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Life hasn't been alright lately, so much has happened in such little time I feel like I've been sleepwalking.
The twins disappear, they come back, Jimmy and Paul go on blaming Elsa, Paul gets stabbed on that crazy wheel by Elsa, I think he's gonna be alright thank god. This woman shows up she was like me, normal, pretty her and Paul are so in love than I see her again and she different, a 'Freak', I don't know what happened I overheard Penny's father did it he a sick son of a bitch if I'm right. Sarah won't tell me if it was him on some unwritten code that the crannies have, don't tell the normal girl.
All the women on the show were gonna kill Dell one night and the next morning Jimmy comes home with him singing about Dell being his father? I was taken off guard by that one but now I see why Jimmy's an ass, the apple doesn't fall far from the tree. And that poor girl Ma Petite died, that wasn't right, it was the last thing this place needed the last thing these people needed I thought, but the latest news is the worst, and I was the one who knew before anyone else.
One week ago
Everyone mobbed around nobody needed this, that poor innocent girl, Ma Petite; dead, gone it's so sad, so wrong. I held back my tears just thinking about it, about her small face she didn't care, odd or not she was just so small and now she gone. I sigh getting rid of those thoughts I didn't know her I don't get to cry I get to be strong.
God I hate myself for caring about him. I placed a small knock on Jimmy's trailer. No answer. I open the door looking the right seeing his small living room and dining room empty, than to the right and saw him their laying on his unmade bed. I walk in shaky the last time I was in here we were crying, yelling and he was breaking me down.
"Jimmy?" I say softly walking to the bed.
He laid there in a white wife-beater and plain white boxers. At the sound of my voice he rolled ignoring me, snuggling in to his blankets.
"Never answer your door do you?" I laugh lightly looking down feeling a lump in my throat. "Jimmy?"
He just shifts and grunts shutting his eyes tight.
"Jimmy?" I sigh.
I walk closer to the bed hitting the end of it with my knee. I look around the place is tore up but I assume it always looks this way. I find enough courage and walk closer sitting down beside him I slowly move my hand to his shoulders remembering the last time I tried touching him he smacked me away shouting. I rubbed him without Jimmy fussing about it, seems he's let go of some of that anger he had that night.
"Jimmy are you going to say something?" I ask lowly.
He looked up to me eyes widen with so much sorrow. I smile lightly waiting for something.
"I'm sorry" He said so soft I almost didn't hear.
"Me too" I smile reassuringly. "Jimmy?" I grab his attention.
He looked up ready to listen.
"Jimmy" I start. "I'm never gonna leave unless you ask me to, and I'm begging don't ask me to go again"
I tried holding back my tears but I couldn't a few fell from my eyes and I felt like a fool. He rose fast from laying down to sitting cupping his hands on both of my cheeks.
"No, no, no don't cry" He begged giving me a smile. "Bonnie, I won't you're never going anywhere and neither am I" he promised.
I sniffle smiling like a fool in love.
"I love you, Jimmy Darling. I love you" I confess with nothing else to lose I wait for the three words back.
He laughs happy smiling like a fool with me eyes wide and happy for the first time in a long time.
"I love you to, Bonnie Tall"
After he told me back he pulled me close to him, into a kiss that should have happened a long time ago. Sparkles fly, like they say.
"We should leave!" I tell him.
Finally I was on cloud nine nothing could be better; Jimmy and I are together finally. I bounce and hold my finger tips to my lips waiting for his answer.
"Go?" he laughed. "Go where?"
"I don't know anywhere, as long as were together anywhere" I smile holding his hand.
"Ah I don't know what about everyone here?" he asked unsure.
"Jimmy, this is our chance at a normal life like you talked about" I bounce again on the mattress.
"Alright" he smiles. "But we need to stay a little longer, just until everyone's okay"
"Okay!" I jump.
He laughed again and pulls me back into a kiss. It was sweet and long and I was ready for this kiss to turn into something more. Me and Jimmy are gonna be forever and I'm ready for forever to start now.
Next day
I woke up in Jimmy's bed tangled in white bed sheets and in Jimmy's embrace still naked. I wiggled from his arms without waking him to the shivering air outside the bed. I slipped on my dress fast and my shoes stuffing my stocking into my rolled up jacket. I shuffled around the room finding a piece of paper and tried to pens before finding a working one.
Jimmy,
Come find me when you wake up,
I loved last night thank you.
I love you!
Love, Bonnie
I left his trailer seeing the sun rising, I was glad I woke up so early so no one else saw me leave Jimmy's place in yesterday's clothes. I walked into my trailer with a grin larger than life and I replayed all of last night's memoires. I stripped out of my old clothes throwing them in the basket than stepped into the shower keeping my hair out of the water.
Whipping the steam from the mirror I do my makeup like I always do and pull my hair into a high ponytail curls at the bottom. Afterwards I place on my pink poodle skirt, my elbow white and pastel colors flora sweater and flats. I can't wait for Jimmy to see me, I'm beautiful.
I walked out of my trailer seeing most the crannies up now eating breakfast under the canopy. I walked over there grabbing my fair share of pancakes and eggs my happiness was dulled by all the sad facing miss Ma Petite. I poke at my food feeling glumly again for the carnie girl, Ma Petite.
I know I'm not anything but I normal girl to these people but that doesn't mean I shouldn't do something nice. I should pick flowers for her; she did tell me she liked picking flowers. I left to the meadow where I know I'll find the prettiest flowers around here.
I sob into my hand while crannies stood over me. I couldn't believe what I just saw, the blood, and the h-head.
"Bonnie?" Jimmy walks into the tent.
Relief flooded over me than my heart dropped knowing I have to tell him.
"Oh, Jimmy"
I lifted my arms up ready for him to take me away from that awful sight.
