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I already thought about what I would do if I see Bette and Dot, kill them came into my view a few times however, I voted against it knowing it would take too much time. I'm all packed so I just need to help Jimmy and Sarah if they do want to come that won't take long.

The dim lights of ended show came into view. Seeing this again reminds me of the first time I was here, being scolded by Jimmy for looking normal. Seems so long ago.

"No!" a familiar voice yells, Jimmy's. "I don't care about missing the show we need to find her!"

"Jimmy, all her things were gone she left" Paul tried to convince him.

So either the twins are smart enough to cover up there mistake or that crazy man-child was either way it doesn't matter.

I walked faster unable to wait and take my time to walk carefully needing him, his comfort now. A large rock missed my view and my unstable legs causing me to tumble down onto the dirt floor. I yelp in pain as my enter body was sore and roughed up enough already.

I sit there crying like a child unable to take anymore of life's curveballs.

"Bonnie?!" Jimmy calls out. "Bonnie, oh shit!" he rushes to me.

Dirt flies as he skids on his knees in front of me. He hands find my face fast pulling my gaze up to look at him, his beautiful round eyes stare at me begging me. I still sat there crying, just hoping all this pain would go away. Then New-York or Paris or hell anywhere entered my mind.

"Jimmy!" I grab onto to him quickly.

"Oh shit, Bonnie who did this to you?" he asks.

"It doesn't matter, Jimmy..." I beg him to listen. "Please we need to leave, NOW!"

"It's okay your safe!" he assures me.

"Jimmy we need to leave now, get on a train and go!" I explain. "Safe or not I wanna leave and I-I" I stammer. "God damn it Jimmy I love you and I'm leaving tonight either your coming or not!" I have had it; I finally put my foot down.

He stayed quiet for a moment, he said we would leave someday but he always had an issue trying to leave. Maybe 'cause this is all he knew or all he thought he amounted to, whatever it may be either he gets over and comes or he doesn't.

"I l-love you to" He replies. "We'll leave... Tonight" he confirms.

"Thank you" I hug him and sigh in relief.

His arms scoop me up carrying me back to the camp, Jimmy's soft voice kept whispering sweet nothings in my ears, saying he was sorry and he loved me. it calmed me but not fully, I wouldn't be alright till we left this freak-show.

We entered my trailer; Jimmy set me down on my bed. I look down to see my wounds, red, sore, and puffy but closed enough to not be bleeding.

"Jimmy, I'll be alright just go and pack" I ask him more as a command but he couldn't tell.

He looked to me pledging not to leave my side, I am fine though.

"Please, Jimmy I can't stand another second here just go I'll be alright" I assure him.

"O-okay I'll be back soon" he quickly ran from the trailer jumping over the railing not taking any time to spare.

I fell backwards onto my bed sighing heavily as I did. I need to find Sarah.

With shaky hands I grab onto my nightstand pulling myself up, I striped one layer of clothing at a time till nothing was remaining. I looked around my trailer for my truck I guess I should have found it before undressing but I didn't and after everything that happened today, last night I'm lucky my brain is working at all.

I gave up the search knowing Jimmy will come back and help me. I slid into my bed again under my covers, holding in my tears as the fabric brushes all my wounds. As I found a somewhat comfy spot I laid there completely still wrapped in my blankets.

"Your gonna be okay, I'm not gonna let anyone hurt you ever again" Jimmy promises, his faint voice spun around in my head as my vision was nothing but black.

I believe him.

My heavy eyelids burned from hot rays of yellow light, I fluttered them open still thinking I'd see the night sky out my window, however, I saw my blinds shut and just a few beams of sunlight filled my room. I jumped up sitting on my bed gasping in panic, I'd fallen asleep, and we're still here! I panicked.

Looking down to myself I was dressed in a white nightgown, I recognized to be Sarah's. And all my wounds were cleaned and banged. I got out of bed as fast as I could now I need to find Jimmy, and I need to find Sarah. I opened my trailer door fast jumping back as I do, Sarah stood in front of it ready to open the door herself.

"Shit, Sarah!" I yelp scared.

"Bonnie!" She rushed inside hugging me tight.

For a moment my heart was still racing and my mind was still jumbled but once I let go I understood how much I needed this hug, needed my sister.

"Are you okay?" she asks pulling away from me.

"Yeah, yeah just a little sore" I assure her.

"Oh shit, I'm sorry" She says for hurting me from hugging me.

"It's okay I really needed that" I laugh. "Where's Jimmy?" I ask getting my mind back on track.

"He was here all night but this morning he left to go around camp seeing if anyone knew what happened to you"

"We need to find him" I stress. "Sarah we need to leave go somewhere else, anywhere!"

"Slow down, you need to rest Bonnie, you took one hell of a beating" she walks inside more.

Sarah shut the door then placed her hands on my shoulder leading me back to the bed sitting me down on the edge.

"I'm fine really" I try to convince her. "Sarah, really I'm leaving and so are you!" I leave no room for 'no's' "This place, town isn't safe, we can't stay here"

"Bonnie" She sighs.

"NO!" I stand using my stern voice. "Sarah, I've jumped from town to town, freak-show to freak-show on your whims and now I'm telling you it isn't safe here so your gonna leave this town, freak-show behind for me, for your life" I order her.

"You're not mom and definitely not the older sister here" Sarah reminds me.

"Don't do that" I tell her. "Don't you dare pull the older sister card. How many boyfriends have I chased off for you? How many times have I dealt with whatever may be going on because you can't handle it? If it was the other way around then maybe I'd let you do the older sister thing but it's not so I'm telling you go pack your stuff we're leaving… end of story, Sarah!" I yell.

Tears fill her eyes, two or three fall down her cheeks and I never wanted to make my sister cry but I'm not staying here and neither is she.

"J-just go get packed please" I ask her.

"Fine I'll do this for you, Bonnie"

She walks out holding back tears. I sigh knowing I did the right thing and like some many times before the right thing of course feels heart breaking.

"Sarah, what's wrong?" Jimmy asks concerned as she walks past him out the door.

She didn't reply.

"My bad" I tell him. "She doesn't want to leave" I explain.

"Oh, Bonnie are you okay?" Jimmy asks.

"Yeah I just really wanna leave" I stress. "Jimmy, we need to leave today, if-if your coming… we just need to leave as soon as possible"

"Yeah Bonnie I'm coming" He reassures me. "I still think-" I cut him off.

"Jimmy, I either beat or killed someone the other day, someone normal so we really need to leave!" I broke, tears streamed down my face as I confessed.

"Shit" Jimmy muttered.

"Can we please leave now, I really wanna go" I continue to cry.

Jimmy's eyes softened he came closer rubbing my hair back.

"Sh-sh, Bonnie we'll leave, we'll leave right now" He promised. "I'm not gonna let anyone hurt you again, I promise"

I just nod holding back more tears as I sniffled into his now wet shirt.

"I'm sorry I was a damn fool before. I love you I'm gonna do whatever it takes to keep you safe"

"I love you too" I whisper into his chest.

So short and ended fast but needed to.

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