Edward POV:
I woke up to find the half side of my body warm. Looking over I see what, No, -who- it was, and found Bella sleeping, curled into my side like she was made specifically to fit to my body. Like...somehow...she was literally made for me. She looked so peaceful, and serene, like she didn't have a care in the world. Just looking at my own personal sleeping beauty made me so excited to marry her, and have her become-officially-mine. Thinking about it made me realize that I couldn't wait to make her my wife and that I shouldn't wait to marry her. Life is too short and could be taken away from us at any given moment. I was brought out of my musings by my angel's voice saying my name.
"Edward…Edward. Please, you can't leave me. Don't leave me. I need you." She whimpered as she started crying. Just the sight of her in pain was too much to take. Even though I would love for her to get her rest, I couldn't let her sleep, knowing that she would be having nightmares.
"Bella, love, wake up, it's just a nightmare." I said to her in a reassuring tone.
Her eyelids fluttered open and I was met with her big brown doe eyes all shiny with unshed tears just waiting to fall, looking upon me with pain, and relief. Bella let out a violent sob before launching herself at me. All the while minding my injuries. Clutching onto me with dear life, I could feel the tears running down my neck. As she hid her face in the crook of my neck, she started cry, uncontrollably. Holding her as best as I could, she just kept repeating 'It was just a dream', over and over. When she calmed down enough, I asked her what happened.
"I had a nightmare, I was standing in the middle of the road and I was just standing there waiting, until I saw our car almost crash into the car heading straight for us, only to see us veer off and crash into a tree. I ran and tried to get you out but I couldn't get the door open and I had to watch you die, in front of my eyes, and I couldn't do anything about it." She explained, letting out a few sobs here and there. It broke my heart that she had to go through that, even if it was a dream. I can't imagine having the same dream, and having to watch Bella die, while not being able to do a single thing about it.
I grabbed her chin and forced her to look at me; I stared in her eyes and said, "Bella, I will NEVER leave you. I'll never abandon you. I'm right here, alive, and well. We're going to grow old, surrounded by our children, and our children's children. Nothing on this earth will separate us."
"I love you Edward." Bella said with love and conviction.
"I love you, Bella." I said, with all the love I possessed.
Eventually, we both drifted off, and I woke up to find Bella staring at me with a beautiful smile on her face. She looked a whole lot better than she did before.
"What has you smiling so much?" I asked curiously.
"I'm not the only one who sleep talks." She said, cryptically.
"What, really? What did I say?"
"You said my name a couple times, and then you said you loved me. Then for some reason you said something about 'he's thinking about cats'." She said, laughing towards the end. Huh that's' strange, usually I'm a sound sleeper. But I'm not surprised I was thinking about Bella, that's all I seem to think about.
"That's weird." I laughed. "But the first part is true. I do love you."
"I know." She smiled at me. "With all that has happened, it's made me realize that I want to marry you sooner. Like before college starts sooner. What do you think?"
"I was thinking the same thing. I don't want to leave this earth without making you Mrs. Cullen. Unless you want to keep your own name?"
Deep down I'd be disheartened if she wanted to keep her own name, but I also understood if she wanted to keep it for her parents. But my fears were for nothing because she quickly said that she would love to be Mrs. Edward Cullen. As days passed, I eventually got off bed rest and got my arm cast taken off. Eventually my arm was healed enough so that I could it for the crutches, so I now was able to walk around. Since I was out of bed and healthy enough to walk around, Bella and I thought it was time to tell everyone we were getting married. Now seemed like a good time as any. We were all gathered around watching a movie. Emmett and Rosalie sat together, while Alice sat on jasper's lap, and Bella sat next to me with her head on my shoulder and holding my hand. She got her engagement ring back from the hospital and was currently wearing it but the others couldn't see it because she was hiding it in both my hands. When the movie was over we turned the TV off and I started to say,
"Hey, listen guys, Bella and I have an announcement." They all turned to Bella and me, with curiosity written all over their faces.
"Bella and I are getting married." I said, a big goofy smile taking over my face. They all congratulated us and said how happy they were for us.
"I'm not surprised; it was only a matter of time. You two are always constantly attached at the hip." Rosalie said.
"But Eddie boy wants to be attached somewhere else, don't you Eddie?" Emmet t said, suggestively, while moving his eyebrows. I could see Bella blush furiously, while trying to hide her face in my chest. I rubbed her back while I said,
"Shut up Emmett, and its Edward."
"Sure, sure." He said dismissively.
"So, when are you going to get married? Can I plan it? Where is the venue? Have you found your dress Bella?" Alice said all in a rush.
