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Chapter 6- Just my Imagination
Its been a month of me waking up in Arizonas arms. I look over at her and the sun shining on her makes her look even more beautiful then ever. She really is a great person and I'm happy to have meant her. I move her arm off my waist not wanting to wake her. I throw on some of my clothes that I've been leaving at her place since I'm here all the time and I go to the kitchen and make breakfast, blueberry waffles which Arizona loves. Sometimes I make breakfast and sometime we go out or on a very rare occasion Arizona will attempt to make something which she isn't that bad of a cook like she says she is. I just get done making the waffles and Arizona comes walking out in one of my shirts. She's so adorable in the morning with her hair all messy.
"Good morning"
"Morning baby" she says giving me a kiss and I hand her a glass of orange juice. "you made breakfast again I can see….you know you don't have to every morning"
"I know I just like to do it for you and plus I know you like my waffles"
She sits down at the bar and I hand her a plate of waffles
"This is true I do like you waffles" She says winking at me. We eat my waffles and we do the dishes together.
"I'm gonna take a shower…wanna join" she says over her shoulder walking to the bathroom
"Well it would be saving water" I say following after her.
We spend almost an hour in the shower but I'm not complaining it was a great hour. Me and Arizona start at the same time today so were planning on going in soon. I brush my hair while Arizona brushes her hair she is just staring at me though.
"Why are you staring at me its kind of creepy"
She spits out the toothpaste in the sink and rinses out her mouth and then answers me.
"I like you a lot"
This makes me smile.
"I like you a lot too"
She kisses me and I kiss back. I like that I'm the only person that get to see this side of Arizona and gets to wake up in her arms every day. She's never left me she's always there when I wake up. I actually haven't even seen her talk to a girl and her phone rarely goes off unlike when we first got together it would go off all the time any time and whenever she's with me she's all about me and I'm all about her which is good for a relationship right. We walk into work hand and hand sometimes we get dirty looks from some of the nurses but I don't think anything of it. Arizona changed for me for a reason but she wouldn't for anybody else and that tells me a lot about the feelings Arizona has for me. The elevator dings and we get off she gives me a kiss before she heads in her direction and I head in mine. Today is like every other day. I have some surgeries a couple broken legs, arms, ribs little things like that. Its not until the very end of the day that a little girl named Ingrid she is a very cute little girl. She came into me with a broken finger something about getting hurt on the playground. She comes from foster care it breaks my heart she's such a beautiful and wonderful kid but yet she's in foster care. I fix up her little finger and she smiles at me.
"Thanks Dr. Torres….I'm always getting hurt""Well you're a kid it happens" I say smiling back
"Yeah I guess that's true usually when I come in here Dr. Robbins is my doctor does she still work here"
"why yes she does still work here"
"don't tell anyone this but she's one of my favorites besides you now"
"Well thank you don't tell any of my other patients but you're my favorite"
She smiles at me and I can tell she has little dimples it reminds me of Arizona.
"Can I ask you something Dr. Torres"
"absolutely…..what's on your mind"
"Do you have any kids"
I laugh a little at this question.
"No I don't"
"Oh…..well do you want one" She says with excitement in her voice and a big smile on her face.
"I do want kids yes…..but not right now it just wouldn't be the right time for me to start a family"
"Why not" She says with disappointment.
I let out a sigh because I know where this conversation is going to go.
"Its just not the right time for me…I can't believe I'm talking about personal stuff to a 10 year old…but I just started a new relationship and it just wouldn't be the time to start a family"
"Oh come on I'll be the best kid ever….I promise"
This breaks my heart.
"I'm sorry Ingrid but your such a sweet and beautiful girl you wont have a difficult time getting a family that loves you and takes care of you and then you'll forget all about me"
"I've been in foster care for three years now and I don't want to forget you you're one of my favorite doctors around except for Dr. Robbins she's cool too"
Right before I can say anything else I get called for another case.
