Hi! I'm back! Enjoy this chapter because I really have nothing to say other than I won't be updating as much because I have school back this week. This will hopefully be a weekend thing :) I like the songs 'We cant stop' and 'Roar' by Miley Cyrus and Katy Perry. Maybe I'll add em in here. I hate the music video for 'WCS' though, better to just listen. FYI, If I do We Can't Stop, when Caitlyn does the music video, it won't be as crazy as the real music video I just hate what MC has become now but I like that song only. I don't own any song or video just want to fit my characters feeling even if I don't own em. The parts I will take from the vid are the beginning the teddy bears on backs and that funky white face on black background and that's all, I won't add any other parts, they may be wrong or weird or dirty. Anyway review on how you think about Miley's 'new image'. BTW I know no support groups except Childline.


It was finally the 19th of January. The day I would find my 'Dream Dress'. I already had an idea of what it was and the colors which was involved. I entered the shop with Thea, Cornelia and Fiona who was tucked safely and away from prying eyes in her pram. We were waiting for Mitchie, Mara and Amelia. When they arrived we were shown around the Bridal & Bridesmaid store by a woman called Karly, spelled with a K.

I went off with Karly and Cornelia looking for The Dress. Fiona had been left with Thea and the girls. I drew my hand through the materials and looked through. I wanted traditional white so Karly took us to the Pearly White section. I saw a really nice strapless dress but then I remembered I was looking for something with sleeves. My scars still haven't completely disappeared.

Then I saw it. The Dress. It was on a mannequin and it had a ball gown like posture. The sleeves were lace and went down to the wrists. The bodice was sequinned and kinda heart-shaped. It had a midnight blue sash around the waist area. Next to it was 3 inch heels which were also pearl white. It had blue straps which were the same color theme to the sash. There was a tiara and veil with the dress. I gasped and Cornelia looked at me, alarmed.

"I found it." I whispered. I grabbed her hand and dragged her to the direction of The Dress. When we got there, she gasped and squealed happily.

"It's stunning!" She said. "Girls? Come over! We found it." Cornelia called out to the rest of our group. They came over and grinned at The Dress.

"Beautiful." Cornie. "Awesome." No other than Mara. "Just wonderful!" Mitchie. "Oh my gosh!" Amelia. "Woah..." Thea. Were being thrown out. I took that as a good sign and that everyone loved it. They nodded and voiced their approvals.

"Would you like to try it on, ma'am?" Karly asked. I guess she was British. I nodded eagerly. "Ok! Come with me." She took the same dress from the rack and grabbed the heels and essentials for the outfit. She pushed me into a dressing room and turned around unhooking the dress and unpinning the areas it needed to be unpinned. I took my clothes off and stood there, waiting, in my underwear and bra. Luckily, I was wearing a strapless bra.

Karly pushed the dress above me and it slid down and perfectly fitted my curves. She pinned and tied the straps at my back and pushed the tiara above my hair. She got the veil and fitted it to connect to the tiara. "I think my Mom is going to give me a veil but let's wear it for fun." I smiled at Karly. She nodded and helped me step into the heels. She tied the straps and sash into bows and stood back, giving me clear view of my reflection.

I was about to cry in shock but I held them down. Everyone calls me beautiful and this is just an example of how I am beautiful. "Nate doesn't know what he's in for." Karly joked. I laughed along with her and hooked my arm with her waiting one. We walked out and into the open space. I was glad that the curtains were drawn and the store was closed due to protect my privacy. "Behold the bride." Karly said, curtsying. Everyone turned to my direction and simultaneously, gasps filled the air.

"Baby girl..." Cornelia whispered, tears forming in her eyes. "You look absolutely stunning." She grinned.

"Ok, I am definitely getting married next!" Mitchie said. We all laughed and I found the perfect bridesmaid dress.

"Guys...Turn around." I said. They did and saw the dress.

"Hey! I got the perfect trilby hat to match that." Mara said, grabbing one in her size.

"This complements my hair." Mitchie grinned, pressing the dress to her chest for us to see.

"It's my favorite color, Kitty C!" Thea said, grabbing one and going to the dressing rooms. The rest followed. In half an hour we all stood there in our dress. The girls had on a mini dress with a puffy net skirt with sapphires on. It was strapless and they all included little net tails trailing behind. It looked cute and funny.

"Are you satisfied, Ms Wynwood?" Karly asked. I nodded and grinned.

"Hell yeah! We'll take all six dresses including a little one for Fiona." Cornelia held up a sapphire silky dress with the cutest little bow shoes for her daughter. "And the shoes." I laughed. Karly nodded and went behind the counter to give us the verdict on how much they costed. I didn't care how much they costed, it was all going on my Mom's credit card.

