"Logan, oh my God!" Carlos raced to the group of people who were now all looking at them. Kendall caught sight of James who was standing next to Logan who was just now being attacked by Carlos. A huge smile spread across Kendall's face as he raced after towards him and threw himself into James' chest.

"Oh, my God! I missed you so much!" He could feel tears brimming his bright green eyes but he blinked them back enjoying the warmth of James' arms wrapped around him, which he missed so much.

"SOLDIERS!" The same man who had shown them around their first day screamed at them with a look of disgust on his face.

Kendall and Carlos snapped to attention knowing that they were the ones being yelled at for interrupting what they had been doing. "Yes, sir!" They boy yelled back in unison. Kendall could feel his cheeks brighten in embarrassment as the other men that he knew snickered. He could hear James and Logan both giggling like girls behind him; he groaned internally.

"Just what the hell do you think you are doing?" The shorter man said as he took a step closer to them his face turning stern.

Carlos began to stutter losing his composure until Kendall said unsurely, "Coming to see our boyfriends?"

"No, you two were just going to clean the bathrooms. You know where the supplies are."

Kendall looked at him with a 'really, really!' look on his face. He turned on his heels and kissed James with a small moan escaping his lips knowing that he was pushing his luck.

"Move IT!" the man screamed and the two boys left for the bathrooms. They both laughed as they thought about how they loved pissing that man off. He was always the one who yelled at them for their stupid actions.

"Oh my God! I am so happy! Kendall you have no idea!" Carlos went on a rant, "Dude! I can't wait to make out with him! Those kisses were just a tease." He stood and watched Kendall rummage through the closet and pull out a mop, two buckets, a wash rag, a bottle of bleach and a pair of yellow protective gloves.

"Carlos, calm boy!" Kendall said as he laughed beginning to fill the bucket with hot water before adding the bleach.

Carlos followed his actions and filled his smaller bucket with water and bleach. He pulled on the rubber gloves and grabbed the cloth to wash the mirrors and stalls. "No, I'm excited! And I hate this job! It's so gross!"

"I am excited to buddy! I have missed James and Logan so much! I do understand how excited you are! I wish we were with them right now!" Kendall bit his lip thinking about what he and James had done the night before he left. He wanted that again so bad.

They rushed through the chore and were still late to dinner. They grabbed the first food they could get to and looked for James and Logan as if they were running into a game shop on Black Friday scared that they weren't gonna get the most talked about game of the season.

They found the two other males laughing while eating their dinner. Kendall walked as fast as possible while not spilling what was on his tray. He dropped it next to James who jumped slightly. Before James could do anything he felt Kendall's strong arms wrap around him before letting out a soft groan as Kendall peppered the delicate flesh of his neck with kisses. "Like?" Kendall breathed against James' ear; he smiled when the brunette shuddered.

"Mmhmm," James answered as he bit down on his lower lip and relaxed against the blonde.

"Give me a kiss." Kendall whispered as he turned James' face to him and he leaned over to place a soft kiss on the brunette's lips.

He sat on the bench next to his boyfriend and began to play with his food more than eat it. He laughed as he saw how Carlos was finally getting his wish answered as he made out with Logan forgetting that he even had food. 'Guess he does think about more than food.' Kendall thought to himself before he said out loud to James, "Hey, I missed you so much."

James smiled at the blonde and leaned forward and placed a gentle kiss across his lips, "I love you so much."

"I love you to." Kendall said and pushed away his tray not hungry anymore. All we wanted to do was go somewhere with James where no one else could find them. He thought about it for a moment then said "Follow me." He stood and grabbed his tray to throw his practically untouched meal away.

Kendall held James' hand tight as they walked into the cold air of the night sky. "I found this latter when me and Carlos were going for a jog. I'm pretty sure I know where it leads."

"How about we go and grab some blankets? It's kinda cold out here." James said as he stopped and looked at the doors to the sleeping quarters.

"We won't need them, babe." Kendall told him with a smile and a squeeze of his hand. He moved towards the back side of the hospital building and climbed the ladder waiting for James to join him. He looked across the empty roof then moved toward a door that led to a room that was perched on the roof.

Kendall walked to a door to a second floor of the building. When he pulled it open it squealed in protest due to the lack used. Kendall smiled over his shoulder at James when he saw that it led to exactly where he thought it did. Him and Carlos had gone exploring in the hospital one day and stumbled across this place on accident. It was a small room that was bare of anything except for a few boxes that were filled with forgotten medical supplies. He looked up to the glass ceiling and wondered why it was the way it was. He could see every star that peppered the dark sky. He pulled James into the room and closed the door behind him. The taller male laid the blanket on the floor before he sat down pulling Kendall with him.

The blonde sat between James' legs and leaned back against his broad chest. "Kendall, this place is amazing." James placed butterfly kisses in the crook on Kendall's neck while wrapping his arms protectively around his small waist.

"I know. I wonder why the ceiling is like this though." Kendall said as he tilted his head to the left allowing James more access to the delicate flesh.

"I don't know, but it's amazing." James whispered. The breath against Kendall's flesh sent a shiver through the blonde's body. Kendall's mind wandered back to the night before he left and he turned quickly on James pushing him to the floor as he pushed his lips hard against the brunettes.

