"James what the HELL?" Kendall heard as he exited the showers and made his way to his bed. He saw Logan holding something as he looked up at James who had a shocked expression and seemed to not know what to say. "Why didn't you guys tell me?" Logan's voice was a little softer now.

Kendall picked up his pace as he made his way to the situation when he realized what Logan was holding, James' notebook that they had written in the previous day.

When Logan turned and saw Kendall he started all over again. "Kendall, why didn't you freaking tell me about this? Couldn't you trust me?"

Kendall didn't even know what to say. He just shook his head and said "I told James I didn't want everyone to know so could you PLEASE keep your voice down." Logan backed off a bit.

"Ok, fine. Can you please tell me what is going on?"

Kendall took Logan by his arm and pushed him over to browned eye boys bed and James joined them still not forming words. "Well I guess it all started with Carlos when he asked me if I was gay or whatever. I told him I didn't know. I guess I was, or still am confused." As soon as the words left his mouth he regretted it. He looked up at James who had seemed to completely forgotten about Logan. As he opened his mouth to say something he felt James' hands on his chest as he gave a forceful push. "James, listen to me!"

"What you don't know now. I thought yesterday you said you really liked me and wanted to be my boyfriend." Kendall looked around him as they were now being watched. "You know what, Kendall. I don't care if everyone knows that I am Bi and you shouldn't care either! You need to admit it to yourself. You wouldn't have said that to me yesterday if you weren't a little sure of how you feel."

Kendall couldn't hide anything more so he decided that this needed to be taken care of here and now. "James, I do really like you and I do really wanna be with you. So please calm down."

"No, Kendall. You wouldn't have said that if you wanted to be with me! Are you using me Kendall to find out if you're gay or not because if you are I want no part in it! I want a real relationship with real feelings. Not curiosity." As James continued on his rant Kendall pushed him against the wall that was between Logan and his bed and kissed him. He heard a moan of surprise escape James' lips and he deepened the kiss.

He pulled back when the pain in his lungs became too much. He took a step from James and ignored the gasps of surprise that surrounded them. He released the boy whose hazel eyes were wide with surprise. "What the hell was that?" He asked with a pant.

"My way of showing you that I'm all in. James, I am not using you. I could never hurt anyone like that. I don't take back what I said about wanting to be with you. I haven't doubted it. You are amazing James. You understand me like no one else does." Kendall looked into his eyes knowing that his were showing all the fear and wanting that he felt deep within his soul.

"Kendall, you don't understand how much that means to me. And I'm sorry that our first kiss had to happen like this. I'm sorry that I freaked out on you like that. It was wrong." James was feeling frantic about his actions and wanted to take them back. "And I know that you wanted to keep this hidden for at least a little bit and I threw it out to everyone in the place." James took a step closer to Kendall before he turned to Logan. "Are you OK?" He asked in a small voice.

"Yeah, I'm sorry I kinda invaded your privacy. I was just picking up the book to move it and I caught a glimpse of boyfriend and I read it. I'm…" Kendall held up his hand to silence the smaller boy.

"No, it's fine. This way we DON'T have to hide anything and it's better that way. You did us both a favor, plus your right. We should have told you. Speaking of telling people," Kendall pointed his hand in the direction of the Latino boy coming into the sleeping hall. The blonde boy looked at James who was smiling and Kendall cocked an eyebrow. Before James had time to think he was pinned against the wall again while Kendall pushed his body to his. This time Kendall managed a moan as he took in the other boys taste. He felt pure satisfaction as he heard the small boy scream.

"What, the, FUCK!"

I know that this is a shorter chapter and I usually don't post one right after the other but I didn't want to forget by morning. Anyways, let me know what you guys think! Review or Message me!