Nate and I decided well rather were forced to accept our parents paying for everything. The men's clothes were paid by Robert, Nate's dad and the women's by Mom. Denise was in charge of reception and the ceremony while Mom and Robert just bought everything we wanted or Denise wanted for us. We had absolutely no control over our own wedding and we were scared of the outcome. The only things that we chosen by us were the flowers, suits and dresses, jewelry and whether we wanted an indoor or outdoor reception which is definitely indoor because of paps.

After we were done the girls and I went to Novu's a sushi restaurant downtown. After we ate, Mitchie, Mara, Amy and I went back to my new house.

...

"And...here's the guest house." I said, leading them to the back of the large mansion. Their expressions changed throughout and I could see that they were surprised with Nate for spending so much.

"I wanna live here, permanently." Mara said, jumping on the king sized bed in one of the guest house rooms. I laughed and shook my head. "Actually, thinking about what might go on every night, I might reconsider my decision." Mara said, shooting up. The girls laughed and I blushed.

"Have you guys even had sex?" Mitchie asked me. I raised an eyebrow, trying not to blush.

"Have you?" I asked back. Amelia gasped.

"TMI! Oh my gosh! I don't wanna know if my older brothers have had sex or not. You three are the most dirtiest minded girls they have dated." Amelia laughed. I shook my head. "Well, have you?" She asked us.

"I thought you said you don't wanna know." Mara asked our question.

"Whatever, just wanna hold something on them if I ever need to use blackmail." Amy said.

"Fine. Yes. Nate and I have had sex." I admitted. They squealed and acted like teenage girls.

"Was he good?" Mara asked, grabbing my arm.

"Uh, not telling you if my fiancé was good in bed or not." I replied, shaking off Mara's arm. "So have you?" I asked the other two.

"Yes." Mitchie responded. I laughed and looked at Mara. She shook her head.

"Is my boyfriend the only one who stuck to his promise?" Mara asked, eyebrow raised, arms crossed. We shrugged and continued the tour.

"But they promised us. Hence, our Promise Rings." Mitchie held up her hand and I did too. Showing off my other hand with my engagement ring.

"True that." Mara accepted. Amy dropped something and we turned. "You alright? Ouch, your phone's broken." Mara said, bending down and collecting the blank, scar faced phone. Amy looked like she'd seen a ghost. She gulped and took a deep breath.

"Yeah..." She said, taking her phone and chucking it in her bag. "It was time for a new phone anyway. Imma beg Nate for one later." She said, going ahead of us. She put a hand to a head and we suspected something was up.

"Amy...stop." Mitchie sighed, hugging her. "What's wrong?" She asked.

"I got a photo, my boyfriend's cheating on me. That's what I get for leaving England for so long." She cried.

"It's not your fault that one of your brothers is getting married and you are there to support." I said, rubbing her back. "What's your ex's name?" I said 'ex' in case she would flip out if I said 'boyfriend'.

"Joey." She said and cried. I rolled my eyes. Of course it is. "He's so sweet and I can't believe he was cheating on me with 10 girls!" She cried. Wow... Ten? You're kidding, right?

"Forget about him." Mara said, moving on with the tour. "Now, after our tour, we'll have Ben and Jerry's ice cream. That do you good?" She asked. Amy nodded and followed us through the house.

I kinda felt bad. Nate only cheated with one girl but ten? Wow, now I'm thankful I forced him to promise unless a little Karma would be drifting through the air.

...

I sat on my sofa, writing random lyrics and humming while the girls watched a movie and ate ice cream. I was making a song for my wedding waltz and also a song just for fun. After today's events, I felt kinda creative. I had Adele's Make You Feel My Love on in the background. A bit of Adele always calmed me.

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave?
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone?
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

I ate some ice cream and watched some of Pitch Perfect then went back to my book.

Does he tell you he loves you when you least expect it?
Does he flutter your heart when he kisses your neck?
No scientist or biology
It's obvious when he's holding me
It's only natural that I'm so affected

And my heart won't beat again
If I can't feel him in my veins
No need to question, I already know

It's in his DNA
D-D-D-DNA
It's in his DNA
And he just takes my breath away
B-b-b-breath away
I feel it every day,
And that's what makes a man
Not hard to understand
Perfect in every way
I see it in his face
Nothing more to say
It's in his D-D-D-DNA

It's the blue in his eyes that helps me see the future
Fingerprints that leave me covered for days, yeah, hey, yeah
Now I don't have any first degree
But I know, what he does to me
No need to work it out, it's so familiar, ooh, ooh, ooh

And my heart won't beat again
If I can't feel him in my veins
No need to question, I already know

It's in his DNA
D-D-D-DNA
It's in his DNA
And he just takes my breath away
B-b-b-breath away
I feel it every day,
And that's what makes a man
Not hard to understand
Perfect in every way
I see it in his face
Nothing more to say
It's in his D-D-D-DNA

