AN: So this would be the second kiss for these two - the one that the scene in "Original Song" breaks off at when they start it. Hope you like this little scene. It's inspired by "Fall To Pieces" by Avril Lavigne.
He needed air, but he didn't want to break their kiss. The kiss that he had waited so long to receive. That he had given up hope of it ever happening anywhere other than his dreams. He had finally convinced himself that Blaine would never be anything more than a friend and now this. Part of him wondered if he wasn't dreaming but he couldn't pinch himself to find out given that one hand was against Blaine's face and the other one was gripping the lapel of Blaine's blazer. He almost felt as if he let go he would drown.
The need for air won out, and Kurt finally drew back first but just enough that he could draw in some air. They were still close enough that he could feel Blaine's breath dance across his skin as the other teen breathed heavily.
And through the feeling of ecstasy, Kurt feels a sudden panic. Sure this kiss, this moment, was perfect. He may have kissed Brittany and Karofsky may have kissed him, but to him this is his first real kiss and the reality of that is overwhelming. What happened after this moment passed? Kurt knew his friendship with Blaine was forever changed, could be lost even. What they had with each other before was forever lost an the two of them had to figure out where they stood with one another now. Figure out how to be together when so many in the world around them would think it was wrong with just a single glance. And as much as he's learned about Blaine these last few months, Kurt realizes there is so much more he doesn't know - just like he didn't know how soft his lips were or how the lingering taste of Blaine's normal medium drip didn't taste all that bad after all.
Blaine is trying to press his lips against his again, and though Kurt wants to return the gesture, he pulls his head away instead.
"Kurt?"
Kurt can see the hesitation and fear in Blaine's eyes clearly as close as they are.
"What does this mean? Where do we go from here? Should we even do this?"
The questions are out before Kurt realizes he's speaking and he's afraid Blaine won't understand his fears. That Blaine will think he's rejecting him.
"There will be time to figure everything out," Blaine tells him softly. "Know that you're not alone. We're in this together come what may. Right now just enjoy this moment."
Kurt nods, as Blaine's lips find his own again. Enjoy the moment - that is one thing he can do.
