Hey guys! its been forever since i wrote for y'all i'm really sorry about that but school got in my way...damn school...anyways onto the story!

Chapter 1: The real me

Jacob's POV

"Hey Paul" I greeted my boyfriend with a smile showing my teeth and a slight blush. I had been dating this hunk for about five months and I have honestly had the best five months of the recent year considering the fact that both my parents had died and my sisters moved away to Seattle or California, one of those places; leaving me totally alone in Forks…Forks, Washington.

However at least one of my sisters try to at least keep in touch; her name is Rachel…I haven't heard from the others…well since the death of our parents. But I guess they're doing fine and are happy; even though I can't say the same for myself. I mean life hasn't necessarily been the best for me at that time…I had became clinically depressed where people had to constantly check up on me; honestly making me worse than better.

My dreams had just faded and became the memory of my parents dying; giving me night terrors and to top it all off…I started cutting myself and well do to the fact of me being a werewolf…oh did I forget to mention that…yeah well I'm a werewolf.

With my super healing abilities such as quick healing; the cuts always fade away almost immediately and become hidden but the depression and pain remain…always evident on my features. Well that was until I had met Paul on a walk to clear my mind of any thoughts; good, bad, suicidal…you know the usual. He was honestly the one thing that I needed; like he was my anti-depressant…always making me smile and we instantly became friends

Then a month later we became more than friends; well when Paul made his move…that sneaky little bastard…which brings us to now; five months from those past days that brought despair, loneliness, and happiness; celebrating our five month anniversary at WILDERNESS. A fine cuisine restaurant that has this outdoor feeling even though its in the middle of Port Angeles.

Anyways back to the main point…I think I'm ready to expose myself to Paul; show him what I am. I know the ultimate test right…well trust me this isn't easy; I had to rehearse my lines over and over to my "brother" Seth.

"I don't know how I should world this Seth?! I'm freaking out!" I said as hyperventilation began. "dude calm down, just act as if I'm Paul and say what you would to him" "well okay and I'll try to calm myself; but its not everyday you get to tell your boyfriend that you're a werewolf, so please excuse me if I'm a little nervous."

With a sigh he muttered a "whatever…let's start" he then became serious and tried to puff out his chest and act buff; making a chuckle escape my body…he was an adorable hanyou. You know dog demon; it never came as a shock because hello 1. I'm a werewolf and 2. I live in a world filled with fucking magical creatures. "O-okay" I stuttered trying to get words to form in my mouth, but failing; all the previous nervousness coming back to me. "Paul, there is something I need to tell you" "well what's up?" Seth showing a questioning look on his face. "I haven't been all entirely truthful with you" "what do you mean?" Even more wonder and curiousness dawned on Seth's face quickly joined by hurt and one more emotion that Jacob couldn't put his finger on but he didn't care…it filled him with warmth and happiness.

"W-well I'm a werewolf" "yeah right, very funny joke Jake…seriously you could be a comedian." A chuckle began to come from his tinier framed body "I'm not joking Paul…I really am a werewolf" after those nine words left my mouth I transformed into my inner wolf; a russet colored wolf with brown streaks of fur here and there and yellowish amber eyes. Seth just stood there shocked; mouth wide open and then he just ran off into the nearby wood…ignoring my calls of telling him to stop or asking what's wrong.

Note to self do not phase in front of Seth because it will cause him to lose all his marbles and run into the woods.

well that concludes the first chapter to my newest fic and those of you who read my other fics...thanx! it means a lot to me that my writing is at least getting to be read by others...so i could probably die happy from that

well thanx for reading i should have the next chapter up soon...hopefully...(plus the next one should be longer)

well bye for now:( love yall:)