It's all about his kiss
Contaminates my lips
Our energy connects
It's simple genetics
I'm the X to his Y
It's the colour of his eyes
He can do no wrong
No, he don't need to try
Made from the best
He passes all the tests
Got my heart beating fast
It's cardiac arrest
He's from a different strain
That science can't explain
I guess that's how he's made
In his d-d-d-DNA

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Ahhh, ahhh, ahhh, oohh

It's in his DNA
D-D-D-DNA
It's in his DNA
And he just takes my breath away
B-b-b-breath away
I feel it every day,
And that's what makes a man (what makes a man)
Not hard to understand (to understand)
Perfect in every way (in every way)
I see it in his face (in his face)
Nothing more to say (nothing more to say)
It's in his D-D-D-DNA

"Hey guys? How does this sound for Nate and mine's wedding waltz." I asked, then sang the song. Amelia burst out crying and hugged me tight.

"It's...So...Beautiful!" She said in-between breaths. I awkwardly patted her back and snuggled her head closer to my chest, comforting her. When she calmed down, she let go and ate more ice cream. "Now read this, it has your names marked on who sings what I'll play the beat and you'll know when to come in." We worked on the music and song then sang it. I turned on the backing track.

[Mitchie Torres]
Does he tell you he loves you when you least expect it?

Does he flutter your heart when he kisses your neck?
No scientist or biology
It's obvious when he's holding me
It's only natural that I'm so affected

[Amelia Gray]
And my heart won't beat again

If I can't feel him in my veins
No need to question, I already know

[All]
It's in his DNA

D-D-D-DNA
It's in his DNA
And he just takes my breath away
B-b-b-breath away
I feel it every day,
And that's what makes a man
Not hard to understand
Perfect in every way
I see it in his face
Nothing more to say
It's in his D-D-D-DNA

[Mazzy P]
It's the blue in his eyes that helps me see the future

Fingerprints that leave me covered for days, yeah, hey, yeah
Now I don't have any first degree
But I know, what he does to me
No need to work it out, it's so familiar, ooh, ooh, ooh

[Amelia Gray]
And my heart won't beat again

If I can't feel him in my veins
No need to question, I already know

[All]
It's in his DNA

D-D-D-DNA
It's in his DNA
And he just takes my breath away
B-b-b-breath away
I feel it every day,
And that's what makes a man
Not hard to understand
Perfect in every way
I see it in his face
Nothing more to say
It's in his D-D-D-DNA

[Caitlyn Wynwood]
It's all about his kiss

Contaminates my lips
Our energy connects
It's simple genetics
I'm the X to his Y
It's the colour of his eyes
He can do no wrong
No, he don't need to try
Made from the best
He passes all the tests
Got my heart beating fast
It's cardiac arrest
He's from a different strain
That science can't explain
I guess that's how he's made
In his d-d-d-DNA

[All]
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Ahhh, ahhh, ahhh, oohh

It's in his DNA
D-D-D-DNA
It's in his DNA
And he just takes my breath away
B-b-b-breath away
I feel it every day,
And that's what makes a man (what makes a man)
Not hard to understand (to understand)
Perfect in every way (in every way)
I see it in his face (in his face)
Nothing more to say (nothing more to say)
It's in his D-D-D-DNA

"Perfect." I said, turning the track off. "We'll record all new songs including Mitchie's Heart Attack this week." I said. Everyone nodded. "Amy, you're a great singer." I said. She blushed and looked away.

"I don't want to be like my brothers. Mom and dad are actors and the boys are singers but I'm kinda in the middle. I love acting, I do it at school." She said.

"Why don't you go into theater? You can sing and act, then maybe become famous in the future for doing both." Mara suggested. It was fun talking to Amelia like we've been through it and are very old and wise. Amy looked up to us because she was the youngest and the only girl so us, her brothers's girlfriends, stepped in to be her older sisters.

"You're the best, guys. I love you and you are the greatest sisters I could ever ask for." She hugged each one of us and we sat there in comfortable silence smiling at each other until the movie caused us to watch it again. I curled up into Amy's side and ate B & J's.


****A Week Later****

I sat in the leather seat in my record label's recording room. I had just finished recording Mitchie's song and Amelia managed to write her first ever song. Her brothers's went crazy and kept lifting her up into the air and kissing her cheeks. Nate went the craziest because Amelia is his favorite sibling.

"That's a wrap." I said, stopping the track. Mitchie took the headphones off and came to join in all the commontion.

"What's up?" She asked. Shane grinned.

"Amelia just made her first ever song!" He said proudly. Mitchie gasped and hugged her.

"Welcome to music, little annoying sister." Shane said.

"Just stop, guys. You're embarrassing me!" Amy said, blushing.

"In front of who exactly?" Jason asked, looking around.

"Your girlfriends." She replied, fixing her hair and pushing Nate off her. The boys laughed and shrugged.