James moaned into Kendall's mouth and the blonde took this opportunity to push his tongue into his boyfriend's mouth. He tasted every spot of James that he could reach for the first time dominating, though it was short lived. James rolled them in one swift movement so that he was now between Kendall's legs with his hands on each side of the blonde. Kendall arched his back as he felt James run his hand up under his shirt. He gripped his sides tightly pulling another moan from the blonde.

"Kendall, I love you so much. I can't even tell you how much I have missed you." James pressed his lips to the other male's collar bone and nibbled gently.

"Hmm. I missed you to." His breath hitched in his throat and James bit down on his neck. "Ahh, James." He bit his lip pushing his body tightly against the brunettes. Kendall pulled at the ends of James' shirt before pulling it up and over his head. James threw the fabric to the corner of the room not concerned with where it landed.

James went back to Kendall's shirt and pulled it off of him and began nipping at the newly revealed flesh. Kendall clutched onto James' shoulders and dug his nails into the perfect tan skin. James moaned against Kendall's sternum where his lips were placed. Kendall could feel his body becoming aroused to the stimulus that James was giving him.

Bam! There was a huge thud against the door they had entered ten minutes ago. They scrambled to their feet and James slowly made his way cautiously to the door. When he opened it two bodies fell to the floor unexpectedly. "Carlos! Logan! What the FUCK!"

The two boys jumped to their feet taking in the two half naked bodies standing in front of him. "Kendall! Really? You got here first!"

"Yeah, and you just ruined the mood." Kendall said wrapping his arms around his body as the cold air flooded the room, nipping at his bare skin.

"Come on guys. We all got plenty of time to make up for the last two weeks." Logan said trying to play peace maker.

"Yeah, I guess you're right." James mumbled as he picked up his and Kendall's shirts. He handed the smaller male his before he pulled on his own.

"Hey, where did you guys put your stuff?" Carlos asked as they entered the sleeping quarters to get ready for bed.

"We just threw it on some empty beds over there." Logan said pointing to the back of the room.

"Go grab it our beds are right here." Kendall said pointing to his.

"Oh, someone already has the ones next to you guys though." Logan said almost pouting.

"Yeah, but they just got here to." James piped in trying to console Logan's concerns. We can ask them if they wanna trade us." Logan nodded hoping that they wouldn't mind. He hated to inconvenience anyone.

After James had persuaded the two men to move Logan finally started to brighten up after their little fiasco on the roof. He wrapped his arms around Carlos' waist and smiled contently.

They lay on their beds until Kendall finally asked, "James, you weren't able to bring your guitar were you?"

He groaned and replied, "No, they said it would be too much to worry about especially when we get sent out somewhere where we won't be able to come back here in a few days." Kendall's mind jolted to the day before and how he was in a sand colored building wrapping bandage's around a badly burned boy.

"Hey, that's ok though, doesn't mean we can't sing." Carlos said with a smile across his face. He always loved to sing with James. It was one of his favorite things to do back in New York.

An hour later they were changed and ready for bed. James and Kendall had their beds pushed together while Logan and Carlos did the same. The lights were turned out and Kendall was wrapped around James holding him protectively. He thought back to his day. He thought about the man that he had taken care of just the day before and how this morning he found out he was dead. His blood began to boil once more though this time he was able to hold it in. He knew that this was going to happen. He thought about Carlos and how he had barely reacted. As if on cue he heard Carlos call his name from behind him.

Without moving he asked, "What's wrong buddy?" He rubbed his fingertips gently across James' smooth chest.

"Kendall, I…I don't, I can't believe he died." Carlos was fighting with the sob that was caught in his throat. Kendall could hear Logan trying to calm the young Latino. "Kendall, I thought he was gonna live and he was gonna be there when we went to see him this morning. He's gone. We weren't able to do our jobs!

Kendall stood as James sat up in the dark. The blonde clumsily wandered to where Carlos was now sitting on the side of his bed with Logan perched beside him on his knees. "Carlos, we did everything we could. You know that!" The anger was starting to show in voice as he also thought about how they had failed him and how he had promised that he was going to help and take care of him.

Carlos stood suddenly and sent his fist through the dry wall and began screaming, "What did we do wrong! We did EVERYTHING! We promised him Kendall. We broke that. He was so scared!" Carlos let a scream escape between his teeth before he broke and leaned against Kendall's chest. Kendall wrapped his arms around the Latino and he couldn't hold back the tears he had been suppressing knowing that in the field he chose to go into he had to get over it. But it wasn't that easy. It was never that easy. Even when you do everything you can for them they still die.

Kendall could now see through the dark some as his eyes adjusted. He saw how he was looking at the ground and his features were filled with hurt. Kendall knew it was because Carlos had come to him with this problem instead of giving Logan the chance to help. But how could Carlos do that! Only Kendall was there for that traumatic experience and only he fully understood what the smaller boy was going through. He still felt bad for Logan though.

"Carlos, go back to bed. Everything is gonna be ok. He wasn't in pain when he died." Kendall pulled the boy off of him and sent him to his bed.

Let me know what you all think! The last part of this chapter is very personal to me so I hope that it is portrayed well!