SORRY ABOUT THE DELAY. BEEN BUSY WITH WORK AND WRITING MY OTHER STORY. ITS ACTUALLY A VERY DIFFICULT TASK TO WRITE TWO DIFFERENT STORIES AT ONCE BUT I THINK IM DOING A FINE JOB. THANK YOU ALL FOR THE REVIEWS AND THIS CHAPTER GOES OUT TO ALL OF FOR STICKING AROUND AND READING IT MEANS A LOT TO ME. YOUR ALL SO AMAZING. ENJOY. MUCH LOVE.

Chapter 5-bleeding all your colors into one

CALLIES POV

"I still can't believe your officially going out with Arizona. How do you know she isn't sleeping with people when she leaves your place."

"I don't know I just trust that she isn't" I say to Mark.

I know he's just looking out for me but as of right now I trust Arizona. I know she doesn't want to hurt me and sometimes I do still worry that she might cheat just because its in her nature but for now our relationship is solid. We have been officially going out for a few weeks going on dates and such. We've both decided that it would be a good idea if we don't sleep together until I know for sure Arizona will be faithful. So far she has been and that's a big step for her. Mark stops suddenly and I look in the direction of whatever he's staring at. Arizona is standing real close to some very cute girl and they are talking and from what it looks like they are flirting.

"You still trust her" Mark says to me.

I don't want to jump to conclusions because they could just be friendly talking and so I walk over to make sure nothing is going on. The girl spots me and I believe she says that she'll call Arizona later and then leaves. What does she mean she'll call her later.

"What does she mean she'll call you later"

Startling Arizona she looks at me

"You scared me….sneaking up on me like that" She says with a smile on her face. I'm not smiling if that really is what the girl said I'm going to be pissed.

"What does she mean she'll call you later"

"I don't know Callie I guess she wants to call me"

"Oh yeah and whys that so you can fuck her"

"What no"

"Sure it's not I bet that's what you guys were talking about just now"

"No actually we were talking about a patient"

"then why'd she say she'd call you later"

"I don't know Callie"

"I don't believe you"

"You don't believe me…..what's your problem"

"you you're my problem can you like not flirt with every girl that you see….because I thought that we were together and by the way you were talking to that girl it seems to me that you don't think we are when you're the one that told me that you wanted to be with me in the first place"

She grabs my arm and drags me into an on call room. She closes the door and locks it.

"do you wanna sleep together"

Did she really just ask me that. I'm trying to have a serious conversation with her and all she can think about is sleeping with me. I guess she really can't change for me.

"Does it look like I want to have sex right now Arizona"

"Well….yeah….I guess so I thought that's why you were acting all weird just now cause of all the sexual tension…..am I wrong"

"Very" I'm pretty mad with her right now. "I'm trying to have a conversation with you and all you can think about is having sex with me….are you serious right now Arizona….oh my god….you do want to sleep with that girl….I should have known that you can't change for me….but I thought that you would….but you know what if you want to sleep with her so bad then go."

I go to open the door but she blocks my way.

"Get out of my way Arizona before I have to move you"

"Goddammit Callie….you're acting retarded right now…just so you know…..I'm not letting you leave until you let me talk"

"I don't want to hear what you have to say"

"Callie just shut up…"

Surprisingly I do.

"Look I'm going to be honest I don't know what to do in a relationship I Haven't been in one for a very long time and I don't remember every detail of what to do….and I'm sorry that I was flirting with that girl but we were talking about a patient and I really have no idea why she said she'd call me. I'm sorry I brung up sex its just something I'm use to and I don't want to sleep with that girl I wanna be with you in the physical way but also in the everything else way to because you're my girlfriend and I know you don't have a lot of reasons to trust me but I wish you would"

"We'll your doing a pretty good job at not letting me stay mad at you…and I'm sorry I shouldn't have jumped to the conclusion that you would sleep with her I just get worried because like you said sex is what your use to and we haven't been having any.."

"its okay I understand you don't trust me fully… I do want to be with you physically but I want to be with you in every other way too and we'll do all the physical things when you're ready emotionally"

I dont know how she does it but everytime she talks it calms me down.

"How do you always know what to say"

"Because I'm awesome"

"and my girlfriend" I say questioning what her answer might be

She smiles at me with her dimples full on and kisses me. I kiss her back with all my passion. She is right I am acting stupid. I like Arizona a lot and I should just trust her like I was. I want to be with her in every way and I want her now. I throw her down on the bed and get on top of her. I kiss her with everything I have. I know this isn't how I wanted our first time to be but I cant help myself I want her in everyway possible. I kiss all over her neck sucking and biting. I know she likes it when she lets out a little moan I then immediately go back to her lips our tongues dueling for dominance. Her hands go straight to my hair pulling me closer. It starts to get extremely heated and my hands travel all over her body just passing the places I know she wants me to touch the most. I've always liked being a tease I smile to myself. I take off my shirt and throw it on the ground. I then go back to kissing her. She is a great kisser. She kisses my neck and right as I'm about to put my hand under her shirt she grabs my hand and stops kissing me.