"You're going to have to be embarrassed at some point, Ames." Nate ruffled her hair and she glared at him.

"Ok, children!" I laughed. "Girls, our songs?" We went in and Jason and Nate worked the recording stuff. We recorded Oath then DNA and I recorded A Thousand Years and Superhero alone. Nate kissed me because of ATY. He was surprised with that I wanted to record Superhero.

Mara's phone beeped and she read the message before jumping up screaming and hugging me. "Guess what?!" She said.

"What?!" We asked, playfully.

"Will i am agreed to do a song with me. I got the link which he recorded our voices together. Listen." She pressed 'play' and we leaned in to listen.

Yeah, Yeah
Mazzy P
The Monster Remix

I'm a monster, I'm a m-monster
I'm a monster, I'm a m-monster
I'm a monster, I'm a m-monster
I'm a monster, I'm a m-monster
I'm a monster, I'm a m-monster
I'm a monster, I'm a m-monster
I'm a monster, I'm a m-monster
I'm a monster, I'm a m-monster

I'm one of a kind, got everybody in love
And I don't have to try, I just do what I does
Don't have to tell me, I already know
They all want me

Yo, I run this, I smash it
Like my bass real hard, boom-bastic
Speed race baby, I'm a lot faster
Cause trouble, never listen to my master
New Benz all black, from Malaysia
Can't drive, but my mama don't care yup
To the top, I'm a take it to the ceiling
I'm on the moon but I feel the sun beaming
I'm so dope like ooh la la
So so fly like a helicopter
Sup to the hood and the homies on the block
Doin' it big, ya you know, what's up

Some come and try to say I'm a problem
So crazy, gotta put 'em in an asylum
Some come and try to say I'm a problem
Ha, solve it

I'm a monster, I'm a m-monster
I'm a monster, I'm a m-monster
I'm a monster, I'm a m-monster
I'm a monster, I'm a m-monster
I'm a monster, I'm a m-monster
I'm a monster, I'm a m-monster
I'm a monster, I'm a m-monster
I'm a monster, I'm a m-monster

I'm one of a kind, got everybody in love
And I don't have to try, I just do what I does
Don't have to tell me, I already know
They all want me

[Will i am ]
Yo, yo, yo
I ran this, I rock this
I can see the future, no optics
More androids, robotics

Beam up hot chicks like I'm Spock
They be chillin' in my cockpit, my spaceship got exotic
One be trippin', come n' whip, hypnotic, they be talking 'bout ooh la la
Let's go far, way past them stars
We don't give a -, let's go to Mars

Ay, yo
I'm just tryna get it poppin'
I wanna be the first dude to love a martian
She love a man, cut the swag that I'm droppin'
I kill the game til it's chillin' in the coffin
When I start, there ain't no stoppin'

Yo, yo
Yo, yo
Yo, yo
Yo, yo

(Don't be acting like)
Don't be actin' like
Like you didn't know
Like you didn't know
Like you didn't know
Like you didn't know

I'm one of a kind, got everybody in love
And I don't have to try, I just do what I does
Don't have to tell me, I already know
They all want me

I'm one of a kind, got everybody in love
And I don't have to try, I just do what I does
Don't have to tell me, I already know
They all want me

I'm a monster, I'm a m-monster

We cheered and hugged her. "We will do all the music videos tomorrow, that alright?" I asked. Everyone nodded and Mara checked with Will to be sure. He replied with a positive answer and Mara went jumping on the sofas.

"Dance with me!" She shouted, her snapback flinging in the air along with her hair. She grabbed my hand and I joined her jumping. Mitchie put on a song and we all danced like crazy. Amelia did a weird dance and I joined her with Mara. Soon all of us were doing Amy's dance.

There was a knock on the door and it opened. We stopped mid-dance and saw Robert come in with Mom. "Oh, don't stop because of us." Robert smiled. "Continue." They watched us dance wildly and we kept flinging Mom's hair and pulling her to dance with us.

I turned the music down and turned to my mother. "So, what did you guys want?" I asked.

"Oh, you two." She grabbed Nate's arm and then mine and led us out, Robert closing the door behind us after saying something like, 'They'll be back...or will they?'. I swear, Robert's a freaky guy. Nah, he's just fun and a sweetheart.

"So?" Nate asked.

"Oh, we need a list of guests to invite to the reception. And Nate, do not say you don't want your cousins there. They're not that bad." Robert said. Nate looked at him wide eyed.

"Just because I didn't give Sally the autograph she wanted, she nearly bit my arm off. Look, I still have the scar!" Nate, yanked his sleeve up. I winced a the little purple-red mark. "She's 6." He answered my unasked question. I nodded, prodding the mark. "What's with people prodding my marks?" He asked swatting my hand away. I laughed, trying to prod it again.

