AN: Thank you everyone for the reviews and for adding alerts :) Ok guys I have not mentioned what year the story takes place, it's in 1570 and now I don't know a lot about old days, I am writing this from what I know, from movies. Ok so here you guys have another chapter and I hope you enjoy it!

Thanks to my beta IHeartVA for making this story better :)

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Chapter 4

I entered my room and Dimitri was not here yet. Usually he comes late in the night. I changed into my nightgown and sat on the bed, thinking how I would do this. Am I even capable of this? Tears were coming out of my eyes as memories came through my head.

I miss everyone. My mother who taught me how to be strong. My father who adored me and had done everything for me as long as he could. And my dear brother who made me who I am today.

I was his little sister. He would have given me the world if I wanted. He thought me how to protect myself. He never let any Prince or King mess with me. He was the only one that knew about Dimitri. He was my best friend and supported me. He liked Dimitri and said that he would prefer me to be with him then any Prince or King. Oh, I wish he were here.

Dimitri brought me out of my thoughts as he came in. He looked angry and just wanted to burst out, however, it didn't stop me. I ran up to him and wrapped my arms around him, knowing this was the last time I would be in these big, strong arms.

What hurt the most was that he didn't return my embrace. He just stood still, not moving. I looked up and he had a hard gaze, staring ahead on the wall.

"Dimitri," I said in a low voice

"It's Captain Belikov for you, Your Majesty." he said with a harsh tone. I backed away from him, because that was not my place any more. He knew what I was going to say to him. He knows me like an open book.

"I-I…I," I stutter, not knowing what to say to him. He looked pained and I was the reason.

"You what? That you're sorry, that I was just your little toy? That you just wanted me in your bed? That you wanted to play with my feelings and hurt me?" he spat. Each world felt like a stab in my chest and tears started to come out.

"Stop it! Don't show me your fake tears!" he yelled at me. I didn't know what to say to him. He was right. I have hurt him bad.

"Please," I whispered, not wanting to hear his words.

"Please what your majesty?" he yelled. A tear came out of his eye and it hurt me to see him like this.

"I can't," my voice cracked

"You can't what? Can't be with me? Why would you? I am no royal." He was wrong there; I don't want anything more than him.

"It's not true!" I yelled back and my voice broke a little.

"It is. Everyone leaves me and your leaving me to," he said, looking me in the eye as more tears slipped down his face. He looked so helpless and sorrow. I went up to him and placed my palm on his cheek to sooth him. He leaned in my touch, but backed away too quickly.

"I have to do this, for this kingdom, for my people and for my father," I was pleading to him and he was just shaking his head.

"No, you don't have to, we will find a way," he was pleading to me, but I know there is no way, even he can't do anything.

"There is no way," I shook my head at him, tears would not stop coming out.

"So you'd prefer to live with that king? Of course you would, he is a royal and would give you all the expensive gifts that I can never afford," he spat at me.

"No, you know those things don't matter to me!" I spat back.

"Well I thought about a lot of things that don't matter to you, but they do. You are just like all the other royals," he said.

"I love you," I said.

"Don't say those words. They don't look good coming out from your mouth."

"They are true, I love you more then anything in this world."

"You have a funny way of showing it," he said.

"I do, I really do," I said.

"Then prove it because I don't believe you," he said. I didn't know what to do. How can I prove it to him? I went up to him and took my gown off, letting it slide off my body, standing bare in front of him.

He just stared at me, shocked. I cupped his face in my hands and brought his face down to mine, and kissed him hard, putting everything I can in the kiss and he kissed me as hard as he could. Tears were coming out of our eyes. Our tongues met and did there own battle.

Dimitri's hands were roaming around my body and my hand went up to his neck and brought him close to me. His one hand was in my hair and one resting on my waist tightly.

He broke of the kiss and looked at me for couple minutes, but it felt like eternity. He let go of me and started to back away from me. It felt like my life was walking away, and it was true.

He turned around and before opening the door he said, "I wish you a wonderful life with King Ivashkov, your majesty," and walked out. My world shattered. I just sat on the floor crying. I was not the girl I was right now, and I would not be like this.

