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Summary:

A big disclosure happens in the orphanage and our Blondie starts falling deeper and deeper in love.

This chapter has Klaroline.

Jealousy here. it is the biggest chapter so far and gave me lots of work. Hope you appreciate. If it has 10 reviews I'll update the day after tomorrow. If now, we'll see. Kisses.

We'll never be Royals

Missunderstood love- Chapter 5

So... do you know how love feels like? When you think about love you tend to think about butterflies in your stomach or kisses and hugs. Love is nothing like that.

So you know how it's like to be punched in the stomach? And then stabbed with a big knife? And then have my blood drowned. That's what loves feels like.

Since the day I'm better Klaus and I don't talk about 2 months, not counting the occasional 'heys' or 'wazzups'. We used to talk all the time since he is like my best friend and I miss him so much, although I won't admit it.

I get up every day without any pourpose. I wake up, get dressed, eat, feel alone, cry and go sleep again. All over and over and over again.

So, today wasn't different at all.

Rebekah woke me up and I checked if she hurt herself, like I do everyday. Klaus' idea. However, I agree with this one, because I love Rebekah like if she's my own little sister and I know she does feel the same. Rebekah and Katherine (she stoped liking her name, and wants us to call her that) are my actual best friends. The kids here aren't that bad, excepting the snobby girl and her subdits: Madeleine. Even her name sounds popular. Yes, in here there are popular and nerds too. I'm between both. The girl is beautiful, I admit. She is brunette, with green and brown eyes and with caramel perfect skin. Gosh I hate her, she seems a fucking barbie. And the worst of all is that Klaus seems kinda interested in the bitch. She is always flirting and that perv actually gives her change, expecially when I'm around. I hate them. Both. Not that I'm jealous or anything, I mean... That would be really stupid, right?

So... Today the day wasn't exactaly boring. In fact, I met a new girl. She has fire. Her name is Hayley. Hayley Marshall. I like her because she does not believe in love, or fairytales, or happy endings. Her parents abandoned her, they just left a poor girl in the middle of the forest. She is Rebekah's age.

However Madeleine decided to mock Hayley. And yes, Hayley actually slapped her. In the face. She was punished for sure. She didn't seem to mind.

I was sitting on my usual bench, with Bekah, when Matt stepped by there.

" Hey." He said to me, blushing. What the hell. He has been strange since last month. He doesn't stop blushing and looking at me in a loving way and once I saw my name writen on his wrist, with a head next to it. Rebekah is in love with Matt, he can't just do that.

" Hum, hey?" I said back, rolling my eyes at his shyness.

" You look really pretty, Care." He belauded. I smiled. He's so not my style.

" Look, Matt, what are you doing?" He looked confused. " I mean... you never eulogized me before, why now?"

He sighed. " I think I like you." I saw Rebekah's eyes narrowing and hurt passed trough her face, before she hid it.

" Matt... Look... I-I... I like another person. I'm sorry but you can't live in an illusion. I know you'll find the one" I looked at Rebekah, and she just shook her head. " You are younger than me, and I fell in love. " I sighed at my own words. " I'm so sorry."

" Yeah, whatever" He said, shrugging, but I could see tears bright on his sea-blue eyes. Rebekah touched his arm, comforting him. He is the same age as her. He dispeled her hand, in a rude way. By luck or not, Klaus showed up, and his lips pressed in a tight line when he saw this. He knew about Rebekah's crush on the Donovan boy, and wasn't very excited about it. He held the boy by the collar of his shirt.

" What the fuck did you do to my sister?" He asked, bitterly.

" I-I'm sorry." Matt said, scared. Klaus has that effect on people. I really like the kid, so I pushed away Klaus from Matt.

" Caroline, I love you, but if you ever do that again, I'll lose my control." He said, his tone grueling and firm. I looked down, I just couldn't help but see that Rebekah was struggling not to cry. Klaus must have realized that too, because he shook his head to her in dissaproval.

" Touch my sister again and I'll kill you. Do you understand?" Matt nodded and left. Rebekah made a move to leave as well, but Klaus hold on her harm, harshly.

" Not so fast. What happened?" He asked. Rebekah looked down, tears finally excaping from her eyes. He hugged her tigh and kissed her hair.

" M-Matt l-likes C-Caroline." She says, between heavy sobs. He lifts up his eyebrow.

" Oh... Really?" He asks. I nod.

" I told him I didn't like him like that back so he was upset and Rebekah tried to solace Matt and he pushed her off." I said, sadly. "It was rude." He nodded.