"We'll do that, now can we partay?!" I said, leading Nate back to the door. Mom and Robert laughed and walked away talking about when we were little, we always dismissed them like that. I opened the door and turned the music back to full volume. "Party time!" I shouted and we all danced like crazy.

...

I lied down on my sofa, my feet on Nate's lap. Shane and Mitchie were on the other sofa and Jason and Mara were on the floor. Amelia was in the armchair. We were at Nate and mine's house and we were watching Marvel on loop. All the Marvel movies. Oh boy, do I love Iron Man. Did I mention that Robert Gray is Iron Man and no I don't love Iron Man because he's my future father-in-law, I love him because he is a billionaire, in real life too, and his powers are just awesome! I guess the Gray siblings are fed up of watching their dad on loop. Haha!

I grabbed my music lyrics book and wrote a song. After the day we had, I felt creative again.

It's our party we can do what we want (no drama)
It's our party we can say what we want (Mike will made)
It's our party we can love who we want
We can kiss who we want
We can sing what we want

Red cups and sweaty bodies everywhere
Hands in the air like we don't care
'Cause we came to have so much fun now
Bet somebody here might get some now

If you're not ready to go home
Can I get a "Hell, no!"? (Hell no)
'Cause we're gonna go all night
'Til we see the sunlight, alright

So la da di da di
We like to party
Dancing with Molly*
Doing whatever we want
This is our house
This is our rules

And we can't stop
And we won't stop
Can't you see it's we who own the night?
Can't you see it's we who 'bout that life?

And we can't stop
And we won't stop
We run things, things don't run we
Don't take nothing from nobody
Yeah, yeah

It's our party we can do what we want
It's our party we can say what we want
It's our party we can love who we want
We can kiss who we want
We can sing what we want

To my home girls here with the big butt
Shaking it like we at a strip club
Remember only God can judge ya
Forget the haters 'cause somebody loves ya
And everyone in line in the bathroom
Trying to get a line in the bathroom
We all so turned up here
Getting turned up, yeah, yeah

So la da di da di
We like to party
Dancing with Molly*
Doing whatever we want
This is our house
This is our rules

And we can't stop
And we won't stop
Can't you see it's we who own the night?
Can't you see it's we who 'bout that life?

And we can't stop
And we won't stop
We run things, things don't run we
Don't take nothing from nobody
Yeah, yeah

It's our party we can do what we want
It's our party we can say what we want
It's our party we can love who we want
We can kiss who we want
We can sing what we want

It's our party we can do what we want to
It's our house we can love who we want to
It's our song we can sing if we want to
It's my mouth I can say what I want to
Say yeah, yeah, yeah, ehh

And we can't stop, yeah
And we won't stop, oh
Can't you see it's we who own the night?
Can't you see it's we who 'bout that life?

And we can't stop
And we won't stop
We run things, things don't run we
Don't take nothing from nobody
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, ehh

I tucked my book under the pillow and continued to watch the movie. It was ten minutes when I remembered something. "Hey, Amy? You didn't sing your song." I said. Amelia's eyes widened and I could see her protesting inwardly but I smile softly and she gave up.

"Fine." She grabbed her book. "Cait...?" She asked quietly. I got up. "I want it to be your song but I do backing tracks. It will feature me because I just want to make my singing career by singing for others." She said. "Come." I followed her to the kitchen and she showed the parts I'll sing. In ten minutes we went back and sat on the sofa where I had left Nate alone on. She sang the tune and I remembered it quickly.

"Ready guys?" I asked our audience. They nodded, eagerly. "Right, here we go."

[Caitlyn Wynwood]
Boy I was watching you move
Sorta checking you out(out)
Loving what you do boy we oughta paint the town
You can watch me get to it double roll and lean(lean)
Make up your mind if you're liking what you see
Don't' want no flowers, don't buy me no gifts(gifts)
I need somebody who can take care of this
I'm loving what you do cause I know you do it well
You got your game tight real smart I can tell

[Chorus:]
Please don't play that usual game(the usual game)
The type to put out your flame(out that flame)
I-I-I, I dont want to shed a tear
I-I-I, I didn't want to end up here
Could you gimme that dust
That you throw right 'round
Give me that stuff make you wanna get down
didn't wanna end up here

[Caitlyn Wynwood]
Yeah I went through your phone and didn't like what I've seen
You promised you'd be true, you made a fool out of me
My friends tried to warn me that I'd waste my time
I saw your true colours almost lost my mind
Looks like you do the same to all your other girls(girls)
Except you bought her flowers and you bought me pearls
When you're going out tonight I know you're seeing her again
Saw your picture together, so now you're kissing all your friends

[Chorus:]
Oh Please don't play that usual game (that usual games)
The type to put out your flame
I-I-I, I don't want to shed a tear
I-I-I, I didn't want to end up here
Could you gimme that dust
That you throw right 'round
Gimme that stuff make you wanna get down
I-I-I, I didn't want to end up here