Today is the last night of the girl who loved Dimitri, who will cry. The old Rose would have never cried, and I am not going to cry. I am a fighter and I know I would get through this.

This is not about me; it's about my people. Dimitri would find a perfect girl for himself, a girl who can be with him, who can give him kids and make him happy.

I got up from the floor and put my gown back on and went to bed. All I was thinking about was Dimitri, his words ripped my heart out and they were true. Tonight is the last night for the Rose who believed in love. I fell asleep dreaming about Dimitri.

Sydney shaking me woke me up.

"Rose wake up," she said.

I opened my eyes and asked, "What's wrong?"

"Mia is having the baby and you said you wanted to be there."

I got up and washed my face and changed quickly.

I walked really fast, but the ladies quarter was far. I have told her to move into one of the chambers near me, but she never wanted to.

When I arrived, the ladies were coming out. I made my way in the room and saw Mia holding a bundle and was smiling down. It brought a smile on my face.

"It's a boy," Victoria said, smiling. I went up to Mia and she handed me the baby. I took the baby in my arms and stared at him.

He was just like Mason. He had green eyes, like Mason, and dark brown curly hair. His eye shape was like Mia's and he had Mia's lips and cheeks. He was adorable. He was sucking on his tiny thumb and his eyes, were wide open and he was staring at me.

It brought tears to my eyes because my brother would never be able to see him, and he would never know this baby. Mason always wanted to have a boy. He didn't marry because he was in love with Mia and never had the courage to bring it up with father. My father only married my mother and Mason wanted to marry only Mia.

"Rose, I want you to name him," Mia said. I looked up at her and she was smiling, but there was no spark in those orbs, like before. I smiled back at her and looked back down at the little baby who had his mouth open and was waving his hand in air.

"Ahmed, Prince Ahmed Mason Mazur," I said and all the girls just stared at me. I was giving him the family name. I have decided that it is time for everyone know that this kingdom have it's heir. Zoya would be getting the family name too and the Princess title.

"Rose, this can't happen," Mia said.

I looked at her and replied, "Yes this can happen, he is the heir of this kingdom." I know that the guards are standing outside because they always follow me and one of them is Eddie Castile.

"Guard Castile," I call to him.

He comes in and bows to me and says, "Yes, your majesty?"

"I want you to let everyone know that Mazur heir has been born. I, Rosemarie Mazur, the Queen of Turkey declare that the son of Mason Abe Mazur, Ahmed Mason Mazur, is the next heir of Turkey and I want sweets to be spread around," I said he just stares at me. Eddie also knows that these kids are Mason's.

"Now leave and make sure this is done," I said with authority. He left, and Dimitri walked in. His duty does not start until later and Mia is like a sister to him. He looked at everywhere in the room except me.

"Good morning, Captain," all the ladies including Mia greeted him and giggled.

"Good morning, ladies. And please, call me Dimitri," he said. He came up to me and his eyes had a lot of pain and anger.

He opened his arms out to the bundle and asked, "May I, your majesty?" asking for Ahmed. I smiled and handed him Ahmed. He looked at him with pure love in his eyes and kissed him on the forehead.

"Did you name him yet?" he asked Mia.

"Yes, Rose named him Prince Ahmed Mason Mazur." Mia replied. He looked at me with shocked eyes, asking me what in the world I was thinking. I have made a decision last night and I am keeping my words.

"Don't look at me like that, he is the heir and would get his place. He is a Prince, and once he is old enough, he would be taking over this kingdom." I said to him. His eyes showed that he was proud, that I had enough courage to do this and a smile pulled up on his face that I would just die for, and I smiled back.

He was so good with kids and how I wish he was holding our baby. Stop it Rose! Don't let these thoughts enter your head.

Dimitri left after a while and I stayed there. Lissa and Christian also came in to see Ahmed and were really happy. Christian was happy with my decision making Ahmed the next heir.

The day went on and my advisor Mr. Zeklos was not happy about this, as well as the people. I don't care if they are not happy. They can keep it to themselves. Some of the people were happy and I am glad for that.

Dimitri told me that he had already sent the invitation to King Ivashkov, and the way he said it, there was so much venom is his voice. I know he is angry but at the end he will understand that I have made the right decision. Now I have to wait for the King to arrive.

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