Tori's POV

I'm standing outside of Andre's window wondering what's taking so long when I see his beautiful brown face beaming at me. As he walks toward the window. He thinks he reads me well but I think I read him better. The grin on his face is mischievous. He is up to something and I plan to find out. He lifts me up and pulls me through the window. I immediately place a kiss on his lips. I place my hands on his back and I notice he's not wearing a shirt. His skin is soft and warm. I run my hands up and down his spine slowly as we kiss. His back is so strong. He's got the most incredible body I've ever seen. Broad shoulders, strong arms, and abs to die for. I've never counted but I think there 8 of them. Maybe I'll count tonight. He shivers when I touch him. I love the way his body reacts when I touch him. How never tries to act all manly and hide his reactions. When we finally break apart I can already feel the wetness between my thighs.

He turns around to shut the window. I look around the room and I see the new addition to his nightstand. Now I know what the grin was about. He thinks he's getting lucky tonight. Andre takes my hand and leads me to the bed. Our kissing resumes. I begin to think about the idea of Andre being my first. I don't think it's a bad idea but am I ready to give it to him now. And what's with him buying the condoms? Did he think that I was going to say yes? I know that I said this was a pleasure call but did he think I was easy or something? No. He would never think that. He loved me but he's still a guy. We really never talked about sex. Most of the time I called him or he called me and we just got together. Never any questions, we just did what felt right. He must have noticed my internal struggle because he pulls back.

"What's wrong Tor?"

"Nothing."

"Now Tori." he says giving me knowing look. How does he always know when I'm lying?

"Ok. There is something wrong." I glance over at the box on the night stand. His eyes follow mine.

"Oh...Is there a problem with me having them?"

"No but..."

"But what? If there's a problem we need to talk about it, so we can work it out."

I chewed my lip could I really tell him that I didn't think I was ready for something like that. I love him, I trust him but my virginity is something I can't take back. Something I want to share with the right guy. Was Andre the right guy? Only time will tell. I look over at Andre he was still waiting for a response.

"Well...I don't think I'm ready for all of that." I say glancing at the condoms again.

"It's ok babe. I just want you to be happy." Even though he tries hard not to show it I still see the look of disappointment in his

eyes.

"Oh! Now I feel bad." I pout. "Why?" "Because now I know you want sex and can't give it to you."

"Hey. Hey. Hey. Don't do that. Don't beat yourself up about this. I'm not going to lie to you I would love to be your first but if you're not ready then I'm going to respect that. I love you."

He kisses me. My heart races. His kisses have that effect on me. He slides his tongue in my mouth. He explores my mouth and a slight moan escapes my lips. He puts his hands on my shoulders and eases me downward towards the bed. Once he's on top of me he kissing a trail from my lips to my neck. He sucks on it lightly at first but then harder, teetering on the edge of pleasure and pain. A series of moans float from my throat. My fingers rake his back. He moans against my neck. For some odd reason the vibration this creates sets fire to my already heated groin. His hands snake up my shirt and under my bra. My nipples harden as soon as I feel his touch. He reaches behind me and unhooks my bra. He grabs my shirt and pulls it over my head. It comes off along with my bra. He licks each breast with his very talented tongue.

He sends electric like shocks throughout my body with each lick. I'm slowly moaning his name as he kisses my belly button. I feel his hardness against my leg. It never ceases to amaze me at how big it is. He pulls off the sweats I'm wearing. Our lips meet once again. My breath catches in my throat when I feel his hand rubbing against my soaked underwear. I feel dizzy and drunk with pleasure. I grind my hips against his hand. I'm moaning his name again. Then he does something I didn't see coming. He moves His hand and starts to rub his self against me. I moan out loudly. We had done this before but usually is with pants on. Now with nothing in between us but underwear the pleasure was so intense.

Moaning continues as his joins mine. Our hips speed up. Maybe sex with Andre wouldn't be so bad. Another wave ecstasy hits me. Maybe we should make love tonight. No that's just my hormones talking. But this feels sooo good. The more I think about it the more I feel that if I stay here I'll do something I might regret.

"Andre" I call out and an animal-like grunt comes from his lips. But he doesn't stop. "Andre." I say again but this time I start to push him off me. He stops looking at me dumbfounded. "Andre I have to go."

"But Tori why?" "

This just...I don't think...I just need some time ok." My words fumble out of my mouth. I slide from under him grab my clothes. I put them on quickly.

"I thought you were enjoying this as much as I was." he says as I slide on my shoes. I don't say anything. I can't bear to look at him.I hurriedly give him a quick kiss and head for the window. He grabs my elbow.

"Tori look at me." I refuse. "Tori look at me." he repeats with more authority in his voice. I look at him finally. His eyes catch mine so full of questions. We stare at each other. He looks so hurt, so confused. I break his hold on my arm and walk over to the window. He doesn't try to stop me like I thought he would. I climb through. As I start my walk over to my car parked a block away. I think about his eyes. So full of questions. Questions I'm not ready to answer.