[Caitlyn Wynwood and (Amelia Gray)]
If I don't leave right now(right now)
Will my wounds still open
Slipped right through your hands(through your hands)
Now my heart is broken
I'm moving on yeah yeah
I'm moving on yeah yeah
I'm moving on yeah yeah
I'm moving on

[Chorus:]
I-I-I, I don't want to shed a tear (I don't wanna shed a tear)
I-I-I, I didn't want to end up here (Didn't wanna end up)
Could you gimme that dust
That you throw right 'round
Gimme that stuff make you wanna get down
I-I-I, I didn't want to end up here

"It's about my breakup with Joey." Amelia held her tears down. Nate hugged her and she hugged him back. "Hey, Cait, you were writing something." I laughed and got my book out. Trust Amy to take the attention off of herself.

"It's about today." I said, before humming and finding the page. I did and took a deep breath. Ready to do funky deep voices in the middle of the song.

It's our party we can do what we want (no drama)
It's our party we can say what we want (Mike will made)
It's our party we can love who we want
We can kiss who we want
We can sing what we want

It's our party we can do what we want
It's our party we can say what we want
It's our party we can love who we want
We can kiss who we want
We can sing what we want

Red cups and sweaty bodies everywhere
Hands in the air like we don't care
'Cause we came to have so much fun now
Bet somebody here might get some now

If you're not ready to go home
Can I get a "Hell, no!"? (Hell no)
'Cause we're gonna go all night
'Til we see the sunlight, alright

So la da di da di
We like to party
Dancing with Molly*
Doing whatever we want
This is our house
This is our rules

And we can't stop
And we won't stop
Can't you see it's we who own the night?
Can't you see it's we who 'bout that life?

And we can't stop
And we won't stop
We run things, things don't run we
Don't take nothing from nobody
Yeah, yeah

It's our party we can do what we want
It's our party we can say what we want
It's our party we can love who we want
We can kiss who we want
We can sing what we want

To my home girls here with the big butt
Shaking it like we at a strip club
Remember only God can judge ya
Forget the haters 'cause somebody loves ya
And everyone in line in the bathroom
Trying to get a line in the bathroom
We all so turned up here
Getting turned up, yeah, yeah

So la da di da di
We like to party
Dancing with Molly*
Doing whatever we want
This is our house
This is our rules

And we can't stop
And we won't stop
Can't you see it's we who own the night?
Can't you see it's we who 'bout that life?

And we can't stop
And we won't stop
We run things, things don't run we
Don't take nothing from nobody
Yeah, yeah

It's our party we can do what we want
It's our party we can say what we want
It's our party we can love who we want
We can kiss who we want
We can sing what we want

It's our party we can do what we want to
It's our house we can love who we want to
It's our song we can sing if we want to
It's my mouth I can say what I want to
Say yeah, yeah, yeah, ehh

And we can't stop, yeah
And we won't stop, oh
Can't you see it's we who own the night?
Can't you see it's we who 'bout that life?

And we can't stop
And we won't stop
We run things, things don't run we
Don't take nothing from nobody
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, ehh

"Alright, give a round of applause for our entertainment for this evening!" Shane said, clapping. Amy and I rolled our eyes and relaxed back on the sofa. "Hey, can we record them right now? You guys have a recording studio right?" Shane asked. Nate nodded and Shane went off to look for it.

"I know where it is!" Mitchie exclaimed, jumping off her place. Jason and Mara ran around the house like chickens, looking for the room as well. Nate stood up and held both his hands out. One to me and the other to Amy.

"Shall we?" He asked. We rolled our eyes and got up hooking our arms through his and going the correct direction to the room.

...

We managed to, with all my hard work, finish recording both songs in three hours. It was now 11 p.m and we decided to actually stay over at our house for once. It was ours, furnished and ready for us to claim so why not?

I begged Nate to let us do my songs' music video here and after a bit of convincing he agreed only if he could be in it. Tomorrow was going to be awesome. We also were doing Oath and Superhero and I was choreographing the dances for all the songs.


I had our trusted music video director come to our house and I had Pierre come. He told Nate and I how much he loved our house and told Nate that I was a "keeper". I laughed and showed the camera guys around. Pierre had been so kind to put his car in Oath for us. He loved the song and wanted us to use his favorite car. We decided to do Oath first. I had one of the spare rooms with no furniture turned into a 'classroom' for Mitchie, Mara and I. Mara was dressed in blue short shorts. A silky long waistcoat, a snapback, blue corset and blue Doc Martens. (watch oath music video just imagine she's dressed kinda like Becky G)

Mitchie was dressed in high waist short shorts, plaid wedges and plaid cowgirl top with a straw sun hat on. I was dressed in a pink bikini top and matching shorts with pink 3 inch heels. We started in the fake classroom and waited till the bell rang and then we ended up outside in or sitting on Pierre's car. We mimed the words. Our backyard further so behind the guest house was our own private beach so we recorded the rest of the scenes there.

