Lucy and Natsu were in the middle of a fight when she said something she wished she hadn't. Now, changing her life forever, she might find out that he's worth more to her than she ever thought before.

I wish

{The hope is fading from my lips, when I kiss you with goodbye}

Lucy began chopping the vegetables on the counter when the door open. She sighed, her hand tightening around the hilt of the knife as she furiously chopped.

"Hey Luce," A tired voice called. Lucy stiffened under his kiss, throwing a glare at him. He rose an eyebrow at her, taking a step back.

"You okay?" He asked worriedly. She chopped roughly, grunting in response.

"Peachy," She gritted through her teeth. Natsu sighed, running his hand through his hair.

"What?" He asked her wearly. She rolled her eyes at him, ignoring him.

"What? What did I do?" He asked her in annoyance. She threw the knife onto the counter giving him a hard stare.

"You missed Nashi's concert." Natsu's eyes widened and he took a step back like he had been punched, shaking his head slowly.

"That was tonight?" He asked himself lowly.

"Yesterday," She corrected, making him look to her in surprise.

"Oh jeez I'm-"

"Just save it." She huffed, walking past him to the refrigerator. He internally groaned, turning to her.

"You know how much I wanted to go." He insisted. She rolled her eyes at him, pushing past him again.

"Lucy!" He quietly yelled. She turned to him fast as lightening, a mean look in her eyes.

"What? What!" She exploded. They started hollering at one another, all the stress from the past days stacking up.

"And I-"

"Mommy?" A sleepy voice asked. Lucy and Natsu froze, turning towards the archway to see small Nashi, rubbing her eye with her teddybear in the other hand.

"Is daddy home yet?" She yawned cutely, not able to see the man from her tired eyes. Lucy walked over to the girl, wrapping an arm around her.

"Mommy...daddy hasn't been home." She sniffed, pouting unhappily. Lucy shot a glare at Natsu, calming the small girl down.

"It's okay honey...go to sleep and daddy will be there in the morning." Lucy promised, setting the girl down. Nashi nodded obediently, scampering to her room sleepily.

Lucy stood, her back facing Natsu.

"Lucy I-"

"I'm tired, Natsu." She sighed, running a hand over her face. Natsu wrapped his arms around her from behind, rocking them.

"You know I want to be here." He said sincerely in her ear. Lucy shook her head, pulling away from him.

"No I don't." She replied, looking at her poor pile of chopped vegetables. She wiped them into the trashcan, sighing.

"What do you want me to do? Quit work?" He exclaimed, exasperated.

"Sometimes I wish we hadn't even met." Lucy replied coldly, striking his heart. Tears welled in her eyes as she turned to him, a frown on her face.

Her eyes widened when she looked to see Natsu standing there, a hurt look on his face.

Particles of him were slowly vanishing, looking as if a wind were blowing him away.

"Natsu?!" She asked, scared. Natsu looked down to his hands, noticing they were missing. He gave her one last heartbreaking look before fully disappearing.

"Natsu!" She screamed, regret laced in her words. Tears were falling down her face without her permission, panic rushing through her. She ran into their room, looking around for her pink haired husband.

"Natsu!" She let out a wrangled cry, sobbing mixed into it. She ran around the whole house, trashing the place looking for him. She checked every nook and cranny, all the closets, anywhere.

She collapsed onto the living room carpet, a sobbing mess.

"Mommy?" A sweet voice called. Lucy's eyes widened as she picked her head up, the tired Nashi standing there like before.

"Mommy are you okay?" The girl asked in concern, her black eyes now wide in concern. Lucy watched in horror, realization running through her mind. She jumped up, running towards the girl. Her arms outstretched, trying to grasp Nashi.

Gone.

Nashi slipped right through Lucy's hands to the touch, making Lucy run right past where she had just been. She fell to the ground, sobbing into her hands.

"No..Natsu..Nashi.." She cried, her vision fading into black.

"Ms. Heartfilia?" A voice echoed in Lucy's head. She shot her head up, blinking at the man in front of her.

"..Heartfilia?" She asked in confusion. She hadn't been called that in a long time. She blinked at the man once more, wondering who he was.

"I'm your assistant...Wendy?" Wendy quirked an eyebrow at the girl. Lucy shot up, her eyes wide.

"You're Wendy Marvell?" Lucy asked impatiently. Wendy nodded her head slowly, watching Lucy run to her side.

"Wendy! Wendy I need you to call Natsu! Please?" Lucy begged the teenager. Wendy looked at Lucy, her eyebrows furrowing.

"..Natsu?" She echoed. Lucy nodded her head, a sad look coming onto her face.

"Yeah Natsu, Natsu Dragneel. Your cousin?" Lucy pleaded, clasping her hands together. Wendy's eyes darkened and she look away from Lucy, tears pooling in her lovely brown eyes.

"Ms. Heartfilia...Natsu died." Wendy said quietly, pain in her voice.

Lucy sat there in shock, her ears ringing.

A few minutes she responded weakly. "What?" A quiver to her voice. Wendy let out a shaky sigh, nodding her head.

"He...he was on a train and it.." She faltered slightly, biting her lip. Lucy felt like someone had shot her with a gun, clutching her chest painfully.

"Natsu...no.." She sobbed painfully, feeling like curling into herself again. Wendy turned to her in confusion.

"You knew Natsu-san?" Wendy asked curiously. Lucy nodded, biting her lip.

"He was my husband...Natsu.." She said hoarsely, traumatized. Wendy's eyes widened in size, taking a step back.

"N-Natsu-san was married?" She asked in disbelief.

"Nashi...!" Lucy bolted up right, tensing up.

"Where is...Na..shi..." Lucy watched the world around her become unfocused, finally leaving her sight.

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Edit 7/24/12:

What da faq. I was cringing while reading this it's so stupid xDDD ...gomenasai? for this chappy, I hope you didn't find it OMFG THERE IS THIS HUGE SPIDER SITTING ON MY BLANKET SOMEONE hELP /cries

;-; if i don't update soon, I'm deeaaad ;-;