"don't worry I promise you'll have a nice family soon…..stay out of trouble" I say before I leave the little girl and go to my next case.
A man got jumped and beat severely he has a broken and sprained everything. We immediately take him to surgery and we get to work fixing him up. It takes four hours before everything gets done and I am happy to say that it is a success. I still can't get that little girl out of my mind and how she was begging for a home and people to love her I hope she finds a family soon because she is such a great kid. I also haven't seen Arizona all day until I spot her walking down the hall and I catch up to her.
"Hi baby" She says placing a kiss on my cheek.
Still not being able to get that little girl off my mind I bring it up to Arizona just to see what she says I know we aren't go to adopt her or anything because me and Arizona are newly together and I don't want to mess that up please I have yet to hear what Arizona thinks about kids.
"So I had a patient today a little girl Ingrid"
"Oh yeah Ingrid was in here again…that doesn't really surprise me she's always getting hurt…..cute little kid though"Aww she thinks she's cute.
"Well she pretty much asked me to adopt her but not with so many words"
"Yeah she asked me once before too"
"It just broke my heart to say no she's so adorable"
"Yeah she'll get adopted by someone though to worry about it so much she'll be alright…so besides that how was your day"
I go on to tell her all about my surgeries and the man that came in. She tells me about her kids in PEDS and I know she has a special place for them in her heart. She tells me that the Rebecca girl is finally going in remission and that is good really good.
Later on that day me and Arizona go out for dinner. Its nice and casual just like its been for a month. After George and Erica I never thought I would be able to find another person that makes me feel as good as she does. We talk about everything. I found out that her brother died in the war and I finally got a name of the ex that Arizona was monogamist with Joanne. Arizona's learned all about George and Erica and I can tell that she isn't the biggest fan of Erica's. Arizona has definitely changed since I first meant her. I know she doesn't want to hurt me and I think it hurts her when I tell her about my past relationships. We eat and joke around until we're done eating and when we go back to her place.
Teddy calls us and asks us to come out to the club. We agree and we head out again. We walk into the club and the music is loud and its packed like usual. We look around and spot Teddy she is here with Mark. Its good that our best friends get along.
"good to see you girls out finally" Teddy says
"Yeah but I bet they have a party at their place all the time" Mark says and I swat him in the arm knowing exactly what he meant.
After a while and a few shots well more then a few we all decide that we need to dance. Me and Arizona hit the dance floor and we start dancing. Its so sexy I turn my back to her front and she puts her hands on my hips while I dance against her. She kisses my neck and trails down to my shoulder blade.
"you're so sexy" She says her words a little slurred and I can tell she's slightly drunk.
"You're so sexy" I say back turning towards her and kissing her. There such is nothing like making out with your girlfriend on a dance floor. Its almost like whenever we're together we forget that other people are around and when we pull away from each other Teddy and Mark are staring at us.
"That was so hot" Is all he says.
We all just shake our heads but what else can you expect from him. We go back to the bar and take just a few more shots. Me and Arizona never leave each others side. There was one point in time when I went to the bathroom and I came back and a girl was talking to Arizona and I saw the girl try to make her move but Arizona immediately rejected it and told the girl that she was in a relationship and the girl went on her way. We leave a few minutes after and I have to hold her up she can barely walk. She just got a little too drunk but its okay I'll take care of her. We get back to her place and when I open the door she slams me up against the wall and she kisses me. It's a little sloppy but its still passionate and good.
"ahhh you're my girllllllllllll" She says smiling.
"ahh you're my girl too" I say back "Lets get you to bed"
"Only if you come with meeeeee"
"Of course"
I say taking her to the bedroom. I lay her down on the bed but she grabs me by the arm and pulls me with her. She flips me over and gets on top of me. She kisses me and it becomes heated. Our hands roam everywhere and she just passes the places she knows I want her to touch. We kiss and touch all over each other and then she suddenly pulls away from me and looks down at me with her baby blues. I wasn't at all expecting what comes out of her mouth next.
"Calliope I love you"