Well, it's October now. Jay actually managed to convince Tim, one of the actors, to talk to him under the pretense of wanting to finish Alex's movie and do a screen test. To be honest I'm a little excited to see Tim again because I-...*ahem* I have'nt seen him since Alex dropped his project.
"Okay, so do you remember the story and plan?", Jay asked as he pulled the car into the Community Collage we were meeting Tim at. I nodded as I looked out the window.
"Yeah. You interview him and do the screen test then I'll meet up with him and talk and see what I can get", I said before I unbuckled my seatbelt as the car stopped.
"Right. So I'll go in first. Um, we should be on the first floor, not sure which room though. But he said he had lunch around noon so just keep your eye out for him then. Okay?", Jay asked as we stepped out.
"I got it. I'll just go in a couple minutes after you, right?"
"Yes. Well, wish me luck", he gave a half smile and left, locking the car behind him. I took a small breath and leaned back against the car before checking my watch. It would'nt be noon for twenty minutes, Jay was kinda cutting it close, but then again we were'nt really here for the screen test so it was'nt like it mattered.
For ten minutes I was listening to some songs on my phone. Checking the time, it seemed right to go inside now so I was about to stop my music when it gave a sort of static noise like when you try to find a station on the radio. My phone did have radio but it only worked if the earphones were in and I left them in my bag back at Jay's apartment. I quickly turned off my phone and looked around nervously. It made me think back to what happened to some of Jay's tapes.
Who knows, maybe I'm just being paranoid. But it does'nt hurt to be cautious. I stuffed my hands into my pockets and quickly made my way inside, shifting my eyes, expecting someone or something to pop out at any second.
Inside I gained my calmness and made my way to a water fountain and took a little sip since my throat became a little dry when I was outside, probably because of the weather. I sighed and peered into the nearest class door curiously. I saw a camera so I guessed Jay was talking with Tim and by the looks of it they were doing the screen test.
I contemplated as to whether I should just wait outside here or walk around the building a bit. I decided I would walk around a bit, that way when I bumped into Tim it would seem more natural then me just suddenly being there. That would just look kinda weird. Even when I walked around a bit, I was still bored and ended up looking at a noticeboard, looking at papers showing scheduals, programs, upcoming events and lost and found posters.
Eventually the door of the classroom Jay was in opened, and I looked to see both men walk out. A small grin came to my face when I saw Tim before I gave a small cough and walked over to both of them.
"Hey Tim", I said. Not really the best thing I could think of so I felt a little sheepish when Tim turned his attention to me.
"Oh. Hey, erm..."
"Rebecca", I filled in. "Rebecca Kralie. Alex's sister". I was'nt too surprised he did'nt remember me too well. I was sixteen three years ago too so I probably looked a little different too. However he did seem to have at least some memory of me, judging by the look of recognition on his face.
"Right, Rebecca. How's it um, going?", while Tim was talking Jay walked off. I guess he thought I would be okay on my own with Tim.
"Pretty good, pretty good. Nothing to complain about", I replied casually. Although I was lying a bit since I can't remember the last time I had a good, normal sleep!
"I see. So, should'nt you be in school right now? Your what, a Senior now?"
"Actually I graduated High School last year. I just have'nt really decided what I wanted to do yet. Sooo, I'm just doing some odd jobs, adding extra cash to my Collage fund. Does'nt hurt, right?", I joked lightly. I myself only had one question. Did I seriously look like I was still in High School?
"Guess not. So um, how come your with Jay if your doing odd jobs?", asked Tim. I nearly panicked a little but I remembered my story.
"Oh, well I'm sure Jay told you he's planning on finishing Alex's movie, and he figured since I'm Alexis's sister I would have an idea of how he would do it".
"Really now?"
"Yeah, lets hope he's right", I laughed a little. It was a bit forced but Tim did'nt seem to notice. "So, how are you doing?"
"I'm doing okay. I was actually going to go down for lunch now". I was going to take this as a hint to go.
"Ah, I won't keep you then", I said and I turned to leave.
"Um, you can come with me if you like. And Jay can too come if he wants", Tim said, giving a small shrug.
Yes!
"Um, sure why not? I'll just text Jay and let him know", I said taking my phone out and turning it back on.
"Right, you do that. I just have to put my books here away real quick. I'll meet you by the entrance doors", Tim said as he went in the direction of where his locker probably was. As I walked to the doors I quickly texted to Jay,
'Going with Tim for lunch. Should be back in half an hour at least. I'll bring you back something'.
