AN: Just a bit of insight into Karofsky during "On My Way". Hope you Enjoy. Inspired by lyrics from "Shattered" by Trading Yesterday
I watch as the doctor writes on the chart. He's taken me off the seventy-two hour watch, having come to the conclusion that I'm no longer a danger to myself. I'm not completely sure that I agree with them. I still feel empty inside. Have more questions than answers. I'm not even sure what hurts worse - the fact that I have no friends or that my mother thinks there is something wrong with me because I'm gay. It's like the only person who is still on my side is my father and while that means something to me I'm not sure I want to go on with that kind of loneliness.
And what my peers have done to me is no different than what I did to Kurt. I had made his life the same type of hell that I had been living in for the last month. Though I had apologized before leaving McKinley, I had a sudden desire to apologize again now that I knew what he was feeling. I had wanted to talk to someone that had been through what I was facing but Kurt hadn't answered the calls. Not that I could blame him. After everything I had done to him, he had been nicer to me than I deserved. Kurt was definitely the better person of the two of us. The stronger person even. That was one thing I had realized through all of this.
If only I could have one ally. One person to stand by me through all of this other than my Dad, then I would know I would be okay.
As the doctor leaves the room, I hear a knock on the door. Looking in that direction, I see the last person I expected to see visit me here - Kurt. Just the fact that he has come gives me a new hope that maybe this is going to be okay after all.