My Authors Note:
Now like I said this story would be changing a tad bit I personally like the changes and I hope that you guys will too. This chapter you will finally find out what Arizona's BIG secret is. Will her and Callie be able to make it through I guess you all will just have to read to find out. On another note I know nothing about nothing I simply just write what comes into my crazed mind sometimes its stupid but other times its a fun little ride and I hope after this chapter you will still go on this ride with me. Well anyways enough of me go read reread and review let me know what you think. Enjoy.
Not What You Think
Chapter 17
ARIZONAS POV
"It's been a week since we had Ingrid and and I can't get Callie to stop talking about her. I mean it's not like I don't want to help I do...I mean she's such a cute kid...how could I not...but I just can't" I say to Teddy while sipping my coffee and walking down the hallway of the hospital.
"Then just tell her..."
I hear Teddy talking but something else is calling to me and saying my name 'Arizona' and I know now its time.
"You know what you're right Teddy I will talk to her"
"Well good then you two are good for each other and I don't want to see you mess it up again because you're too bullheaded to talk about you're feelings"
"Ouch...who says I'm gonna mess it up...who says we are gonna mess this up Teds...have some faith" I say faking hurt.
"Have some faith about what" Callie chimes in walking up to us while we reach the nurses station.
"I was just telling Ari-" Teddy starts but stops when I cut her off
"She was just saying have alittle faith in the interns...she secretly loves them" I say and Teddy just looks at me with a disgusted face.
"Oh...well that's good Teddy...have some faith...oh and baby...are you busy right now" She says with a smirk on her face and I know what that means sexy time and just as I'm about to answer my smoking hot girlfriend I hear it again 'Arizona'
"Actually I have...to...go...take care of something...but I'll definitely be free...later...much later" I say backing up and then speeding off.
Once I'm away from Callie and Teddy I slow my pace and find the nearest on call room. I open the door and walk in thankfully its unoccupied and I lock the door behind me just incase. I don't want anyone walking in on this conversation I'm about to have I'm pretty sure it's not going to go well. I lean up against the wall crossing my arms and I look up towards the ceiling.
"I'm alone now" I say with annoyance.
In less then a second she appears . She is incredibly beautiful but most of them are. Her white long dress fits her so well and if I was anyone else I would be dumb founded by her beauty but I'm use to it by now.
"You know it's rather annoying when you guys call for me when I'm talking"
"We've been calling for you over a month now...you can't keep avoiding us"
"Oh you didn't hear I'm not working for you any longer..."
"You know that's not how this works Arizona"
"Well since you guys decided it was the best to take Danny...I don't care how this works"
"Yes you need to come up with me and talk to them...we have many things to talk about...like you and Calliope"
"NO you don't get to call her that...and no I'm not coming up with you...not now...not ever...and you can tell them that which I'm sure they are hearing this conversation anyways...so I'll tell them" I look up to the ceiling. "You hear that I'm not coming up there anymore and you can't make me" I say feeling satisfied but the next thing I know she puts her hand on mine and in an instant we are both gone. We end up in an abandoned warehouse we honestly could be in anywhere right now we could be in Tokyo fo all I know but seriously this is the best they could do. When we get there I drop to my knees I hate when they do that shimmer me to another place I haven't done it in awhile and the dizziness overwhelmes but eventually goes away.
"I hate when you do that" I shout getting back up on my feet. I see all of them and I know I'm definitly in some deep trouble they only all come out if something major is about to happen.
"Arizona...you wised up and decided to come...that's wonderful" He says condescendingly
"You know that's not the case and you know what I find you're tone offly condescending"
"Please Arizona sit down...we have a lot to discuss"
"No we have nothing to discu-" I start to say but his voices overpowers all my thoughts
'Arizona have a seat and relax' He tells my mind and I do what he says. It takes me a second to gain my own mind back.
"I hate when you do that Malcolm...now what do you guys want...because you know I have children to get back to...lifes to save"
"It took some time but he found out about you and the human"
"I don't care...what he knows about" I look up "You hear me I don't care what you know about"
"Arizona please...lets discuss...he sent us down here to talk to you"
"No we can discuss when we can go back in time and keep Danny alive...but until that time I have nothing to discuss with any of you"
"You know we can't do that...now does you're human know about your secret"
"No she doesn't but she's going to"
"she is a human and this is not allowed...we hid it for awhile but now it has come to light with the others and they are not fond of this behavior Arizona"
"What behavior I'm in love with a human...we like love we want it to happen...and now you're gonna sit here and tell me I can't love someone because she is a human..but what are you going to do exactly send me away like before...but you can't can you because what I was sent here for hasn't been finished yet...honestly it's barely even begun...you want to give me a hard time about falling for a human yet you forget that I'm a human as well"
"You're not just a human Arizona you're so much more then that"
"I know...I know...I'm one of the choosen...one of the few...whatever...I don't want to be this anymore...why do you think I've been avoiding you since I got to Seattle...because I'm tired of everyone of you watching over me...and telling me to stop something good but where were you when Danny died or where were you guys when Joannes crazy girlfriend hit me with a frat boy paddle...what if I died and you guys would of what...just sat up in the sky and watched me..."
