"what the hell are you doing here?" I questioned worriedly, hoping to god that he had forgot about my last statement about auntie al.

"Lauren stop avoiding the question and answer me, what did you mean auntie al adores you!" Joey snapped, making me look away and give Jessica to fats.

" Joey what does it matter to you what alice does and who she sees, oh did I forget to tell you, when I moved away I moved to your home town and ran into alice she helped me with Jessica and with what happened with mum just like fats so don't go having a go at me or your sister for that matter, at least she was there for me unlike you joey!" I said taking a deep breath, I knew I had tested my lungs saying all that in one breath as soon as I started finding it hard to breath.

"Joey!?" I whimpered, finding it difficult to breath, he rushed over taking me in his arms.

"Lo what's happening, fats I know you know what's wrong so tell me!" I joey replied almost shouting.

"Ahhhhh!" I screeched as an unbearable pain hit my left side,

" Joey, mate I swore to her I would never tell you and I'm sorry for doing this lauren but I have to tell him ok?" Fats asked me and I gravely nodded my head, " When she was pregnant with Jessica, this is when she still lived in Walford, she was taken into a back ally, well more dragged and was gagged before being raped and nearly loosing Jessica. She was rushed to hospital and they told her she had a lucky escape and that Jessica was fine but her 2ribs were Brocken and she had to have stitches on her stomach for the huge cuts, but after she left she went into premature labour, this is all on cd somewhere, and she had to have a c section because Jessica was dying as she was loosing oxygen so they got Jessica out and all was fine until lauren started bleeding really heavily in hospital and had to have an operation on her stomach to stop the bleeding and they said if she expeareanced any pain that it was all normal and she should be left to rest" Fats said taking his time and by now my breathing was steady again but I still felt quite dizzy.

"Joey put me on the bed, i feel fine, only a bit light headed, oh and joey can you pass Jessica over please and can you get oscar I want too see him?" I asked joey sweetly and as he said yes my phone started ringing so I picked it up and looked at the name flashing on the screen, it was my best friend so I instantly picked it up.

"Hiya crystal, yer I'm fine just had a panic attack, yer I know, you heard what the doctor said though I would get them regularly if I was under stress, no don't worry, Crystal carter stop being such a moans pants I cant come out tonight I got Jessica and you have thomas tonight haven't you, yer I thought so", just then I noticed joey standing by the door, looking as if he had been thee a while I got back to talking to Crystal. "Crystal look I promise I will come out another night yer, right thank you I haven to go, yer ok thank you see you soon, love ya in a friend way, OMG we sound so babyish, ok yer ill sort out a babysitter for Saturday ok right now ok BYE!" I sighed to myself,

"God that girl can talk" I said out loud but joey have me a funny look,

" Joey stop looking at me like that, it's kinda freezing me out"

" Lauren who were you just talking to?" Joey asked

"why?"

"Just tell me a full name lauren" joey snapped,

"Ok stop being snappy, her name Is crystal carter why ?"

"Because my sisters name is Crystal Carter!"