"Slow down Alice. We just recently decided to have it as soon as possible, and since the summer solstice is coming up we decided to have then. So we're going to have it on June 21st. And yes Alice you can plan it. Are you sure you can? It's going to be a lot to handle." Bella asked.
"Of course I can! Don't you know me but at all?" She said dramatically, waving her hands.
We eventually got to talking about the wedding, Bella didn't care all that much about the details, just wanting to get to the altar, as did I. This annoyed Alice to know end. Alice got her book and wrote down all the details, asking us what we wanted, where did we want it, ect. But when we said we haven't thought about it much, she got irritated, and would leave us alone.
"Do you at least know where you want it?"
"Actually, we have." I started saying, "Bella and I thought it would be romantic to have a small ceremony, just family, in our meadow."
"What meadow?" They all asked confused.
"It's where I proposed to Bella." I smiled.
"Awe, that is romantic." Alice cooed.
"Yeah, yeah, yeah. Okay. Enough of this mushy gushy crap before all of our periods synchronize. Does this mean you're going to pull that stick out of your ass and finally nail her already?" Emmett asked, rather bluntly. Before any of us could say anything, Rose smacked him upside the head, rather hard.
"Ow! Rose! Was that really necessary?!" Emmett yelled and whined at the same time.
"Yes." She said, not even bothering to looking up from her magazine.
Bella and I were not even going to answer Emmett's question. So just as Emmett started to ask Rosalie why, Bella and I made our exit and started walking up stairs. No one seemed to notice. Rosalie and Emmett had just started arguing, Jasper had fallen asleep and Alice was laying her head on his shoulder, staring off into space, as if seeing something beyond what we see. Suddenly she came out of her 'trance' with a warm smile and looked at us with a knowing smile. Bella and I looked at her with confused looks on our faces, silently asking what. She quickly shook her head and smiled at us as we started to ascend the stairs once again. As we walked in the room Bella sat down on the bed and looked at me with confusion clear in her big brown doe eyes and asked,
"Do you know what that was all about?"
"No, but you know Alice. It was probably was just one of her 'feelings'." I said, using air quotes when I said 'feelings'.
"Yeah that was probably it." She said, still confused.
"Bella, Don't worry so much about it. There are other things we can be doing." I said suggestively, moving up her body kissing her, here and there, causing her to squeal.
When I finally got to her lips, she was already panting. Her beautiful, supple chest, heaving, mesmerizes me. Up. Down. Up. Down. Wow. My lips finally met hers and it was like our first kiss all over again. No, it was way better than that. It felt like my heart was overcome with so much love, it had spread throughout my whole body and shot through our lips the moment they connected. Sparks, electricity, fireworks, -everything-, could be felt in our kiss. It was like, each kiss was way better than the last. Unfortunately my dick got excited too, and shot up like it was being called, and wanted to get as close to Bella as much as physically possible. This just embarrassed me. Normally, I didn't let us get that far. I didn't want to push her into doing something she was uncomfortable with. But lately it's been getting harder and harder, in all aspects. She always tempted me, sometimes to the point where I would have to run out of the room, mid-sentence, just to take care of my problem so she wouldn't think I was some kind of constantly-crazy-horny-guy. Which just so happened to be all the time. If she knew just how much I was turned on, then she would start to feel bad, and then would start to feel pressured to do something about my problem, regardless of how she felt about it. Bella would just want me to feel better. That's just how selfless she is.
Bella let out a gasp when she felt my problem grind against her. I was just about get off of her when I felt her grind herself against me and let out a soft moan. Looking at her surprised, her cheeks turned red and push herself away from me. All the while not meeting my eyes. I didn't like that; she can't keep her beautiful eyes away from me. As I looked up at her in concern, she was still looking down. Peering closer, I could see tears running down her cheek. That sight alone, made my heart clench and my gut hurt.
"Bella, love, what's wrong?" I whispered, in a vain attempt to keep my own sadness out of my voice.
"Nothing." She said, she said in a heartbreaking voice. Something was so clearly wrong; she should know that she can't lie for shit.
"Really?" I asked raising an eyebrow, looking at her like we both know there is something wrong, and that she can't lie. At least not to me of all people.
"Fine. It's just, things were starting to finally get good, and yet again you pull away. Maybe it's just me; maybe I just don't do it for you anymore. I understand." She said, still looking down.
"Bella," I said, taking her chin in my hand and making her look up at me. As I gazed in her beautiful brown doe eyes, filled with tears, and heartbreak written on her face, I said. "Don't you ever think that! That can't be further from the truth."
