chapter two

It was funny how even now seeing Adrian his amazing green eyes were still able to capture mine in a way that took my breath away and kept me from looking away . I had hoped when I saw Adrian face to face again, there would be no feelings for him ,I did not want to have feelings for someone who would always hate me .'' let's take out seats.'' Lisa pulled my hand and lead me over to our seats I nodded following her .

Adrian's Pov

I hated to say it but Rose looked absolutely devastating in her flowing gown that fitted her body perfectly . Rose was twenty- two now a real women not just some eighteen year girl . She seemed so much more mature and elegant , four years ago if she had been at a event like the one we were at she would be dressed in something just so the Moroi would have something to say about her and she loved to show skin. Now the only thing her dress showed was a little appropriate cleavage and her tan flawless back .

''I have a girl for you to meet later Adrian .'' . My mother told me as we took our seats that of course were at the head of the table with Lisa so I sat almost right across from Rose . She had met my eyes when she had come in looking so extravagant but now she would not even look up at me .Guess she felt bad .No in fact I knew that she was ,now that Rose was not bound to Lisa anymore she had no blackness cloaking her aura so I could see her aura crystal clear.

But Roses feeling were so muddled I couldn't even make since of them all .

Rose's pov

I sat almost directly across from Adrian , I could feel his eyes on me so I tried not to look up because I knew I would be taken in my his eyes once again only to make me realize that I still had so much feelings for Adrian and he felt nothing but hatred for me .

" So how have you been Adrian ?'' Lisa asked sitting up straight in her chair . I looked up now that his attention was on Lisa and he was not looking at me . '' Good I actually am a few months away from getting my art degree.'' I looked right at Adrian ,I had no idea he was even interested in art but why would I know that ? I was to shallow and wrapped up in my own world to know that and to tell you the truth I felt like I had missed out in knowing that .'' Jill told me about that .'' Lissa nodded .

I clutched christian arm and leaned in and whispered in his ear .'' He knows she is pregnant .''

"Really ?'' he raised a eyebrow .I nodded looking down and playing with the lace overlay on my dress.

''wow .'' he smiled .

After dinner the Royals started talking over drinks usually me and christian who had very much become a best friend to me would sneak outside , but because a lot of Royals would want to talk to him about him and Lisa's new plans to get Moroi up and fighting with dhampire again and their wedding .So I stepped outside onto the balcony where I got this great view of all of court .

''Hello good friend .'' I said to the bottle of wine I had as I poured it in my wine glass , my fourth glass tonight and I was feeling a little but tipsy but that was okay I needed to be a little of out of it right now .

'' So no more Belikova huh ?'' Adrian came onto the balcony it wasn't that he mentioned it or anything the only thing I did not like was the pure satisfaction is seemed like he had because it had failed between me and Dimitri .

'' No shit .'' I set my bottle down on the floor and thew back my glass of whine and tried to make my exist .

'' Wait .'' Adrian caught my arm and spun me around to look at him .

'' I want you to know that you broke my heart .'' He looked down at me , I was just about to apologize but he went on .

" You stomped my heart out and spit on it,But I want you to know that I forgive you .'' He gave me a slight smile .'' well for the most part I think I understand now that Dimitri was your first love and no one can really replace that . If I was in your situation where my first love had been taken away and I had the chance to be with them again I would take the chance .'' Adrian released my arm .

'' Thank you .'' I patted his shoulder .

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