A/N: Hey guys! don't worry I haven't died...just fell of the earth...anyways I wanted to post this chapter while I was still on break...but that never happened so here I am posting the newest chapter to Broken when I should be writing essays and a speech while going over a script for one-act (my first year in it) Anyways I hope you enjoy the chapter
p.s. please don't take/use the "poem" mainly because it's one of my own original songs that I kinda turned into a poem for this fic...anyways ENJOY!
Disclaimer: Seth "as sad as it is Mr. inuzukakiba1 does not own anything from twilight except for a couple of books(and movies) that he had purchased from a bookstore/Wal-Mart and of course this fanfic, so please don't sue him" inuzukakiba1: "hey don't tell them that i have twilight merchandise it's embarrassing *blushes* anyways I don't own twilight because if I did little kids would not be able to see or read it"
Seth's POV
All you do is take from me,
To bad we'll never be,
So please just end me,
You'll never understand,
So just walk away,
To some place far away,
Don't worry if I'll be okay
'Cause there's no chance in hell that'll be the truth,
Please just walk away,
For me you'll never try,
So just walk away,
Please I don't want you to see me cry,
Without you I'll surely die,
But I'll try to manage,
So you can just walk away,
Might take some bandages to patch up these wounds,
But I'll recover and you'll be gone,
You'll never see me in the shadows,
because you are the light,
Just walk away,
My time is near that is for sure,
For me there is no cure,
Your love was all I ever needed…all I ever wanted,
To bad it was all gone when I arrived,
And the store is closing,
All things come to an end,
I'm no exception,
It's time for you to walk away,
While I'm waiting to decay,
I'm begging please don't walk away,
But you do anyways…
Now here I whisper "My life just walked away"…
As I finished writing the poem I quickly crumpled up the paper before I hid it within my desk. Soon the tears started to flow as my inner and outer walls that blocked all negative emotion gave away making me an unstable mess as I rolled up into a ball; my face and knees touching…
"Why can't I just get over him?" "Will I never be strong enough to overcome the pain that he is unknowingly inflicting on me?" "Will he ever love me like I love him?" countless tears began pouring from eyes as I began to sob uncontrollably. I know what you're thinking; Seth is the always happy-go-lucky person…well don't judge a book by its cover.
Ever since I've known him I had this attraction to him, but he never displayed if he felt the same way. Making my heart destroy itself slowly everyday, then when I saw him phase for the first time…I just couldn't take it anymore; so I ran.
In my mind the only thing crossing was to run or suffer the consequences if I had dared stayed. To me the wolf was so beautiful yet so powerful…no that would be underestimating…the wolf was so beautiful and yet so dominating. My inner animal calling to me; almost forcing me to expose myself to him…as if to force him to claim me, to make me his…in that moment and for forever. So I ran and avoided him…but I can't do that anymore; I'm dying faster when I don't see his golden tanned face; those amber eyes; or getting to hear that deep melody that is his voice. Maybe I'll stop by his house later…even though I might have to play 21 questions for awhile.
Jacob's POV
I was relieved the second we left the restaurant; only to be tackled by a sense of uneasiness. I can't believe I'm about to do this, Jacob stop being such a Scaredy-wolf! If he didn't love or even like you he wouldn't have put up with a lot of the shit you put him through; so what's one more piece of baggage that makes up the heap of what is Jacob Black. Confidence was never really my strongest suit, but right now it's the ground that I'm walking on; ready to collapse at any moment.
"Paul, we need to talk" my mouth becoming dry as those four words left my mouth. "What's up Jake?" his face sending a tingle down my back; making my confidence slightly falter. "I haven't been entirely truthful with you" I wanted to hide from those dark brown eyes as they showed what he couldn't say; he was hurt…to say the least.
"I've wanted to tell you this from the very beginning but then I thought that you would think I was crazy or something and leave me." A couple of tears I didn't know I was holding back began to slide down my face; making two wet lines; before they almost instantly evaporated. "Well, tell me what you meant to tell all those months ago" "promise you won't laugh" "promise" "well, Paul I'm a werewolf." I see his eyes bulge slightly before he falls to his knees laughing uncontrollably "Jake was all *giggle* this *giggle* a joke? "No Paul it's not; I'm a werewolf."
Within seconds I shifted into my inner-wolf; crouching into a submissive position while quietly whining. Everything's out of the bag now…only if I could transform into a chameleon then I could hide and never ever be found. "Jake, look at me please…"despite every fiber of my being screaming at me to not move a single hair; I moved my face from the ground to look at him…I can't believe it…I made him cry. "Jake, how could you hide something like this from me?" here come the final blow "did you really think that I'd be so ashamed of you that you would have had to hide such an important and beautiful part of you?" my eyes must have looked like balloons because after Paul's questions he let out a loud chuckle. "Hey don't act all surprised I do have my moments to where I'm actually "romantic or sentimental."
I barked a couple times hoping he would get the message, but to no to hurry up and phase back to my human self I ran to Paul and nudged his side "telling" him to get on. Thankfully he understood and sat on my back; making me use my muscles and strength a little bit more than usual. Paul you are freaking heavy, even with werewolf strength it's a little harder for me to carry your weight along with mine. I gave a quick bark signaling we were about to take off and for him to hold on tight; because this was gonna be a bumpy ride.
45 minutes later…
Once we arrived at Paul's house he quickly got off; making my body to betray me by letting out a relieved grunt. "I Must have been heavy huh?" I shook my head no trying to cover up the truth that my body made known "it's alright Jake; I know I'm not a very light person." A small smile became evident on his features, while my eyes decided to do a sarcastic spin. "Anyways would you like to come in…even though you'd have to phase back first"; at the comment my head instantly drooped almost touching the floor. As if my actions had told Paul that I would need some privacy…and some clothing for when I phase back. He asked if I needed some clothes, to where I just gave a quick nod…within seconds he was inside the house looking for the most suitable thing for me to wear.
Hoped the chapter was good...if the fanfic gods allow it I should have another chapter out soon! sorry for those that have read my other story: Bite, Bark, I don't care anymore! I love you! I have been hit by wave after wave of writer's block but I should be able to post the newest chapter for that soon:) Anyways reviews are awesome. Who doesn't like reviews. anyways please review I love to hear from you...It's like the only reason I write (well besides to get ideas out there in the real world instead of my head)
Sayonara with love3
inuzukakiba1