"Edward! You run out of room just as things get good! Leaving me all hot, bothered, and confused!"
"That's because if I don't, I would have blown my load all over you!" I yelled out before I could stop. My eyes went wide, and I put my hand to my mouth as if to stop the words that had already come out.
"Oh..."She trailed off, not meeting my eyes, and a pink tinge coloring her cheeks.
"Yes! Okay yes! That's why I haven't let us go far. I didn't want to pressure you into doing something you were uncomfortable with. I just wanted you to know that whatever you want to do, I am okay with. Even though we have known each other all our lives, it is a big step, and I don't want you to think we have to rush it. I am okay with waiting."
"Edward, thank you for not pressuring me. I appreciate it, really, I do. But next time you have to let me decide. It's not your decision, if we were going too fast. I would have let you know if I wanted us to slow down, and you would have let up, because that's just how you are. A gentleman." She smiled and me, and then continued. "Now I have been thinking about this for a long time, and I would like to wait until our honeymoon to finally lose our virginities to each other. But only if you're okay with it. I know you may think it's corny, and lame. But it's important to me and I think it could be romantic, in a way, and-"
"-and I think it's a really good idea. If that is what you want to do then we'll wait." I said, cutting her off. Honestly, I don't know how I'm going to wait even longer. But I guess I better get used to cold showers from now on. Super.
"Thank You, I know it's going to be hard for you but it's not like we can't do other things..." She trailed off suggestively.
"Oh really now?" I said, pulling her closer. Just the thought was making me hard all over again.
Instead of answering she flipped us over and straddled my waist. Kissing my lips she started to move down, kissing my jaw, neck, then my chest along the way, until she got to the waistband of my pants. Unbuttoning my jeans, she eventually got them off me along with my boxer briefs. She said nothing as she pulled them down, but did let out a gasp when she saw semi-erect cock. Her eyes went wide got a nervous look on her face.
"Don't worry. When our honeymoon comes, he'll fit. He was made just for you." I reassured her. She didn't even need to say anything, it was written all over her face. Her face blushed again and sent a thankful smile at me.
I was rather proud of my cock. Growing up I found out I was rather lucky to be so well endowed, even at a young age. Now, at the age of 18, I was pretty far about average. Some would say it was a 'monster cock', just by how big it was. Not to brag or anything. Just stating the facts. And the fact that Bella seemed to like him, just made that much more happy and proud. I was pulled out of my thoughts by Bella's tongue swirling around the very top of the head. Before I could stop myself, I let out a rather embarrassingly loud moan. Her tongue moved from the tip, along the shaft, until she was sucking my balls. She hadn't even put me in her mouth yet and I was already about to blow. My hands moved up into her hair as she finally put me in her mouth, stretching her mouth wider to fit. Guiding her lower and lower, what she couldn't fit it all in her mouth she wrapped her hand around. Moving up and down, going faster and faster, I started to thrust into her mouth rapidly until her warm, wet, mouth was eventually too much and I blew huge hot squirts of cum in her mouth. Swallowing everything I gave her, she then let go of my softening cock with a 'pop'. Bella gave me a kiss, and just as I was about to return the favor, she shook her head.
"No this was just for you." Then she leaned down to kiss me once again.
She fell asleep soon after that, right in my side and I couldn't stop the huge grin, as I fell asleep as well. Soon I was going to be married my best friend, my other half, my perfect match, my soul mate.
AN: There you go, sorry for the long wait. What did think? I know a lot of fluff, and what did you like the sort-of-lemon? I thought it would be special if they waited until their wedding night/honeymoon, to lose their virginities to each other. You don't really see that a lot nowadays and I thought it would be special. Please don't be too harsh if you hated all of it, I have had a very bad week.
IMPORTANT INFO
Just a couple days ago, I found out that my story Separated was STOLEN (copied and pasted on their profile, WORD FOR WORD) on a website called 'Booksie' by an "Author" claiming it to be theirs. The person, who told me about all this, found out that they did it to three other stories from this site. The profile (along with MY story) has been taken down, thankfully. I WOULD LIKE TO THANK Speklez FOR INFORMING ME OF THIS IMMORAL AND AWFUL SITUATION AND FOR REPORTING THE THIEF TO THE SITE. I am just glad that it is off of the website, but it has left me hurt and extremely angry. I spend all lot of time and hard work on my stories and for someone to steal my work, leaves me livid. I am still going to be updating for BOTH of my stories so if you're waiting for an update for Separated, it is being written right now. And after I get that update out I will start writing the next chapter for this story. I'll try and get it all updated as fast as I can.
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