"Calliope not here"

"Yes" I say going back to kissing her neck. I see her close her eyes for a brief second and then open them back up she makes me look at her.

"I've had sex in on call rooms so many times and it doesn't feel right with you here right now….I don't want you in an on call room you're different than all the other girls so I want to properly…..uhhh sleep with you"

I just look at her

"Like you want to meet me at my place and go from there"

"No I was thinking something else"

"What does that mean"

Her pager goes off and I scoot off of her letting her get up. She hands me my shirt and leans down to give me a lingering kiss.

"You'll find out I'll call you when I'm off and I'll meet you at the attending office" She says before leaving the room.

She says she doesn't know how to be in a relationship but she's doing a pretty good job at being a girlfriend. She definitely isn't at all the person I thought she was when I first meant her. Teddy was right she actually does have a heart she wants our relationship to be special and not what she had with other girls which was clearly just a fling. She's so cute I think to myself before putting my shirt back on and leaving the room.

After what seems like forever I finally get the call from Arizona. She tells me to meet her at the attending office and when I arrive there she is waiting for me. She takes my hand in hers and we leave the hospital we get into her car and we drive for a few minutes until we pull into an apartment complex. We get out and she leads me to an apartment room. She unlocks the door and lets me walk in first. I've never been to this place before. I walk further in with her behind me and for the pictures on the wall this must be her place. I wonder how many girls she's brung here. There is wine and pizza on the counter. I turn around to face her and she is just looking at me.

"I thought we could watch a movie eat some pizza drink some wine and then go from there….if you want"

I smile at her. This is a good idea

"For someone who doesn't know how to be in a relationship you're doing pretty good" I say walking up to her and kissing her.

She tells me to go pick out a movie. I do as she says and she grabs the pizza and the wine. I put in black swan. It really is a great movie I think to myself. I sit down on the couch and Arizona does the same. We've done this plenty of times just watching a movie and talking but somehow tonight is different and not just because we would be sleeping together tonight. We eat the pizza and drink our wine and before the movie is over I'm laying in front of Arizona and she has her arm draped over my waist holding me. She really is a sweet person when she wants to be. I turn around to face her and I kiss her. She kisses me back slow and passionately.

"So how many girls have been here" I ask curiously

"One…counting you" she says before kissing me again.

I don't know why but the fact that I'm the only one she's brung here makes me like her even more and I really didn't know that was possible. I kiss her and climb on top of her. We make out for a bit until I kiss down her body kissing her stomach and stopping at her breasts. I go back to kissing her. She pulls me away why does she keep stopping me I think to myself.

"Are you sure" She says with concern in her baby blues.

"I've never been more sure of anything" I say before I kiss her. Aww she really does care about me and I like it.

"Okay…bedroom"

We get up and kiss the whole way down the hallway discarding our clothes and letting our hands roam over each other. Arizona opens the door and I can't believe what I see there are rose petals every where and a couple candles burning.

"You did all of this for me"

"Yeah Teddy helped…..I wanted this to be special"

I kiss her with all my passion and this time she throws me down on the bed. She climbs on top of me and looks down at me

"You're beautiful Calliope Torres"

I kiss her and put my hands in her hair and pull her down to me. The only thing we have on is our bras and panties. Her hands roam all over my body. She unhooks my bra and throws it across the room. She is so sexy. I do the same and take her offs too. She leans down and puts my nipple in her mouth and plays with the other one. I throw my head back this feels really good. I pull her back up to my lips. She kisses the whole way down my body and stops right at my panties. She teases me by blowing on my wet core that it sends shivers all over my body.

"You're so wet" She says and then takes my panties off and sucks on me. She does things with her tongue that I've never felt before its absolutely amazing now I know why all the girls want her more than once. I want her to feel how she is making me feel so I stick two fingers inside of her pumping in and out. She grinds down on my fingers letting me know she wants more. I pump my fingers faster and her tongue motions match my finger motions. I start to feel my body lose control I grab Arizonas hair and push her deeper into me keeping her where I want her. Right as I'm about to lose control she stops but before I can say anything she plunges two fingers inside of me and she kisses me on the lips.

"You feel so amazing" I moan. I feel her smile against my lips.

"You feel amazing" She whispers into my ear with pure sex and that's all it takes for me to lose all control. "OHHHHHHHH ARIZONAAAAAAA" Not even a few seconds after me I feel Arizona tighten around my fingers and we come together riding our orgasms out together. When I finally open my eyes Arizona is laying beside me.

"You're right" I say to her still trying to catch my breath. She looks at me.

"I'm right about what" she asks

"about being awesome" I say starting to laugh. She leans on her elbow and leans down and gives me a kiss.

"Yeah I am" She says and I laugh with her.

We talk for a little bit longer before I fall asleep in her arms. I like this feeling I really want this to last.