guys wont hurt each other at all"

"I don't believe that at all you always hurt the people you like its human nature…god Teddy why am I acting like this…you know that I need to do we need to go to a club"

"No Arizona what you need to do is call Callie and ask her out on another date"

"Maybe later but now its party time" I say before grabbing Teddy's arm and dragging her out of my apartment. We get to the club and its crazyyyyyy. Loud music all around hot girls everywhere and shot shot shots. I quickly get to work partying like my usual self but I still cant stop thinking about Callie and how I wish she was here dancing with me. As soon as I spot Mark at the bar. Oh man if Marks here then that means so is Callie. My heart races because I want to see her so bad. I spot her not to far away from Mark at the bar. She is talking to some ugly brunette girl. The girl puts her hand on Callies back and leans in and whispers something into her ear causing her to laugh. I don't know why but I immediately start to feel jealous. I want to be the women standing beside her and I want to be the woman whispering sweet nothings into Calliopes ear. Wait did I just think that. Before I know it I'm walking over to the direction of Callie.

"I can see I'm not the only one who goes through girls"

She looks at me with confusion on her face.

"what are you talking about Arizona"

"We went on a date like what not even three days again and now you're with this girl"

"Oh and how many girls have you slept with since we went out…don't be a hypocrite Arizona its not attractive"

"Is there a problem here" The girl that Callie was talking with says stepping closer to me.

"There is going to be a problem if you step any closer to me" I say.

"She's my girl why don't you just go find another one"

"Oh she's your girl huh" Why am I saying this I think to myself. Arizona walk away she isn't your girl just walk away.

"Yeah she is"

"You guys stop I'm nobodies girl I'm just talking"

"Calliope can we just talk for a second"

Before Callie can answer her little girlfriend gets in my face.

"She doesn't want to talk to you just back off" She says pushing me back slightly.

There is really only a few things that can get me mad and one of those things is when somebody puts there hands on me and gets in my face. I push the girl back.

"Don't push me every again" I say

This time she gets bold and slaps me in the face. Before I can do anything Callie gets in the middle of us.

"Stop you two now…Both of you are acting like children and honestly I don't want to be with either of you…both of you just leave me alone"

Callie says before she heads out of the club. Forgetting about the girl I chase after Callie. She's a fast walker let me tell you.

"Callie….Callie…..Callie….Calliope"

She stops and wipes around facing me I can tell that she is extremely pissed.

"Don't call me that"

"Callie I'm sorry…can I explain"

"No Arizona you cant explain your acting like a child…I'm not your girl because you told me you can't be monogamist with anybody so no you do not get to be angry about me talking to other girls"

She starts to walk away again but I grab her arm and push her against the wall. I kiss her but this time its full of passion. I try to put all my emotion for Callie in this one kiss. She pulls me back.

"Arizona you don't get to do this to me"

"I'm sorry…I like you so much and when I saw that girl touching you I got jealous…cause I want to be that girl that touches you like that…I want to be with you Callie….I want to be with you all the time…I don't want to sleep with every girl I see…. I just want to sleep with you and I know I said that I can't be with one person but I want to try that with you…"

This time she pulls me in for a kiss and its full of passion. I really want to give this monogamy thing a try with Callie. I know I'll still be scared of getting hurt but hopefully she'll be worth it.