A\N: here you go second chapter I hope you like it

John was sitting in his living room watching crap Telly as he received a text from an unknown number reading:
I think I can give you that miracle now - SH
He felt a stab of pain at the familiar initials at the end of a text from a stranger, he thought he was done with these stupid texts after the first anniversary but apparently there were still people in this world who enjoyed his suffering. He sent back a reply and hoped it would end there but he received another text short after,
John I would have proven it's really me but I don't see a point considering the fact I'm going to see you in a short time. - SH
That was enough for John most people who texted him stopped after he called they're bullshit but not only did the stranger still pretend to be him he tried giving John hopes of being reunited with his friend! John knew there was only one way to reunite with Sherlock and he didn't want to go that way for a long time now. He fired another angry text and the stranger hasn't responded so John assumed he realized he did wrong, he set his phone down and got back to the show he was watching. About half an hour later he heard a knock on the door, he paused the TV and sighed loudly as went to the door he opened and took in the man on his doorstep his face wore a shocked expression as he took in the one and only tall, lanky, attractive consulting detective. It took him only about a second to make a decision, after all he wanted to do it for almost three years and they would have a lot of talking anyway since Sherlock had a lot of explaining to do. He made the decision and moved toward Sherlock pinning him to the wall and kissing him. Sherlock had frozen at first obviously shocked, but when John tried pulling away he quickly responded by pulling him in again and returning the kiss, John had took a moment to marvel what he thought he'd never feel, before shoving Sherlock into the couch and kissing him deeply. Sadly his joy didn't last too long since Sherlock pulled away after a minute or two. "John as much as I'm enjoying this it seems the two of us have a lot to talk about and we really should do it now"
"fine" John sighed as he got off of Sherlock and shuffled to the side of the couch awkwardly.
"So how long have you wanted to do this?" Sherlock asked half-jokingly half out of actual curiosity,
"since your funeral, and mentioning that, HOW are you not dead?" asked John as all the questions the kiss has efficiently blown away came back to him " and WHY on earth would you pretend to be dead for THREE WHOLE YEARS?" he said his voice raising in volume as he slowly got angrier. "John do try and calm down so I can explain, I have a reason for everything" "OH YOU HAVE A REASON FOR LEAVING ME ALL ALONE IN THE WORLD FOR THREE YEARS? YOU HAVE A REASON FOR LYING TO ME? A REASON FOR-" John was cut off by hesitant lips on his own, he responded eagerly but Sherlock quickly pulled away "well that shut you up quite effectively I might need to use that more often" Sherlock joked "now please let me explain, let's start from the beginning: it all started on the roof of St. Bart's. Moriarty had hit man on Lestrade, Mrs. Hudson and most importantly on you, he said the three of you would die if I don't, you understand I had to jump, I couldn't let you three get hurt, you're the only friends I have. So I jumped, luckily for me I guessed Moriarty would force me to jump somehow so I had a plan and had already asked Molly for her help with the death certificate -"
"wait, Molly knew you're alive all this time and she never told me? Or you for that matter why didn't you tell me you're alive? Fine you had to fake your death but doesn't mean you had to stay dead for three-" "John please let me finish, I had to stay dead because if you knew I was alive they would have found out you know and hurt you, probably kill you, I couldn't let that happen, I couldn't let them hurt you, I had to keep you safe, so I took them out one at a time until I knew you were safe, I took the last one down last night and decided to come over today after I was clean and well, after all I couldn't show up here looking like homeless man could I?"
"No, no you couldn't. But Sherlock I am capable of taking care of myself, don't you ever leave me behind because you're worried about my safety okay? I almost followed you for god's sake!" "You almost-" Sherlock stopped mid-sentence as he realized what John was saying "no. Don't you ever dare hurting yourself because of me John! I'm not worth it, I'm not worth your pain and I'm definitely not worth your life." Sherlock seemed to be at the verge of tears at the thought alone "not worth my life? Sherlock I'll happily die if I knew that meant saving you and I'm sure you'll do the same for me, hell you did! I've experienced life without you and I don't intend to do it again, so don't leave me behind so I won't be in danger, just so I could sit here sick with worry for you!" John saw Sherlock stayed quite for longer than he saw necessary "Sherlock, promise me you won't leave me behind"
"fine" he eventually said "I promise. Now it's my turn to ask some questions, firstly: you said you wanted to kiss me since my funeral what did you mean by that?" John chuckled at that "that means I realized I loved you at your funeral where I believed you to be dead meaning you'll never return the feeling, now I have hope again"
"you, you love me?" Sherlock asked surprised and blushed slightly
"yes I do you big wonderful git I love you, I really do" Sherlock seemed taken aback by this, like no one ever told him they loved him, which, sadly was probably true. "You know you really do look good when flustered" John decided to say to break the silence that lingered for too long, well that definitely got Sherlock's attention meaning he blushed deeply and stuttered "I-I do?"
John decided against answering and instead shoved him to the couch and attacked his mouth with his own.

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Sherlock woke up in a strange bed with someone wrapped around him, it took a minute and all of yesterday's events rushed through him. John kissing him, John saying he loved him, John wrapped around him and now waking in John's bed with John next to him. Sherlock took a moment to appreciate the fact that not only was he back home after so long but his reunion with John went better than he ever imagined. He sighed full with content and watched as the doctor besides him slowly woke up. "good morning John" he said quietly watching the man go through a process - the same process he went through only minutes before - of remembering the events of the last day. "Good morning love," love? Why did a single world made Sherlock feel so much? Surely that wasn't normal. It certainly wasn't for Sherlock, he never felt anything, but, like always, John was the exception, and well Sherlock was pleased with that. "So Sherlock, what are your plans today after you came back from the dead?"
"well I do need to tell some people I'm back, Molly knows and so does Mycroft, I used his help on several occasions and it would have been impossible to keep something this big from him, but I still have to tell Mrs. Hudson and Lestrade before I make it publicly known that I'm alive." Sherlock said "even though I'd much rather stay home with you all day long. "
"as cute as that is you really should tell them, it affected them almost as bad as it affected me, Greg has been full of guilt for about six month until he finally talked to me and I told him it's fine, and Mrs. Hudson, well Mrs. Hudson behaved like she lost a son" "they really do care for me don't they?" Sherlock said shocked to realize John isn't the only person in the world that mattered to him. "they do so you should tell them today and not take any longer with it, if you need my help you can get it, maybe I'll ask Greg to go and have a drink at the pub and you'll meet him there, the chances are he won't punch in a public place" "yeah that's a fair point but I would deserve that punch wouldn't I?"
"You probably would, but then I wouldn't want that pretty face of yours damaged would I?" John said as he leaned into Sherlock, "no, that would be quite terrible since you do seem to like that face for some reason" at this John chuckled.
"Alright, stop fooling around you really should go and tell them as soon as possible."

A\N: again I hoped you liked it the next chapter will probably take longer, I already had this half written so it went faster

I'm sorry for any spelling\grammar mistakes

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