Sorry about the long long long wait. Ive been exteremly busy with life you all know the deal. Oh and my computer broke so Im writing these chapters from my phone which takes much longer to type then on a computer i feel. Well anyways thanks to all of you for sticking around and waiting on my slow ass. Also if any of you guys read my other story the protectors 2 i will be updating that very soon. I will try my best to update more frequently now. Reviews are loved. Much love. Enjoy.

Callies POV

I'm making dinner when Arizona comes walking into our apartment looking...well looking more disheveled then she usual does. I still havent forgotten about Joes but I'm letting it slide because of Daniel. I know she needs her time and apparently lots and lots of space.

"Hey babe...where have you been?"

I look up from cooking and I see Arizona hasnt moved from the closed apartment door.

"Whats wrong?" I ask with honest concern.

She opens her mouth to speak but nothing comes out. Instead she walks up to me she places her hands on my hips and pulls me closer and she gives me the most passionate kiss ever. She pulls back and my head is still spinning. Thats the first time shes kissed me since Daniel and god Ive missed it. I open my eyes when Arizonas hands leave my hips and she steps back away from me. No not again just when she just kissed me not when i thought she was coming around even if for a second.

"Callie...please let me speak before you talk okay"

"Okay" I say in hopes that shes finally opening up to me.

"I did something extremely stupid and...and"

"Hey...hey whatever you did well work through it together...its okay baby tell me"

"I went to another womans house today...with the intention... to sleep with her"

Did i just hear that right did she really just think what i think she said before I can say anything or even realize what I'm doing I slap Arizona right across the face.

"Im sorr-"

She puts her hand up cutting me off telling me to shut up physically.

"Dont be sorry...i...i...i definitely deserved that but Calliope..."

"yes you defintely did deserve that arizona...you dont deserve me...im here for you 24/7 let you embarrass me in front of all of our friends and coworkers...you wont touch me or barely look at me...but youll go fuck some whore behind my back...and what exactly where you expecting to say to me when you came in here 'oh callie baby im sorry but i cheated on you with some skank' no I cant do this anymore...if you wanna fuck around then your free to now...i really tried to be there for you with Daniel and everything but your just pushing me away"

I grab my jacket and head open the door but Arizona closes it and steps infront of me.

"Callie...I didnt cheat on you...yes i went over there and she let me in but all I could see was your face...your beautiful face...she tried to kiss me but i pushed her away and left...im so sorry I honestly am so fucking sorry...I dont know whats going on with me Calliope...Im so fucking lost...Daniel was the last piece of Tim I had left and now I dont even have that...he wasnt suppose to die...why did he have to die...he wasnt supppse to die...he was suppose to live till 100 hell past 100..."

The tears start to fall from Arizonas eyes and as much as Im so pissed for what she did but Im extremely relieved she didnt cheat on me but my trust for her is almost nonexistent but i love her and i pull her in for a hug trying to comfort her.

"I'm an idiot"

"Yes yes you are" i say and she lets out a slight chuckle.

"I need you calliope...i love you so much and I'm so sorry for what Ive been doing to you...I need you..."

"I'm here...I'm here"

God this woman really is gonna drive me completely crazy but Id still say shes worth it.

Arizonas POV

After crying my eyes out for almost the whole night and Callie just holding me I wake up with the light shining through the window. I look over and see Calliope my love. Shes so beautiful and great how could i have been so stupid then to even think about cheating on her. I know first hand she is the only woman that could even make me feel amazing sexually or in any way. I know shes pissed beyond pissed and I've probably lost all her trust but I need her in my life. Shes my everything even if I havent been acting like it recently.

I turn over and face towards her I just stare at her casually placing a kiss on her temple then one on her cheek and then her jaw then on her neck.

"Sucking up so early"

"What better time then now" I say jokingly. She doesnt even crack a smile I know shes pissed. "I'm sorry for everything for being an idiot...Im letting you know now that what happned yesterday is never going to happen again...i swear on everything and I know Ive lost all of your trust but I'm willing to spend everyday making it up to you...I love you so much that it hurts sometimes and I want nobody else but you" i say every word looking her in the eyes. I'm not lying about anything and I need her to know that.

"You can start making it up to me...right now" she says pulling me on top of her while she kisses me.

I love this woman.