chapter twelve
My heart stops and I have this overwhelming since of panic . I turn slowly and there just as I expected is Dimitri standing leaning against the door frame. I am speechless I have no idea what to say so I turn back around to the class . I don't want to do anything with Dimitri hear in front of the students it will probably just embarrass me .
'' I am .'' a blond dhampire boy jumped up and ran up to me a big goofy grin on his face . '' alright .'' I waved him forward , he reminded me of mason, I thought because he was so goofy it would mean he wasn't good but he did a good job he was able to keep up with me pretty well .
'' good job .'' I smiled at him offering my hand to him . he flushed and headed back to sit down . '' anyone else ?'' I look around . no one raises there hand . '' I want to spar you .'' Dimtri says from behind me still standing there. I squeeze my eyes shut and squeeze the bridge of my nose .
'' fine .'' I nod sharply and Dimtiri comes and stands across from me .
The dance is epic I might have even punched him in the face even though when you are sparing you are not supposed to hit in the face but I had to I needed the release of just punching him in the jaw one good time . I am finally the one who gets him pinned down to the mat I sit on his chest and look down at him breathing heavily . god this brings back memories of all the times we had spared even the time we had in front of the class and it had been a epic one like this .
'' that's it for today .'' I say abruptly and get off of Dimitri grabbing christian I practically run out the door once we are outside christian pulls me to a stop .like the best friend that he is he looks deeply concerned .
'' Are you alright Rose ? I know that it must be hard to see him .'' I nod I am ready to just bust into tears . '' come on .'' christian wraps his arm around my shoulder and walks me back to my room I forgot my key so Adrian has to open the door .As soon as I see him I run to him and wrap my arms around him .
'' I am going to go .'' christian pats my back and is off .
'' what happened ?'' Adrian ask closing the door and pushing away from me so he can see my face . I see the flicker in his eyes when he realizes the only thing that can make me so upset like this .
'' Dimtiri .'' He whispers pulling me back into his arms .'' yeah .'' I sob .
'' what is he doing here I thought that he was in Russia .'' Adrian asked sitting on the bed cradling me in his lap .'' I have no idea.'' I sniffled and Adrian just held me a few hours later there was a knock on the door .
Adrian got up and answered it .'' Guardian Belikova is down stairs he wants to talk to Rose , christian told me not to let him up. '' Emily told me .
'' tell him fuck off .'' Adrian answered before I had a chance to .'' wait .'' I slipped my shoes back on and start to follow Emily out the door .Adrian grabs my wrist and I turn to look at him , he looks scared .
'' I need to do this .'' I lean forward and kiss Adrian and he lets me go .
when I walk outside Dimitri is standing there in his usual trench coat . he looks at me sadly when he sees my red eyes from crying.'' Hi Roza .'' he says huskily . I take a deep breath when he calls me my old nick name he had not called me that in the last year of our relationship . it made me nervous .
''Hi.'' I run my hand through my messy hair .'' Do you wanna walk .'' he ask smiling at me sweetly .'' sure .'' I nod and we begin walking .
'' You are not seeing christian are you ? '' he ask me ,I cant help but laugh .'' No ,christian is my best friend .'' I answer him and he looks like he is relieved
'' Are you seeing anyone ?'' I look up at him .'' Not really .'' he answers me .
'' what does that mean ?'' I cant help but ask that ,I am curious .he chuckles lightly .'' I have been with a few women but not in a relationship.'' it took a minute to register what he meant by that and I dont know why but I was slightly jealous .
'' oh .'' dimtiri looks down at me trying to read my expression .'' are you dating anyone ?'' he ask me . '' I am acturally dating adrian .'' I look up at him and then look down nervously dimitri has never liked Adrian but I guess that really did not matter .'' For how long ?'' I looked up surprised by his hoarse voice .
'' Like three days , he just moved back to court from palm springs he is going to finish up getting his major there .'' I look up at him .he almost looks pained by the knowledge .
'' and he is not a acholic or smoker ?'' he ask looking away from me.'' No , he doesn't smoke or drink anymore he uses art to cope with spirit .'' I smile proudly .
'' come Roza .'' Dimitri grabs my hand with his long fingers that I use to love so much and pulls me into our cabin . I am nervous .
'' So what are you doing here ?'' I sit on the edge of the bed uncomfortable with the memories that this cabin brings me .
'' I came to visit Viktoria ,she works here and I will be here for a week since I got roped into do some training with the novices .'' he sat in a chair a few feet across from me in a chair .
'' You know I think I saw her on my way to go train but I could figure out why she looked familiar to me .'' I told him .he smiled affection in his eyes ,he loved his family more than anything .
'' so she is doing good .'' I remember when I had last seen her she had still been mixed up with this guy .'' she is good she is actually dating this guardian who works here .'' he told me .
'' oh that is cool .'' I guess he got a handle on that other guy not a surprise Dimitri can be a force to be reckoned with .
'' yeah .'' he nods affection still bright in his eyes it was always nice seeing dimtri like this it brought back good memories of how I fell in love with him .
'' so why did you want to talk to me .'' I did not want to think about being in love with dimitri because I was not anymore I was utterly in love with Adrian he was my everything .
'' I just wanted to talk to you Roza and see how you are doing .'' he looks at me warmly .oh shit this doesn't seem to be going the way I want it to .
seems a little to affectionate .
'' I am good , work for Lisa as a adviser and head guardian but it means that i get dragged to all her boring meetings. '' I shrug .'' Do you have a charge .'' I ask him .
'' not currently there are not many moroi who need a guardian in my community .'' he told me .'' why dont you work at the academy again ?'' I ask him he gives me a look that a take is a ''no.'' understandable .
'' so are you working now ? doing something else that is .'' I scoot back on the bed and sit cross legged .'' I have been doing security at moroi ,dhampire clubs .'' he tells me I nod .
'' that how you meet the women ?" I smile at him and he raises a eyebrow a small smile playing on his lips .'' no .'' he shakes his head i realize that the girls their probably not his type . I decide to change the subject .
'' I am sorry about hitting you in the face .'' I apoligze looking down at fingers . Don't get me wrong I really enjoyed it but I should not have done it .
'' It's alright Roza understandable .'' he rubbed his jaw I saw there was a slight bruise already appearing on his face .Man I had really got him good .
'' How have you been with everything .'' he ask when I did not say anything
'' It has been hard Adrian is the first relationship I have had in anyway but it is going good so far .'' I laugh to myself it was going better than good .
'' What ?'' dimtri looked at me confused .'' Adrian just moved in with me this morning at court .
''I thought you have only been dating for like three days .'' Dimitri asked frowning looking a bit confused .
'' we have but it is not the first time we have dated and we have known each other for like five years .'' I explain he still frowns at me.
'' what is your problem ?'' I ask him now a little angry .'' I dont know I am just worried about you ,I don't trust ivashkov he might hurt you .'' he told me .i jump from the bed heated i tower over him since he is still sitting . he sits there looking at me calmly .
'' No Adrian shouldnt trust me I cheated on him when we were togehter but he still loves me and trust me .'' I yell .dimitri stand up and there are only inches between us .
'' I love you too Roza .'' he grabs my face and kisses me .
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