Oath took only an hour, thanks to us being well behaved and my choreography. Next we did DNA. That took three hours due to room changes and background scenes. Luckily we started all this at 6 a.m. So it was 10 now. Next Mara was able to do Problem(Monster Remix) with Will in an hour and the recording team were doing special affects when they had time. But the acting was finished.

We then did End Up Here because Amelia had to go meet some friends who traveled to America from England. We were done in two hours. Now it was 1 p.m. I did A thousand Years in an hour and Mitchie did Heart Attack in three hours. Then I did Superhero with Connect 3 with backing voices. It took an hour because it was just black and white and I just laid down on a bed for most of it. Now it was our last song to do, mine. We Can't Stop took the rest of the evening. Connect 3, Mitchie and Mara featured in it but didn't sing. It was, "Time to show off our acting skills." as Shane put it. Some scenes were on a bed so we did it in Nate and mine's bedroom. It was funny because I kept sinking into the sheets because the mattress was so soft.

When we watched the playback, we all sat around the flat screen TV in one of our living rooms. Pierre was invited to watch because he made me look pretty in all the songs I did. We watched them in the order of the times we did them. We laughed when it came to We Can't Stop because Shane couldn't stop annoying Mitchie and there was a time when Mara and I were in a 'cat fight' but we were just playing around. Mitchie comes in and jumps on my back causing me to fall onto Mara who's squished and laughing, pushing us off. We all got our own large teddies. Mine was purple and white, Mitchie's was green and white, Mara's was yellow and white, Shane's was dark green and white, Nate's was red and white and Jason's was black and white. There was a part when Nate pushed me into our pool then Mitchie pushed him in and Shane pushed her in and Mara pushed him in and Jason pushed her in and we all grabbed Jason and pulled him into the pool. We had twenty extras in.

We sang along to the song and got up and danced. We were allowed to keep our giant teddies and wore them on our backs.

It's our party we can do what we want (no drama)
It's our party we can say what we want (Mike will made)
It's our party we can love who we want
We can kiss who we want
We can sing what we want

Red cups and sweaty bodies everywhere
Hands in the air like we don't care
'Cause we came to have so much fun now
Bet somebody here might get some now

If you're not ready to go home
Can I get a "Hell, no!"? (Hell no)
'Cause we're gonna go all night
'Til we see the sunlight, alright

So la da di da di
We like to party
Dancing with Molly*
Doing whatever we want
This is our house
This is our rules

And we can't stop
And we won't stop
Can't you see it's we who own the night?
Can't you see it's we who 'bout that life?

And we can't stop
And we won't stop
We run things, things don't run we
Don't take nothing from nobody
Yeah, yeah

It's our party we can do what we want
It's our party we can say what we want
It's our party we can love who we want
We can kiss who we want
We can sing what we want

To my home girls here with the big butt
Shaking it like we at a strip club
Remember only God can judge ya
Forget the haters 'cause somebody loves ya
And everyone in line in the bathroom
Trying to get a line in the bathroom
We all so turned up here
Getting turned up, yeah, yeah

So la da di da di
We like to party
Dancing with Molly*
Doing whatever we want
This is our house
This is our rules

And we can't stop
And we won't stop
Can't you see it's we who own the night?
Can't you see it's we who 'bout that life?

And we can't stop
And we won't stop
We run things, things don't run we
Don't take nothing from nobody
Yeah, yeah

It's our party we can do what we want
It's our party we can say what we want
It's our party we can love who we want
We can kiss who we want
We can sing what we want

It's our party we can do what we want to
It's our house we can love who we want to
It's our song we can sing if we want to
It's my mouth I can say what I want to
Say yeah, yeah, yeah, ehh

And we can't stop, yeah
And we won't stop, oh
Can't you see it's we who own the night?
Can't you see it's we who 'bout that life?

And we can't stop
And we won't stop
We run things, things don't run we
Don't take nothing from nobody
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, ehh

We stayed up till 1 a.m partying. Just us six. Being us because I kinda know how Mara and Mitchie feel. It will be Nate&Caitlyn and them four. It won't be Connect 6 it will be Connect 4+2. If you get what I mean. It will always be us 6 no matter what. Marriage comes before friendship but not before family. Mitchie, Mara, Nate, Shane and Jason are my family, except from my real one though. We have loads of funny pictures and fun times on the beach, the Mall, our houses, in the record studio, music room. Everywhere. You can't break us and you can't stop us.

I emailed Jesse and Amelia of how We Can't Stop came out. Then I did the same to Thea, Sander, Barron, Lola, Peggy, Lola and Tess. They all replied with positive comments. I giggled at Tess's email. She wrote: I'm going to live there if you and Nate have parties everyday. And you, Mazz and Mitchie shake those bootys! I showed the girls and they giggled. Ella said something about loving our teddies and where we got them.

