chapter 5

I never should have pushed it because now holding Rose in my arms as she cried was breaking my heart , I felt bad for her, it was clear how much she had loved Dimitri and it was just sad that she had to go through all that . '' It's okay .'' I held her tightly in my arms .

God damn it ! I planned on coming to court and having no feelings for Rose , when I came I did not even think I was going to forgive her yet I did and you know what I think I was falling for her all over agian .

Awesome right ?

Rose cried for a good straight hour the whole time I just held her cooeing softly trying to calm her .

'' Look .'' when Rose was sitting up agian and not crying I pulled out my sketch pad from my art bag and handed it to her . She hesitently grabbed it and flipped through it , I was relieved when she smiled .

I had a few drawing I had drawn when I had first met Rose in there one where she sat in my grandmothers garden surrounded by vibrant red rose's then another a black and white where she stood at the spot we had first met at the ski lodge in Spokane looking out at the snow black eye and everything .

'' These are beautiful .'' Her smile grew wider .'' This to .'' I pulled out a newer sketch book in which I had drawn a picture of Rose from last night in her gown looking elegant and like she was the definition of beautiful .

She looked at it and covered her mouth .'' Oh my god .'' She hugged me again it was nice that this time she was not bawling her eyes out . '' They are all so amazing .'' she looked them over again . I looked at her Aura the was bursting with happy colors .

'' You are amazing .'' she said then looked down shielding her eyes from mine. God I was sure I was falling for this girl all over agian . How could I not .

'' Will you teach me how to draw something .'' she asked me setting the sketch book down gently as if afraid to ruin it .

'' of course .'' I grabbed her hand and we stood up .I put a new paper up and walked her over to it I grabbed a pencil and put it in her hand then stood behind her . '' let's draw something easy like a flower .'' I smiled at her grabbing her hand and guiding it with my own on the paper .

Rose's pov

'' Do it like this .'' Adrian said his breath hot on my neck as he guided my hand his fingers wrapped gently around mine .

'' Rose's are my favorite to draw .'' He chuckled lightly his breath tickled my ear . He knew I thought it was cliche me and rose's .'' once I am done with you , you will be able to draw rose's like a pro .'' He moved my hand some more along the paper , little did he know I could not pay a ounce of attention to what we were doing with him so close to me .

''yeah .'' I agreed I could smell his scent .He did not smell the way he used to he still smelled fresh and clean but he did not have the lingering scent of cigarette smoke or alcohol . I liked, it he had this natural scent to him that was just so intoxicating .'' When did you start drawing ?'' I asked trying to keep my mind off of his scent and everything else that was just so intoxicating to me .

'' As long as I can remember , I just never really showed anyone any of my work I guess it is why I managed to stay sane when I was too young to drink or smoke it kept me grounded when nothing else was able to .'' He placed his free hand on my hip . '' well your so good .'' I coughed looking at the rose we were almost done with it .

'' what about you the queens adviser ?'' He leaned in closer to me adding details to the rose .'' I don't know , I always get dragged to all of Lisa's things with her , she thought I should be more than just a guardian .'' I told him .'' I know that must be fun going to all of the queenly things .'' he laughed .

'' You know it .'' I laughed and that was it the rose was done.

'' looks great .'' I turned around me and Adrian were only inches apart now ,''yeah .'' I looked into Adrian's eyes he leaned down to kiss me .'' Rose.'' Christian stepped onto the wolf interrupting us . so there was no kiss . I could have ran over a punched Christian in the face .

'' What?'' I tried not to sound angry it did not go so well .'' Things are getting physical down there we need some extra hands .'' He told me looking between me and Adrian his eyes narrowed .'' okay .'' I started to follow Christian but Adrian grabbed my arm and spun me around so I was just inches away from him again .

He cupped my face and kissed me gently .It was the best kiss I ever experienced in my life .

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