Jade's Pov
Laying here in my dark room I feel safe. I'm not even sure how I even got here. I just remember yelling at Andre, and then the rest is just a blur. Life is so fucked up. Just when I finally start to think I was happy this shit happens. I love Beck, I think. He is safe to me. Things are consistent with him, never boring but always the same. It just doesn't feel the same as what I feel for Andre. Andre was fun and spontaneous. When I was with him I didn't have to worry about my dad, school or any other stressful thing. I forgot the world and there was only him. My own fear of being hurt kept me from loving him. I did end up getting hurt but I wouldn't let myself admit until now. I locked those feelings for Andre away and forgot about them. It wasn't until Tori came around that life started going to shit. When I saw the two of them together it brought back so many memories of what used to be. Why did little miss perfect have to show up and be attracted to the two guys that mean something to me. She has already proven that. She was dating Andre and tempted Beck her first day here. Man I hate that bitch. It wouldn't be so if she didn't strut around like she could have and do whatever she wants. Hold on, wait. Why am I stressing over Vega of all people? I'm Jade West. Jade fucking West. She is seriously no competition. I have Beck to prove it. If I really wanted I could have Andre. That's exactly what I want. I want Andre back and nothing or no one is going to get in the way of that. I grab my phone and send a quick text to Andre, a plan quickly forming in my head.
A/N: I know exactly what your thinking…why is this chapter so short? Well I figure Jade as someone who doesn't dwell on things for long. She just finds a way to deal with them. I am so sorry I took forever to update this story. I have been going though a lot. Between school (I'm a senior), relationships (It's complicated) and coming out to my mom (I'm bi) things have been hectic. I'm about to graduate so updates will be more frequent but enough about my personal life. I already have the next two chapters written, I just have to stop being lazy and type them. I have new story ideas brewing but I refuse to get into them until I finish this story and the Cade story I have up. No promises but I will try and have a least one more chapter up by the end of the week. Two chapters if I'm lucky. Oh yeah if you guys have a twitter you guys can follow me Vivid_Silence. Just tell me your from and I will follow back. As always R&R! Much love~Nerdyatheart