...What?...I just figured...it would be suspicious if Jay came along is all. Nothing else!
"So is Jay comming?", Tim asked as he walked up to me.
"He already has lunch plans with someone else", I answered. Hopefully it did'nt sound too quickly.
"Oh, okay then. So you ready then?"
"Yep", I more then happily walked out with him, not caring that I technically lied to both Tim and Jay.
We went to a small café. There was a strong smell of coffee in the air. I never cared much for the taste of the stuff but I did like the smell of it.
"So, I heard from Jay, Alex moved away", Tim asked casually, trying to start up a conversation as we sat at our table, a mug of coffee for him and tea for me and a couple of sandwiches between us.
"Yeah. He just transferred to another school. Have'nt heard from him since mom's funeral so it'd be about three years now".
"So your pretty much estranged?"
"Um, I would'nt like to say that exactly, but I suppose if he is'nt going to return my calls or make an attempt to contact me I might as. I have tried calling him but I gave up last year. But I did try calling him again a little while ago".
"Because of Jay wanting to finish the movie?", he asked after taking a drink from his mug. I looked confused before I remembered what me and Jay told him.
"Y-yeah. I don't think he would have a problem with Jay finishing it, but I wanted to see what his own opinion was first". I hoped Tim did'nt notice my slight slip up. He did'nt show any signs of noticing thank God. I decided to try and change the subject.
"So um, how exactly did you know my brother?", I asked as I helped myself to a sandwich. I never actually knew the relationship between the pair, so I figured he might be able to give a clue as to where Alex may have gone.
"I never really knew him personally. I just knew him through Brian and he asked me to be in the movie out of convenience", Tim responded simply. That sounded about right. Alex did sometimes try to go for convenience if he saw the chance.
"Right. So how's Brian then? I have'nt heard from him since...well, around the same time as Alex I think".
"It's weird, I have'nt actually heard from him in a while". I don't know why but that seemed a little strange to me too. Maybe it was nothing. Tim looked at his watch before he stood up.
"Sorry, I have to go now. Maybe I'll see you around Rebecca".
"Right. Hope to see you again", I said before he left, waving a little bit. He actually smiled a little much to my joy.
"What took you so long?", Jay asked as I got back into the car. He did'nt sound mad or anything, just a little annoyed.
"I told you in the text. Tim invited me to lunch with him", I replied simply before holding up a small bag. "Here are some sandwiches". Jay did take the bag, said thanks and picked a random one out and started eatting.
"So, he just invited you and not me?", he questioned, a bit of suspicion in his tone.
"Well, I thought if there was anything you could'nt get from him maybe I got it", was all I said before asking. "So what now? We return to your place, look at the tape once more and see if I can add anything to it?"
"Might as well", was all Jay said as he finished the sandwich he was eatting and put the bag with the others away for later, and started the car. I looked out the window to the Community Collage. I really did hope to see Tim again.
Date: 10/02/09
Time: 15: 45
Today Jay managed to interview Tim (one of the actors for 'Marble Hornets') and I managed to to have lunch with ~Tim~. He seems the same as I had known him three years ago. If only we had a better chance to know eachother.
But anyway we'll be posting the interview soon. I'm a bit hesitant about it, since there's a chance Tim might see it, but Jay says that there's nothing to worry about. He better be right.
There is'nt really much to say or do now. I guess all me and Jay can do is look through the remaining tapes and see if we can find anymore leads.
I'm still having that weird dream. I have'nt heard that song in a while, only every couple of dreams, but the forest is the same. I remember that it seems to be autumn in the dreams. I can only assume this since there are leaves on the ground.
I've been looking up dream meanings of forests. I know it's silly, but it's worth a shot.
According to one site, forests can be either a peacefull, benevolent or dangerous settings. In another says something about looking through your own subconscious and another was along the lines of chaos and confusion.
I also looked up dream meanings of singing, out of curiousity. One site said it meant spiritual and emotional enlightenment. On another site seemed to be a bit specific on music and singing. Aparently the fact that someone was singing in general means I'll get news related to love. However the meaning for a male singing does trouble me slightly. It said that you will be in a mess with the people you love. But it's just a dream, right? Nothing bad will happen between me and Alex, right?
Nevermind, not like any of the nonsense is real.
Rebecca Kralie.