" Tell me if he is ever rude to any of you again, ok?" He asks, although it is more like a demand. We nodded and he made a move to leave. However Rebekah held onto him tighter and with a sigh, he hugged the girl. I smiled. That was so cute. I wish I had a brother. That reminded me of my family and tears immidiately were up on my blue eyes. Klaus gave me his hand. I smiled and suddently I wanted to feel his lips on mine once again.

When Rebekah left and after the second round of several mental pain and seeing another girl being hardly punished, he sat on my side, my head on his shoulder, once again.

" I really wanted to kiss you today." I said. Then I covered my mouth when I realized what I just said.

" It's okay." He says. He puts himself in front of me and kisses my cheek. I blush.

I can't take it anymore.

It's just too much.

I kiss him hard like never before. I open my mouth and his tongue slids inside of it, our tongues fighting over control. He wins, obviously.

We kiss during at least a minute and then we give small pecks on each other's lips.

" Do you like Madeleine?" I ask, suddently. He laughs. I blush in anger. How can he laugh? Does he really like her?Is this a joke to him? Doens't he love me? Insecurity overtakes my body and a tear slides down my cheek.

" Love, of course I don't like that snobby little bitch!" He laughs. " She is always trying to have someone into her pants. I like a challenge. I love you, sweetheart." I kiss him passionately once again and he smiles in the kiss.

" I love you, Klaus. I'm afraid you won't love me back." He shakes his head at my 'silly' statement. In fact, he seems to make fun of me. I don't know.

" I love you back, believe me."

I smiled and nodded, mumbling a small 'ok'.

" You know, this is really cute, but I prefer when it is more fire." Katherine's voice echoes. Klaus groans. Although he'll never admit it, he admires Katherine. She may be bitchy, but a great friend at the same time. She doesn't fear weakness. She doesn't fear nothing. She lives like hell.

" Oh, yeah, Katerina?" Klaus says, rolling his eyes. " When it comes to you and my more-honorated brother, you do not think the same way." She blushes.

" That's so not true!" She whimpers, nervously. She is obviously lying. " Although he is really beautiful."

Klaus laughs and I laugh along. Katerina shows us her tongue.

" However, if I liked him, he wouldn't like me back. He told me he does not believe in love." She says, dissapointment on her voice. Klaus grins.

" That's obviously not true. Not with you, anyways." I say.

" Oh, why not, then?" She asks, defiantly. It's the 'Petrova fire' she talks so much.

" Hum, because he looks at you in a odd way, and when I tell him 'Look at that girl' he usually just answers 'She isn't Katerina' and I tell him he is out of his mind, because in fact, he always had a fall for brunettes and I always had a fall for Barbies." Klaus explains. I fold my arms in a stubborn way.

" So, you are appreciating whores from there and then you say you like me." My voice is cold and jealousy takes over my body, and I don't even know why, I mean... We don't date or anything and he may be only playing with me. Maybe I'm just another girl. I don't know.

" Oh, love, none of them can be compared to you. You are sweet and defiant, and brave and beautiful. All in one girl." He argues, making me wonder if he says that to any girl. "No, Care, I don't say that to every girl. Just to you."

Katerina clears her throat, tired of the lack of attention she is getting.

" Remember we were talking about me right now?" She asks, rolling her eyes. Klaus shrugges.

" You know well he loves you, you are just too stubborn to accept that, because you don't think you are worth it, sweetheart. You are." He says, and it is sweet for Klaus. He is never this nice to anyone who isn't family or me.

" Ugh! Rebekah is much more usefull in this kind of things." She says, mocking a bitchy tone. " By the way: where is Bekah?" She asks. I look away.

" I don't know. I'm worried about her too. Matt said he liked our dear Caroline." Klaus says, bitterly. I elbow him.

" Shut up!" She screeched. " How did that happen?" She asks. " Oh my Gosh, Rebekah must have been so sad." She says, sadly. " I'll look for her, Klaus." She promises. Klaus nods his head in aproval.

" Bye you too. Continue what you were doing!" She laughs and I want to slap her. This is so freaking embarassing, dammit.

Being in love just sucks.

The good part is that I feel better now.

I feel alive. I never felt like this before. Not with anyone else. I think about Tyler. When I remember I push him out my head and try not to remember my dad would kill him if he was here right now. Klaus wanted to, though.

I'm scared about Rebekah. She loves with all her heart. I'm here for her. I hope she knows that. She suffered enough for a lifetime.

This day was different.

I don't want to fight the feeling anymore. I want to let it drive my life. I may fall, but I can always try, can't I? With Klaus my life is better. Less lonely. He is the happiness in my life. And I'm sorry, but I can't let that happiness go away. Never in my life.