This song was going on my new album; We Grow Young. It features We Can't Stop, Here's To Never Growing Up and Superhero so far. All my other songs are in my L.O.V.E album. End Up Here, DNA and A Thousand Years are in my L.O.V.E album.

My song Superhero was meant to spread awareness of child rape. It's a very serious situation and I have been chosen as an ambassador for 'Children's Support: Speak Out'. I accepted the role because some of the kids are nearly my age or younger. They're about 18.

We danced to Superhero and kept partying. We weren't that tired and we were free for most days. It's nearly February, Mitchie's and Jason's birthdays. In March, it's Shane's.

Oh Oh
Ooh Ooh Ooh
I loved you, I loved you
With all that's in my power
I was used and abused
Til I was sweet and sour

I kissed you and kissed you
And gave you all my sugar
You knew that I'd be useless
If I let you know what you were to me
I thought it would be OK
And we shared everything
No way

And I told you, I told you
How I was such a sad case
You said you could save me
I'm doing the saving
Went to sleep with superhero
And he woke up a villain
Killing and killing my love
Oh, what happened?
Oh, no, what happened
You got me fighting
Like wonder woman, woman
But...

I, I, I don't wanna fi-I-ight
Don't wear no ti-I-ights
And I can't fly-y-y
I'm no, I'm no superhero-o-o

Oh, oh, oh
I, I, I don't wanna fi-I-ight
Don't wear no ti-I-ights
And I can't fly-y-y
I'm no, I'm no superhero-o-o
Oh, oh, oh

Oh no, don't know what happened.
Don't know what happened.
Don't know what happened.

I keep trying and trying
To wrap my head around it
Crying so can't let nobody see how I'm acting
You hurt me, you hurt me
And no not physically
Ain't got no bumps and bruises
To show people what you're doing to me

I thought it would be OK
But you see I heard everything you said
And I knew it, I knew that you'd turn out to be a sad case
You said you could save me
I'm doing the saving

I, I, I don't wanna fi-I-ight
Don't wear no ti-I-ights
And I can't fly-y-y
I'm no, I'm no superhero-o-o
Oh, oh, oh
I, I, I don't wanna fi-I-ight
Don't wear no ti-I-ights
And I can't fly-y-y
I'm no, I'm no superhero-o-o
Oh, oh, oh
Oh no

You got me
Using all my Kung Fu tricks, tricks
Hit 'em with the round house kick to the tempo
1, 2, 3, 4 hung hi ho, T.K.O, Tae Kwon Do
You know
When you see that hand go chop
Everything stops
The flow so hot
Like steam from a coffee pot

Rush hour, no traffic
No Jet Li, just Jackie
You acting like you stay behind
Go read up on your classics
You ol' fake-o wanna be superman
Give Clark Kent back his glasses
Man I hit you with a judo kick so fast
You look back like what happened

Oh, no
I, I, I don't wanna fi-I-ight
Don't wear no ti-I-ights
And I can't fly-y-y
I'm no, I'm no superhero-o-o
Oh, oh, oh
I, I, I don't wanna fi-I-ight
Don't wear no ti-I-ights
And I can't fly-y-y
I'm no, I'm no superhero-o-o
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh

I, I, I don't wanna fi-I-ight
Don't wear no ti-I-ights
And I can't fly-y-y
I'm no, I'm no superhero-o-o
Oh, oh, oh
I, I, I don't wanna fi-I-ight
Don't wear no ti-I-ights
And I can't fly-y-y
I'm no, I'm no superhero-o-o
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh

Oh, no what happened
Oh, no what happened
Oh, no what happened

"Wow, that song never ceases to amaze me." Shane smiled, hugging me.

"You are not a sad case!" Jason said, giving me a bear hug. I laughed as he lifted me off the ground. When he let me go, he yawned. "Is it me, or is it really early in the morning and I gotta sleep?" Jason asked. We all agreed saying that is was getting early, not late and decided to call it a night. Nate and I went to our bedroom while the rest chose their own bedrooms. We had strict rules. One; go to sleep. Two; no funny business.

I got into my PJs as Nate got into his. He went in the bed and held the duvet up for me. I joined him and he tucked me in using one hand. I snuggled into his chest and he rested his chin on my head. "You know I love you." He whispered.

"I love you too." I nodded and snuggled into his cologne filled chest. I loved his smell. I loved everything about him. From his hair to his voice. Did I make sense? I'm too tired to even... I yawned and closed my eyes. To even think...

"Goodnight, my Beautiful Tiger." I smiled because he didn't call me Tiger much.

"Goodnight, my Handsome Wolfie." I whispered back, closing the gap between our lips and holding the kiss. It was long, sweet and filled with love. I love this guy so much.


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