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Chapter 2: Series

12:28 p.m.

Thursday

I swear, I dread this time of the day from Monday through Friday. Just like the other staff members, we I have to sit through these daily meetings about our teaching methods. It's not like I, or anyone elder for that matter, bothers to listen. My only goal for the next hour is to keep my back straight, nod my head every two minutes, and mumble "I agree." to make it seem like I'm paying attention.

I've grown used to this part of my routine to the point I can allow myself to daydream a little. As bad ad it is to let myself fantasize during work, it's nothing but a tiny treat. Especially if I know how to get my work done efficiently soon after words. I guess this is a way of my multitasking skills improving. Who knows, who cares? What I should be thinking about is that one position I saw on the online kamasutra book.

The way they depicted the position through the picture looked like it'd feel good. The Kneeling Fox seems a little like the reverse cowgirl, but the Prisongaurd position looked like something to be used for ...rough sex. Gosh, if someone as were to do a kneeling version of the Prisongaurd position, I know I'd lose my mind for sure! ... But I never had anyone satisfy me before. I never felt anything. Never thought of them twice.

That's probably why I keep having these daydreams about sex. They're even starting to grow into dreams at night, and I caught myself having one! Damn, it was embarrassing moaning myself awake. The curse about it is that I wake up in the middle of the night extremely horny, but my body is too tired to relieve myself. Life is truly fair.

"Maiyumi, do you have any thoughts or ideas to add onto the new teaching methods?" I blinked twice once I heard Mr. Takumi asking me a question. I merely gave a small smile towards the principal and shook my head.

"I honestly couldn't. Your idea is already good enough for the plans. I think we'll see the improvements we'll need for each class with it." I responded to him before I decided to daydream again. But that was till I heard him drop "his" name.

"We can only hope the new method work. The true goal is to get all the delinquents to attend their classes regularly and get better test scores. For example; Mr. Kamui. That kid has so much potential, and yet he chooses to ditch most of his classes except for yours, Maiyumi. I'm not saying this out of thin air. I snooped through his attendance records and saw that he doesn't go to a single one of his classes except History." He mentioned. Immediately the teacher next to me had shot up from his seat and slammed his hands against the table, causing the rest of us to flinch.

"What the hell?! I threatened to call his mom, have a conference, and even bribed him some money to come to my class! She most likely doesn't do a single thing, and yet he willingly shows up to her class? That's some bull shit!" He managed to yell out, while somewhat still keeping his cigarette between his lips.

Everyone stared at the man quietly as he ran his fingers through his black hair.

The principal took the time to finally pip up, " , you need to relax. Ever since the board of education demanded for all math teachers to teach Common- Core, you've been stressed out. And bribing a student is against regulations."

"And?! You'd bribe him too! Except you'd probably order him to meet you in some parking lot at night, wearing a trechcoat, shades, and carry a briefcase full of cash! The economy is hard nowadays, and we can't afford having a student be absent from our classes. It costs money out of the school, and from us. Unless you have a plan that'd work to get Satoshi to go to class, I'm still going to sit here and talk shit, threaten him, or bribe him." He then plopped back down in his chair and folded his arms across his chest.

Miku scoffed and said, "And what's the point of going through that cycle again if it doesn't work?"Seriously. I didn't even know he was going around threatening Satoshi. I shouldn't worry too much, cause it obviously didn't phase him if he still didn't show up to his class.

"Enough" Takumi gave a deep sigh and pinched the bridge of his nose. "I swear. Once Kamui Satoshi gets brought up, the teachers has tendency to start fussing with one another. But subside from that, since he only shows up to Maiyumi's class, I think we should experiment and have her try to talk and convince him to go to his other classes. If the communication barrier is too difficult, then we can try planning something else" He tried explaining till I rapidly interrupted him.

"I don't think there would be a big problem. I-I mean, I'm going to try my best." This is a chance to be alone with him. I-I know things won't happen of "that" sort, but to be isolated with him in a room is one out of many fantasies I have. ... But knowing that he goes to my class only fills me with so much joy.

"Very well. I'll give it about two weeks. If he refuses by then, I'll have no choice but to call his parents in for a meeting to discuss him being expelled." He calmly told me.

Right when he dropped the E word, my heart froze for a second.

Takumi is thinking about expelling him? ... I guess I've been too busy lusting after him to the point I've been ignoring his bad records. Both grades and attendance. Shit! How am I going to get him to commit like that in two weeks? already tried bribing him, and that didn't work. He probably tried bribing him two dollars, but he doesn't understand that he's a seventeen year-old, almost eighteen, guy that isn't reliant on chump change. He would have to bribe better than that-. I paused for a second of my thinking once a though sprang up. What...if I tried offering him ... Me?

"Well the meeting is over. I'm trusting Maiyumi on our new plan, just how I trust that will see a therapist one day. Because we are all also aware that he's probably still upset after his divorce." The principal lastly said.

"Divorces can be happy too. I'm just mad that she took my dog during the divorce instead of the check I offered" Yowane murmured beneath his breath before he stood from his seat and began exiting with everyone else.

I took my time following everyone out the room. I know that this is either a hit or miss, and that I'm going to have to schedule time alone with him tomorrow. ... If this works, then everyone can be happy on all ends. The teachers won't have to worry. His parents won't have to worry about him getting expelled, Yowane will get the full amount of his paychecks, and as for me ...

I get to be his pet.