"we want to protect you...and you are being distracted by not only your human but by the emotions you feel for her its becoming known by involving yourself into Ingrids affairs you were sent here to watch over her not be her parent...nobody must find out about you or there will be consequences"
"You don't think I don't know that...I'm tired of listening to this I'm leaving"
I feel Malcolm try to take over my mind again but a wave of my hand and I block him out. It's very difficult but I've managed to do it before me and him have never gotten along. Before any of them can stop me I shimmer the hell out of there. I shimmer to the bathroom in my apartment. Before I even get a second to catch a breathe I hear the shimmer behind me and I know she followed me.
"You know it's not nice to follow people"
"Arizona don't ignore Malcolm he's trying to help you...we all are"
"Look I've known you my whole life ever since I was a little baby and I trust you I do but I don't want to hear it anymore I just want to spend a night with the woman I love without hearing you guys calling for me every second...if you want me to break it off I will..."
"No you won't...you love her I know how it feels to fall for a human...I've been there"
I finally turn around to face her.
"Then help me...I can still protect the children...I can still watch over Ingrid and be with Calliope I promise...I just need you to let him know that...I need one of you on my side"
"I am on your side...always have been and always will and I'll talk to them all of them...and tonight I will make sure that nobody is watching you that way you can talk to her...tell her everything you've been holding back and I will take care of everything else...and please check in every once in awhile there are tons of people on this planet and I don't have much time to track you down all the time"
She just finishes her sentence and I know she's about to shimmer but before she can the bathroom door opens and in walks my women and the look on her face is pure panic and I know exactly what her mind just jumped to but before I can say anything she's out of the bathroom. I take one last look at Sia before she shimmers off then I book it after Callie.
"Wait no baby wait...it's not what you think I promise" I say grabbing her by the elbow and turning her around facing me. "Now just calm down and listen to me"
"Who...who was that...are you cheating on me again"
"NO...baby...NO...you don't trust me...trust me I don't want to hurt you at all...if you trust me you'll let me talk..."
When she doesn't say anything I bring her over to the couch and sit her down.
"Look baby there are a lot of things I've been wanting to tell you and I wasn't allowed to tell you but someone is watching out for me tonight and I want to tell you everything"
"Tell me what Arizona what's going on"
"Please don't freak out just promise me that you're not going to freak out"
"You asking me not to freak out is making me freak out Arizona"
"Promise me" I plead
"Okay I promise"
"So I know how much you love Ingrid and I do too but I can't do anything about it to help her...and it's not because I don't want to it's just because I'm not allowed to interfere with her life"
"I know Arizona because you are her doctor I understand that"
"No it's not just because I'm her doctor its because...it's because...I'm an angel"
We sit in silence for a second until Callie breaks the silence with her laughter.
"Yeah...Arizona...you're an angel...good one" She gets out in between laughs
"Callie...Calliope I'm serious...I'm an angel"
The more I say it the more she just thinks it's a joke and honestly I wish it was then it wouldn't be so damn hard to tell her.
"Callie seriously I'll prove it to you"
"Yeah Arizona prove it to me what are you gonna do grow some wings and fly away...I've seen you naked Arizona and I know for a fact that you don't have win-"
I stand up and shimmer to the kitchen. Callie turns around to find me and her eyes are wide open and she's stopped laughing now.
"How...how...did you do that"
"I told you I'm an angel" I say while I shimmer back in front of her. I take a seat on the coffee table and I see her back away just slightly.
"What do you mean you're an angel...how is this possible...this isn't real...this is just some joke you're playing on me...I don't understand how this is possible"
"It is possible...and it is real...and I'm sorry I didn't tell you before...but I wasn't allowed...Honestly I'm not even allowed to be involved with a human."
She looks completely confused and even scared alittle bit. I need to explain everything to her.
"Calliope...are you okay"
"Who was that woman in the bathroom with you...she's probably still in the bathroom"
Before I can tell her she's not in the bathroom Callie is up and in the bathroom.
"She's not here Calliope...she's just like me she watches over me...she's my boss essentially"
I can sense her confusion and I want to help her understand.
"Wait...if you're an angel...doesn't that mean that you're dead...oh god I'm dating a dead woman"
"No...I'm not dead I was born as an angel...it doesn't happen very often but it does happen...so I'm not dead I'm very much alive"
"I'm so confused Arizona" She says walking out of the bathroom and taking a seat on the edge of my bed.
"I know baby...but let me explain everything to you...I was born half angel half human which means that I'm just like you in a way but I also have a few powers...like I can shimmer from place to place but I don't often...I was sent to Seattle to watch over the children hence a Peds surgeon but I really did go to school to be a surgeon...I didn't mean to fall in love with you but I did everytime we touched I felt a spark with you one that I've never felt before...I've been avoiding them they took Danny away from me and I was done with them...but now they've sent me Ingrid to test me again...I'm not allowed to interfere with her life because it could potenital change the course of her life...you see Ingrid is like me she just doesn't know it yet."
Callie just sits in silence trying to take everything in. Please don't freak out please tell me everything is okay and stay with me.
"I need some time to think about all this...you kind of just threw this at me out of nowhere...it's like I knew everything about you and then BAM you do a three sixty and totally change everything I thought I knew...about you...about us...and I just need some time...I mean it's not everyday you find out that you're dating an angel...something that I didn't even know really existed...I just need some time"
She says getting up and walking out of the bedroom I follow her but before I can say anything else she is out the door of my apartment. I guess nothing is what you think.