"What happened?" he asks running up to me grabbing me.
"That is what we are trying to determine" Elsa tells him, her accent blended in my ears.
"I-I…" I started but I could seem to get the words out to tell him. "I-I w-was out in the woods picking flowers for Ma Petites memorial grave" I somehow told him where and why but still was trying to choke out what happened.
His big eyes stared at me as he was bent down to my eye level waiting for me to give the worse news of his life.
"When I got there I saw a car" I couldn't do it gentle I knew that now I sob for a moment before continuing. "I'm so sorry, Jimmy it was your mother, she was dead"
I place my hand on his shouldering trying to comfort him. He stood there eyes widen in shock its heart breaking but there's nothing I can do.
"What?! Not Ethel" Elsa said gasping.
"She was in an accident?" Jimmy voice was low confused.
I wanted to say yes but I saw that chain around her neck, she wanted to die.
"It wasn't an accident, I think she killed herself" I told him the truth.
Gasps left most everyone's lips
"Shit" Dell said.
"Suicide, oh no, oh but why?" Elsa voice rang with sadness and something else I didn't understand.
That producer man helped Jimmy sit down beside me I patted Jimmy's face trying to just fix this somehow. Jimmy, I'm so sorry. I beg in my mind for all this to be different Jimmy doesn't need this, this shouldn't have happened to him.
"She was sick in a lot of pain to" Desiree says.
Jimmy shock his head holding back tears.
"No, no my mom wasn't sick" Jimmy denies.
"She was son" Dell confirms.
"No" Jimmy denies.
"She told me so herself" Dell tells him again.
"No" Jimmy sobbed.
God poor Jimmy. Jimmy sobbed a bit shaking his head. I went to comfort him but he moved I couldn't tell if he meant to keep me away but I sat my hand back in my lap giving him space and tears nearly left my eyes.
"I guess she wanted to go out of her own teams" Dell says trying to find the reason behind this.
"My God" Elsa breaths out. "Where is she? Take me to her" Elsa commands me.
I look to Jimmy he was gone into deep thought so I did as asked.
I led them all to the part of the woods Ethel body was. My chest tightened as I saw that car again and her lifeless body inside. Everyone stood by her decapitated h-head putting a white cloth over it.
"Her heads come off Jesus how hard did she hit that tree?" Desiree asks shocked.
I rubbed Jimmy shoulder we both were turn looking at the car with Ethel body inside. If didn't have to come here he didn't need to see this.
"Look" Richard call out to us.
I turn seeing the bloody chain. I turn my head disgusted.
"She must have wrapped this chain around that tree than around her neck and hit the gas"
Jimmy's jaw was dropped his eyes were filled with sorrow I want to just take him away from here. I rubbed his back looking at him eyes welded with tears red from already crying.
"Oh, oh my god WHY!" Elsa sobs.
Elsa walked shaky to the, her head sobbing more than Jimmy.
"Oh, Ethel why? My sweet sister why, why, why? I could have helped you, I could have helped you" Elsa sobs.
Jimmy left my side going to the weeping older woman. He bent down to her pulling her into a hug and she sobs and he remains quiet.
"Oh, why, why? Oh my sweet sister, why?" she sobbed.
After Ethel Funeral
I heard screams and that's when I run into to see, Desiree, Eve and Penny with whom I learned to know as Penny's father. The girls out of some sick since of respect I guess decided to kill Penny's father that night. As if anymore death need to occur.
I stand there for a moment taking in the sight of the newest addition to the freak world, chicken man.
"Holy shit who is this?" I ask seeing the screams of terror I came to was not ones I'm meant to help.
"Get out this is freak women only" Desiree commands.
"And is this what it means to be a freak woman?" I lost my temper.
"What would you know about it?" Penny asks mocking me.
"I know if you do this it will change you, more than even he changed you" I told the truth.
Once you off someone it will never leave you, and people will see it. I saw it in Jimmy right after Danny and I knew before than he did someone in and these girls don't need that they have enough against them in life.
"It will change me, it will free me" Penny says rejoicing in her belief of finding freedom.
"You'll get caught, go to prison or worse" I explain to her.
Even if he's the man that scared her taking him out of this world isn't worth that.
"And what about Paul? He loves you and your gonna give all that up for him?" I ask gesturing to the chicken. "Then he wins" I shout to her.
Desiree raised the knife to me angry.
"look at you pretty little white girl you got no idea what it's like always living on the outside looking in throw a window seeing all the things you can never have because they say so" her eyes were red.
"Your right I can't really understand what it's like for you and I do plan to have all those things. But Desiree what if you could to?" my eyes welded with tears for these girls.
"Nah-ah I lost my chance"
"You don't know what chances you might have left, and you never will if you do this and neither will they" I hold back my tears.
"Penny?" Desiree asks
Penny looked around for a moment. My heart was beating so hard hoping this girl will chose right not just for her but for Paul to. And then my heart dropped I put my hand to my mouth as Penny took the knife and stood In front of the man pointing to herself with the blade.
"I am the astounding lizard girl" She nearly broke out in tears. "You get to live but only because I say so but you come near me or mine ever again and I will kill you" Penny threw the knife and left the trailer.
I let out the breath I've been holding since this whole scene started.
"Eve, you take him to the edge of camp and let him crawl home" Desiree order.
Eve listened and pulled her mittens hands off of his burned flesh as he scream in agonizing pain. I cringed and turned my head shutting my eyes tight. Everything lately has been a nightmare, Ma Petite, Ethel, Paul being hurt, Penny showing up her as a freak, Jimmy sorrow, just a nightmare.
I left to find Jimmy, but I couldn't find him anywhere I guess he has every right to be alone.
So this and chapter eight i first had as one chapter but i thought it needed a break so i spilt it. Anyways, please review and enjoy!